The ceo's secret

I looked up at the night sky and closed my eyes painfully. Then I looked down at her and bit my teeth and said, "Linlin, I'm married. I'm married to Meier. My heart is taken away by Meier. My heart is dead!..."

My words shocked Linlin, so much so that her tears coagulated -

she looked up at me, her lips trembling -

my heart was horizontal, I looked into her eyes and said: "Linlin, listen to me..." I'm really tired, my heart is dead, my heart died with Meier! Look! I've been wearing a wedding ring on my ring finger. I don't think I'll take it off again in my life. Do you understand? No, you may not understand, but whether you understand or not, my heart is dead, and I'm really tired of love... "

After I was 18 years old, I experienced three feelings, each of which was so painful. I realized that love, like anything, has a beginning, a development, a * * and an ending -

the beginning is beautiful and trembling, and many people are recalling the beginning of the story, so how beautiful the time is How nice it would be if people didn't say "life is just like the first sight" at the end! But nothing can be solidified, they are flowing, and they can't just stay at a good beginning -

to make an inappropriate analogy, just like * *, before * * comes, it is restless. After * *, everything calms down, everything softens, all feelings disappear, and the rest is nothing, just like the truth I read in a book Similarly, human beings need love because they want to get rid of their inner loneliness, but when love comes and * * retreats, they fall into the loneliness of Prehistory and into the nothingness of Wasteland -

therefore, life is actually a huge paradox!

After all, the human heart is made of flesh and blood, it can not experience repeated torture, still maintain its vitality. I'm really tired after three times of heartbreaking love in a row.

My heart is dead. With mei'er's departure, my heart is led to a kind of unknown confusion -

Linlin is stunned. She looks up at me with a face full of tears and says: "but, mei'er is dead..."

"No," I looked at her and said, "she's not dead, she lives in my heart, she won't die -"

"you're lying to yourself, Mingming, you're lying to yourself," Linlin looked at me and whispered, "Meier is dead, she left the world, you'll never see her again, you're just tormented by remorse, you just can't forgive yourself, you just can't live by yourself The barrier in my heart... "

I looked at her and said, "maybe you're right. I can't forgive myself. I suddenly found that I owe Mel too much, more than anyone else. She's a silly girl, you know She is more stupid than anyone else. I can't get rid of myself... "

"You need to slowly forget her, Mingming, or you will live in this regret all your life..." Linlin looked at me and said.

I said: "I can't forget her. I can't forget the way Mel looked at me. Although we haven't seen each other for nearly two years, I don't feel alienated since we met again. It's like On the late autumn night when we parted, she got on the bus and left. Instead of walking far away, she got off at the next stop. She had been waiting for me at the next stop. For two years, she had been waiting for me at the next stop and never left. I, like a naughty child, walked around the city and came back to her and said, "I'm back, Mel." Mei'er just smiles at me and says, "well, I know you'll be back soon. I've been waiting for you all the time."

Linlin looks up at me with strange eyes. She doesn't know whether it's sadness or pain -

her lips wriggle for a while, then she whispers in despair: "Mingming, I suddenly find that things are much worse than I imagined I'm sorry... "

I looked at her and didn't speak, as if my thoughts were still floating in the late autumn night when mei'er and I broke up -

"originally, I just thought you were still angry with me, I just thought you were still angry with me about my engagement with aze," Linlin looked up at me and whispered, "now I understand that you are no longer angry, you don't care about my engagement with aze This fact has changed Now I find out that your heart has actually moved away from me and replaced by mei'er Your heart is no longer with me, Mingming. Now I know that your heart is no longer with me... "

I lowered my head and said, "my heart is dead..."

"You can't..." Linlin looked at me painfully and said -

her mouth was wriggling, but she didn't know how to say the next sentence, or she knew I couldn't do it, but she couldn't give me a reason, or she couldn't point out the way for me -

How could she do it? Even I can't do it myself. It's not that I can't realize the dilemma I'm facing, but I realize it, but I can't help myself. There are many times when we are powerless in the face of ourselves.

The situation suddenly fell into a very difficult situation——Linlin may realize that things between me and her have become more complicated, no longer a simple problem of anger, jealousy or betrayal. But even if she cancels the engagement ceremony with Ouyang Ze, even if she has a showdown with Lin Fu - even if she loses everything, she wants to be with the man she loves - it can't make the situation clear, and it can't make us go back to the beginning again -

many things, inadvertently, are beyond recognition -

and for me, I also realize that even if Linlin and Ouyang Ze cancels the engagement ceremony. Even if she decides to fall out with her father to show her loyalty to love, I'm afraid I can't love her as before.

