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"You've always been on her side, but now she even wants you to help her kill Deng... Doesn't she think you can endure all this pain? Doesn't she know that you will be hated by Su Shi and the others?"

The girl slowly walked up to her and gently held her face. At the same time, Ruoye Mu suddenly found that her vision suddenly dropped. She turned into a puppet and was held in the girl's arms, so she was unable to resist.

"Who are you? Why did you bring me here?"

"Ah, you don't even remember me? But that's no wonder. After all, the reason you were born was my desperate escape and begging... It's only natural that you don't remember me, Xiao Mu."

The girl laughed and touched her hat gently. At the same time, Wakaba Mu was surprised to see scarlet blood on her palms. Only then did he realize that his clothes were stained with blood.

"No, I shouldn't call you Xiao Mu anymore now... Welcome to remember everything, Mortis."

Chapter 305 Mu's Departure

"My name is Ruoye Mu, I have a loving mom and dad, I like acting and singing, and my hobbies are..."

[I don't want to continue acting like this. I want to get rid of all this, but... I can't do it. I don't dare. I don't have any ability to resist.]

Ever since Ruo Yemu gained self-awareness, she hated her life. She didn't want to live because living meant suffering. She had friends who could support her, but Xiangzi did not belong to her alone. She was just Xiangzi's friend.

If she wanted to make up for the pain, her possessiveness and madness towards Xiangzi would grow infinitely. If she didn't do this, she wouldn't be able to hold on... In the pain, the young Ruoye Mu felt that time had become extremely tormenting, and she was always on the verge of collapse, with thorns and abysses on both sides of her body.

Until one day, she suddenly heard a voice as cowardly as her own.

[So scary, so horrible, why do I have to endure all this...]

"who are you?"

After realizing that the voice was in his mind, Ruo Yemu almost couldn't wait to ask, and the voice couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.

[My... My name is Mortis, I don't know why I'm here... Can you stop this? I don't want to endure this torture anymore...]

"I can't do that, but I know why you were born, Mortis. You're sad, right? Because of the pain, because of the violence of those two guys... But you also like Xiangzi, right?"

Wakaba Mu laughed, and the voice in her head murmured in confusion in response.

[I want to stay with Xiang, but I can't go out. Can you let me out? ]

"Yes, mortis...as long as you can promise me that you will always help me bear the pain from now on. As long as you can replace me as Wakaba Mu, I will give all this to you."

The girl reached out her hand expectantly to the doll on the chair, who hesitated.

What about you? Will you stay here forever?

"When you can no longer bear the pain, I will come back. Until then, you are Wakaba Mu."

The girl hugged the doll, and when she opened her eyes again, she had forgotten everything and only felt that she had had a strange dream.

As she grew up and gradually became numb, Ruoye Mu was always watching her. She thought that Mortis would not be able to hold on sooner or later, but to her surprise, she actually endured it all with the help of Xiangzi.

But even though Mortis cared so much about Xiangzi, Ruoye Mu was not affected by her. What she saw was Xiangzi's unconscious dependence on Mortis and the harm she caused to Mortis... All this made her hate Toyokawa Xiangzi even more.

She watched Mortis reject Hastur for Xiangzi, and she watched Mortis's devotion to Xiangzi. She gradually felt bored, and at the same time she understood that Mortis could no longer hold on.

"You're almost broken, mortis, so I'm here to fulfill my promise. Thank you for all you've done for me... I'll help you bear the pain that's coming."

Wakaba Mu hugged the doll and spoke softly with a smile, but the next second her voice suddenly dropped and became extremely cold.

"It's just that I won't give unconditionally to Xiangzi like you do. After I finish this task for you, I won't play house with her anymore."

"Mu, don't do this, please..."

"It's okay now, mortis... let me help you."

She interrupted the puppet softly, and then everything around her suddenly collapsed. When Ruo Ye Mu opened her eyes again, time was still the same moment, and she couldn't help but curl up the corners of her mouth.

"Don't worry, Xiangzi, I will help you."

