mygo, but Cthulhu

Ozawa Misaki trembled and tried to comfort her, and quickly took out her cell phone, but before she could dial the number, the dying girl grabbed her arm tightly. She shook her head with all her might, her face full of guilt.

"I'm sorry, President... I'm always so slow to react. If only my training results could be a little better... it would be great. You're always a headache because you have to accompany me for extra training. Now, even if I die, I'm still causing you trouble..."

"Stop talking, please, I believe you can survive..."

At this time, Ozawa Misaki could no longer hold back her tears. She cried and shook her head desperately, and the girl smiled weakly. She trembled and wanted to continue speaking, but she no longer had the strength.

Misaki watched helplessly as the girl in the pool of blood lost her breath and felt heartbroken. She couldn't help but stay where she was for a moment. A moment later, the sound of gunfire brought her back to reality. She couldn't help but grit her teeth in extreme anger, raised her rifle with a distorted face, and leaned forward in an instant. The sharp eyesight she gained from genetic modification allowed her to lock onto the gunman in the crowd in an instant, and she pulled the trigger without hesitation.

"boom,"

A bullet pierced the head of a man next to the lamp, and blood and brain matter splattered all over his face. The others subconsciously wanted to turn their guns around, but before they could do so, they were hit accurately by Misaki one by one. Within a few seconds, half of the attackers fell to the ground.

But even if Misaki was trying her best to avoid it, accidental injuries would still occur in such a chaotic situation. Deng saw many people running around in panic, and they accidentally blocked Misaki's gun line. The death of each attacker would definitely be accompanied by the injury of others. They fell to the ground wailing, and if no one rescued them, they would be trampled to death.

"Misaki-senpai! Stop shooting! There are still many innocent people here!"

At this moment, Takamatsu Deng couldn't help but shout desperately, and Ozawa Misaki couldn't help but hesitate when she heard her voice. The gunmen who were gasping for breath seized the opportunity and opened fire, forcing Misaki to hide back in the bunker temporarily. After gritting her teeth, she waved vigorously to the other girls who were ready to shoot.

"Don't fire yet. Wait until all the people run away. Then they will have no shields."

Misaki had just finished speaking when she saw new armed men appearing at the entrances of various alleys. Instead of rushing forward, they raised their guns and fired into the sky. The panicked crowd instinctively rushed forward, and the armed men hid behind the crowd, following them step by step forward.

"They actually treated so many people's lives as consumables..."

Seeing this scene, Takamatsu Deng clenched her fists in anger. She hurriedly wanted to rush against the crowd to kill them, but she saw that Mio beside her was about to fall to the ground, so she could only support her body and try to get her away from the crowd.

"Thank you, Deng..."

Mio spoke softly with lingering fear, and Deng shook her head silently. She no longer worried about being exposed, and used her colors to lock onto the attackers in the crowd, burning them to ashes while forcibly controlling the crowd to prevent them from trampling the injured.

"I'm sorry, Mio, I've hidden a lot from you... Please wait until I've dealt with them. I'll be honest with you later."

Deng spoke softly as she turned around to eliminate the armed men, but a moment later, a voice behind her made her body freeze.

"I actually know what you've been hiding from me, Deng... I know that if Toyokawa Shoko hadn't done it for you, she could have saved over a million people, just like my parents."

"..."

Deng was stunned for a moment, then turned her head slowly in a daze. The girl raised the gun and pointed it at her with a tired expression, giving her a complicated and bitter smile.

"I'm sorry, but it wasn't a coincidence that I met you. The people from the Sanyuan Group told me the truth. They gave me a bullet, saying it could really kill you... Deng, do you think I should pull the trigger?"

"I owe you this, Mio. I won't deny my guilt... If you try to kill me, I won't try to hide from it."

Takamatsu Deng sighed with a complex and relieved look. She smiled and spoke softly to the girl in an almost relieved tone. Mio couldn't help but be stunned for a moment. She stared at Deng silently, and after a moment she suddenly shook her head helplessly.

"...Forget it. I actually understand. This isn't your fault. I simply can't accept my own powerlessness and endure the pain, which is why I have the urge to kill you... But even killing you can't change anything. This world is completely broken. It's impossible to restore it to its previous state."

"Goodbye Deng, you are a kind person, but I will still avenge you with death, but not with your death... I'm sorry."