The watershed of this change is the appearance of mei'er, who has completely broken my life and my emotional state. She has broken my inner world -

if mei'er doesn't appear again, if mei'er won't die, I may be very happy. The steadfast attitude Linlin is willing to show for our love -

of course, if mei'er won't die Of course, if mei'er doesn't die, at the beginning, we won't separate. If we don't separate at the beginning, then I won't come to Binhai and meet Liu's sisters. Nothing behind this can happen -

if mei'er doesn't die, maybe we are married now, maybe I'm a few years old The father of a child -

therefore, there is no if in life.

We were all silent. All the time, Linlin's mobile phone rang, and when she got on the phone, her face changed greatly -

it seemed that Lin Xiaotian suddenly fainted at home -

hung up the phone, and Linlin left in a hurry -

I offered to send her home, but she didn't agree. I trotted with her to the parking lot beside the square -

opened the door for her, and she came back When she got into the car and turned on the lights, her face turned pale -

she waved to me and drove away in a hurry -

the red taillights of the white BMW soon disappeared in the night -

I stood in the same place, standing in the wind of summer night, breathing heavily in the direction of Linlin's departure -

when I got back to the car, I lit it A cigarette, forced to smoke up -

thought how Lin Xiaotian suddenly fainted? He has the burly figure of a northeast man, with a strong body, a loud voice, and deep and sharp eyes. I can't imagine that he will suddenly faint -

however, no matter how strong his body is, he may not be able to withstand the devastation of diseases. In fact, Lin Xiaotian's high blood pressure is an extremely dangerous disease, which is said to be one of the top three life killers in the world. It will take countless lives every year!

Besides, Lin Xiaotian is very confident in his health and doesn't pay attention to his own diseases. The most common and fatal complications of hypertension are heart disease and cerebral hemorrhage!

Is kung fu star Bruce Lee strong enough? Before his sudden death, he had fainted several times, but every time he was very confident in his health and believed that he was one of the strongest men in the world! As a result, a small analgesic took his life!

Although I have scolded Lin Xiaotian secretly more than once, I still hope he can be healthy at the moment. In case he has a slip, what can Liu's sisters do? In the eyes of the competitors, how can the Liu sisters face the strong enemy and keep the Lin family? ——

I turned on the car music. It was an English song, and I vaguely understood the lyrics. One of them was -

"trap Dina crowd, The musicisloud "

" in the street, the music is so loud "

afterwards, I called Linlin and Linlin told me that her father suddenly fainted because of high blood pressure. According to manager Xie, her father received a phone call, which made him very angry. He yelled at the end of the phone for two sentences. Before the third sentence came out, his mobile phone suddenly fell to the ground Xie Congzhi was shocked at that time. Fortunately, he was present at that time, so he quickly found out the nitroglycerin tablet and put it under Lin Xiaotian's tongue, and then hit 120 -

when Lin Lin Lin left may day square, she didn't go home and went directly to the hospital -

however, OK When Linlin answered my phone, Lin Xiaotian was sober, and there was no obvious problem in his ECG. The doctor said that he would not know the direct cause of his sudden fainting until the EEG and head MRI were checked out. As for the indirect cause of his fainting, it was his primary hypertension -

in addition, he also checked his blood glucose, and the blood glucose showed that Lin Xiaotian's condition was normal The blood sugar level was relatively high. He had checked his blood sugar before. At that time, the blood sugar was too high, which had no diagnostic significance and failed to attract Lin Xiaotian's attention. The doctor told him to check his blood sugar regularly. He said that he would buy a blood glucose meter at home and prick his finger every two days to understand his blood sugar changes. But Lin Xiaotian refused this suggestion. He didn't believe his body was fragile and he was a child High blood pressure is enough to make him fidgety. Another diabetes. He doesn't believe his body will be so fragile——But now the doctor has to give Lin Xiaotian another diagnosis, that is, type 2 diabetes, and the blood sugar is very high. The doctor said that at present, it can not be ruled out that eating too high blood sugar led to fainting, and told Lin Lin that when high blood pressure combined with diabetes, the risk will double -

conclusion: high blood pressure combined with diabetes will lead to high blood suga