The Most Simple Wish

The moonlight outside the window is bright. The room was covered with a milky light. Some dust is floating in the beam. The light beam fills the whole bamboo building. Tonight is a full moon night, clear silver plate hanging in the middle of the sky, there is not even a cloud around.

In the background, there are no stars. It's a dark blue night sky as clean as a curtain. It's as clean and thorough as if it had been washed with clean water. Tao Huizhen saw that the moonlight lit up the Dai land outside the window. This full moon night. It's like day. The Milky sea of light covers the whole Dai village.

Looking at the white light in the bamboo building. Tao Huizhen always feels that something is not right, but she can't know clearly what is wrong. There's always that feeling. Tonight's bamboo house is very different from usual. Is it quieter? In short, there is a strong sense of unaccustomed and unadapted.

The kind of change that can't be seen from the surface and can be clearly perceived from the sixth sense. It's disturbing.

In order not to be affected by tomorrow's course, Tao Huizhen forced herself to go back to sleep immediately. She lay down gently, pulled the thin quilt to cover her body. In the mind actually opposite jumps out each kind of picture, interferes with her sleep. When she was studying in the dance academy, a classmate told her, "when you can't sleep, just open your mouth and take a deep breath. Breathe more air and oxygen into your lungs. Every time, try to extend the time as much as possible, inhale more air and oxygen, to prop up your lungs, so that the lungs are full, at this time, you can slowly and slowly exhaust carbon dioxide and residual gas in your body. Huizhen can also try to read seconds. I've tried this method many times

"Deep breathing at the end can cause you to want to yawn involuntarily. Make your nervous get the cheapest and most convenient relaxation Oh, promote sleep is very effective. Every day I finish deep breathing, I can't help yawning several times and shed a lot of tears. And then you can have a good night's sleep. Do you think I look energetic when I practice dancing? Remember, it must be thoracoabdominal breathing, not abdominal breathing... "

It was not long after I went to dance school. Tao Huizhen is under a lot of pressure. Because of the new teachers and new learning environment, the dance habits that had taken root in the past few years were completely destroyed and the new students were reshaped. During that time, she suffered from insomnia. Her classmate Lin Qingqing taught her the method at that time.

It is a pity that Tao Huizhen has never tried Lin Qingqing's "unique secret of sleep". Not two days after this. The nightmare of dance college freshmen began. Every night, Tao Huizhen would fall asleep as soon as she touched the pillow. Followed by the major course "dance theory" and other courses, plus the foundation of aesthetics, music theory and other busy learning atmosphere. Let Tao Huizhen's University no longer have insomnia symptoms in memory. Only Lin Qingqing in graduation at the moment, let Tao Huizhen good some suffering and pain, that is not insomnia such a small matter can be happy to spend the day.

Tao Huizhen remembers. Lin Qingqing loved biology and medicine very much, and he taught himself medicine as another subject. He was also a top student of Chinese dance in the Department of dance performance at that time. In horizontal comparison, Tao Huizhen thinks that Qingqing is better than her in that Chinese dance is broader and more diversified than classical dance. To dig deep into history and culture is more profound.

But the last two years at the dance academy. Tao Huizhen's classical dance gradually shows its edge. Her last teacher. It was also the teacher who made her stand up in the dance performance, and she appeared in that period. Tao Huizhen's talent in classical dance was discovered by her teacher and told her that her field lies in verve. Tao Huizhen will always remember this sentence.

Her light spot was cultivated and discovered by her teachers. Sometimes Tao Huizhen is imitating her teacher. Now she has left the campus, and as a teacher, she has come to this stage. She also hopes that she can be like her own teacher, who has never been a teacher in vain, and can discover the light spots on her students. Let it bloom.

Maybe that's the only wish of a teacher.

Tao Huizhen never forgets the well digger. Her teacher's affection will never be forgotten. The last dance teacher in the University made Tao Huizhen. Although she did not take the path of a dancer at this time.

But then again. Lin Qingqing also admired Tao Huizhen. Tao Huizhen's physical talent is not as good as Lin Qingqing's. But in the next two years. Tao Huizhen spent all her time on dancing. So it came to be said later that Tao Huizhen of the performance department was practicing dance when others were doing anything.

But the two of them also cherish each other for a while. I also agreed to visit Beiwu after graduation. But also to go abroad, to see where the great dancers were born, smell the air there, touch the soil there. Feel the Chinese and Western dance style. But there was no contact between them about a month before graduation. Lin Qingqing left without saying goodbye.

Tao Huizhen got all kinds of answers through various ways of inquiry. Those are the answers she doesn't want to believe. Until graduation, until today. Tao Huizhen never heard any more about Qingqing. This person disappeared from the world... As if she had never been in the world.

Tao Huizhen sometimes thinks that Lin Qingqing may only exist in her imagination, or in her college career. At the beginning of the University, she appeared, at the end of the University. She left in silence. Many years have passed. Tao Huizhen will occasionally think of her.

As a memory, Lin Qingqing's appearance and habits have become blurred in Tao Huizhen's mind. However, Lin Qingqing's voice and words can still be remembered by Tao Huizhen whenever she thinks of them. That person is also a talented dancer.

This evening insomnia, Tao Huizhen would like to try Lin Qingqing's method. So she opened her mouth and took a deep breath. Once or twice, she sucked the air into her lungs. Only when her lungs rose did she release them at a slow speed. She began to count the seconds. Sure enough, she yawned and shed tears. I feel a little sleepy.

In a daze, she suddenly opened her eyes. Just now, she didn't get used to it and always felt that something was wrong. She finally knew why. The flashlight she had been keeping on the pillow table was gone. At the same time, on this bamboo building. There should be two people, she and Dao Xiaotong. However, Dao Xiaotong is not in this bamboo building now.

When did she leave? Did you take the flashlight?

Tao Huizhen gets up from the bamboo bed to confirm her correctness. She first touched the place she was used to, and sure enough, there was no flashlight. And look at Dao Xiaotong's bamboo bed in the moonlight. It's empty. Such an answer, in fact, has long been in Tao Huizhen's subconscious, she has long found these changes, but did not expect.

Come to the eaves of the bamboo building. Tao Huizhen saw a light beam rising from a place downstairs. Dao Xiaotong sat alone on the grass, looking up at the night sky. The flashlight is on, facing the night sky. It was a silver green light. In the moonlight, it looks more transparent.

What is she doing? What do you want to do when you point that silver light in the sky?

The moon is gorgeous.

Tao Huizhen looks at Dao Xiaotong from a distance. Think in silence. Dao Xiaotong did the same thing two days ago. Tao Huizhen went up and asked why, but Dao Xiaotong didn't speak. Tonight, Tao Huizhen didn't go downstairs again. There is a tacit understanding between the two. Dao Xiaotong is downstairs, looking at the night sky, feeling ethereal. Tao Huizhen looked at her in obscurity upstairs, like a kind of waiting.