I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

I clearly decided that I would never cry because of my emotional fluctuations again, but I didn't expect that after such a long time, the physiological reaction of crying still hasn't deteriorated.

"Huh..." He let out a long sigh.

So, starting from this point, can the record of not shedding tears last more than six years?

I'm really looking forward to it...

Calm down a little and look at the sky outside the window.

It seems like a lot of dark clouds are gathering.

The sun will rise as usual tomorrow

Does having clear goals and taking positive actions guarantee success?

You have to know that nothing in the world is absolute. It is impossible to get rewards as long as you work hard. So, although hard work is important, the most important thing is luck.

This is what the author, who lost consecutive games in the ranking competition and lost his rank, said.

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Chapter 6 The sun will rise as usual tomorrow

But then again, this author is just a nominal member... They don't even reveal their name... Well, even if they tell me their name, I definitely won't know who it is.

In short, I have decided to write lyrics that can respond to the author who hears the lyrics and cater to Christmas and these guys who believe in youth. In any case, it still requires careful thinking, and I think writing these lyrics is no easier than writing a script.

.........Tea Ceremony Club..........

"Hehe, let's see how this mage uses his powerful skills to defeat you this time!"

As soon as I entered the door, I saw Lingcan speaking some silly lines while operating the game controller. She was looking at the door with a nervous look on her face. Although Rin Izumikawa still had a calm expression and was staring at the same place as her, his hands, which were also holding the controller, were pressing it skillfully.

The sound of fighting games kept coming from my ears...

"Where did the game console and TV come from?" I looked in surprise at the 32-inch LCD TV and a slightly old game console placed next to the door.

"I was eliminated from the gaming club... Oh, look at that... Then I snatched it... in the name of Troyana, um... Damn it. Then the guy next to me pulled this monitor out from under the tea cabinet... Ahh, I lost! It doesn't count, it's all because of that useless knight asking random questions."

Hey, don't try to force your own strength onto other factors. I suspect you're answering me just to shirk responsibility, right?

But then again, Rinquanchuan is not just good at studying as she seems. Judging from the results of her competition with Lingcan in the past few days, she is also good at Gobang, flying chess, checkers, military chess, and chess.

The strength is simply overwhelming.

And this time, I also witnessed her power in defeating Ling Shen for three rounds with only one HP...Have you already had so much free time that you have tried all the leisure activities?

"That's great. It would be even better if we could add a machine that can read videotapes and CDs. Then we can watch movies, TV series, etc. when we have nothing to do." I said with emotion.

"Oh, this is a very good suggestion." After saying that, Rinquanchuan nodded twice.

"Hey, generally speaking, we should reject this. This is the Tea Ceremony Club, not the Gaming Club or the Film and Television Research Club. President, can you clarify your position first?"

"Wow..." Rinquanchuan said with a hint of anger, and then looked at me with a slightly contemptuous look:

"If I remember correctly, the president of the tea ceremony club is a woman named Rin and Izumukawa, right? Is your last name Rin?"

"Of course not Rin..."

"Oh my, so you are a girl?"

“Not really…”

"Oh my, so you're not the president?"

Asking despite knowing the answer...

"Of course..." I answered with a little helplessness.

"Oh, is it your turn to express your opinion?"

Okay, I was wrong. I shouldn't have expressed my objection. The president's dictatorship cannot be questioned.

I didn't say anything else, just sat quietly in my seat and drank the brewed tea.

"Want to play, Loser Knight?" Ling Can suddenly asked me.

"Hmm? Is that okay? Aren't you going to compete with the president? It wouldn't be a good idea for me to play along, would it?"

"Humph, I just suspected this guy was cheating, and I let you play just to test if there were any problems with the game. Don't be so self-indulgent!"

I'm not being too sentimental...how can you tell?

"Okay, President, can you please move aside for a moment?" I walked up to Rinquanchuan.

"Oh my, I've already guessed the ending, but seeing how determined you are..."

No, I don't have the fighting spirit...

"I'll give it to you." He stood up and handed me the game controller.

"Thank...thank you." I took the handle and sat where Lin Quanchuan had just sat.

"Okay, let me show you how I defeat you, a useless knight, hehe~" As he said this, Lingcan had already chosen the character, looking confident and proud.

“Ready...Fight!!!”

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"Are you cheating? Huh? There's no way a loser like you can beat me!"

Lingcan questioned me loudly after suffering three consecutive defeats.

"It's none of my business... Besides, how can you cheat in this kind of game?" It's obviously your fault.

"If you don't believe me, there's nothing I can do. I don't want to play anymore. I'd rather drink tea."

