mygo, but Cthulhu

"Hahaha, is that so? Then it seems I can't keep you here. What a pity! I really wanted you to see her expression at that time..."

"I killed my mother."

Chu Hua suddenly raised her head and spoke softly to him with a smile, causing Sanjiao Zhouci to freeze in his tracks, his mind instantly in a state of confusion.

What did she just... say?

"Tear,"

The next moment, Chu Hua suddenly took out a dagger and cut his throat. Sanjiao Zhouci had no time to react. When he came to his senses, he had fallen to the ground. Blood kept flowing out of the wound, and his heart was full of incomprehensible confusion.

"Cough cough..."

He raised his head with great effort to look at Chu Hua, who gently hugged him, smiling and stroking his hair.

"I'm sorry, Dad. I wanted to cooperate with you, but your acting is too exaggerated. If you continue like this, I'm afraid I won't be able to help laughing, so I can only confess."

"I know what you're thinking, but don't worry. I've already remembered it, and I don't feel any remorse or pain. I now understand my true self, and I'm happy and hopeful about the future."

She gently held Zhou Ci's face, and gently touched the wrinkles on his face that had accumulated from so many years of fatigue.

“And now I finally understand

You've done so much for Mom and me, Dad. You've worked so hard. You've endured so much pain for us. You worked so hard to cover up the missing persons case, and when you came home, you only saw Mom going crazy and me numb.

"Even after I came to Tokyo, you still followed me, worried about me, and even willingly joined the committee as a Hunter... Dad, I owe you so much. Given the current situation, even if I tried to persuade you to retire and rest, I'm afraid you wouldn't accept. If you continue to help me like this, you might even end up facing a fate worse than death."

"So, as your daughter, I can only help you fall into eternal sleep. Don't worry, it will soon stop hurting. Death is the only gift this cruel world gives us, and you will soon have it."

"Chuhua..."

Zhou Ci didn't care about the physical pain. While trying to squeeze out a sound, he stared at Chu Hua's eyes full of gentle emotions. After confirming that there was really no pain in them, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

It doesn't matter what happens to me, as long as Chuhua is not sad. Anyway, my original plan was to let her kill me. Now that she knows the truth, she can still face reality without pain or sadness. This is really the best.

It's just a pity that I can't continue to protect her. I hope she can always be safe...

A final thought flashed through Zhou Ci's vague consciousness, and he slowly closed his eyes. Chu Hua gently placed her palm on his chest. After she could no longer feel his heartbeat, she raised the corners of her mouth in joy and relief.

"That's great, Dad. You're truly dead, and your soul has dissipated. You weren't captured by any terrifying existence, nor devoured by any monster. You just disappeared from this horrible world... How lucky you are."

"Don't worry, I know what you were worried about until the very end. If it doesn't involve Xiaoxiang, then of course I will protect myself. After all, this is what you and your mother in normal times expect."

Chu Hua stood up happily, and Zhou Ci's body slowly dissipated because it was in the fragments of the dreamland. After watching her father's death quietly, she smiled and continued to move forward, following the extremely strong sensation.

Xiaoxiang, I have dealt with the last worry, and now I am coming to find you. Wait for me, I will be by your side soon.

Chapter 140 Reverse Fertility

"I...where am I?"

After a moment, Anzi Toyokawa opened her eyes blankly. The first thing she saw was Xiangzi with a dull expression. After a moment of hesitation, she looked down at her lower body which was still in the crack of Xiangzi's abdomen. Her expression instantly became depressed and gloomy.

"Xiangzi... I should be dead, why am I still conscious now? What is going on?"

"I don't know, I just pulled my mother out subconsciously..."

Xiangzi shook his head subconsciously, while Xingzi clenched her teeth.

"Really? You pulled me out? Why?"

"Mom... I know you hate me, and I already know about Saori's grandmother. I know that no matter how many times I say sorry, it won't make you feel better... But I just didn't want to give up on you."

Xiangzi lowered his head, sighed and spoke softly,

"Ever since that day, I've been wondering why you committed suicide. I never thought you did it because of me... Mom, can you forgive me?"

"Yes, as long as you smash my head."

Toyokawa Anzi nodded decisively and pointed at the pistol on Xiangzi's waist expressionlessly. Xiangzi was also stunned for a moment, and after reacting, he couldn't help but pursed his lips.

"Mom, I really can't do this..."

"Then I'll do it myself."

Toyokawa Anzi wanted to pick up the gun, but Xiangzi subconsciously held her hand and looked into her eyes painfully.

"Mom, do you really have to do this? I know I hurt you a lot, but I will definitely try my best to make it up to you in the future. Can you..."

"Your very existence is a harm to me!"

She was halfway through her words when Toyokawa Anzi suddenly roared, raised her hand and grabbed Xiangzi's throat, and her twisted face came close to Xiangzi and stared into his eyes.

"Do you know how long I've put up with you? Ever since you were born, I've been enduring nothing but pain. Because of you, Mother's hateful bloodline continues, and I can't even show any resentment towards you! Because Toyokawa Nobuo would threaten me with the only thing Mother left me!"

