I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"Well, it's just okay." Actually, apart from being in a daze this afternoon, I went up the mountain with Rinquanchuan. It seems that I didn't really do anything.

"Well, there are still many attractions to visit tomorrow. Why don't you bring your team and go with us?" The senior suggested to me.

"Well..." I didn't reply to him immediately, because I always felt that Du Yunzi was a little unhappy about my appearance.

"Don't force yourself if you don't want to. It's better for young people to stay with young people," Senior Jia spread his hands and said, "It seems that we are too old to get along with the younger generation. President Sun should take care of us, a group of elderly people in our twilight years..." Before he finished speaking, as if he was stimulated by something, he let out a scream and fell silent.

He actually talked about age next to a girl and compared himself to an old man... No wonder...

"Excuse me," the senior said with a helpless smile, "They are just like that, fighting and making trouble. They don't act like seniors at all."

"That's not true," I said, eating the slightly cold food. "This is how we show the deep relationship between the seniors."

"Yes, what you said is very true," Senior Jia continued. "It's really rare for us to have been in the same class since elementary school." He paused and said, "I say, don't you have any old acquaintances in this school?"

"No," I replied.

Acquaintances?... Throughout elementary and middle school, I always tried not to get too close to anyone. I struggled to remember even the names and faces of my classmates, let alone acquaintances. However, it was only because Liu Yan and Lin Quanchuan stood out that I got to know them. Aside from the class monitor, I couldn't remember most of the others' names.

"Don't you feel lonely?" Senior Jia asked me.

"No, because I have new friends." For some reason, I always feel a little embarrassed when I say this.

“Making new friends is good, but we can’t forget our old friends,” the senior added.

"Okay, okay," I replied nonchalantly. After all, the food was getting cold after all the talk.

Come to think of it, I seem to have forgotten something... Well, never mind, let’s talk about it after dinner.

...............

“That’s too much!”

As soon as I entered the room, Liu Yan complained to me:

"You said you would come find me? You left me waiting alone for so long!"

Looking at Liu Yan's face full of grief and anger, I had no choice but to apologize to him: "Okay, I was wrong. I forgot about it when my senior called me to have dinner together..."

"Senior?! Male or female?" Liu Yan's sad and angry expression disappeared, replaced by an expectant expression.

When did this guy adjust his mood so quickly?

"Men..." I replied, "Although there is a female senior among them..."

"Female senior! What's your name? What does she look like? Is she pretty? What are her hobbies?"

This guy showed great interest when it came to women... Well, forget it, to compensate him, I'll just reveal her information, it's not worth much anyway.

"Well," I recalled Lu Yunzi's image and described it to Liu Yan: "Her hair is a bit purple-black, long and straight. Her appearance is a little hard to describe... but she's quite pretty. As for her clothing, what attracted me was the one-piece black stockings. After all, she's a senior, and she dresses very maturely. Well, speaking of maturity, her breasts are very nice, and she seems to specialize in low-cut clothes. Her clothing combination is long sleeves with a short skirt. The colors are cool, mostly purple and dark blue, so I can infer that her personality is a bit cold..."

"The master is indeed a master. He even introduced her in such detail." Liu Yan looked at me with admiration, then shrugged his shoulders with a frivolous expression. "But after saying so much, you're just emphasizing that she's a queen. This isn't my style~"

Looking at Liu Yan's expression and movements, I don't know why I have the urge to beat him to death.

I already said she is a female senior! If she is not a mature lady, then could she be a loli?! If you don’t like it, why do you look so interested?

"Let's not talk about this anymore," Liu Yan changed the subject, whether intentionally or unintentionally. "There's a man-made hot spring here. We're free anyway, so why don't we go take a dip together?"

"Let's take a bath together...do we need soap?"

"Huh? What does that mean?"

"nothing."

................

So after we finished preparing, we entered the artificial hot spring.

"Oh~ It feels so good~" Liu Yan made shameless sounds as soon as he entered the hot spring.

Well, the water temperature was very comfortable. Although it felt a little hot at the beginning, after soaking for more than ten seconds, I completely adapted to the water temperature and couldn't help but let out a long sigh of relief.