"...Mu?"

Toyokawa Shoko didn't understand why she smiled and looked at her blankly. The girl didn't respond, but walked past her calmly, gently picked up the lamp that had half recovered, and looked at her with a little pity.

"Don't worry, Deng, I understand how you feel... Life is a curse. I will help you free yourself from your suffering."

"Mu...thank you."

Takamatsu Deng tiredly squeezed out a sound, and when Toyokawa Shoko subconsciously turned around, she saw Wakaba Mutsu raised his hand without hesitation and cast a spell, easily tearing Deng's broken body into pieces, making the energy-depleted color completely unable to be repaired and slowly dissipated into the air.

"Goodbye, Xiangzi. I'm sorry. Please forgive my weakness... I just can't continue to live in this world. Even with your company, I still can't take other lives for granted."

Deng gave her a guilt-filled smile, and Xiangzi opened his eyes wide and subconsciously reached out to her, but his fingertips just passed through the air, unable to hold Deng's hands that had already disappeared.

"Please apologize to everyone for me, Xiangzi... I love them. If only all this hadn't turned out so horrible... If only we could still be ourselves again."

Deng spoke softly with a trembling voice, and at the same time her head completely dissipated. Toyokawa Shoko stared blankly at the place where she was originally, and felt a roar in her head. The chaos and pain seemed to drown her like an epidemic, and she was completely powerless to resist.

"lamp!"

Li Xi's hysterical and furious voice brought Xiangzi back to reality. She subconsciously looked up and saw Ruo Yemu's body was instantly shattered by the ripples of space. She opened her eyes wide and quickly stood in front of her, trying her best to release strength to block the attack that Li Xi was about to release.

"Wait, Lixi! This is what Deng asked for! She can no longer bear it, so she asked us to kill her!"

"So you guys really did that?! Are you crazy?!"

Shiina Riki angrily grabbed her neck tightly, and while suffocating, Toyokawa Shoko gritted her teeth and endured the pain in her heart. She looked at her with tears in her eyes and roared tremblingly.

"You didn't see Deng's eyes, so of course you don't understand... She's been hurt too much. We can all become monsters, but she can't. She has always been that kind and sensitive girl... She's just desperate because of the world we live in. She stabbed herself in the chest over and over again in front of me, crying and begging me... What do you want me to do?! What can I do?! Am I just going to watch her continue to collapse?!"

"..."

Li Xi stared at her blankly, the rage on her face faded away little by little, gradually turning into powerless despair. She tremblingly let go of Toyokawa Shoko, knelt heavily on the ground, and stared motionlessly at the place where the lamp had originally been.

Toyokawa Shoko also fell to the ground. She covered her face and sobbed. A moment later, she suddenly heard Li Xi's hoarse voice.

"Then why did you let Mu kill Deng? You know, no matter what the reason is, we will hate whoever kills Deng... Why did you let her help you do this?"

"I……"

Shoko Toyokawa hesitated, not knowing how to answer. At this time, she saw that Mu's body had recovered. Just when she wanted to apologize to Mu, she unexpectedly saw the girl casually put on her coat, stood up and walked forward without any hesitation.

"Mu...where are you going?"

"I'm leaving you because I hate you."

The girl looked back expressionlessly

Towards her, Toyokawa Shoko was stunned for a moment, and quickly got up from the ground.

"Mu, why do you say that? Is it because I just asked you to do this? I'm sorry, but I really can't do it..."

"I know, but you're really hurting Mortis by doing this, so I hate you."

"Hurt… mortis?"

Toyokawa Shoko looked at her in confusion, and the girl stared at her for a moment and then suddenly smiled, her expression becoming somewhat sarcastic.

"Ah, I forgot. You don't know this yet... The little Mu you know, her real name is actually Mortis. She was born because we've been suffering since we were little. She took over my position and lived through more than ten years of miserable life in my place... But even so, she still always sacrificed for you."

