I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

I asked, looking at the girl behind Liu Yan with a shy look on her face.

"No, we've just been neighbors since childhood and have a good relationship. We're not boyfriend and girlfriend, right, Xiaoyou?" Liu Yan said and looked at her.

The girl named Xiaoyou obviously hesitated for a moment before nodding reluctantly.

Looking at Liu Yan with a smile on his face, I just want to say to him:

Are you stupid?

This girl you grew up with, who has a great look and figure and is clearly interested in you, is right next to you, yet you insist on making your debut in high school and trying so hard to find a "unforgettable love"...

"You have a bright future, Liu Yan." I patted his shoulder.

"Thank you for your hard work, Xiaoyou. From now on, I will take care of your affairs with Liu Yan."

Xiaoyou was stunned at first, then nodded gratefully.

"What? What nonsense are you talking about?" Liu Yan still looked confused.

If IQ is a fatal flaw, then Liu Yan's EQ can only be called a disability.

And it's severe.

"Nothing, since we've met, why not play together? It's more fun with more people."

"Yeah, I was just about to ask you how you'd do it."

.............

I sent Liu Yan away on the pretext of asking him to buy a ticket for me, and then brought Xiao Ye and Ye Jin to Xiao You.

"As the saying goes, a gentleman helps others achieve their goals. Today we are going to help the classmate next to me named Xiaoyou."

"Hello, I'm Mu Linyou. Just call me Xiaoyou."

"...What's going on?" Ye Jin frowned and asked.

Then I explained why.

"Is there anyone in the world with such low emotional intelligence?" Ye Jin looked incredulous.

"Even though I don't want to admit it, there really is," I paused, "Would you be willing to help?"

"Since it's been explained so clearly, I can't help but help." Ye Jin nodded readily, "Xiao Ye, what do you think?"

Xiaoye sighed cutely, but didn't answer the question:

“Sometimes, people always ignore the people around them who like them.”

You are talking about Liu Yan, right? It seems that Liu Yan is really outrageous.

...............

"Well, let's make a temporary plan." I spread out the map of the amusement facilities and watched Liu Yan's movements in the queue.

Although Liu Yan has no romantic feelings for Xiaoyou, judging from the fact that he rushed home in a panic yesterday and now confirmed that it was Xiaoyou who called him, Liu Yan still cares about Xiaoyou very much.

First of all, we need to determine how much Liu Yan cares about Xiaoyou.

I looked at the map and thought about it.

"Let's go ride the roller coaster!"

......................

According to the plan, Liu Yan and Xiao You were sitting next to each other, while Xiao Ye, who was afraid of heights, didn't ride. Now, Ye Jin and I were riding together, sitting right behind them.

Very good, let’s take a look at Liu Yan’s reaction when the roller coaster reaches the exciting stage.

That was the plan, but I overlooked the fact that I had never ridden a roller coaster before.

....I closed my eyes nervously.

"You look a little uncomfortable, Sheji." Liu Yan said to me after getting out of the car.

“…”

According to the plan, Xiaoyou should pretend to be uncomfortable after getting off the car to see if Liu Yan could notice, but now it is obvious that I am more worrying.

Although I really wanted to tell him: "Let's check on Xiaoyou!", at this moment, I wanted to find a trash can.

.............

"Are you okay?" Xiaoye asked me with concern.

"Nothing..." Apart from dizziness and stomach discomfort, there was really nothing.

"What are we going to do next?" Liu Yan asked us. Ye Jin followed the plan and smoothly suggested going to the haunted house.

"I won't go." I replied weakly, "Liu Yan, please stay here with me."

Still according to the plan, I suggested that Liu Yan stay outside with me. If Liu Yan agreed, Xiaoyou would act scared to see if Liu Yan would change his mind. If Liu Yan refused, it would be even better, because it would show that he could still be saved, and at least he had the awareness to protect Xiaoyou.

"Huh? Sheji, you're not scared, are you?" Liu Yan smiled mockingly after hearing what I said. "You're using the excuse of feeling unwell, but you're actually afraid of ghosts, right?"

This guy doesn't play by the rules at all!

"No, I'm really not feeling well. You should go with Xiaoyou." I changed my plan at the last minute.

"What? I'm just scared," Liu Yan came over and grabbed my arm. "Let's go. How can you be afraid of ghosts at such an old age? Come on, Xiaoyou, Xiaoye, and Sheji's sister. Let's push Sheji in together!"

"Oh!" The other three agreed happily.

Hey! You guys are really pushing me! Did you forget what the plan was?! Wait, hey! I'm not mentally prepared yet...

.....................

The reason why humans can feel various objects is because they have an understanding of objects.

What would happen if the knowledge of something that doesn't exist was forced upon humans? Could something that doesn't exist actually come into being due to human delusion?

Well, actually I just want to ask, are there really ghosts in the world?

"It turns out that the country is really afraid of ghosts..." These are the words from Liu Yan.

"I'm sorry, I was excited at the moment~" came from Mu Linyou.

"Brother, you screamed so loudly, it's so embarrassing." Ye Jin said.

"It turns out that Sheji's panicked expression is so cute~" Words from Yan Xiaoye.

