I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

This is really hurtful, but fortunately I'm used to it.

"Well, speaking of activities, do you remember the seniors from the drama club?"

I started to change the subject.

"Oh, we met once before... Why are you asking that?"

"Ah... That senior also went to another school as an exchange student, but the drama club would be in trouble without him, so I accepted his request and temporarily helped him fill in for him."

Very good, now that I've said it... Seeing that Rinquanchuan's expression is still so calm, it seems nothing is wrong...

"Is that so? That's why you didn't come yesterday?" Rinquanchuan said as he opened the book he had just closed.

"Well...ah...hmm..." a subtle answer.

"Hmm... Well, that means your time here will be shorter from now on, right?"

"Yeah, I hope you don't feel lost."

"Hmm, why would I feel lost? Isn't it a very happy thing not to see a single-celled organism like you?" He said this while his eyes were still on the book.

So don't say this with a straight face... But this is also called expression...

"But I did correct it."

"Hmm? Correct what?"

Although she didn't raise her head, you could see that her brows were slightly frowned.

"It's not that the time here is shorter..." I paused briefly and took a deep breath, "it's that there is no time here anymore."

At this moment, Rinquanchuan's hand, which was about to turn the page of the book, suddenly stopped.

It was then that I realized that what I had just said was a mistake.

"...Rin..." I wanted to say something.

"go out."

The words were cold and not very loud, but her eyes shook my heart.

Faced with this request, without any hesitation, I pushed the door open and walked out.

Maybe... I accidentally hurt Rinsen River...

..............

"How's it going? Is everything going well?"

Ling Can asked me curiously after seeing me come out, but I seemed to be answering something irrelevant.

"I don't think I should be a knight at this time..."

【True Title】

The initial injury begins with words

Club activities in progress

"What happened?"

I don’t know what expression I have right now, but judging from Lingcan’s worried expression and concerned words, it shouldn’t be very good.

"It's okay..." I breathed out, "I can't come to the club recently, Rinsha...Rin Izumikawa is in a bad mood. If you can counsel her, do your best. If not, just let her calm down on her own."

Even though I know this is of no use.

Completely unconsciously, I hurt Rinsenkawa again, and this time it seemed even more excessive than last time.

If I were Rinsenkawa, I would definitely be angry if you didn't take your own club activities seriously and instead worried about the activities of other clubs.

"Well... I can probably guess the reason, but... you should not feel too burdened. Just complete what you need to do... Yeah..."

Ling Can seemed to have no idea what to say. His voice became smaller and smaller, and finally he slowly lowered his head.

"It's all my fault... I said something so irresponsible that you said those things to Rinquanchuan... I..."

"it does not matter."

Although I felt it was a bit risky, I still reached out and touched her head.

"You're not wrong. On the contrary, I should thank you. Anyway, don't worry about what happens next... I'll take care of it."

"........."

Lingcan did not resist nor show any disgust when I touched her head. She just expressed her trust in me with silence.

"Well, I'm leaving." I withdrew my hand and walked towards the drama club.

"Ah, well, after this is over, we'll be just like before, right?"

Lingcan asked from behind.

"..."

I opened my mouth, but Shinobu didn't say anything and instead reorganized his words.

"Yes."

Without turning around, I turned my back to Ling Can and used this short sentence to replace the words I had just wanted to blurt out.

Please forgive me for not being able to make a conclusion easily. Maybe our relationship can never go back to the way it was before.

Damn, what am I thinking...

Chapter 11: Club activities in progress

I can't let it go...Looking back, my friendship with Rinsenkawa has already been damaged.

If that kind of relationship can be called friendship.

As of now, I can’t go to the tea ceremony club for the time being...for the time being? Maybe I won’t have to go there forever.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but stop.

Now thinking back on the reason I joined the tea ceremony club...

It was just a coincidence.

But it's precisely because of this coincidence that fate seems even more precious. To be honest, I don't want to be disliked by Rinquanchuan, nor do I want to leave the tea ceremony club because of this incident. And there's no clear reason for this feeling, it's simply because I don't want to, I don't want to.

"Am I already addicted to Linquanchuan's sharp tongue?" I muttered to myself, but after realizing what was happening, I quickly shook my head.

how can that be possible.

......................

"Huff, huff..." After calming down my uneasy mood, I knocked on the door of the drama club.

Thinking back to when I gave a passionate speech here, I feel incredibly embarrassed... After all, I also criticized some of the actors in the drama club. I wonder if they will remember me...

