A villainous girl created by paranoia

So I basically get up around 5 a.m. every day to write, and I can write 3,000 words in two hours...

Imagine writing 3,000 words in two hours, and that's a rushed job. What would the quality be like?

I don't know about others, but what I wrote was truly awful.

This isn't me trying to gain sympathy, nor is it because I feel inferior or anything. It's just that from my perspective, the second and third volumes are significantly different from the first volume.

Not having time to write is one thing, not having ideas to write is another, but the most important thing is that the intention has changed and the essence has changed.

Is the money for perfect attendance appealing? Yes, it is.

So, in order to get the money for perfect attendance, the story changed, becoming distorted and incomprehensible, dull and uninteresting.

Whether you find it boring or not, from my perspective, the stories in Volumes 2 and 3 are indeed boring and tedious.

The story I wrote wasn't perfect, so I want to make it as perfect as possible.

Originally, this story was just something I wrote for my own amusement, but as I wrote it, it got signed and published. I should have worked harder to meet the readers' expectations, but instead, I showed you this garbage.

Sorry to the readers who have made it this far.

But... can I have another chance?

Do you still believe me?

I am truly grateful to everyone who has read this far. Your willingness to believe in me and continue reading my articles is the greatest encouragement to me.

Don't worry, although I've started a new book, it doesn't mean I'm abandoning the old ones.

The old book will eventually come to an end, but it's still a long way off.

There are ten apostles who are enemies. Even if you fight one apostle at a time, you still have to fight ten apostles. Shuna has a long way to go before becoming a natural disaster.

Believe me, you've all seen the trap I set for you.

Kennefis, the new king of the Black Abyss, Yuneira, the goddess of sin, and Kanna Kaguri, whose whereabouts are unknown, are all important characters who have not yet appeared.

Furthermore, two new factions in Shuna, [The Sustainers] and [The Original Sin Sequence], will gradually appear in the future.

I have many stories to tell, but I didn't have enough time to write them thoroughly before. Now, as a full-time author, I will carefully polish each story to make it more interesting.

The story will be described in more detail from now on, I hope you will enjoy it.

There's so much to say, but I can't think of anything to say right now.

In short, thank you all for your support. In the future, Bai will work even harder to bring you more interesting stories.

postscript

Hmm, I can't write anymore.

It collapsed to the sky, so I really couldn't take it anymore.

So let's just stop torturing you and let this story come to a temporary end.

It's said that the first season has ended, but it was actually a disappointing ending.

It's unfinished, but not completely ruined, because I'm going to keep writing.

Next, I will reshape the worldview and begin this story in a different way.

The general background is that it's a branching story where Hanamichi is adopted by Cao Xinwu, and Xiu Nai doesn't possess her body.

However, the character setting of Hua Gong, the pitiful bad woman, will not change. The character settings of other characters, except for Zhong Mengrou and Zhan Xiaoxiao, will remain the same. Only the world view will be changed.

The natural disasters may be gone, but their role will remain.

The Dark Abyss World disappeared, and in its place, the pitiful Flower Palace gained a Justice System that instructed her to be a good child.

There have been many changes, which will be covered in the following articles.

I don't know how to persuade you to stay, nor do I know what to say, so I'll just say everything I want to say.

If you don't like this change... I'm sorry, you've wasted so much of your time and energy, you can stop here.

If you still trust me, I won't waste any more time on unnecessary ramblings; see the main text.

Putting aside the future plot and the question of whether readers will stay or leave, let me explain why I made this decision.

I've actually been thinking about finishing this book all month while I'm working full-time, because the better the new book is, the more I hate the old one, and I've lost the motivation to write this one.

Actually, none of that is the most important thing. The most important thing is the layout of my book!

Ugh! This is so annoying! Why is the layout so messy?!

Ugh! This is so annoying! Why are there so many typos?!

Ughhhhh! This is so annoying! Why did they have to change so many established settings?!

Ughhhhh! This is so annoying! Why do I have to write so many rambling comments at the end of each chapter?!

