My queen always makes my survival more difficult

No, she may be gentle, but that gentleness is given to you, not me. In her eyes, I may not be what you imagine.

I could tell that she didn't dislike me, but she didn't like me either. I didn't feel any affection from her, more like we were strangers.

Why should strangers be so gentle to you? They have no such obligation to be gentle to you, so I don’t expect it, I don’t expect that so-called gentleness. It is enough for me to have strength and power. Only by climbing up step by step can I achieve my goals, but I always give up halfway.

Although this time, I have achieved the results I wanted, although there were some unexpected things, but I have got what I wanted.

Eloline, just one step away...

"Brother, what are you thinking about?"

"I wasn't thinking about anything. I was just wondering what I should do tomorrow when I face a challenge from a hundred people. In the end, I still didn't have an answer. Noelle, do you have any answer?"

"Brother, do you want my help?"

"Um..."

"Shouldn't you give me something, brother?"

"what do you want?"

"I want your love"

"I've already given you everything I could give you. You've robbed me of everything. It seems I have nothing left to give you."

"I understand what you are thinking, brother. I will wait for you at your residence until you have dealt with your affairs."

Noelle left my side, took out her handkerchief to wipe the tears from the corners of Elolinewei's eyes, and then looked at Elolinewei with complicated eyes.

"What belongs to me is mine, and it never belonged to you"

After saying this incomprehensible sentence, Noelle stood up and glanced at the unfinished borscht on the table.

"There is only one unique person in this world, there is no second one, so what belongs to me will not belong to you."

Chapter 172 Despicable

Eloline opened her eyes.

She stopped crying and just looked at Noelle's back as she left without saying a word.

I sighed. "Why did he pretend to be asleep if he was already awake from the beginning? That guy is much smarter than you think and is very good at detecting lies, especially towards me. It's like he was created by God just to deal with me."

"Lord Noshu, Her Majesty the Queen is my God."

"Yeah... She's your god, so what are you going to do?"

Ai Luolinwei shook her head and said nothing. She just continued to rest her head on my legs and said nothing quietly. The silence continued like this, just like Shi Yin, who had not spoken since then.

Once this black rabbit is released, no one knows what the consequences will be. But even so, Her Majesty the Queen is a god in her mind, and she will not betray the orders of God.

The God who saved her might become her enemy. I don't know what Eloline is thinking, but what she's thinking might also be what I'm thinking...

"I don't want to betray Her Majesty the Queen...I don't want to betray the trust Her Majesty has placed in me."

"When did I ever tell you that you were going to betray your God? I was just reminding you that Noelle is not as powerful as you think, and you are not as weak as you think."

Eloline turned around and looked at me. She reached out and grabbed my clothes. "Lord Noxu, who are you? Why... do you know so much? Even my inner thoughts, you know it too."

I am just using the system to make guesses. If I really had such a powerful mind-reading ability, I would have been free by now. I am not smart, I am just good at observation.

"If I say I have the ability to see things that are so invisible, would you believe it?"

"Um"

“I actually believed it…”

Although this is true, I probably won't tell anyone about the system. I didn't even tell Noelle, let alone Elolinewei. And even if I told Elolinewei, it probably wouldn't help.

"Noelle's words before she left are destined to torment me to death tonight."

I smiled bitterly and shook my head. She was undoubtedly angry when she said that, but she just didn't show it right away. In front of Elolinewei, she still wanted to maintain something of her own. Maybe this was her weakness.

"I say, Eloline, do you want to come to my side?"

"By Lord Noshu's side?"

"Well, if I work with you, I think we will definitely get a good result. And I have to say, I need your strength and help now."

"Lord Noshu needs my strength, is that what you mentioned before?"

I mentioned it a little bit before, although I took it as a joke, that is, when Edith and the others came to the palace, I brought it up a little bit with Eloline.

"I am despicable, but I can tell you clearly now that I need your strength, so are you willing? Ai Luolinwei"

Eloline looked at me, silent. Would she understand? My point was, my favorability had always remained within the conquestable range. All it took was one move, one unchangeable fact, and victory would be mine...

"Um..."

Chapter 173 Cheating

In fact, I have always misunderstood the task that Shi Yin gave me.

Yes, I can indeed gain the power I want through certain interactions with others, but the tasks assigned by the system may not necessarily be to do such things.

I have always had a preconceived misunderstanding of the power given by the system.

Looking at Eloline, honestly, I can't do it. It's simply impossible. I really want to do it myself, but...

Scratching my face, I turned my head away and thought, I had to get a conclusion, I didn't want to do that.

Although I had a preconceived notion at the beginning, and I did copy a part of Elolinwei's power, it was just too small for me and had almost no effect.

I can't continue to have preconceived ideas. I have to figure out the conditions I am aiming for.

"Elolinwei, can you wait for me for a moment?"

"Um

Ai Luolinwei nodded obediently and waited quietly by the side.

Shi Yin, tell me, what are the conditions for the strategy? Don't tell me that there are only those actions.

[Answer: Making a vow and performing *actions* can both serve as conditions for a successful strategy.]

Why didn't you tell me?

[Answer: You didn’t ask.]

"Fuck me!"

"Lord Nuoxiu?"

"Ah... Sorry, that was a slip of the tongue."