"Huh~ha~" As I was sighing about the comfort of taking a bath, I suddenly remembered what Liu Yan had just said about not liking royal sisters, so I asked him:

"Liu Yan, you just said that you don't like the queen type, then what type do you like?"

"Hmm~" Liu Yan changed to a supine position very comfortably, leaning against the edge of the pool and saying, "Generally speaking, I'm not picky about any beautiful women, but I prefer those with petite figures, fair skin, and pure hearts."

"Wait, do you like loli figures?" I suddenly felt that Liu Yan seemed to be moving in a strange direction.

"Lori, loli, this is a foreign word, right? Can't we use the traditional term for young girls?" Liu Yan said with some dissatisfaction.

"A young girl is someone who's immature in both age and figure," I shook my head helplessly. "And a loli figure is someone who might be older than a young girl, but has the figure of a young girl."

"Sheji, it seems that even though you're a master, you don't understand the significance of a young girl," Liu Yan said with a smug look on his face. "A young girl must be genuine, both in age and figure! Only in this way can you stimulate the paternal love in a man's subconscious. A father's love for his daughter is the most profound love, far surpassing the love he has for his wife and mother! This love is both incredibly heavy and incredibly pure! Therefore, the purity and innocence of a young girl's personality are indispensable. To have the figure of a young girl but the mindset of an old woman over sixteen is simply an insult to the sacred word 'young girl'!"

"Apologize now! Apologize to Shinobu and all the characters in anime with little girl bodies! Apologize to the sixteen-year-old girl who is in the prime of her life!"

"Young girls are justice! This far surpasses the love for one's wife, because a wife is merely a tool for carrying on the family line and raising children. The love between two people is merely a byproduct formed to satisfy their respective physiological needs, and will slowly disappear over time. That's why there are infidelity and divorce!"

"You're talking so passionately, but why are you still looking for unforgettable love? Hey..."

"Of course, it was to allow a little girl to be born into this world! A little girl who came into this world because of me!"

"You are planning to attack your own daughter..."

"I'm not attacking her! Be careful or I'll sue you for defamation. My mission is to protect her and help her grow up, and the joy of raising her is all I need."

"How stupid..." I couldn't help but mutter.

"That's right, that's stupid," Liu Yan said, regaining his composure after a change of his previous excitement. "How can a little girl always be a little girl? It's not okay for her to always like immature things."

"Yeah, no." I responded calmly.

"Because little girls will gradually grow up, women in other fields can become valuable for conquest. After all, they were once little girls."

"After all this talk, it turns out you like a lot of different genres?"

"Huh? Didn't I tell you that?"

Now, I feel like I can punch this defenseless pervert in the face or somewhere else.

It seems that there is no giving up this time.

Episode 20 [Training] It seems there is no giving up on this matter

"By the way, Master, how did things go between you and Lin Quanchuan today?" Liu Yan suddenly changed the subject.

"Well, it's okay."

Speaking of this, I can't help but think of the song of Rinsen River. I feel a little lucky.

"Actually, her personality isn't that bad. She just doesn't want to get close to other people," I added.

"Oh~ What a surprise." Although it was a sentence expressing surprise, Liu Yan said it in a calm tone.

"You're truly a master... I wish I could have your skills in picking up girls."

"There's no trick to it, just let it go." Although I felt that Liu Yan misunderstood me, I didn't feel the need to explain. He wouldn't believe that I was alone anyway.

"Just let it be..." Liu Yan's eyes revealed a hint of melancholy. "Xiaoyou said the same thing to me. When I was hesitating about which middle school to apply to, it was this sentence that made me decide to follow my own ideas."

"Yeah..."

Although there is a difference between going with the flow and following one's own ideas, it is good enough that Liu Yan has his own opinions.

"I really want to thank Xiaoyou. If it weren't for her words, I wouldn't have met you, let alone taken a bath and chatted with you. So, I'm so lucky to know you, to chat with you, and to consider you a friend."

How can you say such cheesy words...

"Oh... How disgusting that you would say such a thing."

"That's really too much...it's clearly from the bottom of my heart."

