The ceo's secret

But it seems that our minds are not on food, it seems that we are all looking for the entry point of the topic - the topic that we all want to talk about but can not easily touch -

I know that Linlin has already noticed the wedding ring on my ring finger, my wedding ring with Meier -

I don't avoid letting her see, I even intentionally let her see, the ring reflects the light The light and shadow swayed back and forth with my hand cutting the steak -

it's a pity that until we finished the dinner, we didn't find the starting point of the topic -

what we talked about at the dinner table was limited to the unimportant weather, the taste of foie gras, and the characteristics of wine -

so we got up and left, and walked out of the French restaurant -

We drove to the May day square and walked side by side on the square under the darkness. The sculpture, yes, the familiar and tall sculpture. Linlin and I met many times under the sculpture. We met here when we went hunting in Heilong mountain. We met here when we went to the seaside of H city. We met here when we went shopping together Now, on the eve of our separation, we come here again. It's like a samsara. We start here and end here. It seems that this tall semi * * sculpture in this square is the witness of our beginning, ending and beginning.

The flowers and trees are still the flowers and trees, the moonlight is still the moonlight, but the heart is no longer the heart.

When we were walking in the shade of the trees on the other side of the square, the moonlight cast mottled light and shadow on the tile floor of the square through the treetops, and the shadow was dancing -

I finally spoke first -

"Linlin," I turned to look at her and said, "do you believe in fate?"

Linlin looked up at me: "how to ask this?..."

"Do you believe in destiny?" I looked at her again and asked.

Linlin folded her jaw and said softly, "I don't know..."

"You should believe," I said, "that we always tell ourselves that our destiny is in our own hands. It's just like" man will conquer nature ". Although it's a positive attitude, it's idealistic, maybe it's against our will. Only after people have experienced so many things, can they understand that their own hands can not control their own destiny, let alone the world. So we realized that from the beginning, there was a pair of huge hands in the place where we couldn't see. It was the big hands of fate that controlled our lives. As a matter of fact, on the contrary, what we can control is only a few tiny things, such as fate, which we can never control. Therefore, we can only admit that our ability is limited, we can only admit that our willpower is limited, and we can only understand "Oh, our life is so small."

"Mingming," Linlin looked up at me and said in dismay, "how did you become so pessimistic?..."

"Pessimistic?" I smile, maybe not, "maybe you can think so, but because of this pessimism, my heart began to become calm."

We both stopped and stood in the shadow of the trees -

"calm?" Linlin looked up at me and said, "does calm mean compromise, does it mean giving up, does it mean passivity, does it mean..."

"You might think so." I said.

Linlin looked at me, her mouth hummed, and she didn't speak. Maybe she didn't know how to say it -

I looked at her and said with a smile: "pain is all for yourself, trouble is also for yourself, people should be happy." We often feel disappointed, we often feel pain and trouble, it is precisely because we have one desire after another, we never know how to satisfy, when we have a desire, we will be eager to have another, so our life is wandering between desire and possession, or disappointment and pain, people will spend their whole life in this way However, at the end of my life, I suddenly realized that we have been pursuing everything that has nothing to do with life all our lives. "

Instead of saying that I was pessimistic, Linlin raised her face and asked me, "Why are we like this?..."

We never know what we want, because there is only one life. We can neither compare with our previous life nor perfect with our afterlife. "Milan Kundera said that. I think that's the wise man's point of view. " I looked at Linlin and said with a smile.

"Mingming, if I say I don't understand this truth, does it prove that I am actually a fool?" Linlin looked at me and said.

"if you don't know how to be wise, you're the one who is wise." Linlin said.

I said: "not really, I think the fool on the street is very happy."

"Do we all have to turn ourselves into fools on the street?" Linlin looked at me and said.

I didn't speak. I bowed my head and walked forward. Linlin followed me closely -

I suddenly stopped, and Linlin was forced to stop——"Linlin," I said, looking at her, "I think we'll be real friends in the future. Just like a good friend, just like a friend who has nothing to talk about - "

just like a friend who sleeps in the same bed when drunk, and has nothing to do with each other -

Linlin looks up at me in a daze, as if she doesn't know me -

" are you completely breaking off the relationship with me?... " She said, her voice trembled -

I said: "Linlin, we should be thorough -"

"Mingming, is this the final answer I got from you?..." She said, her voice trembling more and more -

I said: "we will not have a future, or our future is too vague..."

"Ming Ming..." She looked up at me and said, "we can get better. Believe me, we can get better..."

I turned my head and said firmly, "Linlin, let go. In this way, you will be more comfortable, and I will be more comfortable too... "

"Are you really comfortable? Do you really feel comfortable?... " Linlin looked at me and held my hand -

I met her eyes and said: "I will, I will..." I pulled my hand out of her hand -

Linlin stood in the moonlight and became a white plaster statue, staring at me, her lips humming -

then she suddenly reached out and grabbed my arm, and said loudly: "Mingming, I can do it, I can do it for you..." She looked a little nervous. After a pause, she said, "if you don't believe me, I'll show you. I'll show you now..."

Then she released me, shook her hands, lowered her head and searched for something in her bag -

I looked at her and said, "what are you doing?..."

"Call aze," she said, picking out her cell phone from her bag and going to dial the number. "I'll show you now," she said, looking up at me closely. "I'll call aze now and tell him our engagement ceremony is nothing, nothing..."

"You are crazy!..." I reached for her hand and said, "you shouldn't do that!..."

"Why can't I do that?" Linlin looked at me and said, "I will do anything for you!..."

I grabbed her hand, frowned at her eyes and said, "calm down!..." It's unreasonable for you to do so. The Ouyang family will fall out with you Lin family, and the consequences will be unpredictable. "

"I don't care!" She looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "I don't want to care about anything now. I just want to be with you! I love you! I love you... "

"Calm down!" I looked at her and yelled, trying to persuade her, "first, you are going against your will. Ouyang Daoming will blame you Lin family for this, and the result of your father's deliberate creation will be destroyed by your willfulness! Second As a result, you will not only put the Lin family in crisis, but also hurt your father's heart. Therefore, you will become the enemy of the family. If your father is not in good health, he may not be able to get sick Linlin, calm down. Do you want to see this result? Ah? Do you want to see such a bad result?... "

Linlin's impulsive decision will undoubtedly lead to irreparable results. Her decision does not belong to her. Her decision will even determine the rise and fall of the Lin family and the whole real estate pattern of Binhai city! Because she is not a folk girl! Her love cannot be controlled by her own will!

My words seemed to hit Linlin's point. She looked at me with tears and murmured, "what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do I have no choice... "

I turned my head and closed my eyes painfully -

"for you, I can do nothing, I would rather do nothing..." She looked up at me with a tearful face and said, "everyone envies me, but I envy everyone. I envy that they can control their love, but I can't..."

I turned to look at her and said: "Linlin, everything has two sides. You can enjoy all the glory and wealth. You can do whatever you want, but you can't control your love. Those ordinary girls have to work day and night in order to live a better life, but they can love freely. They can choose which man they will marry To be a wife, everything has two sides, Linlin There is no perfect thing, just like the saying, "God closes a door for you and opens a window for you. If he opens a window for you, he will close a door for you..."

"What shall I do? What to do?... " She looked at me and murmured bitterly, "what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do?... "

I've never seen her so helpless, so flustered, only to weep helplessly