Secret: Those years when I was a foreign aid for the Aurora Club

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"Our human lives are inherently meaningless. Belief in the Lord is the only value, and dying for the Lord is the greatest glory."

They think so from the bottom of their hearts. They really feel that their lives have no meaning at all. Compared with living, being a victim to God may be the best way to increase the value of life, even if it is just being trampled to death and sacrificed at will.

They actually regretted that they did not die and could not die in the hands of God, but lived meaninglessly.

"Lord, I am willing to die!"

He committed suicide without any hesitation, and was even very happy. It turned out that his happiness was real, because God personally ordered him to die - no matter what the order was, the order itself means that God has noticed you. Isn't this a great honor? ?

That's why other people looked at the corpse with envy.

The true Creator suddenly became enlightened.

——Humans regard me as the only truth and the reason for existence. Providing faith is the only existence value of life.

The productivity of extraordinary people covers all aspects of society. Ordinary people can live a good life through fixed daily rations even if they do nothing. Therefore, they will feel that they are completely worthless, and instead begin to pursue death.

And Extraordinary people don't need to work day and night. When there is a thunderstorm, just catching a few lightning bolts is enough to supply the world's electricity. The growth of animals and plants is blessed by Extraordinary people. Meat and staple food are inexhaustible. The True Creator has no restrictions on the types of food. Human beings living under His protection can freely pursue knowledge and development and devote themselves to various industries after enriching their material life.

That's what He thought.

So what actually happens?

They gained the whole world and lost everything. I gave them electricity so that they could travel and sail more conveniently. However, they stopped traveling because of the reason "it seems to be the same no matter where they go"; I gave them Advanced technology and energy, but people do not use it to explore the unknown. The knowledge placed in the grand library has fallen into dust. Only hymns, hymns and operas dedicated to God are updated every week; I will use the sun share the light with them, allowing them to enjoy the power of clean and stable energy and technology, but they use all communication and social devices to compile hymns praising the Creator. The programs on TV and radio are always only choir choruses and collective prayers. , there will always be only everything related to the Creator in an exhibition listing artworks.

And food, no matter how innovative they were in terms of food, the most popular food was the sacrament of loaves and fishes.

He felt a little disappointed. Even though He was omniscient and omnipotent, the humans He raised only had this single form of expression.

The true Creator believed that He had given mankind the capital to pursue everything and freedom, but mankind sat down where it was. While it's fun to watch them praise Himself, hearing similar content and tunes every time will also cause Him to gradually lose interest in people.

But having said that, if someone really stands up now and says to Him, "I want to leave your asylum" or "I don't believe in you" or "I want to see other worlds", the true Creator feels that his reaction is also It’s hard to say. On the one hand, he felt ridiculous and disdainful - a short-lived race like human beings is indeed short-sighted. They have the protection of the most powerful gods in the universe and enjoy the most superior life, but they want to go somewhere else to find their own faults. . What right does man have to reject the Almighty? Are they powerful? Are they eternal? Are they wise? Are they omnipotent? It’s just self-righteousness. ——On the other hand, I feel a little happy. This is a different person, a little interesting.

"You're right."

He responded perfunctorily to the young lovers, preparing to end the private visit incognito. At this moment, He heard someone humming a song softly, intermittently, with a childish voice. The True Creator looked in that direction and saw a little girl following her mother, jumping and humming an impromptu song. of tune.

"Dear, what are you singing?" Mother asked curiously.

"Mom, the little flowers on the roadside are very beautiful. I am composing songs for them." The little girl pointed to the flowers on the street flower bed and said seriously, her cute look made people laugh.

"Oh, that's great."

The mother smiled and touched the little girl's head: "Are you praising the Lord's favor by praising the beauty of flowers? Yes, don't forget that it is the great Lord who has given us everything. Without the sunshine and water given by the Lord, , flowers will not grow and bloom, and we will not live happily in this world."

The little girl stopped humming the song, and her little eyes were full of doubts and hesitation: "Yes, Mom, of course I know it is the Lord who gave us life and food... But now I just feel that these little flowers It’s very beautiful.”

The mother asked in surprise: "Didn't you praise the Lord?"

"No." The little girl didn't know how to lie yet, she just shook her head honestly, "I...I really think the flowers are beautiful..."

The mother's face changed, and the young lovers also noticed their conversation. Only the little girl looked confused and didn't know what happened.

"Oh my god, dear..." The mother looked around, nervously and seriously pressed her daughter's shoulders, and whispered to her, "The power of the Lord makes flowers exist and grow. If you sing about beautiful flowers, then you must Remember, it is the Lord who allows you to see them, so you must put the Lord’s favor first! You must praise the Lord and cannot be so ungrateful!”

No, wait a minute.

The True Creator suddenly had the idea of ​​interrupting this mother - ungrateful is too strong a word! I am not giving you these things for your gratitude. What does the gratitude of a small cosmic creature like a human being mean to me? I give you more food, water and living environment, and you give me the meaning of shepherding and an anchor. This is actually just a transaction. Although no one is qualified to make a deal with God, and what He does is by no means equal to what humans can give back, He thinks so willingly.