As someone with severe obsessive-compulsive disorder, seeing that messy chapter layout made me completely lose my temper.

Why am I writing this self-indulgent story?! Why don't I write an outline?! Why don't I write the setting?! Why am I being such a lazy bum?!

Maybe to others I might seem like I'm suddenly having a mental breakdown, but this awkward feeling is genuinely making me uncomfortable. It feels like there's a huge knot in my heart, and I feel like throwing up, really.

I thought to myself, since I'm already a full-time author, can I abandon this book and start a new one? The new book will have a more detailed plan and more time to write.

But then I saw my comments section, book reviews, and those bullet comments. I didn't cry. Tears just welled up in my eyes. It would have been too embarrassing if the tears had fallen.

I failed to meet everyone's expectations and gave up halfway. I might as well just die.

Also, I remember I still owe everyone a lot of updates.

Because I didn't want to disappoint everyone's expectations, and also because of my awkward feelings.

In the end, I decided to finish the first season and then continue writing the second season.

As for why I'm writing a second season in this book...

I want to make money.

I'm a full-time author now, which sounds great, right? Actually, it is great for me.

It's truly joyful to be able to write happily every day.

But I need money to support my family. To be honest, I'm the one who pays for all the household necessities like rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar, and tea. My family structure is a bit complicated.

I live in a small village that's somewhere between urban and rural areas. It's not exactly rich, but it's not too poor either. Actually, I quite like this place. It's quiet, and life isn't too noisy or stressful.

Next are my family members. My grandparents are both alive, but my grandfather is now bedridden due to a broken leg, and my grandmother and I take care of him.

I also have a father who is currently working in another city.

I also have a stepmother and a half-brother. To be honest, I used to really like my stepmother and my brother, especially my brother.

I didn't know this before when I was out working, but now that I'm at home, I've learned some things. My stepmother and younger brother don't have a good relationship with my grandmother, and in the month I've been at home... I've started to dislike them more and more because of their behavior, but it's just to the point where I don't want to talk to them.

Overall, the relationship is so-so.

Hmm, I seem to have rambled on a bit. In short, there are five people in my family, plus a cat and a dog, a total of six mouths to feed, plus me, making seven mouths to feed.

So I need to make money.

The next book will also have paid chapters for VIP members. As I said before, if you really can't stand me, you can stop here.

Finally, whether you are a reader who supports my decision, a reader who turns away from the book, or a reader who stays to criticize me.

Thank you all, thank you for your companionship over the past eight months.

"Paranoia" is an imperfect child, and since I cannot abandon her, I can only make her perfect.

Tomorrow is the day for the new chapter update. I hope you all enjoy the following chapters.

Season 1 Ending Announcement

It is recommended to skip this volume and go directly to the [Afterword], where there will be an explanation.

[Jealousy Chapter] 045: Viewing the Diary

I mentioned yesterday that I wouldn't include VIP chapters, but I forgot to uncheck the box.

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

I saw someone drown...

I saw it at night. I was sitting by the lake when a car stopped on the bridge. Two people were carrying a person, and then they threw that person into the lake.

It was very dark, and I couldn't see what those people looked like.

I wanted to save that person, but the other two people just stood on the bridge watching their surroundings.

I was scared. I didn't dare go over. I was afraid they would throw me into the lake too.

I just watched as the person who fell into the lake struggled desperately. That person couldn't swim, and I really wanted to tell that person how to swim.

In the end, I could only watch as that person sank to the bottom of the lake.

I wanted to save that person! But those two people kept watching from the bridge! I didn't mean to let that person die! I really wanted to save that person!

But all I could do was watch that person drown...

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

I called my mom many times today, but her phone was always switched off. I don't know why, but I felt a little uneasy. I haven't been able to contact my mom for two days, so I called the police.

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

The police found the mother, but it was a corpse.

The mother drowned, it wasn't suicide, it was homicide...

The date of death was February 2nd.

I... am a sinner.