"But what about you? What have you done for her? You lost your temper with her before, not understanding her pain. You made her keep insisting on doing this for you... You kept saying you cared about her, but you made her bear the guilt and sorrow of killing Deng in your place, repeating that you couldn't do it... You basically just treated her as a doll for your emotional gratification."

"..."

Toyokawa Shoko opened her eyes wide and stared at her blankly, while Wakaba Mu shook his head at her. She turned and walked forward, and the blue-haired girl came back to her senses after a moment. She reached out her hand tremblingly towards Mu's back, but her vision began to shake due to the excessive emotional impact.

"Mu! Don't go! Don't leave me! Please, stay by my side, I don't want you to leave...Mu! Sister!"

The girl did not respond to her and just kept walking forward. When Xiangzi subconsciously tried to catch up with her, she lost her balance and fell heavily to the ground. The dizziness and exhaustion made it impossible for her to get up. She could only scream and beg with tears streaming down her face, watching half of her body leave.

"Mu! Mu! Please stay! I will change, I promise I won't do that to you again! At least give me one more chance...Mu!"

Chapter 306 Suppressing Students

"She died for the Xianjuan Group. She was a soldier and employee whom we should all respect... May she rest in peace."

After saying the last words of mourning, Xian Juanxin placed the bouquet in her hand on the coffin. The girls around her, dressed in black military uniforms, fired guns in silence to bid farewell, and the atmosphere was filled with depression and sadness.

When the funeral was finally over, Genmaki turned around and saw Misaki's depressed expression. She walked over and patted her shoulder comfortingly, trying to slow down her voice.

"Misaki, don't be sad. At least she knew why she died, and she didn't suffer too much pain... This is actually a blessing."

"I know...but I can't help but think, if only I had moved a little faster."

Ozawa Misaki pursed her lips and responded in a low voice. She glanced at the cemetery and sighed tiredly and guiltily.

"Although her results were never ideal, she never gave up. She practiced with me several times, always collapsing only when exhausted... She shouldn't have died."

"Yes, but there are many people in this world who shouldn't have died. We still need to look forward."

Xian Juanxin shook her head slightly and led her into the conference room. She turned around and waved to the girls, indicating them to come in. When they lined up and entered, the original sad atmosphere suddenly changed, turning into vague anger and coldness.

"Senior Xin, we want revenge for her... We all managed to survive those lunatics, but she died inexplicably like this... We want revenge."

After a moment of silence, Yuya Yuka was the first to speak expressionlessly, and before Misaki subconsciously wanted to respond, Genmaki Shin nodded slightly and spoke first with a smile.

"I understand your feelings, Youjia. I feel the same way, filled with grief and anger. Don't worry, I won't let my classmates and company employees die in vain. I swear to make those murderers pay."

"But, Kokoro, weren't those murderers killed by the out-of-control Takamatsu Deng?"

Misaki asked subconsciously in surprise, while Kokoro calmly took out the information from the drawer and opened it to show everyone.

"Those armed men are indeed dead, but the mastermind behind this is still alive. I've received intelligence that it was Mizono Watari who pushed for this march and riot. He's reached an agreement with various small organizations within Tokyo that oppose us, intending to use this as a warning to me... However, I won't negotiate with him as he imagines. I'll make him pay the price."

"Not long ago, Mizono Watari also obtained permission to station his forces in Tokyo. What we need to do now is to prevent his infiltration, arrest all the opposition organizations that are colluding with him, and cut off his outstretched hand."

Genmaki Shin took out her tablet and opened the file, while Ozawa Misaki was stunned when she saw the long list and turned to look at her hesitantly.

"Most of them are young students... Xin, do we really have to arrest them all? There are thousands of them. Wouldn't such a large-scale roundup cause unrest?"

"Misaki, I know you don't want to hurt innocent people, but the moment they colluded with Mizono Watari, they were no longer ordinary students. If we leave them alone, they will seduce more students to oppose us... We must strike hard and promptly to eliminate this danger at its source."

Kokoro met her gaze calmly and replied softly with a serious tone, and Misaki hesitated before nodding silently.

