Perilous Deep Love

The woman on the sofa, sleep uneasily, not long, a row of fine sweat on the forehead.

In the dream,

at one time, she was living in the old house of Jane's family, her grandfather was still alive, the scene of her vigorous pursuit of Shen Xiujin, and the scene of her peak when she was 18 years old.

As soon as the picture changes, she is in prison.

After a while, it is the picture of a Lu that silly girl dying, and the picture turns again. She is out of prison. All her hard life is still the one who can't escape.

There are her parents in the dream, but almost all of them are vague.

"Tong Tong, ah Xiu wants to accompany Tong Tong all his life, and he wants him to be happy all his life."

A sound of innocence and purity rose.

She suddenly opened her eyes and looked at the snow-white ceiling. After a long time, she finally came to realize that what had just happened was just a dream.

The woman sat up from the sofa, the sliding door of the balcony was not closed, the wind passed through the gap, and a chill hit her skin. She suddenly shivered, and she found that she was in a cold sweat unconsciously.

She lifted her hand to wipe the sweat on her forehead, but she sat on the sofa like an old monk in meditation, like a sculpture, still in a daze.

This dream is not really a dream, but it seems to play back her life again.

From prosperity to decline.

From proud and fearless, to shivering and afraid to face people.

Thanks to this dream, she remembered a lot of things.

When she was a child, her grandfather was still alive. She didn't know so much. She only knew that her grandfather was very strict with her, but he was really good to her, better than her parents.

In a twinkling of an eye, she entered the primary school where his brother was.

My grandfather didn't ask people to send her to school with great fanfare. His brother always had more care and care from his parents. Therefore, she and her brother are not the same every day.

Her brother has a driver at home, but she doesn't go to school with her brother.

When she first entered school, she didn't look very impressive. After a few days of school, she was entangled by bullying in the school. She was blocked in the toilet during recess, all kinds of pranks.

Her grandfather asked her not to bully others with her family background. If she has the ability, she will put the bully in order.

But at that time, she was small, and her strength was not great. Senior students liked to gather together. When she often bullied others, she was several people together.

At that time, she came back home every day with some bruises on her body. Although the bullying schoolgirls bullied others, they didn't have no brains. They chose the places covered by clothes to fight hard.

As a result, neither grandfather nor domestic servants found it.

Until one day, after dinner, she went upstairs to do her homework, her brother quietly blocked the stairs, dragged her to his bedroom, her brother immediately pulled her school uniform collar under the shoulder, she still remember that at that time, she was so angry that the whole person was dizzy, she was angry at her brother was a burst of angry words.

She still remembers that her brother secretly took out the medicine box from under the bed and gave her medicine without saying a word. At that time, she still lost her temper, because she was ashamed and didn't want others to see her being bullied, so she sneered at her brother and told him not to meddle in his business and not to complain to his grandfather.

What did she say at that time?

It's like: "Jane Mobai, don't think you've caught my little handle. I have the ability to deal with those big sisters. You don't want to use this handle to complain to my grandfather."

At that time, her brother looked down on her and said, "is it because you lost the fight? What's the big deal? I fight a lot, too. Why do you think I'm hiding a medicine box under my bed After that, he took her by the collar, threw her out of the door and slammed the door.

At that time, as a girl at home, a girl who lacked the care of her parents, she was very jealous of her brother. Looking at the closed door in front of her, she stamped her feet and cried, "Jane Mobai, I will win, isn't it just fighting? I'm sure I can win those girls

Later, every day she would be more rebellious against those bullying sisters and sisters, and she was always injured. Her brother took her to his room for medication for a week and threw it out to her.

When she finally subdued those bullying senior school sisters, she called in the little thugs outside. The little thugs at that time, in fact, were junior high school students and high school students. At that time, it was fashionable for them to be confused.

She was blocked in the back of the teaching building on campus, thinking that she would die this time, but her brother came down from the sky. She saw her brother fight so hard for the first time. As a result, her brother hurt himself, and his face was swollen like a pig's head, but he was still playing handsome in front of her: "look, this is the fight, you're a trick."

On the sofa, some women are in a trance. The past, which has been lost in time, seems to be clear at once.

She also remembered that when her brother fought with several high-grade thugs, she said: "only I can bully my sister. Who dares to bully my sister, I'll kill him!"She also remembered that her brother's ferocious eyes when he said this, like a wolf, as if he was going to bite the person he saw to death.

The woman sat upright on the sofa for three hours.

Her eyes are very empty, can not see the real place, but as if through the empty air, looking far and far away, she seems to be in memory, sometimes the corners of her lips gently pull out a smile, sometimes have a tight squeeze, she seems to fall into their own world, memories are not all good, but, memories, there are good.

Silent living room, mobile phone ring ring ring quickly, she was surprised, wake up, eyes will become cold, and deep.

Looking at the screen, it was Shen Xiujin.

She didn't hang up and she didn't answer the man.

Quietly stood up from the sofa, picked up the backpack, walked to the porch.

But suddenly stopped, the porch, two pairs of indoor slippers placed side by side.

She stood upright and looked at the two pairs of slippers for a long time.

Just like a wooden post, it was silent.

Time seems to have passed for a long time, the woman finally had the action, slowly, squatted down, reached for two pairs of slippers, went back to the living room, threw into the garbage can.

She turned back to the bar and dropped the couple's cup into the trash can.

In the bathroom, toothbrushes, toothbrushes, cups, towels, everything in pairs was thrown into the garbage can.

Looking at the full out of the garbage can, the woman stood in front of the garbage can, pale lips, sarcastic smile No wonder. No wonder he's playing dumb.

Isn't it a step in her life?

I do not know when, the family in pairs of things, more and more, but she did not realize.

If it wasn't sorted out today, maybe she would never find out.

Turn around, no longer nostalgia, go out to leave.