The little girl looked at her mother ignorantly. She felt an unusual emotion from her mother's tone, but she still failed to realize what she had done wrong: "But it is the gardener who plants the flowers, and it is the gardener who cultivates them. Mr. Gardener, what do you have to do with the Lord..."

The girl's mother was shocked and covered her daughter's mouth.

"How could you be like this...such..." The mother seemed unable to think of a word to describe her, and the two young men standing not far away looked at each other, their eyes full of disbelief and sympathy.

The young woman stepped forward to comfort the mother.

"Madam, please don't be sad." The woman said pitifully, "I was once an ungrateful and ignorant person. I was dissatisfied with the Lord's actions because I lost my parents. I actually thought that comparing one piece to another only had symbolic meaning. Graves, living parents are more important... Thinking about it now, how ungrateful this is. Thank you to the merciful Lord for not rejecting me because of my evil deeds. Bathed in His light, you have granted me the place where I live. Through the careful teachings of the bishop, I was able to understand what an honor and glory it was for my parents to die. I should pray for them every day and devote myself to the Lord. This is the value of our lives."

The mother's eyes widened in shock at first, then she couldn't help but nodded slightly, and when she heard the last sentence, she even agreed with it from the bottom of her heart and showed admiration.

"Your daughter is just too young and makes mistakes. You don't need to feel bad about it or be harsh on her."

The woman continued speaking, as if she was emitting a divine light, but this light was infinitely close to stupidity in the eyes of the true Creator:

"She just needs more learning and teaching. She needs to understand the fundamental reasons for the existence of our world and experience the mercy of God. Just like me, you can go to the bishops for help and they will be happy to teach the lost. Lamb…”

"Yes, yes, you are right." The mother gradually calmed down and slowly loosened her hand covering her daughter's mouth. The little girl had been forced into tears and looked at her mother in fear, not daring to reach out. Rub, "Let's go to the temple now. This child needs education."

She quickly wiped away her daughter's tears. The little girl relaxed a little and felt that her mother had returned to her usual self. She asked in a cringing voice, "Mom, did I do something wrong?"

"Yes, but it doesn't matter. May the Lord forgive your mistakes." The woman crossed herself on her chest.

"I, I know." The little girl nervously grasped the corner of her clothes and was led away by her mother. "I will remember to praise the Lord in the future, and give it to the birds, the kittens, and the heaven." When the clouds sing, they always remember to praise the Lord first..."

The true creator's expression was slightly distorted. He finally understood the reason for his dissatisfaction - He didn't expect humanity to give anything back, but the huge power gap caused humans to believe in Him crazily with an almost atonement mentality. In a sense, this was His problem.

I think so simply because I was once human.

He thought so naturally.

…

Why?

Yes, I was once a human? What was I thinking about just now? What have I been doing all this time? What is going on in this world? Why are these people... The True Creator was suddenly stunned. He looked left and right in confusion, reviewing everything he had just seen. The expression on his face immediately became extremely distorted after a brief moment of sluggishness, and then he made a disgusting expression. .

Edward raised his eyebrows. He looked at the words "The true creator finally realized the good reasons for his wishful thinking towards human beings" written in his pen, and then looked at the other person who suddenly realized it, and his expression became very strange.

"Has the strength of the resistance offered to me by the Sea of ​​Chaos suddenly become smaller?"

Edward was a little surprised, but now that the situation was getting better, he quickly ended the sentence to prevent any other changes in this sentence.

Even such a clear affirmation will become blurred under the confrontation of the sea of ​​chaos, just like the true Creator's unstoppable self-doubt. Edward originally thought that the best effect of this impromptu drama that took place in front of the real Creator was to make him feel the same pain in conscience as the remnants of the Eastern Continent, but he did not expect that the other party directly skipped "Severe Pain in Conscience → Generating Doubts → This process of "getting the answer" also omits the same infinite loop between the first and second steps as before, and suddenly I realized that I was once a human being.

Why does God seem to have suddenly abandoned the true Creator?

The devil was a little confused, but the real creator in the dream had begun to reorganize his memory, and after recalling that he had bombed more than 80% of the earth's population to fight Tianzun decades ago, and also acquiesced to human trafficking, he slowly Petrified.

He looked shaken.

Edward gloated for two seconds, then began to try to understand why God suddenly changed his target. Oh, I don’t mean that the True Creator is vulnerable. I mean that under the current circumstances, there shouldn’t be anything more fun than torturing the spirit of the True Creator.

There is nothing special in the content of the prayer. Intis is under complete martial law, and everyone is staying in their homes or churches, because under such circumstances, no matter where they hide, it is the same. The gods who have been hit on the head can just throw them out casually. A little extraordinary power can clean out all the humans hiding in any bunker.

Edward lowered his head and glanced down. Without him writing anything, a line of words suddenly appeared on the notebook in his hand.

"The True Creator says:

‘Someone just attracted the power of the Chaos Sea away! They are using things related to Origin Castle! ’”

TBC

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I'm going to watch The Wandering Earth 2 today, double update.