"Alright…I'll make sure they're all captured. Let me lead this operation."

"Well, please, Misaki, but if possible, I still hope you can try to avoid bloodshed. After all, they were just impulsive and their crime does not deserve the death penalty."

Genjumaki gave a warning, and Misaki nodded with a complicated expression. She turned around and waved to the other girls, then quickly led them out of the meeting room and got on the military vehicle that had been prepared long ago.

"In addition to conventional weapons, everyone should bring non-lethal equipment. You are not allowed to use lethal firepower without my order. Do you understand?"

Misaki Ozawa looked around at the girls in the car and spoke softly and seriously, and they nodded vigorously without hesitation, slinging their live-fire rifles on their backs and picking up another firearm loaded with rubber bullets.

After a burst of rapid speed, the military vehicles soon stopped in front of the university. Ozawa Misaki glanced at the "Keiho Women's University" at the door, and after realizing that this was the school where Kanon attended, her already tense face became even more depressed.

"Misaki-senpai, when are we going to break in?"

At this time, Yuya Yujia couldn't help but speak anxiously, and Misaki shook her head, patted her shoulder and comforted her.

"Don't be so impulsive. This time we're just conducting an arrest operation, not engaging in a fight with these students... Let me just give them a shout and see if they're willing to come out and cooperate with the inspection."

Misaki picked up the loudspeaker, but before she could open her mouth to persuade them, she saw many students pointing and talking at them from above the teaching building, and soon young voices of righteousness rang out in the school.

"Everyone, Genjumakako's minions have arrived! Just as I expected, she can't tolerate our opposition and now plans to send her lackeys to capture us!"

"Resist! Students! They think they can use violence to

Suppress us, but people's hearts cannot be controlled by violence! We will not accept the absurd and dark corporate rule! We will never bow to ***! "

Following the call on the radio, a large group of fully armed students quickly poured out from the school gate. They had all made simple protective gear with tape and books, their faces full of anger and dissatisfaction. When they saw them, they immediately threw a rain of stones.

"Go to hell! You lackeys of Xian Juanxin!"

"Raise the blast shield!"

Ozawa Misaki opened her eyes wide and shouted at all costs, and the girls quickly raised their hard shields, and a large piece of stone hit them with a crisp sound. At this time, Amaya Yuka also gritted her teeth and turned her eyes to Misaki, pleading with an annoyed look on her face.

"Misaki-senpai, can we open fire now? They're already throwing rocks at us!"

"Wait a moment, Yujia."

Misaki calmly shook her head at her, using the blast shield to block the way in front of her while picking up the speaker and shouting at the top of her voice.

"Dear students, I hope you can calm down. We are not trying to arrest all the students this time. We only want to control those on the list. We will not harm their lives. We just want to bring them back for investigation."

"The Sanyuan Group has taken advantage of your passion. I hope you can wake up and not let them take advantage of you. You should put your sense of justice in more valuable places instead of conflicting with us!"

"Even if the Sanyuan Group helps us, it doesn't conflict with our plans to rebel against the company! You're willing to be Xian Juanxin's lackeys, and you plan to make us give up resistance too?!"

However, the female students on the opposite side had been completely enraged by the broadcast and recent propaganda. They did not think that the current Genmaki Group was qualified to take over Tokyo. They were full of hatred for the so-called "Joint Announcement" and scoffed at Misaki's persuasion.

Another rain of stones flew over, and seeing that her persuasion was ineffective, Misaki could only sigh and helplessly began to give a final warning.

"Please return to your classrooms immediately. I repeat, please return to your classrooms immediately, otherwise we will use non-lethal firepower to forcibly disperse the crowd."

"Wait, are they going to shoot? I don't think so..."

"What are you afraid of? She already said it's non-lethal firepower, so why should we be afraid of them?! Everyone, charge over and take them all down!"

Misaki's warning did make some students hesitate, but it also completely angered more students. They shouted slogans of opposition and walked quickly towards the army. Misaki could only sigh and nodded slightly to the others.