She whispered an apology tiredly, then turned the gun and pointed it at her own head without hesitation. Gao Songdeng opened her eyes wide and tried desperately to stop her, but the next second blood bloomed in front of her, and the girl's broken face was deeply imprinted in her eyes.

"Mio, why…"

Gao Songdeng suddenly felt that all the sounds around her disappeared. She knelt down on the ground weakly, hugged the corpse tremblingly, and sobbed in pain and incomprehension.

"I'm the one who deserves to die, why do you want to kill yourself? Why...why..."

She questioned, cried, and could no longer control her power in the pain. The flowing colors flew rapidly with her screams.

It flowed, easily engulfing the panicked crowd around it, the armed men, and everything around it.

If she is destined to be unable to escape these sins, then let the pain drown her. If no matter how hard she tries, it is of no avail, then let the uncontrollable madness replace her. She can no longer sing, she can no longer atone her sins, all she can do is shed tears and suffer.

She is not human, and she cannot become a monster. She is nothing, just an empty shell, just a ridiculous person... She is no longer qualified to be lost, as despair has torn her apart.

She is not Takamatsu Touma, she is just a crazy Xing Zhicai, a filth that will kill innocent people just to seek death... She is a mistake that must be eliminated.

Chapter 304 Painful Plea

"Get back quickly!"

Seeing the sudden burst of dazzling starlight and colors in front of them, Ozawa Misaki opened her eyes wide and roared without hesitation. The girls of Hanasakigawa subconsciously followed the order and evacuated as quickly as possible. The next moment, their original location was swallowed up by the strange light, and even the hard walls began to melt and peel off.

"Damn it, that's Takamatsu Deng?! Why is someone going crazy like this again?! What's the point of killing so many people?!"

Misaki Ozawa gritted her teeth and cursed under her breath, subconsciously wanting to pick up the body of the girl on the ground, but before she could do that, Tae Hanazono forcibly grabbed her hand and ran forward. Misaki instinctively turned around, only to see that the familiar girl had been completely swallowed up by the colors, and at the same time, they were still spreading madly, constantly expanding and tracking them.

"Misaki, the Starlight is a living energy. Conventional methods are impossible to deal with. Kasumi should notice the situation here soon, but before she gets here, we have to ensure our survival!"

Hanazono Tae spoke in a low and hasty voice, while some of the girls tentatively turned around and fired at the colors, but the bullets melted easily as she said, and the entire block was filled with a strange, dazzling light.

Ozawa Misaki was pulled by her to run desperately, and the colors continued to spread behind them. They could hear panicked screams coming from all around, but these sounds were soon completely cut off, and all life and matter fell into the uncontrollable light.

As they ran around the corner, Misaki saw a familiar pink-haired girl standing alone on the street ahead. She looked at them and the light behind them expressionlessly, and after a moment she forced out a twisted smile.

"As expected, Takamatsu Deng, you've finally gone crazy... I sympathize with you, but Ran and the others are nearby. I can't let you go any further."

As she spoke, a huge amount of dust suddenly rose up and covered the sky. Misaki subconsciously put on her goggles and saw that Himari's body had also turned into a part of the sandstorm, roaring and colliding heavily with the starlight.

The colors instinctively wanted to devour them, but they were unable to do so. The dust and sand could not be erased or eliminated. Under the control of Feimali, the block was tightly blocked and constantly fought against the erosion of the colors.

"Ahem... Looks like we're safe for now."

Misaki spoke while spitting out the sand in her mouth, and at this time she saw Toyama Kasumi had arrived. She raised her hand and greeted her, and Kasumi nodded to her and frowned as she looked at the starlight fighting against the sand.

"Is this a light? What happened to her? Why did she suddenly lose control?"

"We didn't know. After the gunmen hiding in the parade opened fire on us, I heard her telling me not to hurt anyone... but not long after that she became like this."

Misaki shook her head, and Kasumi could only sigh. She raised her hand, tentatively using her newfound ability to sense Takamatsu Touma's condition, but all she could sense from that frantic energy was a wailing of pain and devastation. It instantly filled her mind, a repetitive stream of sobbing self-hatred:

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Kill me, please, someone come and kill me?!"

"...she was overwhelmed by guilt,"

After a moment of silence, Toyama Kasumi sighed and spoke softly. As she felt this energy again, she suddenly understood what her newfound power was.

