Reincarnated as the Death Spider Queen, sacrificing Bibi Dong at the start

“I also lack self-awareness. I foolishly thought I could change you, but after all these years of trying, I realized I couldn’t change anything at all. So now, I’ve chosen to leave as well.”

Nan Feng's voice was tinged with self-mockery, "Yeah, what's the difference between him and me?"

"Because I'm stronger than him? Because my martial prowess surpasses his?"

"But if this force can't even resolve the problems between us, what's the point of its existence?"

Nan Feng tilted his head slightly, glancing at her out of the corner of his eye. "The more obsessed a person is with power, the more likely they are to be all bark and no bite. Because without that power, they have nothing."

"That fragile heart can only be protected by the hard outer shell."

"Just like you."

Bibi Dong's face was deathly pale, and her body trembled uncontrollably.

"You desperately chase power, yearning to be above all else. But is that really what you want?"

"You've been the Pope of the Spirit Hall for so many years, high and mighty. But even for just one day, were you ever truly happy?"

"I didn't see it."

Nan Feng ruthlessly tore away her pretense, "You're always anxious, angry, and fearful. You live like a bitter woman."

"I'm really tired."

"I can't keep torturing each other like before."

Nan Feng turned around and looked at her calmly: "I don't have your ability. You can maintain yourself under the corrosive influence of Rakshasa's evil thoughts by relying on that intense hatred. But I don't have such a strong obsession."

"Really not. Even life and death are not things I'm particularly obsessed with."

"Therefore, I simply cannot stand the pollution of that kind of thing. I cannot accept myself as a complete puppet of evil thoughts."

Nan Feng looked into her eyes, which were filled with fear and helplessness, and sighed softly.

Ultimately, we are all the same.

"You, too, cannot accept this distorted version of yourself."

"You keep saying you hate her, but you've been keeping Qian Renxue alive all this time, secretly hoping that one day she'll be strong enough to come and take revenge on you."

Nan Feng exposed her deepest secret: "Isn't your wish that one day she could personally end this unsolvable pain in your heart?"

Bibi Dong stood there, stunned, as if all her strength had been drained away.

Nan Feng withdrew his gaze, his tone filled with deep helplessness.

"I really want to help you."

"But I don't have that ability."

"sorry."

Nan Feng's figure flickered and disappeared into the sea breeze.

Bibi Dong stood there, stunned.

A sudden, intense feeling of suffocation enveloped her.

Is he really gone?

Don't you want her anymore?

Is she going to be left alone again?

As the fear subsided, a surge of intense hatred erupted from the depths of his heart.

why? !

Why is it like this again?!

Why are you leaving again?

What did she do wrong?!

Why do everything she cares about eventually leave her?

why!

Bibi Dong completely broke down.

She clutched her head tightly, squatted on the cold sand, and cried loudly.

Nan Feng stood in the shadows, quietly watching her.

He wanted to walk over there.

I want to hold her in my arms, just like before.

But he knew he couldn't.

If he goes there now, everything will go back to square one.

Bibi Dong's subconscious will believe that he will never really leave, and this inertia will lock her tightly in that secret room, where she will never be able to get out.

Nan Feng disappeared in an instant and returned to his hotel room.

He walked to the bedside and picked up the sleeping Hu Liena.

The little fox opened its eyes groggily, looking somewhat bewildered.

Nan Feng looked at her and said, "Your Pope teacher needs you. Help her, okay?"

Hu Liena wasn't fully awake yet, but she nodded subconsciously.

The next instant, spatial power surged.

Nan Feng took Hu Liena back to the coast.

He didn't approach her, but simply placed Hu Liena not far from Bibi Dong.

Then, he turned and left.

He couldn't give Bibi Dong the strength to move forward.

Because he himself was also covered in mud.

He was wrong.

I've been wrong all along.

What Bibi Dong truly needs is a simple child like Hu Liena. Only this pure heart can give her strength.

A man as calculating as him only instilled fear and worry in her.

They are the same kind of people.

Those of the same kind cannot possibly stick together for warmth.

Getting together will only lead to mutual torment.

……

Seeing Bibi Dong break down in tears, Hu Liena ran over with a heart full of worry.

"Teacher, what's wrong?"

Upon hearing Hu Liena's voice, Bibi Dong looked up and hugged her tightly.

She hugged him very tightly.

This is the only thing she can hold onto right now, and the only thing that gives her a sliver of peace of mind.

Hu Liena panicked: "Teacher, what's wrong?"

Bibi Dong's voice choked with sobs: "He doesn't want me anymore."

Hu Liena was completely confused: "Who said you don't want me anymore?"

"Nanfeng." Bibi Dong hugged her tightly, "Your teacher doesn't want me anymore. He left me here all alone."

Hu Liena looked puzzled: "Why wouldn't he want you? He's the one who brought me here, why wouldn't he want you?"

Hearing this, Bibi Dong cried even harder.

Is Nan Feng trying to use Hu Liena to corner her?

Is this how you let him leave with a clear conscience?

Seeing her crying like this, Hu Liena became even more anxious: "What's wrong with you? Tell me what happened! I don't know what to do with you just crying like this!"

Bibi Dong could only choke back tears: "He's gone... He doesn't want me anymore."

Hu Liena quickly reassured him, "The teacher won't really leave. Every time you two argued before, he would come back, wouldn't he?"

“It’s different.” Bibi Dong shook her head. “He really isn’t coming back this time. He’s gone.”

"He's gone, go and bring him back! What are you crying about here?"

Hu Liena panicked, "If he wants to leave, you can cry yourself to death, but he won't come back!"

Bibi Dong's voice trembled: "But he doesn't want to come back, what can I do?"

Hu Liena was puzzled: "The teacher must have a reason for leaving. If you made him angry, you should apologize and coax him."

“It’s no use.” Bibi Dong gave a bitter laugh. “He doesn’t believe me, and he won’t listen.”

Hu Liena paused for a moment, then blurted out:

"If he doesn't believe or listen, does that mean you're making the same mistake again and again, and you're still stubbornly refusing to change?"

Bibi Dong's breath hitched suddenly.

Hu Liena looked at her and said matter-of-factly, "In that case, if you don't really try to change things, he definitely won't come back."

"If that's really why he left, then if you change your ways, won't he come back on his own?"

Chapter 286 You're not wearing a sachet, is it so you can legitimately slump in my arms?

……

Nan Feng pushed open the hotel room door.

The room was dimly lit, and Tang Yuehua was already awake on the bed.

Looking at the empty bed beside her, she gripped the corner of the blanket tightly, her heart sinking.