"You stick to me all day long. Do you know what I'm thinking every time you hug me?! I'm desperately trying to resist the urge to strangle you, and I'm trying hard to look gentle! I try my best to pretend to be a normal mother, but the more I do this, the more painful it becomes, because you're not what I want at all! Why were you born?!"

"Mother……"

Xingzi's hands tightly grasped Toyokawa Shoko's throat, making her dizzy and suffocated. She struggled to squeeze out a sound, looking into those familiar eyes filled with pain and hatred.

...Yes, how could she ask for her forgiveness? She had never received the love of Saori's grandmother, so of course she couldn't love herself... She would only hate herself, just as she hated herself.

...Since she was planning to end her life anyway, it wouldn't be bad to die at her mother's hands. At least in this way, she could return the life she was given to her mother.

Thinking of this, Shoko Toyokawa sighed tiredly in her heart and was about to slowly close her eyes, but the next moment, she heard a gunshot, and then her mother's distorted face shattered directly, and hot blood splashed on her face.

"..."

Toyokawa Shoko was stunned. She watched as her mother, whose head was pierced, loosened her grip powerlessly. She fell to the ground, and her lower body slid out from the crack in her abdomen.

"Bang bang bang!"

Chu Hua walked over quickly, and with a distorted expression, he fired continuously at Toyokawa Anzi on the ground. He stopped firing when the magazine was empty. He quickly turned around and helped the dazed Toyokawa Shoko up, and quickly bandaged the laceration on her abdomen.

"Xiaoxiang, are you okay? Does it hurt? I'm sorry, I just got here..."

"Chuhua, you just..."

Xiangzi came back to his senses and spoke slowly with a trembling voice, while Chuhua tilted his head and smiled after understanding what she meant.

"Ah, Xiaoxiang, you were in danger just now. Although this counterfeit product looks very similar to Xiaoxiang and even smells more delicious than Xiaoxiang, I certainly won't make a mistake. Look, her face is now broken."

"But, that's my mother..."

"Really? Then Xiaoxiang, you don't have to worry, because I will always take care of you."

Chuhua smiled, and Xiangzi finally noticed her abnormality. She wanted to ask in confusion, but then she saw Fengchuan Anzi trembling on the ground.

"Huh? Not dead yet? Looks like I need to give her another shot."

Chuhua turned around and raised the gun, while Toyokawa Shoko quickly stood in front of her mother.

"Chu Hua, don't do this! She has reasons to hate me, and I just did it voluntarily. Don't hurt her!"

"Since you say so, Xiaoxiang..."

Chu Hua reluctantly put down the gun, and Xiangzi breathed a sigh of relief. He saw the wound on Xingzi's face healed rapidly. She covered her lower abdomen in pain, just like Xiangzi did.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?! Are you okay?!"

Xiangzi leaned forward anxiously to ask, but Xingzi's eyes were extremely distracted. She raised her hands blankly, and the dazed expression on her face showed that she was not talking to Xiangzi.

"Mom... don't be sad. If getting hurt makes you happy, then you can do whatever you want..."

"Tear,"

Another hand tore through Toyokawa Anzi's abdomen and stretched out. Xiangzi suddenly realized something and opened his eyes wide.

So, Grandma Saori crawled out of her mother's belly? What's going on? What factors led to this? Think about it quickly! Toyokawa Shoko!

She clenched her teeth, then quickly realized that what she had just seen was an illusion, and quickly lowered her head to look at her lower abdomen.

By the way, all of this might be the ability of the Heir of Yug that she possessed. Because her emotions just now were too painful, she unconsciously triggered it... Then, if she wanted to completely erase herself, she would probably need to control it.

"Please, give me some strength to end this tragedy..."

Xiangzi anxiously squeezed her lower abdomen. She felt something in the pain. She raised her hand and tried to touch the thin line in her hazy vision.

"All I need to do is to prevent Grandma Saori from meeting Pan in the first place. Then none of this will happen, I won't bring disaster to others, and Mom will get what she wants too. Then, I can..."

"No, Xiangzi,"

But the next second, Xiangzi's hand was suddenly grasped, and the power she had tried to mobilize was guided by a clever spell towards this dreamland, causing the surroundings to tremble.

"Chuhua?"

She turned around blankly and met Chu Hua's smiling purple eyes. The clear sense of mental abnormality in them made her tremble.

"I can't let you, Xiaoxiang, erase yourself. Otherwise, what's the point of me living?"

Chapter 141 Heavy Love

"Chuhua...what do you mean?"

Xiangzi couldn't understand what Chuhua had just said. She knew Chuhua really cared about her, but she thought that no matter what, they were just normal friends. The meaning of living... These heavy and strange words made her subconsciously feel inexplicable fear.

"That's exactly what it means. If Xiaoxiang didn't exist, then why would I exist? If I hadn't met Xiaoxiang in the first place, then Sanjiao Chuhua would be nothing now, not even a dirty rat, just an empty shell."

