I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

There is a section of wall over there, and you can get outside by climbing over it... This is what Archer told me.

"Puff!"

My waist and head ached from falling to the ground.

Tsk, failed?

Try again!

Looking back...how did Archer envision the steps to climb over the wall...

approach

Jump with inertia

Hold on to the wall

Turn over...turn over!

"Puff!"

Ah... it hurts... but,

I am now outside the campus.

I knew where to run...to the bus station.

Damn, my legs hurt a little...

Just run...Hold on, run! I have a reason to run, don't I?

Damn it, what's with all that talk of going out to make a living? Aren't you just in junior high? Even though you're quite tall, you're ridiculously naive! Grow up a little! Don't you have anything to say to me, you idiot? I won't let you just leave without saying a word! What friends, what brothers...

“Damn it!”

....................

No. No. No. No.

There were people coming and going in the station...but I couldn't find him.

That's right... I don't know when he left, maybe yesterday, maybe tomorrow...

I slumped in the chair helplessly.

Many people walked past me, but I didn’t know their names and had no connection with them.

Recalling the first time Archer said, "We are really destined to be together," I thought, "Maybe we are really destined to be together, but it's a pity that our fate only ends here."

"Ah..."

I couldn't help but cover my eyes with my arms.

Why do I feel like something is coming out of my eyes?

.........【One week later】............

"I found you." I said to the two people in front of me.

"Who are you?" "What are you doing? Can't you see we are busy?"

They were the ones... who caused Archer to leave.

"Nothing, just something I need to talk to you about."

Just give someone a taste of their own medicine.

...................

....and....blackmailed a first-year student named Yi. Because he refused to cooperate, they beat him up in a serious manner. He denied everything during the interrogation.

After research and decision by the school, the student was persuaded to withdraw.

....................

From then on, I no longer believed in the existence of justice.

Nor will they take the initiative to help others.

Since then, words like light and justice have completely disappeared from my mind.

Just like some people and things.

Damaged, degraded, disqualified

It was an unfamiliar environment... It was pitch black all around, and all I could see was a desk and a chair.

Faced with this strange environment, he did not feel a bit of panic or fear. He walked silently to the desk and prepared to sit down.

I myself find it incredible.

"A ship is damaged somewhere."

Suddenly, this voice sounded in my ears, and it was very familiar.

"What?"

I was startled and frantically looked for the source of the sound.

"Then, more and more broken areas appeared..."

"who are you?"

He seemed not to hear my question and continued to talk.

“So it was replaced with an identical new part.

Then, constantly, constantly, constantly replacing....

The new parts replaced all the old parts, and then the replaced old parts could be put together to form a ship again.

So, here comes the question…”

The sound suddenly disappeared.

"What's the problem? Explain it to me!"

Although I was a little scared, I still shouted towards the darkness with some annoyance.

"The problem is..."

There was a sudden sound and I felt like someone was tapping my shoulder, so I turned around in horror.

"Which one is the original ship?"

In my horror, I saw the source of the sound.

I'm very familiar with that guy.

It's a guy named Yi Sheji.

It's me...ah, no, should I say my old self?

"Long time no see." He said to me with a smile.

Chapter 17 [Memories Finale] One of the Broken

.......................

Without any warning, a beam of light was cast into the darkness, like a slide, revealing a picture...or should I say a slide.

That was me as a child.

The narration began, it was my own voice:

Yi Sheji is a strange child.

That’s right, he is not a so-called “good kid”, but a real “weird kid”.

He often gets into conflicts with other children for no apparent reason, often fights, and does not get along well with other children.

Rather than calling him a "weird child," he would be better described as a "wild child." To others, he was simply a child who lacked proper upbringing.

"That's the old us. To be more precise, it's us in elementary school."

The guy across from me said to me.

"Us?" I sighed. "I thought I'd never see you again."

"Yeah, I thought I disappeared, but you seem to have changed."

He looked at me with a smile on his face.

"Changed?... That's right. I'm always changing. It's not surprising."

"Really? Remember that incident? You said you'd never help others for free again after that."

The content of the slides has changed.

It was the outline of a person, seemingly a girl...what was her name...I can't remember.

"Can't remember?"

I shook my head.

"Well... you're really heartless. This is you, the person I once loved and protected with my life."

Oh... Really? Now that I think about it, I can remember some fragments...

"No, I don't remember having any intimate experience with girls."

"Ah...you really are forgetful...but I can't blame you, after all, that happened to me."

As he spoke, the slides seemed to turn into a projector. "Do you like music?"

The sound and picture were blurry, but I could barely make out that it was the girl in the photo.

Then there's a scene similar to a broken videotape.

"What's going on?" I asked with a frown.

"There are some memories you choose to forget, and of course, there are things I don't want you to remember."

After saying that, he smiled at me politely.

Even though it's me, this attitude is really infuriating.

"How are you? Are you okay?"

A concerned voice came from the screen... and it came from a girl. Are there actually girls who care about me?

"Na."

This is my voice.

"Get out of here."

I looked extremely embarrassed on the screen, as if I had been beaten... Could it be that I was seeking justice again?

"Huh? Why? You're not..."

"I just realized that I can't protect anything."

I struggled to stand up, but found it difficult, so I gave up.

"No, you've already protected me. I know that, so..."

"So what? Do you think I'm so powerful? Do you think I'm doing this for you? Don't be silly. Put away your naiveté and move towards your goal. Don't be distracted by me and those scumbags just now."

"......"

The images and sounds disappeared, leaving only a bright light.

"Remember anything?" he asked me.

"No."

"Well, no wonder. Let's put this aside for now and look at something else."

【Memories Final Chapter】Metamorphosis 2

The projector started playing again.

"There are so many people in the world. It would be great if we could just have another war to reduce the world's population."