I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

What the hell! I really haven't finished what I'm saying yet...

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"But, how should I put it? Although it's a bit embarrassing to say it, I'm a knight appointed by someone personally. Although I don't have any fighting skills, my combat power is infinitely close to zero, and my mount is barely enough if I count my bicycle... But I will always protect everything that tries to rely on me. So don't worry, I will ask her. If she really needs my help, I will definitely help her. What I have given up is the idea of ​​acting for profit. This is just a creed, or you can say it's a moral principle... In a more childish way, it's my "chivalry", and I will not give up."

But...whatever I wanted to say, I can't say it now...

"So this damn 'downplaying before uplifting' technique... it's all a lie, right?"

I threw my phone aside and sighed.

If only I had said the word "but" sooner.

"Ah ah ah ah ah!"

I couldn't help but shout.

How could something like this happen? The odds are even smaller than winning the lottery!

Remedy...Remedy...What remedy...

This question keeps popping up in my mind.

If I just say exactly what I was going to say... they definitely won't believe it. They will definitely think that I made up the words to fool them.

Besides, he doesn't answer the phone and his phone is turned off.

So first impressions are terrible...

Is it so difficult to listen to what others say?

So I continued to think about ways to remedy the situation, but I rejected them one by one.

It seems that this mistake was really...

"There's no way to fix it..."

I looked at the ceiling, and my mind was just as blank as it was now.

"...Let's leave it to fate..."

This feeling of despair is just like playing a love game where no matter what option you choose, it will end badly.

So faced with this situation...even though I have spent so much time on the strategy, I still need to choose to reload the file.

The real world does not allow file loading, so the only choice is... Give up...

The name of the indefinable knight

"The sky is calling me, the earth is calling me, and you are calling me too. As long as you need me, I can turn into the wind and be by your side at any time..."

"This sentence is from the special drama "Kamen Rider Stronger" and has been modified."

Seeing this, I suddenly realized that I had already read several episodes.

"This is a bit... bad..."

I suddenly realized that I hadn't done my homework yet, and it was almost twelve o'clock.

I kept clicking the exit button.

This novel, which is said to be "comparable to Lingcun Sheji", is called "The Knight of Milok". The writing is good, but the plot is too simple and idealistic.

It's still very suitable for Lingcan to read...

Why do I think of her again...

As expected...letting your worries go to reading is only a temporary solution. Once you quit, the problem will reappear...

How to face the problems that come after giving up...

"I'm so annoyed..." I kept scratching my hair and suddenly fell on the bed.

Think back to the plot in the novel just now... Knights are indeed needed by people. Because they are needed, they have value in existence. If they are not needed, there is no reason for them to appear again.

By the same token... Lingcan might never see me again.

“Ignore, ignore…”

I muttered a few words to myself.

Now that I've decided to give up, why bother thinking about it? Think of something else...

Tomorrow... Oh, I haven't finished my homework yet... I have to go early and copy other people's homework. I think Rinquanchuan will lend it to me... But she's probably most concerned about Lingcan going abroad...

Uh... let's change it...

...No...How can I forget such a thing? This is a big matter related to my character and reputation...Although I don’t pay much attention to it.

However, if this continues, Lingcan will definitely return to his country...that is, go abroad.

I don't want to stop her, but I also don't want her to have any bad memories when she occasionally thinks of me, since we won't have many opportunities to meet in the future.

"Just to change her outlook a little..."

It seems to be still difficult...

Chapter 11: The Indefinable Name of the Knight

A little nervous...

It wasn’t because I hadn’t done my homework and overslept, but because when I walked to the classroom door and looked inside, I found a guy who made me more nervous than Brother Nan.

Lingcan actually sat upright in her seat.

This is even more terrifying than Brother Nan sitting in my seat right now.

"...Well..."

If I hesitate any longer, I'll be remembered as being late.

"Report...report!"

I shouted at the door, trying to attract the attention of Brother Nan who was reading a book at the podium, but... almost everyone in the class turned their attention to me.

"It's you again..."

As always, the look of impatience.

"Huh..." I scratched my cheek as usual.

"Go back to your seat first."

She waved her hand for me to go away.

To get to my seat, I had to pass by Ling Can. Of course, I didn't dare look at her, so I turned my gaze to Liu Yan, who was looking at the textbook with a confused look on his face.

"..." I suddenly noticed Rinquanchuan's gaze.

“...?” She seemed to find my behavior strange and frowned at me.

I responded to her by shaking my head.

By the way, I glanced at Ling Can who was in front of me. From his back, he seemed a little lost... I don't know if it was just my own psychological effect.

But there are more important things to do than this.

"Hello...."

I held up my textbook and shouted at Rinizumikawa.

"Um?"

She glanced at me.

"Homework...homework..." I exaggerated my mouth shape so that she could see it easily.

"Heh..." She seemed to sneer, because I saw the corners of her mouth slightly raised.

Then he ignored me.

My life is over...

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"Can you please give me some leniency for now? I can go give it to Brother Nan myself later."

I tried to buy some time through Lin Yi.

"Eh?...This is a bit..." Lin Yi seemed a little embarrassed.

"Don't promise him. We can tell at a glance that Yi Sheji hasn't finished his homework. We just need to report it to the teacher."

The girl standing behind her looked at me impatiently, then pulled Lin Yi's sleeve and motioned her to leave.

"Well...if you really have something to do...then I'll talk to the teacher after you hand it in during the next class."

"Thank you very much!" I bowed my head deeply.

"Oh...it's okay, it's okay..." Lin Yi seemed a little surprised by my behavior.

"Then... could you help me a little more..."

"Huh? How can I help you?"

She looked very enthusiastic about solving the problem.

"Can you lend me a homework so I can look at it?"

“...” “....”

...Okay, forget it.

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"Sheji, the teacher asked you to go to the office to find her."

Well... the expected result...

I was ready, so I stood up from my seat and walked towards Brother Nan's office.

What excuse should I use this time...

As I was thinking this, I suddenly noticed a familiar figure walking out of the office.

It was Lingcan who was holding some textbooks. She was probably asking the teacher for advice on the classes she had missed due to illness.

At this moment, she was just like me, stunned for a moment because we had never imagined such a meeting.

Then, we suddenly realized that we were looking at each other's faces and quickly looked away.

"...Well... "

My cheeks feel a little hot...

I was about to say something, but she lowered her head and ran away quickly.

"...Well."

I scratched the back of my head and opened the office door.

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It was time to go home from school, and I was confused about what to do next.

“…Hey.”

I called out to Rinquanchuan who was about to leave, and took a look at Ayano's seat. I found that it was empty. He must have arrived at the club first.

"Oh? What are you doing?"

"Um... for some reason, can I not go to club today?"

I don’t know why, but I always feel that if I meet Ling Can now, something bad will happen, and I don’t know how to face Ling Can at this moment.

"Oh...? Is it about her?"

Linquanchuan's emotions didn't seem to fluctuate much.

"Is that so..."

Although the situation has become much more complicated, it is still correct about Lingcan.