Why are you always thinking about dating me?

"Yeah, I know." Lin An couldn't help but chuckle, finding her drunken state quite adorable.

At this moment, he finally discovered what made Su Yuejin so adorable.

Before this, he didn't like Su Yuejin. He thought Su Yuejin was stupid, the kind of person who had no life principles, thought that rebellion was cool, was self-centered, and cared about other people's opinions.

But now he understands that Su Yuejin is actually very cute. She is not the kind of person he thought she was. She is just a simple girl who lacks love.

But it's not pitiful.

Lin An doesn't pity anyone. Pity is an emotion that arises from the moment you are born, giving you a sense of superiority that makes you feel better than others.

The two walked along like that, occasionally passing many pretty girls in beautiful dresses on the street. Lin An would glance at them a few times, and Su Yuejin noticed him, saying, "You don't even look at me, you're looking at other girls!"

"Huh? You're not allowed to look?"

“I’m clearly prettier,” she said.

"That's true, but people don't cherish what they get easily. Miss Su Yuejin, your strategy is too easy, I won't cherish it."

"I don't care!" Su Yuejin muttered to him, "You think I'm stupid, right? Lin An?"

“That’s all now. I think you’re very cute, Su Yuejin.”

"Then can you say you like me?"

“I… I quite like you, Su Yuejin.”

"Can you kiss me?" Su Yuejin suddenly stopped. Now she was at the edge of the street, under the streetlights. She looked up, the streetlights shining on her bright cheeks. She seemed to want a hug, a very tight hug.

Lin An didn't like doing this kind of thing in crowded places, as it seemed somewhat immoral, but if she wanted it, he would just go along with it. Lin An hugged her and then lowered his head to kiss her lips.

Passersby stopped to watch, lamenting the decline of morality. However, the two did not kiss for long before Su Yuejin took his hand and continued walking slowly forward.

"Will you stay with me forever, Lin An?"

"Not good." Lin An shook his head.

He cannot be moved, cannot fall into, cannot sink.

"But I still like you very much... I'm starting to get scared, Lin An."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that one day you'll suddenly stop talking to me, and then you'll be gone."

"Then you don't need to worry about that. If that day really comes, I will tell you in advance so that you can be mentally prepared."

"And then...? My Last Supper?"

"Probably." Lin An sighed softly, took off his coat, and draped it over Su Yuejin's shoulders. "It's cold at night, so wear this on."

"Mmm!" Su Yuejin nodded and continued walking with him. But even the longest road feels short when you're walking with someone you love.

Lin An had already dropped her off at her apartment building.

But Su Yuejin stopped, looked into his eyes, placed one hand on his chest, and said to him, "Sleep with me."

Lin An shook his head.

Although the girl's figure was particularly alluring, and her eyes were especially beautiful and pure, they would surely look stunning if colored, Lin An couldn't do that. He was a little scared; he was afraid that he would fall for her.

So he didn't want it. Even though Xu Qinghuan had given him power, and whatever he and Su Yuejin did was all Xu Qinghuan's word and the power she had given him, Lin An seemed to understand why Xu Qinghuan had done it.

Because she wanted Lin An to learn how to be loved and to learn to discern the truth of love.

"Then, just sleep with me." Su Yuejin's eyes were so sweet, Lin An reached out and rubbed her face. "I'll watch you fall asleep before I leave."

"Okay okay."

Su Yuejin roughly knew that this was his bottom line, so she went into the elevator with Lin An and then got home. Su Yuejin didn't plan to take a shower tonight, she just wanted to wash up. She was wearing that little tank top, but she insisted on taking her nightgown and ran to Lin An to change.

Lin An closed her eyes, but she still called out softly, all dressed up, "Look at me, look at me."

This guy just won't settle down, like a cat jumping around. Su Yuejin seems to be a cat-like girlfriend. She's usually proud and aloof, but when she wants you, she becomes gentle and obedient, coming over to rub against you and pet you. Occasionally, you might find it annoying, but you just can't get angry.

When Lin An closed his eyes, he heard footsteps. It seemed like Su Yuejin was walking towards him. It seemed like Su Yuejin slipped and something soft and warm landed on his cheek.

"..."

Lin An took a bite, and Su Yuejin let out a sob.

"Change your clothes and go to sleep, or I'll spank you later." Lin An muttered to himself. As long as he didn't see it, it wasn't lewd. After Su Yuejin finished changing, she sat on his lap.

This girl always likes to wear this white tank top; it's both sexy and innocent. I guess this is the type of girl guys like the most.

Lin An picked her up in a princess carry and took her back to her room. He put her on the bed, looked into her eyes, pulled up the blanket, and covered her up.

"Would you like to hear a bedtime story?" Lin An asked her gently.

“I want to do some exercises before bed, like squats.” Su Yuejin winked at him.

Lin An tapped her forehead with his finger, but that wasn't enough to vent his anger. He then put his finger in Su Yuejin's mouth and wiped the water droplets from his fingertip onto her face.