That was the influence of the remaining starlight in her body. They had been dormant until recently, when they began to grow with her despair and pain as nourishment, and erupted that time... This also meant that her power should be able to actually hurt Takamatsu Deng.

"I'm sorry, but my sister is right in front of me. I can't let you go any further."

Kasumi spoke in a low voice, and at the same time, she condensed turbid light and shadows and attached them to the colors that were struggling with the sand and dust. Because her power came from the same source as the Star Color, they were unable to react for a moment and were easily torn into countless holes in the blink of an eye.

The sand and dust seized this opportunity and quickly drilled into it. No matter how frantically the colors fought back, the pain they could cause was not worth mentioning to Fei Mali. She condensed her body again and laughed wildly, controlling the sand and dust to crush most of the colors, leaving only the last part that slowly condensed into Takamatsu Deng's body.

"..."

The gray-haired girl lay on the cold ground. She saw that the streets around her had become unrecognizable because of her erosion. Her body gave her the pain of weakness, but this pain made her feel better.

She looked up at the sky tiredly, and when a patch of broken cherry blossoms came into her sight, she was stunned for a moment and instinctively turned her head to see a cherry tree that had luckily not been completely swallowed up, but was now rapidly turning gray and withered.

Gao Songdeng reached out her hand tremblingly towards the petals, but they turned into scattered ashes before she could touch them. She stared at the scene with wide eyes, tears slowly sliding down her dull, pale face, leaving a stain due to the dust.

"lamp!"

A familiar voice came into her ears, and Takamatsu Deng instinctively recognized the identity of the person. She trembled and subconsciously curled up her body. When the anxious Toyokawa Shoko leaned over and tried to help her up, she pushed her hand away with force, her voice full of despair.

"Xiangzi...why did you come to see me again?"

"Is that even necessary? Because we are friends, Deng, what's wrong with you? Why are you..."

"Xiangzi, can you help me with something?"

Gao Songdeng interrupted her softly, and at the same time slowly looked up at Xiangzi. When the blue-haired girl met her gaze, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment because of the unspeakable despair and pain in it.

"Kill me, Xiangzi. I'm sorry. I know this is painful for you too... but I'm no longer able to go on. I just want to give up everything. I can't hold on any longer. I really... can't bear this anymore."

"lamp……"

"Please, Xiangzi, kill me... I know Xiaoai and the others will be here soon, and then they will beg me to live... But I really don't want to live anymore."

Deng hugged her and cried, begging in a trembling voice, his voice full of brokenness.

"I've really been trying, but... no matter what, I can't ignore other lives like everyone else. I can't be completely selfish, and I can't become a monster... I'm sorry, Xiangzi, but I'm in so much pain. Even if I hug you, even if I tell you this, I'm in so much pain!"

"Kill me, Xiangzi, please, please... Xiao Ai and the others will be here soon, I don't want them to see me like this.

Please, Xiangzi, help me!"

"I……"

Toyokawa Shoko stared at her blankly, her pupils contracted to the extreme. She could see from Deng's dead eyes that had completely lost their luster that living was already an unbearable torture for her... But how could she make up her mind to kill Deng?

"I'm sorry, Deng, I can't do this..."

"...Yes, I know. Xiangzi, you definitely can't do it. I'm sorry, I shouldn't beg you like this."

Hearing her answer, Deng was stunned for a moment. After she came to her senses, she smiled bitterly with extreme weakness, then tremblingly pulled out the dagger from her body and stabbed it into her chest before Xiangzi could react.

"lamp!"

Xiangzi subconsciously wanted to stop her, but Deng pushed her away with all her might. She knelt on the ground sobbing and crying, enduring the pain and trying her best to pierce her body, but the wounds healed over and over again.

"Why...why can't I even kill myself? Let me die, let me die..."

"Deng, don't do this, please, don't do this!"

Toyokawa Shoko trembled and shouted desperately, but the light did not stop. She just stabbed her chest again and again with empty eyes. The wound was constantly repaired by colors, making Shoko more and more painful.

She suddenly realized that Deng was probably just as she said, and no longer had the courage to endure all this... If she just begged, Deng would only continue to hurt herself until the people from mygo arrived, and then she would suffer even more pain.