After saying that, he returned to his original position and looked out the window at the female track and field team members who were training.

"By the way, why are you a little late, Useless Knight? Where did you and that mortal Liu Yan go?" Ling Can talked to me while playing.

Are you defeated by Rinquanchuan again? No, you must be talking to me because you are defeated by Rinquanchuan, right?! Is it fun to deceive yourself?

"Yeah, I just went to the music club with him." Thinking about how I was so moved that I went to the bathroom to cry just now, and now I am playing a game and drinking tea so leisurely... Life is really inexplicable.

"Well...well, it's okay. Watch this!" Ling Can said and returned to playing the game.

Well, let's continue drinking tea...

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When I walked out of the school gate, it was almost evening.

The street lights came on so that the bustling city would not become a little quieter as night fell.

Under the colorful lights of street lamps and billboards, the city appears more vibrant than during the day.

Because most people during the day are working or have various things to do, the crowd is always full of urgency and anxiety.

At night, people who have been busy all day are either on their way home or on their way to entertainment venues.

It’s the same crowd, but people at night are always full of leisure.

As I walk on the street, I watch people passing by me, and perhaps this is the end of my interaction with them.

So, there are many people, but very few of them have any connection with you.

...I suddenly remembered an incident from my childhood. At that time, because I wanted to see the Big Dipper clearly, I ran to an empty park. There I met a lost little girl. I talked to her a lot of things until her parents came to find her.

I guess she has forgotten it now? After all, it was just a childhood thing, and even I can't remember it clearly.

..........................

"Give me a cup of milk tea."

As winter approaches, the wind becomes more and more fierce. It is necessary to buy a cup of hot milk tea on the way home.

"Give me a cup... um? Sheji?"

...Is there a drink called Sheji? If so, then hot milkshakes must also exist, haha... Does anyone understand this joke...

"There's no drink called Sheji. Miss, you should choose something else." I recognized the voice, so without turning around, I said to her, "Let me treat you."

"Hehe, I didn't expect you to come home so late, Sheji. I've never met you before." Ye Hui said, "Then give me strawberry milk tea."

I turned around and saw Ye Hui, who was holding his schoolbag in both hands. He was staring at me with a smile on his face.

"Why do you leave school so late? Aren't you afraid of encountering danger?" I glanced at her legs in black stockings.

"Danger? What danger?" Ye Hui asked me puzzledly.

"Well... robbery... something like that?" I scratched my head unconsciously.

"Oh, no... There weren't many people walking on my way home at night, so I could hear footsteps behind me. It's okay."

Hey! This is a big deal! In this situation, the only way you didn’t get into trouble is to be thankful that the public security in this city is good!

"The milk tea is ready. Here, it's yours." I handed it to her. "Be careful, don't you have any classmates to go home with you?"

"No, and they came home earlier than me." She held the milk tea to warm her hands, and then suddenly seemed to think of something and asked me: "Are you worried about me, Sheji? Thank you."

After saying that, he gave me a smile.

"Well... I'm worried... but it's just a little..."

I didn't know how to respond, especially facing her smile.

"Where is your home? Is it on my way?" Ye Hui asked me, and pointed in a direction, "My home is in that direction."

"Oh...it's on the way..." It really is in the same direction as my home, what a coincidence.

"Then let's go back together!" Ye Hui made this suggestion naturally.

Although I already had a hunch, I was still a little surprised to hear Ye Hui say this.

"Well... okay." I said that and took a sip of milk tea feeling a little overwhelmed... it was so hot.

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"I heard that you, Sheji, wrote a script." Yehui said to me on the way.

"Uh, yeah, how did you know that?"

"Of course I heard about it."

"......Um"

"Are you going to perform at the cultural exhibition?"

"I don't know."

Then there was a long silence.

"Our class has decided on the project for the cultural exhibition." Ye Hui suddenly said to me.

"Huh? What is it?"

"It's a secret, you'll know when the time comes."

"...I'll come see you."

"Ok, I know."

There was a brief silence.

"We're home, thank you." Ye Hui said as he stopped in front of a tall building.

"Well, see you tomorrow then." I said as I prepared to turn around and go home...because this place is only two blocks away from my home.

"Let's go home together tomorrow."

"..."

Oh my god, what's going on? What's going on? The legendary story of going home with the beautiful girl?

Although I was very excited inside, what I said was unusually calm.

"In that case... I just don't have any reason to refuse..."

"Well, it's settled. See you tomorrow!" Ye Hui said and walked into the building happily.

Just like this, the life that I thought would remain unchanged and monotonous will change when the sun rises tomorrow... I feel a little excited just thinking about it.

What a joy.