"Hey, you're here." It was senior Lu Yunzi who opened the door.

"Um...ah," I answered vaguely.

"Then come in quickly, the actors are looking forward to meeting you." He said as he made way from the door.

For some reason, I always feel a little scared to step into the drama club's activity room.

The senior turned around and clapped her hands at the busy members, saying:

"Everyone, please be quiet for a moment. This is the junior recommended by our President Sun before he left. He will now serve as our interim president."

All the members stopped what they were doing and looked at me.

"Ah, aren't you the classmate who was standing on the stage and scolding people?" A slightly surprised voice came from the crowd.

Was he really recognized?...

"It seems to be true. So he is the younger generation that President Sun mentioned..."

"This is truly unexpected. I thought it would be someone like Senior Jia."

When they saw me, they started discussing.

"It seems you're quite popular in our club," Senior Lu Yunzi looked towards me. "You should be able to lead them soon, right?"

"I'm not really a leader... I'll just do my best to provide guidance..."

"Well, the next thing is to introduce yourself to them. Go to the stage." He handed me a microphone.

"Okay..." I took the microphone and walked towards the stage, thinking about what I would say.

"Everyone, please be quiet and listen to the speech by Yi Sheji, our junior who will be our acting club president from today!" the senior student said to the members from the stage.

Then I waited quietly for the talking in the audience to die down.

Take a deep breath and decide on the direction and general content of your speech.

Exhale... adjust your mindset, okay... then

"Hello everyone, no, hello to all my seniors. I haven't been involved in drama for as long as you have, so everyone in the audience is my senior."

I start by using honorifics to create a good first impression on people who meet me for the first time, and then...

"When Senior Sun asked me to be the interim president this time, I was a little worried. I wasn't sure if I could offer any advice or be of any help to you."

Speak with a humble attitude, giving them the impression that I'm easy to get along with, and then...

"However, since I've been asked to do this, I must honor my promise to my seniors and ensure that the drama club's activities shine at the cultural exhibition. Therefore, in order to achieve this goal, I hope you can assist me so that I can fulfill my promise to my seniors. On the other hand, I hope I can also do my best to help everyone and leave behind wonderful memories at the cultural exhibition. I hope everyone will actively cooperate. Thank you."

Emphasizing the unity of purpose, demonstrating a shared interest, and giving them a sense of fellowship, coupled with the interpersonal connections of seniors within the community, these words yielded...

"Pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa."

There was applause.

This means that what I just said has successfully improved the relationship between me and them, so the subsequent communication should be much easier...thanks to my language talent.

"Not bad, it's up to you now." Senior Lu Yunzi took the microphone from me and handed me a stack of copy paper, which should be the script.

"give it to me."

I responded to her somewhat weakly, then looked at the cover of the script.

..............................

After a rough reading, I found that the script was based on the most classic passage in "Records of the Grand Historian: The Biography of Xiang Yu", and it seemed that a separate plot called "Farewell My Concubine" was developed.

However, it seems to have incorporated some of the senior's own feelings, and the name has also been changed.

Love in Troubled Times

Both the choice of material and the topic are very interesting.

Taking the selection of materials as an example, most drama clubs will perform some ready-made scripts related to love, such as the already popular "Snow White" or "Romeo and Juliet". Western dramas seem to have become the mainstream.

However, the predecessors did not use Western scripts, but wrote their own materials. In addition to the emotional drama that caters to the audience's taste, it also gives people a sense of tragedy that is no less than the love story of Romeo and Juliet.

You are indeed a senior... But if it were me, I would probably consider Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, which has a similar theme to Romeo and Juliet... Well, whatever.

The title also has a special meaning.

The word "love" and the chaotic world are enough to make people want to watch it and make some associations...but I personally think it's a bit vulgar.

....................

"Have you found the actors yet? What about the props?"

I asked the relevant personnel responsible for these matters.

"The actors have already started memorizing their lines, and the props are being prepared, as there are so many people involved..."

There is still a month left. At this rate, we should be able to rehearse the script smoothly... I can do it. Come on, myself.

.....................

The club activities are finally over. Just interpreting the script is a bit overwhelming. I have to go home and take careful notes. I also have to consider the actors' acting skills... Ah, this is so annoying...

Just as I was feeling depressed, a voice suddenly came from behind me.

"You should be an actor. Your acting is quite beautiful."

I turned around and saw a strange boy talking to me.