If life is already a curse for Deng... then shouldn't she help Deng get rid of it?

"Light... stop, I will help you."

At this moment, Toyokawa Shoko couldn't help but tremble. She spoke in a low voice with great despair, and the gray-haired girl turned to look at her blankly, holding her hand weakly but with a faint hope, and slowly squeezed out a voice weakly.

"Xiangzi, are you willing to help me?"

"I will, I will help you...because we are friends."

Shoko Toyokawa nodded vigorously with tears in her eyes. At this moment, she felt indescribable pain beginning to tear her heart apart, but looking at Deng's desperate eyes, she forced herself to raise her hand little by little, releasing a silver light towards her.

The gray-haired girl's body disappeared little by little, and she couldn't help but smile in relief. She raised her hand apologetically to wipe away the tears on Xiangzi's face, gently hugged her body, and whispered in her ear.

"I'm sorry, Xiangzi. Even though I've been through so much with you, I still can't learn to be cruel... I'm sorry for making you endure this torture."

"But I also want to thank you, Xiangzi. You made me feel the beauty of life when I was confused, and when I was no longer able to live, you helped me end it all... Thank you."

"Deng, Deng... I'm sorry..."

Toyokawa Shoko sobbed and wailed, her instincts screaming wildly, desperately trying to make her stop, but she still tried her best to force herself to complete it. She didn't want Deng to continue to suffer... She, she...

She can't.

When Deng's body was about to disappear completely, the silver light suddenly disappeared. Deng opened his eyes blankly, but saw Xiangzi kneeling on the ground in a daze, like a puppet who had lost everything, with only powerlessness and despair left.

"Deng... I'm sorry, I can't do it. I really can't hold on... I can't kill you..."

"..."

Deng's expression gradually froze, and then slowly turned into bitter despair. She shook her head tremblingly, wanting to speak to comfort Xiangzi, but she couldn't help sobbing and crying, her face distorted to the limit because of extreme pain.

"Xiangzi... why? Why? Why can't you help me one last time? I really feel so bad, please..."

"I can't do it! I really can't! Stop it, Lantern! Stop it!"

Shoko Toyokawa covered her ears tightly, closed her eyes tightly and screamed madly. She fell heavily to the ground and curled up her body. She didn't know whether she was crying with guilt or laughing at herself in pain. She just felt that the whole world was about to collapse completely.

"Xiangzi..."

Chu Hua hurriedly tried to step forward, but was pushed away by the riotous silver light. Several people from Mujica stood there at a loss, and a moment later, Ruoye Mu suddenly heard Xiangzi's desperate voice.

"Mu, help me, please, help me, I really can't do it, please help me kill Deng..."

"..."

Wakaba Mu slowly opened her eyes. She suspected that she might have heard it wrong, but Xiangzi's painful pleading continued. She wailed and got up from the ground, hugging Wakaba Mu's body tremblingly, her tears wet Mu's collar.

"Xiang..."

At this moment, Ruo Yemu felt that everything in front of her eyes suddenly flashed. She spoke slowly with a dizzy head, but the next moment she was facing Xiangzi's face which was twisted to madness. At the same time, her shoulders were also tightly grasped by Xiangzi, and the pain was very clear.

"Mu, help me! Help me! I really can't do it! Please, sister!"

"..."

Ruoye Mu stood there in a daze, and at the same time, she suddenly found that the surrounding scene had suddenly turned into a familiar stage. A hat appeared on her head, and her clothes turned into dark red clothes like a doll. She stood alone on the stage, and in the darkness, only the equally lonely light enveloped her.

"Xiangzi is really going too far, isn't he?"

A calm voice suddenly sounded, and Ruoye Mu subconsciously turned her head and saw herself in an elegant dress looking at her with a smile. Although there was a smile on her face, there was only coldness in her eyes.

"Xiao Mu, you've endured pain for her since you were little. You've swallowed everything you've endured so she could have a normal life. Countless times, after wiping the blood off your body, you've forced yourself to play house with her... But how has she ever repaid you?"

"She's willing to endure hardship with her father just for her insignificant pride. That's fine, but she also wants to destroy Crychic and have you cover up for her, taking the blame for her crimes on herself. She's made you do so much, and in the end, she wants you to stay for her, to continue to endure all the hardships with her... She's so selfish, isn't she? Does she really care about you?"