I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"It's rare that I'm so diligent in learning to play the guitar..."

"Huh..." Xiaoyou had a helpless expression again and looked around my room.

"By the way, I haven't had time to ask yet, Xiaoyou, what are you doing here? Today is Saturday, aren't you going out to play with your boyfriend or girlfriend?"

I asked Xiaoyou and picked up the guitar.

"What boyfriend?! I don't have a boyfriend!"

"Really..." I played a melody casually.

"Please listen carefully. Although you play well, could you please stop for now?"

"Um..."

Xiaoyou, taking advantage of being my neighbor, often comes to my room and interferes with my private life. It's really annoying...

But I still stopped.

"Well...look, it's a rare weekend, and we finally get to meet each other. How about going out for a walk together?"

After saying that, he looked at me expectantly.

"No, I'm not going out."

"Why?!" This voice was filled with anger and grievance... How did you feel like this?

"Because I'm very tired, and I have a lot of things to do, so please don't bother me."

After saying that, I waved my hand to signal her to leave.

"What are you doing?" Xiaoyou asked me unwillingly.

"Ah...it's that kind of thing. Why do I have to tell you?"

It's so annoying that you keep nagging.

"Ugh?"

Xiaoyou looked like she understood something, and her face suddenly turned red.

"Could it be... that kind of... thing that boys... can't let others see... right?"

....Even though I think you've misunderstood something, admitting it is the best option if it will allow you to leave as soon as possible.

"Yeah, that's right."

"Ahh, you actually admitted it... Hmm..."

So why are you blushing? What on earth are you thinking about?

"So, it's better for you to leave..." I said, standing up, lying down on the bed in a relaxed posture, and ignoring Xiaoyou.

It's best to catch up on some sleep first...

"...Do you usually... use this?"

Xiaoyou's voice suddenly came.

Use? Use what? Confused, I straightened up and looked at her.

At this time, she was holding my erotic book that she had found from somewhere, facing the cover towards me, and asked with a blushing face.

"...Where did you find it?"

If other girls found this pornographic book, I would definitely panic and would push the ownership of it onto Yi Sheji.

(Yisheji: A-choo!)

But now that it was Xiaoyou who discovered the erotic book, there is no need to defend it. After all, we have known each other for so long...

"It doesn't matter where you found it! So Yan, you... you... like this... this kind of... big breasts?" Xiaoyou said and looked at the cover twice more.

"Ah... sort of..."

Actually, if I really want to choose, the normal size is fine. If it's too big...it feels quite uncomfortable...well...this kind of preference doesn't matter, right?

"Um...you see..." Xiaoyou suddenly became hesitant.

"Look? What are you looking at?"

"That's...that..." Xiaoyou lowered her head as if she was shy, "How's mine...?"

After saying that, Xiaoyou put the erotic book aside, and puffed out her chest as she looked up at me.

Girls really have a strange competitive spirit in strange places...

"Well... it looks good this way... but there's so much clothing in between, it might be an optical illusion..."

I'm seriously evaluating...

"How...how is this possible? I'm fine..." He stopped talking here, and Xiaoyou's face became even redder.

"What's going on?"

Don't stop talking halfway.

"It doesn't matter! Anyway, my breasts are no worse than the bitches in these books! So you should stop reading this..." She picked up the erotic book again, "You don't need to read this kind of stuff!"

"...Why?"

This statement is totally illogical.

"Hmm..." I don't know what Xiaoyou was thinking. She seemed to hesitate for a moment, put the erotic book aside, and walked towards me.

"You...what do you want to do?"

I looked at Xiaoyou, who looked a bit fierce, and unconsciously moved towards the inside of the bed.

"Hey... that... didn't you say... clothes can affect... your judgment?" He sat down beside my bed and began to unbutton his clothes, "Hey..."

The skin from the neckline to the chest is exposed, and there is a nice cleavage... From this point of view, it really seems to be no worse than what is described in the book... But why can't I get excited? No, getting excited would be bad!

"How's it going...is it...huh?"

What is not...what are you talking about...