"Let me tell you a story... Let me think... I'll tell you the story of the Little Mermaid."

"I've seen it."

“Seeing it once is different from hearing it once.” Lin An pinched her cheek and then slowly told her the story of the Little Mermaid.

The story of the Little Mermaid is very poignant.

In the story, the Little Mermaid ultimately failed to kill the prince with her dagger and turned into colorful bubbles.

"In the end, the Little Mermaid... didn't the angel give her a human soul in the end?" Su Yuejin felt a strange sadness in her heart as she listened to Lin An's words, so she spoke softly.

"But that's just a fairy tale. In the end, whether she stabs the prince to death or not, the prince will not love her. The so-called ascension to heaven is just a lie for children. If it were you, would you choose to stab the prince to death in the end?" Lin An asked softly.

"No," Su Yuejin shook her head.

"So that's what makes you so adorable. But I still want to tell you, it would be better to be a little selfish. If you stab him to death, you can go back to your past life and won't have to turn into a colorful bubble."

"But I love him, I love him, and I'm willing to do anything for him, even if it means dying. Anyway, someone like me isn't that afraid of death."

Looking at the light sparkling in her eyes, Lin An felt a little helpless, so he lowered his head and gently kissed her lips.

"Alright, go to sleep, my little princess."

"I'm not very sleepy yet, but I still want to do squats."

"If you're not satisfied, I can buy you a toy next time so you can squat down all you want."

"No way," Su Yuejin replied quietly. "Do you want to go back to sleep?"

"Ah."

Are you afraid... that if you sleep here, you'll fall in love with me?

"Sometimes you're quite smart."

"But you're still leaving, aren't you?"

Lin An could only remain silent.

"Okay, okay... You can go now, goodnight."

Su Yuejin sat up in bed, hugged his neck, and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. Then she obediently lay back down. Lin An turned off the room light for her and went outside.

He gently closed the door, but when he opened the door to Su Yuejin's room, he paused for a moment.

Because standing at Su Yuejin's door was a girl dressed in a gothic Lolita dress, holding a cigarette in her hand, her eyes fixed intently on his.

"You dare delete me?!"

"Ah, the relationship has run its course, isn't that a good thing?" Lin An was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect Xiao Chacha to follow him here. But now, it seemed that Xiao Chacha's anger was impossible to hide.

"Why did you delete me?! Did I do something to upset you?!" Xiao Chacha took a step closer, cornering Lin An against the wall.

"No, I was just thinking that we're incompatible and I don't want to do business with you anymore. I don't like excitement that much, and I don't like you either, so we'll see each other again. The money I paid for the escort service before is all receivable. If you want, I can return the two thousand from last night."

Lin An's eyes became clean and clear once again. He once again detached himself, looking innocent and naive, as if he had done nothing wrong.

"Why should I?!"

"You're getting a little agitated right now. You'd better calm down, Xiao Chacha."

Lin An wasn't particularly afraid of the girl's aggressive gaze. He wouldn't mind explaining things to Xiao Chacha, but there wasn't much to explain. He felt that Xiao Chacha was somewhat dangerous. Unlike Su Yuejin, she wasn't obedient, and Lin An was afraid that she might do something strange one day and make a mess of his current situation.

Because she was clearly a bit too mischievous and chasing thrills.

Looking at his expression, Xiao Chacha suddenly felt a pang of pain in her heart, but of course she couldn't admit defeat, she wouldn't admit defeat. She tiptoed slightly, so that her cheek could touch Lin An's cheek, and looked into his eyes as she read, word by word, "Are you afraid of excitement? Is that right?"

"I don't like it, but do you like it?"

"Yes, I like it very much."

"Ah...then turn around now and lie face down against the wall?" Lin An read aloud with amusement.

Xiao Chacha raised her hand.

...Oh no, I'm going to get beaten up again.

Lin An had already prepared himself mentally, and he gave a helpless, bitter smile to himself.

Chapter Fifty-Six: Not Lost

Xiao Chacha, of course, would not listen to Lin An.

But in the end, she didn't swing her hand down. She withdrew a little, but looking into Lin An's dark eyes, she was unwilling. She couldn't accept that Lin An had just deleted her and wanted to remove her from her life.

"I won't let you delete me, add me back." Xiao Chacha took out her phone.

"I don't want to." Lin An shook his head.

"Is it because I treated you like that in front of Su Yuejin that you're scared? Have you fallen in love with Su Yuejin?"

"No." Lin An shook his head.

The fact that he left Su Yuejin's house after taking her home proves this.

"Then why did you delete me?"

"Because I don't like excitement, Miss Xiao Chacha. I feel that if I continue to get entangled with you, something terrible will definitely happen in the future."

Xiao Chacha sneered, "I don't love you, what are you afraid of?"

"Huh? I know, but I don't really want to sleep with you... We have no connection, so why are we still in contact?"

"Aren't we friends, Lin An?"