mygo, but Cthulhu

Why did my mother commit suicide? And why did she hide it from me?

"Hahaha... You'll know all this soon, Toyokawa Shoko. I hope you can bear it by then."

At this moment, Ushigome Yuri suddenly laughed, and the next moment, Sankaku Shuji suddenly ran out of the alley. He anxiously wanted to warn Xiangzi and the others, but then the light of the dreamland instantly enveloped everyone except Mu and Wakamu.

Toyokawa Shoko fell into a state of confusion, her vision and consciousness blurred. When she finally regained consciousness, a girl with pink highlights appeared in front of her, looking at her worriedly.

"Saori, are you okay? Are you feeling unwell?"

Chapter 132 The Pain is Over

Saori?

Toyokawa Shoko was confused, but the next moment she felt herself shaking her head, and the voice did not belong to her.

"I'm fine, Shichuan. Maybe I didn't sleep well last night. Don't worry, I can hold on."

"Really? Then Saori, if you want to rest, you must tell me right away."

The girl nodded with some concern, and at this time another girl who looked a bit like Mizukuri came over and patted Saori's shoulder.

"Don't force yourself, Saori. I know you're really focused on the recent performance, and our rehearsal schedule is a bit tight, but even so, you shouldn't neglect rest, right?"

"Yeah, I know, Yuo,"

Toyokawa Shoko's vision swayed up and down, and she tried her best to comfort the team members. It was not until this moment that she realized that her consciousness should be trapped in this girl, and the name they called...this girl is her grandmother?

Realizing this, Xiangzi couldn't help but feel unbelievable. She wanted to look around but couldn't control her head. She could only let Saori walk to her seat. But then Xiangzi saw Saori in the mirror... She was the same as in the photo, but she looked much more cheerful and didn't have the gloomy temperament in the photo.

Shoko Toyokawa knew that she later met the god Pan, but she had no idea what the specific circumstances were... Although she didn't know what happened, she could now understand what happened that year in this way, and it seemed that this accident was not a completely bad thing.

Then, Toyokawa Shoko saw Saori in the mirror begin to sing softly. Her singing was gentle and soft. Although there was some difference, it inexplicably reminded Shoko of the lamp... She was obviously singing with sincere emotions like the lamp.

The instruments and practice room from decades ago seemed rather old in Xiangzi's eyes, but the tacit understanding of the Miracle Crimson Band could make up for the shortcomings of the conditions. Xiangzi quietly appreciated the music, felt the trembling of Saori's chest, and her inner satisfaction, and felt a little dazed for a moment.

It seemed to be like this back then when we were in crychic. There was nothing to worry about, the world was simple and beautiful, with only music and each other's laughter... No, I can't recall the past now, I need to collect as much information as possible.

Xiangzi quickly interrupted his recollection and focused his attention on the present. At this time, Saori and the others had already walked out of the practice room. They were chatting about where to go next, but Xiangzi caught a glimpse of an extremely beautiful figure out of the corner of his eye.

"……what is that?"

Saori was stunned for a moment, while Jie Yu looked in that direction in confusion, but found nothing.

"What did you see, Saori?"

"I... I don't know... wait for me."

Her body was inexplicably restless and her mind began to blur. At this moment, Toyokawa Shoko's perspective was pulled out of Saori's body. She floated quietly beside her, looking at her confused eyes. Then, Saori suddenly and unconsciously let go of the instrument in her hand. As the strings fell to the ground and broke, she turned around and ran quickly in the dull gaze of others.

"Saori! Where are you going?! Saori?!"

Shichuan and the others reacted and started chasing immediately, while Xiangzi was also pulled forward by an unknown force. She watched Saori's body burst out with unimaginable speed and left behind Shichuan and the others who were running desperately. Finally, Saori walked into an abandoned factory, and when Xiangzi also entered, she couldn't help but be stunned by the indescribable beauty and temptation.

"Do you want to receive a boon?"

Pan looked at Saori with a calm smile on his face, and Saori walked forward unconsciously.

Then the scene flashed, and Xiangzi saw that the exhausted Shichuan and the others had finally found this place, but they were stunned after opening the door... Saori was lying in a pool of transparent mucus, her eyes were dull and confused, and a twisted ecstatic smile was on her face.

Xiangzi watched Shichuan and the others crying bitterly, and called the emergency number in panic. Then the scene flashed again, and Xiangzi's vision returned to Saori. She was staring at the hospital's examination report, the results of which Xiangzi had seen once before.

"Saori... don't be sad, this is just a normal physiological result... It doesn't mean anything, you were just hurt by that bastard, that's all."

