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Chu Hua couldn't help but kneel down on the ground with her hands covering her head. She wailed softly because of the intense pain. In the blink of an eye, she suddenly returned to her hometown. Her body became tender and young, and there were flying stones all around, hitting her body and leaving blood marks.

"A monster, she must be a monster. Anyone who makes friends with her will disappear soon... Smash her, smash her to death!"

"Go to hell! Go to hell!"

Vicious curses flooded into Chuhua's mind. For a moment, she had no idea what was happening. She instinctively curled up her body, and a moment later, she suddenly felt that the flying stones had disappeared. She looked up and saw that her father had held her in his arms.

"Little devils, I remember I warned you that if you do this again you're doomed."

Triangle Zhouci glanced at them coldly, and the children suddenly remembered that their parents also had to be careful with him, so they quickly threw down the stones and ran back home.

"Heh...your parents will send you up here and let me fight you back."

Zhou Ci sneered. Although he had eloped with Rika, his former underworld background was enough to scare these fishermen... It was a pity that things had developed to this point today.

"Chuhua, let's go home. I'll help you apply the medicine."

Sanjiao Zhouci took her hand and walked back home, and Chuhua gradually began to recall the memories that had been buried for a long time... It was indeed as those children said, the children who made friends with her all disappeared, and Chuhua also knew who ate them.

“…Dad, I don’t want to go home.”

She spoke softly with trembling voice, and Zhou Ci was stunned for a moment and just touched her head silently. He picked her up, but Chu Hua could only cry silently.

Yes, she knew where the missing children went, but she didn't tell anyone else. She even watched with her own eyes as her father disposed of the bodies and threw them into the sea.

...So that's how it was. Why did she only remember it now? Why had she been able to act so nonchalant all this time, even fooling herself?

Chu Hua couldn't help but laugh miserably. She was carried back home by her father, and when she opened the door, she was hit by a smell of blood. A woman covered in blood was biting a child who had recently disappeared. She was also the last person on the island who dared to be friends with her.

…The scene was just like when she first discovered it. Someone so familiar to her was devouring her friend, and she could only stay where she was, unable to do anything.

…because the person who ate her friend was her mother.

Chapter 134 She is a mouse, she is also Chuhua

In Chuhua's memory, her mother was very gentle at first. She loved Chuhua and would often hug Chuhua gently and tell her many interesting stories. At this time, her father would stand by and watch them quietly with a smile.

But what confused Chuhua was that her mother would often say sorry to her, and her expression was always sad when she said that. So Chuhua would touch her hair and try her best to comfort her, even though she didn't understand why her mother was apologizing.

...Later, the mother seemed to have contracted a disease. She sometimes began to show a painful expression, and the hunger on her face was as if she was not full. Chuhua wanted to give her food, but the mother always refused.

She later understood that her mother was suffering because of the hunger in her blood. She had obviously been trying hard to suppress her cannibalistic desires, even breaking off relations with the Bailu family and eloping with her father... However, long-term repression would one day become unsustainable, and her hunger would always erupt.

That day, she brought her friends home to play. Although her mother was still locked in her room, Chuhua was optimistic that she would recover soon. She and her friends folded a lot of paper cranes, hoping that her mother would recover soon. Then, she left for a while.

When she pushed the door open again, Sanjiao Chuhua first smelled a bloody smell. She had smelled this smell when she helped kill fish, but this time it was particularly strong. When she walked into the room, she saw that her friend's neck had been bitten off, and her mother was lying on her like a wild beast, gnawing at her body.

"……Mother?"

She didn't understand what was happening at the time, and just called out subconsciously. Her mother was suddenly awakened by her voice. She trembled and moved back quickly. After seeing what she had done, her face twisted in pain.

"Chuhua...did I do all this?"

"..."

Chuhua just sat there blankly, not knowing what to say, while Shirasagi Rika covered her face with her hands tremblingly. She wailed with self-blame, suffering that she had finally succumbed to the hunger in her blood.

When Chu Hua came to her senses, she found that her mother handed her a scale-removing knife, and her words made her even more at a loss.

"Chuhua, kill me... please."

"..."

Chuhua could say nothing and do nothing. Her mother wailed and begged her to end her life, but Chuhua could only stand there blankly, her mind filled with confusion and pain.

When his father came home, he just sighed after a moment of silence. He also did not kill Shirasagi Rika. He just tiredly chopped her friend into pieces and threw them away, and asked Chuhua not to tell anyone... otherwise her mother would die.

...After that, Chuhua no longer brought her friends home, but her mother's mental state worsened. She was sometimes lucid and sometimes crazy. When she was lucid, she always wanted to find her, and when she was crazy, she would pounce on her friends and eat them again.

Time and time again, Chu Hua went from pain to collapse to numbness. She gradually began to accept her fate. She began to think that all this pain was what she deserved to endure because she, like her mother, was born with this desire.

...Until that day, Chu Hua met a blue-haired girl who looked exceptionally delicate. Almost the first moment she saw her, Chu Hua felt an indescribable desire slowly emerging. She understood that this was her own desire... However, what was clearer than this desire was the throbbing in her numb heart.

