I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"It's not him, you're mistaken."

I denied it briefly, because there was no way he could forget me.

As I said that, I started to move, leaving my parents far behind.

[End of Prototype File]

Momentum is what gets things done

Chapter 10: Momentum is what gets you things done

If inspiration is God whispering to someone, then the God I just encountered must have read a speech to me.

It seems that God is not that busy.

That's how I finished the lyrics, and even I find it a little incredible. It seems the idiom "as if divinely assisted" isn't without reason... But as an atheist, I prefer to believe that a variety of factors triggered my burst of inspiration.

Anyway, I finally solved a problem, but when I think about other things I need to do...

Ah, so tired.

I feel tired just thinking about it.

So I just leave my worries to dreams and push them to my future self. Yeah, that’s it.

Good night then.

......【the next day】......

If time could flow back and there were no multiverse or anything like that, I would definitely go back and slap my yesterday self and say to him:

“Don’t leave troublesome things to yourself tomorrow!”

Even if it creates a time paradox, it doesn't matter.

Unfortunately, I don’t have a machine that can turn back time by sending a text message, nor do I have a blue cat-shaped robot from the 21st century... I feel inexplicably melancholy.

In any case, sighing and lamenting will not solve the problem. It is better to give up the negative mentality before entering the class.

It seems difficult.

"Oh my, you didn't come to the club yesterday. What happened?" Rinquanchuan asked me as I sat down.

"Ah, there's something going on. I should go today." He couldn't help scratching his cheek while speaking.

"Oh, I'm just asking you the reason. You don't have to make such a fragile promise."

I always feel that there is some disdain in her eyes...it must be my illusion.

This is really heartless. Don't you want me to go?

........................

"Sheji, there's a very hot senior who specifically wants to see you~"

Someone called me like this shortly after class.

"What?! Master, have you even hooked up with the senior students?" Liu Yan's reaction is always one step faster than mine in this regard.

"No, I'm not interested in people older than me." After saying this, she went out to meet the senior student...it must be Lu Yunzi.

"Sheji, you're going a bit too far."

As soon as senior Lu Yunzi saw me, she spoke to me in a sullen manner and began to blame me.

“Did I do something wrong?”

Although I don't remember doing anything excessive.

"Of course. As the head of the drama club, how can you not participate in club activities? Besides, there are still many things waiting for you to deal with in the club."

Ah...I seem to have really forgotten about this matter.

"Well...it's indeed my fault. So what can I do in the drama club now?"

I asked her somewhat ashamedly.

After all, it was a commission from my predecessors, but I completely forgot about it. It's a bit unreasonable.

The senior frowned, thinking for a moment, then stretched out her fingers to record, "Writing and revising the script, checking props and modifying set designs, and also coaching the actors... um... stabilizing the team's morale. You're not familiar with everyone yet, so you need to get to know them first... That's about it."

As he said this, he glanced at me who was already stunned.

Is it too late to say I'm not up to the task now?

.............................

I feel a little guilty.

I don’t know why, but when I think about not being able to go to the tea ceremony club before the cultural exhibition ends, I feel a bit lost.

Is this the so-called force of habit?... And judging by the situation, I won't be able to keep my promise to stay at the tea ceremony club after school today. Although Rinsenkawa doesn't seem to take my words seriously, but...

If others don’t care about something, you should care about it even more.

I might as well just tell Rinquanchuan directly...

Thinking of this, I prepared to return to the classroom through the corridor where there were now not many people.

"You seem to be thinking about something. If it's not something obscene, you can tell me about it."

I give you full marks for this classical Chinese dialogue. You are worthy of being the top student in the Chinese class.

I turned around helplessly and looked at Ling Shen who appeared out of nowhere.

"Nothing..."

"Lying is not good. Do you think your poor acting skills can deceive our discerning eyes?"

This setting is still in use...

Looking at Lingcan's serious eyes, I don't want to hide anything anymore. After all, I will have to tell it sooner or later.

"It's nothing, actually. I'm just temporarily taking charge of some of the drama club's affairs. I probably won't be able to go to the club until the cultural exhibition is over..."

Having said that, he couldn't help but rub his forehead.

"Oh? Although the drama club's business is more important, didn't you also promise Rinquanchuan to plan our club's activities?"

That's why I'm worried...

"That's why I'm so worried... I don't know what to do."

After saying that, he sighed helplessly.

"It seems that I still can't..."

"What nonsense are you talking about? Have you forgotten who you are?!" Ling Can suddenly interrupted me loudly.

"Ah? Am I not Yi Sheji..."

I was indeed a little confused when faced with this sudden question.

"You're a knight personally appointed by me, Troyana Lingcan! How can you say such discouraging words? Where has your chivalry gone?!"

I don't even know what chivalry is...

"Yeah... I didn't say I was a knight or anything..."

Although I said that, but looking at Lingcan's serious eyes, I suddenly felt much more at ease for some reason.

"You are who I say you are! Who allowed you to question me? I have always believed that you can get things done, so this little thing won't be difficult for you, right?!"

what.

It's obviously unreasonable.

It's obviously unreasonable to ask such a thing.

It's clearly a setting forced upon me by my chuunibyou.

He clearly didn't say anything that was helpful to me.

Obviously I hate trouble so much.

I clearly felt that Rinquanchuan didn't really care whether I stayed or went.

It's obviously just an activity.

...But...

"what..."

I opened my mouth.

But why do I have to question my own abilities?

"Of course, I can do it..."

It's only natural...

I doubt myself before others doubt me, I...

"Who do you think I am?!"

Just give up decisively.

"You're right. I'm the knight you personally chose, Troyana Lingcan. So, I can handle this little thing."

I answered her readily.

"Not bad! Go forth and fight, my knight, and remember to handle things neatly and efficiently!"

After saying that, he extended an encouraging gesture to me.

"no problem."

..................

"Sheji, can I visit your club today?" Jiayin came over and asked me.

"Sorry, Jiayin, I'm a little busy today, so let's talk about it another day. If you're going to the music club, please bring these lyrics with you. Thank you."

I said, handing her the notebook.

"Ah? Ah? Ah..."

..................

"You wait outside first. Come in after I finish talking to President Lin." I said to Lingcan.

"Well, come on, useless knight."

There was a smile on his face and an encouraging look...it would be better if the name was changed.

"The word 'useless' is too redundant."

I said to her somewhat dissatisfiedly.

"It's not redundant at all. Anyway, hurry up and I'm waiting for your good news."

"Well, leave it to me."

I said this and entered the activity room.

"Oh, you came early today. Oh, that middle school girl hasn't arrived yet?"

Rinzenkawa shifted his gaze from the book to me.

"Well, she seems to have something to do, so she will be late..." I said and sat down, picking up the teacup in front of me as usual.

"Is that so?" Rinquanchuan withdrew his gaze and continued reading without saying a word.

Hmm... Looks like it's time to tell Rinsenkawa.

"I've already thought of the activities our club should do at the cultural exhibition."

Perhaps because he was interested in the activity, Rinquanchuan closed the book and turned his head.

"Hey, what's the event?"

"This is a secret. You'll know when the time comes." It's not that I'm deliberately keeping you in suspense, but I really haven't thought it through. I'm just trying to attract Rinquanchuan's attention and bring up the topic.

"Oh my, if you don't tell me, I won't be able to tell the judgment of a single-celled organism. After all, the way you think is quite peculiar."