Shichuan held her hand and comforted her carefully, but Saori was silent and just smiled bitterly, shaking her head silently.

"...Let's go to rehearsal, Shichuan. You haven't been to rehearsal for a long time because you've been taking care of me, right?"

"But Saori, your body...Okay, let's go to rehearsal."

Shichuan subconsciously wanted to say something, but after seeing Saori's empty eyes, he quickly changed his words, suppressed the pain and nodded vigorously.

They came to the practice room, and after everything was ready, Saori slowly picked up the microphone. Xiangzi could feel her body trembling, and the fear and pain in her heart continued to increase.

"..."

The sound of musical instruments rang out, but Saori still didn't speak. She closed her eyes and clenched her teeth. The others looked at each other in confusion. Yuo tried to comfort them carefully.

"Saori, don't worry, just rest for a few more days..."

"no!"

Saori yelled out in pain, causing the practice room to fall into silence. She took a deep, trembling breath, wiped away her tears, and shook her head vigorously.

"I'm sorry, but we have to start. If we don't start now, we'll really be too late for the performance. We can't let everyone be held back because of me."

"……All right,"

The others were silent and could only nod, while Saori clutched the microphone tightly and tried desperately to muster up her courage. At the same time, Xiangzi saw her memories. She seemed to have practiced at home many times, but the result...

The sound of musical instruments rang out again, and this time Saori finally sang out with a trembling voice. Everyone subconsciously felt relaxed and happy, but then they couldn't help but be stunned.

Saori's singing was completely different from what they remembered. There was no familiar soft emotion, no longing and hope. There was only monotonous flattery and desire that they could not understand. Even though Saori tried her best to suppress it, they still heard this dirty singing.

"No! No! Aaaaaaaaah!"

After realizing that she could only sing such disgusting songs, Saori collapsed. She knelt on the ground wailing and screaming. Shichuan was the first to react and rushed over to help her up, but was pushed away by Saori with tears streaming down her face.

"Don't touch me, don't touch me... I can't sing anymore. I can't do it anymore! Poetry Ship!"

"Don't say that, Saori, as long as you rest for a while..."

"It's no use! My mind is full of what happened that day... Can you believe it? Even now I am still thinking about

That guy, I still long for him! The more disgusted I feel, the clearer his beauty becomes. I have tried to sing countless times, but there is only this filth in my voice... This can only mean that I am no longer worthy of being with you. "

Saori whispered desperately, then stumbled out the door. The others tried to hold her back but were forced to shake her off. In the end, they could only watch her sob as she left, helpless.

At the same time, Xiangzi suddenly found that the medical examination report in Saori's pocket was blown out by the wind and fell into the corner. She was immersed in pain and did not notice it at all. Others also stared at her back in a daze and did not notice this.

Xiangzi raised her hand to pick up the report, but her hand passed through it. She wanted to alert others, but they couldn't hear her.

Everyone left the practice room silently, being pulled forward by an inexplicable force. Xiangzi looked back and saw a reporter with a camera walking in. After a moment of silence, he couldn't help but sigh deeply.

Chapter 133 Chuhua's Past

"Xiao Xiang? Xiao Xiang?"

In the empty white space, Sanjiao Chuhua tried her best to call out to the person she cared about the most, but all she saw was emptiness. She tried many times but received no response, and she couldn't help but sigh deeply.

"Where is Xiaoxiang..."

"Squeak,"

"Just be quiet, okay?! Why are you damn rats everywhere?!"

The sudden sound of rats ignited Chu Hua's anger completely. She gritted her teeth and growled, quickly turning her head to look at the source of the sound, but this time she didn't find it as she thought... A dirty pool of blood appeared at the source of the sound, and several rats also looked at her, and then slowly spoke in her voice.

"Sanjiao Chuhua, you look really pitiful right now, like a stray dog ​​that has lost its owner, barking in despair. There's nothing else you can do."

"Oh, you beasts are qualified to judge me?"

Chu Hua sneered and walked over quickly. She kicked the rat into the pool of blood, but then she felt her throat immediately filled with the taste of blood. She coughed for a long time before she could barely recover.

"Beast? Are you talking about yourself?"

The rats' heads popped out again, but this time they looked more human-like, making them look even more eerie.

"We are indeed ugly, but we can guarantee that your heart is countless times uglier than ours, and countless times more hypocritical. You don't even dare to admit your own desires."

"what are you talking about?"

"Didn't Su Shi tell you everything? You are a member of the Bailu family. Your bloodline gives you an innate desire to devour your own kind."

The mice laughed.