This thing has been giving me more and more headaches lately. Yes, it was me who didn’t ask, and I had a preconceived notion about it, so it doesn’t seem to be Shi Yin’s fault?

Although I want to think that way, this guy has been getting more and more excessive recently, and it seems that he has gradually developed feelings for me. Maybe it is because he has become one with me, so he has gradually gained intelligence now.

But it’s good like this. If I don’t have to do those things, I won’t have to hurt this little girl.

To be honest, I couldn't bear to hurt this little girl.

"call..."

"Lord Noshu seems relieved."

"Well, I feel a little relieved. Finally, I don't have to do those damn things. Originally... Originally..."

I was already dirty enough to begin with, and I was blinded by hatred during that period. Now I have calmed down and am not so impulsive anymore.

"Elolinwei, can you pinky promise me?"

"Hook?"

"Yeah, pinky promise."

"Ok?"

Ai Luolinwei tilted her head and looked at me, as if she didn't quite understand what I was saying. Maybe she had a preconceived notion.

"Ahem, I don't want to kiss you right now. Are you also preconceived?"

"Eh? Ugh!!!"

When Ai Luolinwei heard what I said, she was stunned for a moment, then her face turned red, and it seemed like steam was coming out of her head. Her ears suddenly stood up and almost tilted backwards. I knew that this little girl had preconceived ideas.

Blame me, blame me... I said those things at that time, and it's normal to have preconceived ideas. We both had preconceived ideas. Although I still want to scold Shi Yin, if she had told me that I didn't have to do those things to complete the task, I wouldn't have to work so hard.

"I can swear that as long as I can get your love, I am willing to eat the food you cook forever."

"This...this...Lord Noshu...this..."

"Why, don't you want to see my expression when you abuse me anymore?"

Ai Luolinwei puffed up her face and seemed a little angry. It is difficult for people to control their desires. Some people even live because of desires.

Most things in this world are a transaction, even feelings. What I want is something false, but it is also an irreversible fact. Even Shi Yin has to admit that both parties have selfish purposes in this transaction.

Love is originally a transaction of mutual feelings, isn't it?

"Hook and hang for a hundred years"

It's simply cheating.

I seemed to hear Shi Yin's complaints. Yes, this is cheating, just a system loophole. You didn't set any rules, so I must do something.

Chapter 174 Let’s Talk Later

In the evening, I finally walked out of the armory room. Elolinwei left early, and I spent the whole afternoon there alone thinking about tomorrow's countermeasures. Of course, as for the result, I got what I wanted.

"call..."

I took a breath of fresh air outside, which was much better than the smell of rust in the armory. I finally decided that there was no need to use other weapons. I had no experience wearing armor before, so a Siel would be enough.

Speaking of which, I have an appointment with Noelle. Even though I know what it is about, I'm a little reluctant to go...

Some soldiers passed by me and looked at me curiously. I had the black rose that Noelle gave me, so they didn't doubt my identity.

"It seems you've made up your mind."

Aunt Siliya appeared, looking like she had just finished training and was sweating profusely, but this also added a bit of charm.

"In the end, I decided that using Siel would be enough. Other weapons are useless to me."

"Really? Don't underestimate those 100 people. Or are you confident that you can defeat them?"

"Confidence is something I really don't have... But I can't help it. You've threatened me like that. I don't even have the slightest chance to refuse. Oh, by the way, where is Noelle? I have to go find her."

Come to think of it, I don’t even know where Noelle is. Although she said she was waiting for me in a temporary room, I don’t know where that temporary room is.

"Come with me, I'm planning to go find Noelle too."

This might be good for me. If Siliya were around, Noelle probably wouldn't do anything to me out of face and other reasons.

I nodded and followed Siliya's footsteps. Soon we came to a very quiet place. It was a place located on the shore of the military camp lake. There were not many buildings around it. There was only a single beautiful building, which was probably the most luxurious building here.

From a distance, I saw Ai Luolinwei sitting at the door in a daze.

"Lord Siliya, Lord Nuoxiu"

"Is Noelle still here?"

"Well, Her Majesty is reading a book."

Siliya walked up and knocked on the door. After hearing Noelle's voice from inside, Siliya pushed the door open and walked in.

I came to Ai Luolinwei's side and asked: "She didn't do anything to you, did she?"

"Well, Her Majesty the Queen didn't say anything. She just kept reading and asked me not to disturb her. She didn't say anything else."

Although I didn't do anything out of line, it was still a betrayal. Although I didn't regret my actions, it was just a small agreement. I gained enough strength and found a way to deal with those hundred people. My life was difficult enough. I had to find ways to solve these problems. If Noelle could be a little more understanding, I probably wouldn't have to work so hard.

I smiled helplessly. This is all my own fault. It seems that I can't blame anyone.

"Lord Noshu, Her Majesty the Queen doesn't seem angry."

"Your God is not that magnanimous. Your God is much more terrifying than you think."

"Your Majesty will understand, will understand Lord Noshu's thoughts."

I don’t have such extravagant expectations, expecting others to understand you. If I can’t even understand others, how can I expect others to understand me?

No matter what, let’s go in first.

Chapter 175 Take care of yourself

Although the interior of the building is far from being as luxurious as a palace, it has everything and is not inferior at all. It is much better than a famous residence.