There is No Problem with the Youth Under the Snow

Even if you say it, you will never understand.

But the act of speaking out is self-gratifying in itself.

Perhaps, this in itself is the deception we hate the most.Perhaps this is a hopeless counterfeit.

But no matter how you think about it, you can't come up with an answer to your question.It is impossible to understand how to do it.So, in the end, all that is really left is this hopeless wish.

"I don't understand."

"why?"

This voice echoed in the quiet and cold room in the department room illuminated by the last shimmer of the setting sun.

Lips were still bitten.

Yuhihama knew that this was never the way she wanted

Gradually, Yukinoshita looked up.

She looked at Yubihama who was standing in front of her in a daze.

No one to rely on, unable to find one's own belonging,

Hide, go with the flow, follow something, and hit an invisible wall.

Yukinoshita's problem is never dependence or dependence, but how the self should behave

I still don't know how I should behave.

Her strength is actually just an external weapon.

If you want to talk about feeling.

Now Yukinoshita seems to be compromising and saying something just to keep the air from stagnant.

This is just like Yubihama who used to focus only on the surrounding atmosphere and couldn't express what he really wanted to say.

And Yuhihama was very keenly aware of this.

But how long will this kind of conversation that keeps repeating go on?

How long will it last?What will happen when it is no longer possible to continue?

Presumably, today will surely spend a similar time as yesterday.

And, tomorrow too, and the day after tomorrow.

What exists in this closed world is by no means smooth, but only closed, only stagnant.

These roads that can still be traversed now will only slowly decay.

When the topic will eventually run out, the conversation will stop again.

The silence spreads like waves.

At this moment, as if to break the silence of the occlusion.

There was a sound of the seat being pushed and pulled.

"I'm sorry, I'm going back first."

It's hard to imagine what Yuhihama said.

Express your emotions and thoughts clearly and strongly.

She was completely different from before.

What followed was the sound of the door being pushed open and closed.

Only then did Yukinoshita feel so clearly the change in the girl named Yuihama Yui in front of her.

"Student Yukinoshita."

Saying these words like breathing, Kasumigaoka raised his face.

The slightly complicated eyes looked at her for a moment, and then turned away immediately.

After a pause as if thinking, Kasumigaoka weaves the words in a calm voice.

"Aren't you going to chase?"

As if awakened by the words, Yukinoshita woke up from her thoughts.

There was a hint of hesitation in her eyes, but she quickly made a decision.

"I'm going back today."

As she said so, she turned and left.

Kasumigaoka looked at the back of her leaving.

There is an indescribable complexity.

........................................

As he was slowly leaving the corridor and walking towards the lift, he walked to the stairs.

"what."