"You actually have your own guess, right? When you entered the banquet venue, you smelled the fragrance that was Ruoye Mu's flesh and blood. You clearly wanted to eat her, didn't you?"

"You're talking nonsense... I've never had that kind of interest. Some force must have taken over my senses."

Chu Hua gritted his teeth and subconsciously retorted, while the mice shook their heads slightly.

"Poor Sanjiao Chuhua, you still don't want to admit it. So your shattered memory is also a conspiracy of others? You must be obsessed with revenge, right? For example... your father?"

"He killed my mother, so of course I want revenge on him. I also want to find out who tampered with my memory."

Chu Hua replied coldly, then left quickly without paying any more attention to them. A moment later, her own voice suddenly rang out from behind her.

"What about Xiangzi? Do you dare to say that you have no desire for her?"

"I only have a very normal friendship with Xiangzi. She is my best friend. I will do my best to protect her and give her everything I can. That's all."

"Hahahahahaha... Sanjiao Chuhua, your antics are beyond my expectations."

The mice burst into laughter, as if she had told a very funny joke. Chu Hua looked at them with disgust. Although she wanted to leave immediately, she still patiently asked questions considering the information they might know.

"From the tone you're using, do you know where Xiangzi is now?"

"Of course. After all, she's pregnant with Yug's offspring. Such a distinct aura is hard to ignore... But now this dreamland is just a fragment forcibly torn apart by the Outer Gods. It won't be easy for you to find her."

The mice laughed, then suddenly dived into the pool of blood again. A moment later, they suddenly dragged up the mutilated body of a girl.

"Come on, Sanjiao Chuhua, try to find as much information as possible from this body. We believe you can do it."

"Why should I waste my time with you?"

"So you're going to refuse? Don't you want to see Xiangzi anymore? You can only find her if you obey our orders."

“…You better keep your word.”

Chu Hua nodded after a moment of silence. She tried hard to suppress the inexplicable ominous premonition in her heart, pursed her lips and asked softly,

"So, what do you want me to do? I can't tell much from just a corpse."

"You don't need to think too much. Just say whatever comes to your mind. It will be easy for you."

The mice pushed the body around, and Chu Hua sighed and glanced at the body.

"His skin is dark and his palms are rough. You can tell he's from a poor family. He must have done a lot of housework. But his nutritional status isn't bad."

"There were multiple bite marks on her body, but it didn't look like the work of any wild animal... I'm sure a human ate her. They suddenly pounced on her and then tore open her carotid artery with their teeth. The scene must have been horrific."

After she finished speaking, she looked at the mice impatiently.

"Is it okay?"

"You missed one thing,"

The mice pointed at the corpse's hand. Chu Hua glanced at the ring on it, but suddenly felt strangely familiar... Suppressing this discomfort, she took it off and found crooked childish handwriting on the inside.

"To my best friend, Miko."

"hiss,"

When Chu Hua saw this line of words, he suddenly felt a pain in his head, and the girl's smile flashed before his eyes, followed by the scene of her being eaten by a blurry figure.

"How is this going?"

"This is your childhood, the childhood you have long forgotten."

The mice smiled, and Chu Hua also noticed that there were more human features on their faces, so he pursed his lips.

"I do think I remembered a little bit, but why would I forget something like this? It should have been very profound."

"Then you have to ask yourself,"

They smiled casually, and then the girl's body turned into a pool of blood. The ring in Chuhua's hand slowly dissipated. When she looked up and was about to speak, she found that the blood pool was already filled with the bodies of children. They were all like the girl, with incomplete bodies covered with bite marks.

"Come on, Chuhua, find what they have in common."

"..."

Chu Hua's head began to hurt more and more. She observed the corpses silently and soon found that their physical features were the same as the girl's. It was basically certain that they were from the same place.

Not only that, she also recovered various

There were all kinds of small gifts, and the handwriting on them was the same as that on the ring, but the messages on them became fewer and fewer, and the rings became less and less intact.

After the inspection, Chu Hua had a bunch of small trinkets in her hands. She rubbed her throbbing temples, suppressed the pain in her mind and looked at the mice.

"What on earth do you want to show me? Let me remind you that monotonous bloody scenes cannot scare me."

"Haven't you remembered it yet? Chuhua?"

The mice laughed sarcastically and gestured to the surroundings.

"They are all your friends. Every time you give a gift, your friend will be eaten... Have you forgotten this?"

As they finished speaking, a multitude of horrific scenes suddenly appeared before Chu Hua's eyes. Starting with the girl at the very beginning, every child who made friends with her would be eaten by that figure... The oppressive feeling in the scenes became less and less as the number of corpses increased, as if she had gradually gotten used to it.