Chu Hua smiled, and then Xiangzi felt her magic energy seeping into her body. She subconsciously wanted to break free, but the energy firmly cut off any movement she made. At the same time, Chu Hua also held her other hand, pressing Xiangzi against the condensed barrier. Although her words were pleading, her tone was extremely calm.

"Xiao Xiang, please don't do this, okay? I won't be able to live without you. Please, don't leave me, okay?"

"Chu Hua, calm down and let me go first. You won't remember me after I do this. If you hadn't met me, you could just be your idol and not be involved in all this..."

"It doesn't matter what kind of idol I am, I don't care about this hypocritical job at all. I continue to maintain it because fame can help Xiaoxiang, your avemujica."

Chu Hua smiled, and her delicate face slowly moved closer to Xiangzi's eyes, with a concentration and strange love that frightened her.

"But, I also know your temper, Xiaoxiang. Since you've made up your mind, I'm afraid I can't persuade you. You'd only hesitate if Gao Songdeng or Xiao Mu, the one you like, were here, right? In your eyes, I've always been just an ordinary friend you played with once in childhood, right?"

"Chuhua...did something happen to you? There's something wrong with you."

Feeling her warm breath so close to her, Xiangzi felt a little uncomfortable and tried to turn her head away. She cautiously tried to speak, while Chuhua moved closer to her. Her smile did not change. The distance was so close that if they moved a little closer, they would be touching each other.

"Oh, Xiaoxiang, you really figured it out. This is because I finally understood my true purpose all along. I must have you, Xiaoxiang. All my efforts so far have been for this. I don't need anyone else at all."

At the same time, Saori Toyokawa had also crawled out of Anzi's body. She stood up in a daze and wanted to say something, but Chuhua shot her throat without looking back, causing her to fall to the ground in pain, trembling as she covered the slowly healing wound.

"Xiao Xiang and I are talking, please don't make any noise... By the way, Xiao Xiang, do you hate them? After all, you are suffering because of them, so do you want revenge?"

Chuhua hugged Xiangzi and whispered in her ear,

"If you want, I can make them feel unimaginable pain. They will wail and beg for mercy, and confess to you everything they have done to you... Although I really want to do this, the decision is ultimately yours. So, Xiaoxiang, do you want to do this?"

“…No, I don’t want to.”

Xiangzi glanced at the two relatives next to him who looked like him, sighed, and then looked up at Chuhua firmly.

"Chuhua, what on earth have you been through? The you I know wouldn't say such horrible words. Is your mind being manipulated by something? Or is it because of something else..."

"Don't worry, Xiaoxiang, I'm very sober now, more sober than ever before."

Chu Hua interrupted her softly, and at the same time, Toyokawa Shoko saw that the white space around them was suddenly dyed black by the magical energy condensed by Chu Hua. Rats came out from the cracks and scrambled to surround them. The huge number of them piled up into a walking meat carpet, carrying them forward quickly.

"Chuhua...what on earth is going on?"

The dense crowd of mice gave Xiangzi goose bumps all over her body. She subconsciously held Chuhua's hand tightly, and the latter's smile became more and more cheerful.

"Don't worry, Xiangzi. These mice are my servants. They are all condensed by me. They will never hurt you. They are also very clean. They will take us to a safe place."

"But, the others..."

"Xiao Xiang, you've already decided to erase yourself, so why would you still worry about others?"

Chu Hua gently touched Xiangzi's hair, and the latter also pursed his lips.

"Chu Hua, I know you don't want me to leave, but the fact is that I have brought disaster to you. If I had never existed..."

"Don't say that again, Xiangzi,"

Chu Hua interrupted her softly, staring at her with his purple eyes.

"Do you really have to ask me to bring Gao Songdeng and Xiao Mu to beg you before you give up this plan? If that happens... I will be really hurt, because no matter how many times I beg, I can't move you, but they can do this."

"That's not the case, Chuhua. I've already made up my mind. No matter who tries to persuade me, it's useless!"

Seeing that she was about to be taken to an unknown place, Toyokawa Shoko couldn't help but raise her voice anxiously. But as soon as she finished speaking, she felt that her body was firmly bound by magic, and it was completely impossible for her to mobilize the power of Yuge's descendants.

"Well, since you said so, Xiangzi, I have made up my mind."

Chu Hua smiled and nodded gently, hugged Xiangzi affectionately, but the words she said made Xiangzi feel cold all over.

Since no one can change your mind, Xiangzi, I must take coercive measures. I will let you live with me in a safe place where no one knows about you. In this way, Xiangzi, you will not be able to achieve your own ideas, and you will no longer come into contact with others and bring them no more disasters. Isn’t this a good idea? "

"No, Chuhua, stop! Stop now! I don't want to..."

"I'm sorry, Xiangzi, you've just made me understand. Continuing to listen to you will only make me soft-hearted and give you the opportunity to erase yourself, so I have to go against your wishes."