My queen always makes my survival more difficult

"Lord Noxiu, I'm back."

Just after the system was finished, Ai Luolinwei came back.

Well, the journey to hell is about to begin...

Chapter 167: Vegetables from Hell

Ai Luolinwei cleaned up the table, placed the things she brought on the table, and opened the lid.

Inside were some plain-looking bread, which looked pretty good, and a bowl of borscht...at least it looked like borscht on the surface...

Borscht and bread, that's a pretty good combination.

After I sat down, Elolinwei handed me a spoon. Thinking back to the borscht, I even felt a little nauseous, but no! I had to improve my favorability! No matter how difficult it was, I had to improve it!

It's just unpalatable, but it won't kill you! There's nothing to hesitate about!

I picked up the bread and took a bite. It was just as I thought, just ordinary bread. After all, it was impossible to cook it well in such a short time. The beef in the borscht seemed to be fried slightly to ensure it was cooked through. Although this is not right, it cannot be said to be impossible. A skilled housewife is good at using local materials. I think Elolinewei still has that ability. It's a pity that the food she makes is often inedible.

I expanded the favorability interface. Now the favorability is 60%. Maybe it’s because I ate the bread first, so it dropped a little.

I picked up the spoon and scooped up a piece of beef. At that moment, my favorability level suddenly increased to 70%. I was a little surprised. I wondered how much she wanted me to eat this beef. However, the favorability level increased too quickly.

I cast aside all distracting thoughts and brought the beef to my mouth, chewing it in one gulp. At that moment, the flavor of the beef on my tongue was incredibly subtle. It was sour at first, then a slightly sweet taste began to spread. I don't know how she managed to make it so strong, but the sweetness continued to spread, and in the end, my mouth was filled with an indescribable sweetness, with no trace of beef at all...

Besides the sweetness, borscht is a very rich soup to begin with. The indescribable sweetness and the oily texture made my mouth almost...

So greasy...

Although it’s not bad, how did they achieve this texture? It has to be done this way to make it sweet first! Did they add sugar to the beef?

"Is it delicious? Lord Noshu?"

"I..."

I'm almost speechless, but Ai Luolinwei's favorability is constantly soaring. I can confirm that this damn girl is really a hidden sadist! I haven't been so sure until now, but seeing this ever-increasing favorability, I'm finally sure!

It wasn't because I ate her food that she started to like me, but because I showed weakness in front of her! My weakness and the pain I showed gave her pleasure!

This piece of news made her favorability towards me increase to an unprecedented level.

Elolinwei looked at me. She was not very good at hiding her expression. I could see excitement and some indescribable emotions in her eyes.

I tried my best to finish the borscht bit by bit. It was extremely difficult for me to swallow it every time. Even the most ordinary bread tasted bitter because of the excessive sweetness. Only when I ate this bread could the sweetness be slightly neutralized.

"Well!!!"

Just as I took the last bite, something exploded in my mouth, and then an indescribable sour taste instantly replaced the sweetness and filled my entire mouth!

I felt my expression twisted! And at that moment, Eloline's favorability reached an unprecedented high!

Chapter 168 Further

It's a strange falling fruit!

At that moment, the flavor that burst in my mouth was that of the Qiluo fruit! That’s right!

In an instant, the sweetness was replaced by sourness, and I was experiencing what it meant to be in the world of ice and fire!

This seemed like an intentional arrangement by Eloline, but it wasn't! The kiwi fruit was pickled as a accompaniment to the bread, so the sourness wasn't as terrible as before. However, because I had something very sweet, the sour taste that was originally not very good suddenly exploded in my mouth! Eloline must have played a trick on my taste buds!

devil...

This rabbit is absolutely black when you cut it open! Absolutely!

The seemingly insignificant things are the best killers! I thought bread was just a normal food! Even bread has been calculated as one of them!

Eloline, you are so terrible...

"Lord Nuoxiu?"

I suppressed the emotion that wanted to scream out in my heart and put on an extremely ugly smile that even I felt disgusted with: "Not bad... Next time... Next time, it will be better if I improve it a little bit..."

"What I mean is, can I still cook something for Lord Noxiu next time?"

"If you want, you can..."