I smiled and said nothing more.

So, it’s better to wait until the next chance to say to him, “I’m also glad to be friends with you.”

.....................

Maybe we took a bath a little too early, and it was only [19:03] when we finished. I changed my clothes and prepared to go for a walk outside.

Liu Yan was going to play in the rooms of other members of the same club.

So I left the hotel.

It was still quite cold at night, and since I had just taken a bath, the wind blowing on my face felt particularly biting.

However, there was a pleasant smell on the wind, and it was clearly the smell of food. Although it was not long after I finished my meal, I still wanted to buy one to try.

I easily found the source of the aroma. It's a snack made by cutting meat into long, thin strips, coating it with bread, and then deep-frying it. Since I wasn't too interested in the name, I simply forgot it.

After buying it, I ate while strolling around.

Although this is on the mountain, the public facilities are not much different from those at the foot of the mountain, or it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a city on the mountain. However, there are still some differences between here and at the foot of the mountain. There are no neon lights. Instead, there are small street lights placed along the road, which will not interfere with the stars in the sky, nor will it affect the travel of passers-by.

"It smells so good~" A familiar voice sounded in my ears. It was Ye Hui.

She appeared on my left, slightly bent over and moved closer to me, as if looking at what I was holding in my hand. I could even smell the faint fragrance of her body.

"Um, ah." I don't know if it was because Ye Hui suddenly appeared or because I smelled her body fragrance, but I felt inexplicably shy and didn't know what to say.

"Would you like one?" I asked after a brief hesitation.

"Oh~ Is that okay?"

"Yeah." I nodded and handed the paper bag of snacks to her.

But she didn't reach out to take it. Instead, she grabbed my right wrist and pulled it towards herself. With a "ah-wu", she ate the uneaten piece on the bamboo stick in my right hand.

"thanks for treatment."

"Well...no...you're welcome." I was startled by Ye Hui's inexplicable intimate behavior. My mind went blank due to surprise and shyness, and I could only answer like this.

"By the way," Ye Hui paused and said to me, "I found a place where I can see the starry sky very clearly."

"Oh? Is that so?" I asked symbolically.

"Yes, it's over there, come with me." As he said that, he pulled my arm and ran to the side.

...............

As if to allow people to better view the starry sky, there is a building similar to an observation tower here, with a wooden structure and a height of about four meters.

Climbing up the ladder, I found that the platform above was quite large, about six square meters, and there were two wooden benches placed along the railing.

"Not bad..." I couldn't help but sigh.

"That's right, there are actually such facilities here. It's incredible to think about it." Ye Hui sat on one of the benches and said, "You sit down too."

"Uh-oh." I sat on the bench and looked up at the sky.

The moon is not very bright today, so you can see the starry sky better.

"The stars are not that small, are they? In fact, they are the same as the sun. They are all stars that emit light and heat, right?" Yehui asked me.

"Well... maybe..." Since I don't know much about astronomy, I had to answer like this.

"It's really fascinating," Ye Hui said with a smile. "Think about it, there are many stars in the universe, and the light they emit is constantly spreading. What we see now might be light from hundreds of years ago."

"Yes, hundreds or thousands of years, maybe tens of thousands of years. If these lights have emotions, will they feel lonely?"

"If you have a companion, you won't be lonely, right?"

Companion... That's a really romantic way of saying it, it makes the light seem like it has life.

"So, in who knows how many years, countless stars will appear one after another, and will they illuminate the entire night sky?"

I couldn't help but speak out the thought in my mind.

"Oh, it seems that this is really possible." Ye Hui nodded thoughtfully and said, "However, whether humans will exist by then is a problem."

"yes..."

When I think of the long time and the vast universe, I feel my own insignificance, and a trace of melancholy appears in my heart.

"I remember Sheji, you said you liked the Big Dipper, right?" Ye Hui suddenly asked me.

"Ah...that's right." Why did you suddenly ask this?

"So, is it because of a man named Beidou Xingsi?" Ye Hui continued to ask, his expression becoming a little expectant and nervous.

Although I didn't know why Yehui had such an expression, I still answered her: