The Most Simple Wish

A week has passed since Wu Huiyan lost in the rain. Tao Huizhen often wakes up from her dream, which is still the scene of looking for Wu Huiyan in the rainstorm. When I wake up, I can still hear the rain pouring at night in Dai township. It was as if the rain had wet Tao Huizhen. The thunder rolled in my ears. After cooling down completely, Tao Huizhen realized that she was sweating a lot, resulting in a layer of sweat on her forehead. There are sweat drops on the chin.

She felt that she might have some sequelae of fever. He rubbed the temple gently. I feel better.

A calm, sultry night.

Tao Huizhen sat up from the low bamboo bed. She sat quite quietly, eyes open, and heard her heart beat. The blood in the arteries also makes a subtle and wonderful rustle. She knew she couldn't sleep, so she had to wait for time to pass.

The wristwatch that Wenxiu gave her shows that today's date is the 24th. The heavy rain a week ago blocked the path from dacha village to Mengla County. Until today, the path can not walk again. During the day, she went to Mengla County. I hung up my family at the phone booth.

What Tao Huizhen shared with her parents will never change. Always use the simple description of "Dai township is OK", "used to", "very simple" to express all feelings. When Wu Huiyan was lost in the rain, Tao Huizhen kept silent. She had a cold and had been in a muddle for nearly a week. Fortunately, the two days have begun to recover.

Let Tao Huizhen go home to have a look, it's a cliche of her parents. Because every time they call, their parents have to persuade Tao Huizhen to go home and stay for some time. The implication is to get Tao Huizhen back. My parents probably regret that they let Tao Huizhen go. But Tao Huizhen refused to go home every time.

This time, Tao Huizhen had to refuse again. Some of the children in dachacun primary school are faced with primary school graduation. The rest of the children will be promoted to the school year. Tao Huizhen is busy these days. It takes ten and a half days to go back to my hometown. She had no intention of going back.

"I'm the only teacher in the school now. When I leave, the children will have to stop classes." Tao Huizhen was holding the microphone in her hand. After hearing her mother's voice, she immediately said, "review, review is not good. The children have been dropping out of class. As I told you, here is the duplex teaching method. I want to talk about Chinese mathematics from grade one to grade six. The children have time to review, but I don't have time to spare. Sometimes there are other courses

"You've been learning dance for ten years, you Tao Huizhen. You're going to be a supporting teacher yourself. You're not going home. Do you have me and your dad in your eyes? " Mother's tone became extremely sharp. She probably realized that it was not easy for her daughter to be away from home.

She is probably very unbalanced. She raised her daughter for more than 20 years and taught her to dance for 10 years. She's in another place right now. Thousands of kilometers away, Dai Township in Yunnan mountainous area. At the same time can not be taken care of as a mother, lack of love. And she has to go through things she shouldn't go through. Take the pain you shouldn't take.

Why?

A lot of times, parents' care will become something with thorns. At the same time of stabbing the child, the parents suffer double pain. Some care is bound to be hard. Tao Huizhen can feel the same love from her mother's words. They are angry with her. They love her. They love her daughter, who is bent on her own way.

Tao Huizhen was silent in the telephone booth. She couldn't hear the fact that her mother said she had "studied dancing for ten years". Sometimes she will suddenly have such unwilling to come to mind, a flash of inspiration in the bottom of my heart to ask themselves. Was the ten years' career of learning dance deeply buried? Where is her outstanding?

"Mom, I don't have you and my dad in my heart, how can I come all the way to call." Tao Huizhen said helplessly.

"Then when are you going to come back? Won't you? Just do those things. They won't be the capital to support your family and get married in your life. Is it easy for your father and I to make you a dancer? Are you worthy of us? Have you ever thought about how we feel now. I thought you would come back when you went out for a turn. I didn't expect you to come back. It's true, Tao Huizhen. I haven't been home for more than a year. Wenxiu is back this year. She's in Australia, you're in China

Tao Huizhen's mother said that she couldn't find any words to refute. All she knew was that she couldn't leave, and she didn't want to think about the rest.

"Mom, send me a few hundred dollars." Tao Huizhen lowered her head. The corner of the mouth is next to the microphone, and it's whispering. This is the third time I've asked my parents for money. After thinking about it carefully, Tao Huizhen realized that she was not living well. My mother's words, every sentence in reason, in a small part of life experience, it is not difficult to draw a conclusion. The volunteer of supporting education will not be the capital of her life. It won't make her life any better.

However, Tao Huizhen is particularly determined to stay in Dai township. When sober, she also asked herself to go or stay. The answer is obvious. Living in Dai village will not make her life better. But it will make her life more meaningful. She thinks so.

Then Tao Huizhen heard the busy sound of "dudududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududu. She quietly hung up the phone with her hand in her pocket. Go in the direction of dacha village. She lowered her head all the way, recalling the trivial things of the past.

Mom hung up on her.

At night, when she woke up from her dream, she was sweating. I lost sleep again. Can only continue to sit quietly on the bamboo bed, recalling the daytime and parents of this conversation scene. For a moment, it was as if her world had stopped turning, leaving her eyes rolling slowly in the middle of the night.

I have a headache. In her headache, she thought of what she had said to Wenxiu before she came to Dai township. That's one of the spiritual pillars she's been able to hold on to. Children, those children have become a part of her life. We can't give up.