I really didn't want to say this, but because of this, Ai Luolinwei's face turned red little by little, and her eyes began to blur when she looked at me. Her favorability had reached the highest at this moment. As long as I seize the opportunity, I can, I can conquer Ai Luolinwei!

"Lord Noxiu, is what I cook really delicious?"

Elolinewe asked.

I nodded, but showed an extremely uncomfortable expression, which seemed to stimulate Elolinewei. She became even more excited. The hidden sadism and the domination over me made her reach an unprecedented height. She was almost certain that I would not resist her, and even certain that I was weaker than her.

She got what she wanted, although I don't know if she is aware of her inner situation. She is a genuine natural black! At this moment, she is just enjoying the fruits of her victory!

My eyes acted erratic, and Ai Luolinwei suddenly held my face and looked at me blankly. At that moment, I didn't feel excited at all when looking at her face. My sexual orientation is not hers. In addition, at this moment I understood why I did this, and I understood one thing even more clearly, it is impossible for me to have any good feelings towards her. I should say that at this moment, my good feelings towards her were almost reduced to zero.

A fear naturally emerged from the bottom of my heart. Elolinwei seemed to see the fear in my heart: "It's okay, no matter what happens, I will be by Lord Nuoxiu's side, because Lord Nuoxiu is the only one, the only one who will eat what I cook. Her Majesty the Queen is my God, and Lord Nuoxiu is my...ah...my...my..."

wrong...

What happened to me? Ai Luolinwei suddenly didn't understand what happened to her all of a sudden. What did she want to do just now?

why...

Why did I hold his face in my hands... Why did I just have such a thought? What on earth did I want to do?

why...

Ai Luolinwei's eyes gradually returned to normal. No! This was the last step! If I missed this opportunity...all my efforts would be in vain!

Chapter 169 Doubts

"wrong!"

Ai Luolinwei suddenly woke up and quickly stepped back. I grabbed her hand at that moment. She raised her head and looked at me. The moment I saw her eyes...

Those beautiful pale blue eyes were filled with fear and confusion. Elolinewei did not want to resist, but slowly pulled her hand away.

I didn't try to catch her. The moment I saw her fear, I knew I couldn't catch her. I glanced at her favorability. It didn't decrease because of my behavior. It always remained at a level where I could be pursued.

I put my hands down. I should have taken action at this moment, but I couldn't.

Maybe I am still resisting to some extent in my heart.

"Lord Noxiu, I'm sorry..."

"Why are you the one apologizing... Ridiculous... Really ridiculous. Do you know what I was about to do?"

"Um..."

Elolinewei was not stupid, so she naturally understood. At that moment, Elolinewei admitted that she felt strange, but she also came to her senses because of his touch. Even Elolinewei did not understand why this happened.

I glanced at him quietly. His expression was complicated, as if filled with regret. What had just happened to me? Was he too overwhelmed by joy? Why was he trembling like that? I had to admit, in that moment, I had an urge to get him.

why?

Why was this happening? Elolinewei didn't understand. She hadn't thought about falling in love with him. From the moment they met until now, there had been no reason at all. But why? Why did she want him at that moment?

Elolinewei didn't understand, didn't understand her own thoughts...

Just because he eats what he cooks?

That's not right...

Why is this happening? Why do I want him? This isn't right... This isn't right. He belongs to Her Majesty the Queen, not me. But why? Why do I feel so bad, so unhappy? I clearly don't have the right...

I should even hate him, but...

why?

"Elolinwei, do you understand your own heart?"

"Hey?"

"Even though talking about this now is like pushing myself into hell, I still want to tell you to figure out your own heart. You're even more confused than me. At least I know why I can't do anything to you right now, but you don't know why you stayed by my side."

These words pierced into Ai Luolinwei's heart like a thorn. Ai Luolinwei felt extremely uncomfortable. What on earth was she doing this for? Why did she do this?

Humans are truly incomprehensible creatures.

Hearing Shi Yin's words, I laughed helplessly. It's true, humans are truly incomprehensible creatures. Clearly, I'm not human now, but is it because I was once human that I'm still human? This heart is resisting something. I seem to be someone who talks a lot but never dares to act, a hypocrite...