"It's not bad...but is it really okay for you to show off your breasts like this?" I still raised my question.

"Ugh!"

Xiaoyou seemed to be frightened by something and covered his face with his hands.

Are my words so scary...

"Well...Xiaoyou, it's okay. You'll have to go through this kind of thing sooner or later. For example, sooner or later you'll have to..."

"I said I don't have a boyfriend..."

Xiaoyou put down her hands that were covering her face and looked at me helplessly, with tears in the corners of her eyes.

"Well...don't worry about it being a small thing like me looking at you. I don't take it to heart..."

"...Idiot." Xiaoyou's tone suddenly became cold.

"...Why do you call me stupid?"

"Because you're just stupid!"

“...Okay...Okay..." I sat cross-legged in front of Xiaoyou, looking at the tears in the corners of her eyes...it would be better to wipe them away.

So I reached out and wiped away her tears.

"Huh?" Xiaoyou seemed very surprised by this action, and looked at me with an expression full of disbelief.

"What's wrong...is there anything strange?" I asked her.

"...No..." She smiled and shook her head.

"Come to think of it, judging from your behavior just now, you seem to care a lot about your breasts..." I said to Xiaoyou.

"Eh?...ah...well...I guess so..."

Despite answering like that, an unhappy expression still appeared on his face... What's wrong?

"Well, actually, let me take a look at your cleavage. It's not accurate because there are bra pads and other things to add points."

"Where are the bra pads?! Stop talking nonsense like that! I'm obviously... I'm just so well developed!"

"Really..." Looking at her serious expression, I couldn't help but want to verify it.

"Actually, there is a simple way to judge it." I said to Xiaoyou.

"Eh? What...what method?"

"This is it."

I reached out and grabbed her chest, which was open so that I could even see her underwear.

Hmm... that should be true... She's really developed quite well, why didn't I notice it before...

"Ah!!!" Xiaoyou hurriedly protected her chest with her right hand, and at the same time, her left hand quickly attacked my face.

"Snapped!"

...........

"Pervert! Pervert! Sex maniac! Idiot, idiot, idiot!"

"Ah...I'm not..."

"abnormal!"

"Don't you want to confirm..."

"Pervert! Sex maniac!"

"Well, actually, I've already confirmed it..."

"Ahhhhhh! Pervert, pervert, hooligan, I didn't expect you to be such a person!"

"Actually...it's developing quite well."

"Huh? Not bad... humph! Pervert!"

"It's really my fault... I overlooked the fact that you're a girl..." I rubbed my red and swollen cheeks. "Actually, we've known each other for so long, and I'm really sad that you're so distant..."

"Even if we have a good relationship, it's not okay! And you actually forgot that I'm a girl..." As he said that, he grabbed my collar and swung me around.

"Sorry...I'm sorry..."

"Hmph." Xiaoyou then let me go angrily.

"A guy like you wants to find a girlfriend? Will you do the same to... to that guy?"

"...Shouldn't it be?"

How much common sense does Xiaoyou lack?

"Huh? You mean...you will...be nice to your girlfriend..."

"Well...if we're both in love, I think it's okay to let my boyfriend see my breasts..."

"What do you think of a girl's innocence?"

"...I think it's normal to let the boy you like see your panties..."

"So you really lack common sense..." Xiaoyou looked at me helplessly and said.

"Well..." I looked at Xiaoyou, "Let's not talk about this anymore, put on your clothes first..."

"Ah... I was so busy talking about you... that I forgot..." He started putting his hands on the buttons.

"Liu Yan, Xiao You, I've prepared something for you..." Mom pushed the door open and saw Xiao You, with his hands on the buttons and his upper body unbuttoned, sitting on the bed with me...

"Oh, I'm so sorry to bother you..." There was no apology in her tone, but instead a kind of happiness that was beyond words... Mom, what are you thinking...

"That's not the case, that, ah..."

But my mother has left.

Xiaoyou immediately looked at me with an angry face... So what did I do wrong...

Besides, if you had left at the beginning, there wouldn't be so much trouble.