The blue-haired girl is called Xiangzi. It seems like she is here for vacation for the first time and she is completely ignorant of the mountains and forests. Chuhua takes her to various places to play. Although her mind reminds her that she should not make friends with others anymore, she still can't bear to give up the curiosity and kindness in Xiangzi's childish eyes.

...It's only for a little while, so it shouldn't be a problem, right? Xiangzi will be back soon anyway, so she shouldn't be noticed by her mother.

Chuhua is so

Thinking about it, she forgot everything and immersed herself in getting along with Xiangzi. After a long period of depression, she felt happy for the first time, and this feeling mixed with her gradually expanding appetite made her remember Xiangzi deeply in her mind.

When the time came and she finally had to go home, Chuhua reluctantly said goodbye to Xiangzi. She returned home with mixed feelings, and after opening the door, she saw her mother waiting in front of her. She had a joyful smile on her face, and she walked quickly over to hug her, her crazy tone full of praise.

"Chuhua, you've done so well. I saw it all...your new friend, her name is Xiangzi, right? She smells like a treasure. The moment I saw her, I was sure she was definitely more delicious than anyone else on this island!"

"She must have a special bloodline like ours, which means...if I can consume her, I might be able to satisfy this insatiable hunger, and we might be able to return to the way we were before!"

The mother was talking to herself excitedly, but Chuhua felt her blood slowly freezing in her arms. Her eyes went dark and her whole body was completely engulfed by despair.

Her mother noticed it after all, and she realized how stupid her luck and self-deception were. She had been playing with Xiangzi all day, so how could her mother not notice?

"Chuhua, please help your mother one last time. I know you've suffered for so long... but I promise that if I can eat this friend of yours, I will never do this again. I will be satisfied, and the disease that torments me will be cured."

At the same time, Shirasagi Rika handed the scale-removing knife to Sanjiao Chuhua with great anticipation. The gentle emotion in her eyes that Chuhua had not seen for a long time made her a little dazed for a moment.

However, the next moment, what appeared before her eyes was the scene of Xiangzi being eaten. After realizing the horrible fact that was about to happen, Chuhua was stunned. After a long silence, she began to tremble and slowly took the scale-removing knife.

...Xiangzi, will he be eaten too?

"Good boy, lure her out now, I know you can..."

The next second, the scale-removing knife pierced Shirasaki Rika's chest. Her smiling expression froze for a moment, and she slowly lowered her head to look at Chu Hua's hand holding the scale-removing knife. After a while, she realized what had happened, and her expression suddenly became extremely ferocious.

"Chuhua! How dare you..."

"Boom!"

Triangle Chuhua grabbed her head and used all his strength to press her head into the water tank. Her mother beat her body frantically to break free, but Chuhua seemed to feel no pain and just pressed her down with an expressionless face.

The scaling knife pierced Shirasagi Rika's lungs, and soon her struggles became weaker, and the water tank was dyed scarlet by her blood. Even when her struggles completely stopped, Chuhua still held her tightly.

It was not until it was dark and all Chu Hua's strength was completely gone that she let go of her hands weakly, knelt on the ground and cried, but while crying, she couldn't help laughing, a mixture of pain and joy.

Her mother died, killed by her own hands... But in this way, Xiaoxiang would not be eaten, and she could continue to live and grow up.

While wailing and laughing, Chuhua also deeply understood that what supported her to take action was not only her feelings for Xiaoxiang, but also her appetite. It was the appetite that entangled her soul the moment she saw Xiaoxiang, and it was the appetite that she never wanted to share with her mother.

She is a wild beast, a mouse, who dreams of eating Xiaoxiang. She is also the first flower of the triangle. She wants to be with Xiaoxiang forever, to own and possess everything she has, because all her pain and madness can be transformed into love for Xiaoxiang.

...But now, it's not appropriate to show it so early. I'll seal this memory first. The first layer will pretend that my mother was admitted to a mental hospital, and the second layer will pretend that my father killed her.

In this way, Sanjiao Chuhua can become friends with Xiaoxiang without being scared away by the mouse. When the mouse wakes up... she can realize her long-suppressed desire.

Chapter 135 Pain

"The lead singer of Miracle Crimson, the eldest daughter of the Toyokawa family, is pregnant before marriage? What is the hidden story behind this?"

"Recent news is that an underage girl is pregnant. How can such a morally corrupt person be the lead singer of a band?"

"...damn reporters,"

Tsuzuki Shifune gritted his teeth as he looked at the newspapers in his hand. After muttering something in annoyance, he tore them all into pieces and threw them into the trash can.

Then she hesitated for a moment, but still walked forward and rang the doorbell. A moment later, a maid opened the door and came out with a helpless expression on her face.

"I'm sorry, my daughter needs to rest now. You'd better wait for a while. Her classmates at school know about this, and the rumors about her are very bad..."

"But she's a victim, isn't she?"