There is no hope in life anymore... a desperate young man thought so.

Time passed by, and the original plan was forgotten. I followed them to one facility after another and played various games. Although Liu Yan and Xiao You's relationship had not made any progress, they both had happy smiles on their faces.

What? This doesn't require any planning, right? Just being with the person I love is enough.

It’s really unnecessary for me to make plans for them to deepen their relationship. I should just let them take their own course.

"Thank you so much today." Xiaoyou thanked us before leaving.

"Well, it's nothing. I didn't succeed anyway." I scratched my cheek a little embarrassedly.

"We had a lot of fun, that's enough. Let me work on my own with Liu Yan." She glanced at Liu Yan, who was waving at her from a distance. "I should go now."

"Well, come on." I nodded. Ye Jin and Xiao Ye also wished Xiao You the best.

"Okay, I should go too." After Xiaoyou and Liu Yan walked away, Xiaoye stopped a taxi. "I'm looking forward to our next date, Sheji."

Ah, what a great actor, he didn’t forget his identity before leaving.

"Should I say that the plan was not completed, or that the plan could not keep up with the changes?" I asked almost to myself.

"Neither," Ye Jin answered me. "It's impossible for people to make plans perfectly. Accidents always happen. They say they can't keep up with the changes, but in fact, accidents just happen too often."

"I see," I laughed. My sister was incredible. Could she say something like that in middle school? "But fortunately, even though accidents happen frequently, nothing bad has happened."

What a joy.

Give up the unreasonable guilt, happiness is the most important thing

Chapter 14: Give up the unreasonable guilt, happiness is the most important thing

"Hey, Ye Jin, I suddenly feel like I made a mistake today."

As I was walking on the way home, something suddenly occurred to me.

"...Ah, really?"

"Am I being a bit nosy?"

For some reason, when I think back to what I did at the playground today, I always feel like I was talking to myself. No one asked me to help, I just saw it and wanted to help her on my own, without considering that this was the first time we met.

Thinking about it now, it feels very embarrassing.

"Brother, I don't know why you feel so guilty, but it's already happened. No one is unhappy, so don't burden yourself with it." Ye Jin looked indifferent.

"Having said that..." I didn't say anything else.

I always do things on impulse. Whether it was my speech at the performance organized by my seniors last time or this time, it was all done on impulse, without any consideration for others' feelings. I simply couldn't stand Liu Yan's behavior, so I acted like this... I feel so embarrassed. Also, why am I so enthusiastic today, even though I always try to avoid interacting with others? Seriously, I knew nothing good would come of just wandering out.

Now that he thinks about it, Liu Yan also has the right to make his own choice. Since he chose to find love in high school, he would naturally ignore his childhood sweetheart.

It seems that I just feel sorry for Xiaoyou's situation. It turns out that human feelings often prevail over reason.

And my reason never seems to win.

"Well, forget it. I won't meddle in other people's affairs anymore."

"That's not right. After all, because of your actions today, we have seen a side of you that you have never shown before." Ye Jin smiled happily.

If you're referring to the haunted house incident, you'd better forget about it as soon as possible... This is even more embarrassing.

"Just do whatever you want to do," Ye Jin held my arm. "If you hadn't done anything today, and you'd seen Xiaoyou's feelings but didn't take any action, you'd feel even more guilty than you do now, right?"

Maybe...it really is like this.

However, simply imposing one's own ideas on others and being thanked...

"It's really a bit hard to adapt."

..........................

No matter how I comfort myself, I still feel that I did something wrong.

I can't let it go. It's more painful to realize the mistake myself than to have it pointed out by others.

If others point it out, I'll see it as a different perspective on my personality and behavior. However, if I recognize my mistakes, then they're truly wrong.

If you don't feel guilty even though you are criticized, it is not considered a mistake; if you feel guilty even though you are thanked, then you are really wrong.

"Ah..." I opened my eyes.

【5:23】Well...even though it felt a bit early, I still got up.

Go into the kitchen and take out a can of carbonated drink.

"Squeak~"

"Hey, brother, it's unhealthy to drink carbonated drinks right in the morning." Ye Jin's voice suddenly came, and I was so scared that I almost dropped the drink I just opened on the ground.

"What are you doing...so scary..."

"I'm watching a movie." Ye Jin said and yawned.

"You...didn't stay up late?" I said as I sat on the sofa next to me, watching a horror movie...

"Need I ask? Didn't you see it?" Ye Jin looked lazy.

"Oh my god..." He took a sip of his drink, "Aren't you planning on going out today or something?"

"Brother, you should have something to do today, right? I won't get in the way."

"Really?" I nodded. "Ye Jin, you're incredible. You can say a lot of things that you can't say at your age. Are you really my sister?"

"After all, you're an incredible person, brother. It's the same for us. But you're feeling this inexplicable sense of guilt. Should I call you mature or childish?"

"Who knows? Even I, your brother, don't understand this question."

..................

Come to think of it, it seems there is nothing important to do today.

Besides sitting around the house playing games and writing novels, I'm also guilty of stimulating my lazy nerves. Having already won six games in a row, I'm currently torn between playing games and writing novels.