It was so close, just one step away. If I took one step forward, I would be successful. But I...

Couldn't take that step.

Although I regret it, I won't do it again.

"Do I like Lord Noxu? But why..."

Chapter 170 The Facts

Elolinwei didn't understand her own feelings and couldn't comprehend what she was thinking at the moment.

Why? If I had to give an answer, does wanting him mean I like him?

Why did I fall for him? This shouldn't have happened. The first time we met, I had a bad impression. I should have even hated him, but why? Why...

Why do I want to possess him?

"Elolinwei, aren't you interested in me because I'm the only one who can be bullied by you?"

Killed with one blow, Elolinewei dropped her hand and fell silent, as if struck by lightning. I understand now, she's understood why she had such strange feelings for me. It wasn't just a good feeling, it was simply because of her twisted heart. I don't blame her for anything, because I've been treated unfairly, bullied, and hurt too. My heart is already scarred...

Can I blame her? I can't, because I know very well that I will do anything to achieve my goal. She is struggling with the same things as me, and wants to seize the same things as me.

I'm the same as her...

"Lord Noxiu knows about me?"

"Well, I heard from Noelle that you were once a slave and were almost starved to death or beaten to death by your own master. We actually have similar experiences. If I told you that I was once betrayed by someone, who took away everything and even forced me to give up my own life, would you believe it?"

Elolinwei remained silent and did not answer my question.

I reached out and gently lifted her chin, making her look at me: "Elolinwei, you have never faced your own heart. You want revenge, you want revenge on those who have bullied you, you just don't want to do it. You are very gentle and cowardly... This is also your advantage. It is because of this cowardice in your heart that you dare not hate, dare not seek revenge, but this hatred that squeezes your heart is constantly distorting your heart... Even if you didn't realize it at all, but when you met me who could be teased by yourself, you should have noticed it. The first revenge was to make me eat something that you made that was impossible to swallow. I made you a promise that I would complete your instructions to me. When you gave the order, you smiled"

“Ahhhhh!!! No! No! No!!!”

Eloline began to scream. I didn't stop her, nor did I try to comfort her. I was the same. How could someone who couldn't even save herself save others?

It's me... again and again...

"Why is it like this? I don't want it... I don't want it."

Ai Luolinwei suddenly pounced on me and grabbed my clothes tightly: "I don't want it... I don't want this, I don't want it"

I gently touched her head. "Elolinwei, some things are inevitable. You still have a chance, you can still get out, but it's impossible for me to get out. My heart is dominated by revenge. I want to be free, I want to gain strength and power, and I'm working hard for it, but I'm an idiot. I always say one thing and mean another... I should have made up my mind to do it, but every time I gave up... Hahahaha... I knew it would kill me..."

I'm such an idiot...

It's over. I don't have any hope anymore. Is this the end of it...

[Answer: Favorability...]

Chapter 171 Unique

Boom boom boom!

"go ahead"

"brother"

It was Noelle who pushed open the door and walked in. She and Siliya had been inspecting the military camp and arranging the relocation in the afternoon, so they left me here.

"Elolinvi..."

I nodded. Elolinewei fell asleep with her head resting on my legs. Noelle didn't say anything. She came over and looked at Elolinewei. There were still traces of tears in the corners of Elolinewei's eyes that had not been wiped away.

"What happened?"

She seemed to be deliberately maintaining her sanity. No matter how you looked at it, the situation was extremely ambiguous. It was remarkable that Noelle could maintain her emotions.

"We talked about some inappropriate topics and the child started crying. Then it turned out like this. Let her sleep for a while."

"That's it..."

Noelle didn't say much. After closing the door, she walked over to me, sat down next to me, and snuggled up to me tightly.

Should I be thankful she didn't go berserk? Or should I say this was a miracle bestowed upon me by God? She didn't say much, but she was probably just taking care of Eloline, and since Eloline was here, she might be suppressing herself.

"Norel, if I lose, what will happen to me? Can you tell me directly?"

"Aunt Siliya's purpose is just to test your strength, so brother, even if you lose, I don't think Aunt Siliya will do anything to you. Aunt Siliya is much gentler than you think."