Tsuzuki Shifune gritted his teeth when he heard her words.

"Why do they make random comments about others without knowing the facts? Aren't the police also tracking down the criminals now?"

"I personally agree with your idea, but the situation here is not something I can change."

The maid shook her head slightly, but when she was about to close the door, her cell phone suddenly rang. She looked at the screen and was stunned for a moment. After touching the answering button, Shichuan heard Saori's tired voice.

“Let the poetry ship in.”

"Ok."

The maid nodded and welcomed Tsuzuki Shifune in. The latter followed her with a depressed mood. On the way, she could see the servants throwing today's newspapers into the trash can, and their expressions were not very good.

Tsuzuki Shifune came to Saori's room. She had been here before, but this was the first time she felt a heavy worry. She tentatively raised her hand and knocked on the door gently, but it opened directly.

"Saori?"

She walked into a dark room and vaguely saw a familiar figure curled up on the bed. Next to him was the uneaten food placed by the servants, which was now completely cold.

"Poetry Boat... My classmates comforted me on the surface, but behind my back they said I was... maybe I was just fawning over some homeless guy..."

After a while, Saori spoke slowly with tears in her eyes, and Shichuan gritted her teeth in anger after understanding her situation. However, she also understood that what was more important was to comfort Saori, so she quickly walked forward and hugged her.

"It's okay, Saori, you don't need to care about what those guys think. They are just ridiculous guys. We will always stay by your side."

"Poetry Ship..."

Saori hugged her and burst into tears, while Xiangzi watched this painful scene quietly beside her. She couldn't help but sigh again, and then she noticed the footsteps earlier than the two people who were immersed in sadness, and turned to look at the door.

"Saori, I have found out the situation now, you..."

Saori's father opened the door and saw Shifune behind him. He paused for a moment, then gestured towards the door with a slightly changed expression.

"Your friend is here too, Ms. Tsuzuki. Please step out for a moment. Saori and I have something to talk about."

"Can't I know?"

"I said, this is a very important matter,"

The man repeated it calmly, and Tsuzuki Shifune could only whisper a few words of comfort before leaving. She waited quietly outside, but a moment later, she suddenly heard Saori's howl of disbelief and pain.

"No! I don't want it!"

She was stunned for a moment, then Saori suddenly opened the door and rushed into her arms. She trembled and hugged her tightly, her tears soaking Shichuan's chest.

"Mr. Toyokawa...what did you say to her?"

Tsuzuki Shifune gritted her teeth and looked at the man who didn't look surprised, but the man shook his head.

"This is the secret of the Toyokawa family. I'm sorry, even though you are Saori's friend, you can't know this."

"Why is that? Do you think I'll leak the secret?"

Tsuzuki Shifune raised her voice eagerly, but the man just shook his head.

"I'm sorry, this is actually for your own good. After all, you are just a child..."

"Uncle Fengchuan, please tell us,"

At this time, Bai Lu Jingmei, who had hurried over, heard this conversation and couldn't help but beg in a low voice, while the man looked at her calmly.

"Since you requested it, then I can tell you. However, this is a deal initiated by the Bai Lu family... After you return, your parents will definitely ask you to withdraw from Miracle Crimson according to their arrangements. Are you sure?"

"Yeah... I'm sure."

Before Tsuzuki Shifune could react to what this meant, Shirasagi Kyomi nodded firmly, and the man shrugged.

"Well...Saori met the incarnation of the Supreme Mother Goddess, the Great God Pan. This means that the child in her belly is connected to her life. She can't have an abortion and must give birth to the child."

"No! I absolutely don't want it!"

The moment he finished speaking, Saori couldn't help but scream, her voice filled with hatred and pain.

"It's all because of that thing... The band's reputation has been damaged because of me, everyone's daily lives have been completely shattered, and I'm suffering all this pain... Even if you kill me, I would never give birth to it."

"I know your pain, but what I said is also true, Saori."

The man sighed, and glanced at Tsuzuki Shifune, who was dazed by the excessive information, and said something meaningful in his voice.

"Besides, your friends certainly don't want to see you die. Is your resistance more important than your friends?"

"I……"

Saori was stunned for a moment, her expression becoming more and more painful. After Tsuzuki Shifune reacted, she looked at the man in disbelief, hoping to find signs that he was joking, but she could only vaguely confirm that he was not lying.

"Sir... what are you talking about? What Supreme Mother Goddess? What Pan? And how could there be a fetus in the world that is connected to its mother's life? This is completely illogical."

"Logic is an illusion people use to justify their ignorant dreams. I know it's hard for you to believe, so I'll just let you see it firsthand."

The man shook his head slightly, raised his hand and made Tsuzuki Shifune's body float up directly. He clenched his fist slightly, and she felt suffocated instantly... However, this surreal scene made her mind go blank.

"Now that you know the truth, congratulations on your misfortune."

The man let her fall to the ground, then walked up and patted her shoulder.

"I've never communicated with my daughter... I'll leave it to you. I believe you can make her accept reality. After all, you must want her to live just as much as I do."

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