mygo, but Cthulhu

Forcing herself to put on a gentle smile, swallowing her hatred repeatedly and suppressing it desperately, Toyokawa Shoko felt her mother's pain and felt as if her soul was being torn apart bit by bit... And Anzi's pain reached its peak when she learned that she was pregnant.

"Knew it……"

She looked at her mother, who was looking at the medical report in her hand. She caressed her in her belly, but her face was distorted and full of pain. She knelt down and wailed.

"Mom, I'm sorry. I ended up continuing this disgusting bloodline. Please forgive me, please forgive me..."

"..."

So... since the moment I was born, I have been torturing my mother?

At this time, Shoko Toyokawa also felt a buzzing in her ears, but this pain belonged to her alone. She covered her face, feeling the tears sliding down her face, and her whole body was extremely cold.

She watched her mother caressing her bulging belly, and finally, unable to suppress the pain, she picked up a dagger and wanted to dig her out. However, Nobuo Toyokawa appeared in time to stop her, and calmly warned her amid her crying that if she did so again, those things would be destroyed.

...Those accessories weren't particularly valuable, and Saori had simply thrown them to Anzi like trash, but they were her only hope for survival... Naturally, Anzi had no choice but to accept them.

It was not until this moment that Xiangzi suddenly understood why there was always a kind of inextricable depression in his mother's eyes, why her body would be stiff every time she came into contact with him, and why she would just lower her head when he laughed.

...Because my joy is her pain, the love I get from her is hatred that she desperately squeezes out and disguises, my existence itself is a mistake of deception, and nothing about me is what my mother expected.

At this moment, Shoko Toyokawa felt her heart numb. She silently watched the ignorant blue-haired girl secretly give those things to Anzi. She silently watched her mother's smile full of relief... She also understood at this moment why everyone was unwilling to tell her the truth... Because after she knew it, there was no need for her to live anymore.

A year ago, his father accidentally discovered the forbidden knowledge possessed by the Toyokawa family. He questioned Toyokawa Nobuo in shock, and Toyokawa Nobuo, who thought he was of no use, smiled and told him the truth.

His love for Xingzi was nothing but a sharp knife that hurt her. Every time he touched her, she felt only pain. She no longer wanted to pretend anything, so she committed suicide.

...After knowing this, Xiangzi's father collapsed. His spirit was completely broken, so he became an alcoholic later...The same is true of what he said to Xingzi when he hugged her, "We shouldn't have children."

“Oh, this is really…”

After understanding everything, Shoko Toyokawa came to a white space. She was silent for a while and then suddenly laughed. All the warm memories of the past were torn to pieces, revealing the cold horror.

So, this is why her father would rather hang himself than tell her, because she would definitely feel pain after knowing it, and what did she do at that time? She actually thought that he had done something to her, pinched his neck and screamed at him, and cursed him with such words...

"My existence... is just a mistake."

Shoko Toyokawa knelt powerlessly on the ground. She thought of the other team members who were dragged into this horrible world because of her, and of Mygo who lost their peaceful daily life in order to save her and were hated by other bands... She suddenly understood that from her family to her friends, her existence had always been hurting others, and she should not have been born.

"Then...it's time to fix the error,"

She took out the pistol, looked down at her abdomen, took a deep breath, and pointed the gun at her temple.

"I'm sorry... Just like my mother and grandmother, I can't love you because you are not what I expected, and my existence is already a mistake."

"Since I can't kill you alone, then please die with me. We can both escape from this cold and dark world and find final peace."

Toyokawa Shoko murmured softly and tremblingly, then closed her eyes and prepared to pull the trigger, but at the same time, she suddenly saw her mother's pale face when she committed suicide.

She saw a flash before her eyes,

"Mother?"

She couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and at the same time, she suddenly felt an unimaginable pain in her lower abdomen. She could no longer hold the pistol and knelt down, covering her lower abdomen with a distorted face, feeling as if countless sharp knives were tearing it wildly inside.

"How is this going?"

Her vision was blurred, her consciousness was in a trance, and in the confusion, the scene of her mother's suicide became clearer and clearer. She couldn't help but reach out her hand... Then, she actually touched her mother's cold, blood-stained palm.

"Ahhhh!"

At the same time, the pain in her lower abdomen became more and more severe. Xiangzi could not support her body and fell to the ground, curled up and trembling, but the feeling from her fingertips became more and more real, making her unwilling to let go.

"Mom...I'm sorry, it's all because of me that you're in so much pain..."

The double pain of mental and physical pain made Toyokawa Shoko sob uncontrollably. She tried her best to squeeze out a voice and whispered an apology, while tightly holding the hand that she had lost for a long time.

The pain intensified as she moved, and Toyokawa Shoko was almost about to faint. She subconsciously pulled her mother, who was drowning in a bath of blood, towards her with tears in her eyes. In her hazy vision, she saw her own belly bulging slowly, as if something was rapidly growing.

"What exactly is this?"

Xiangzi no longer understood what was happening. In the intense pain, she didn't even have the strength to believe it. She could only tremble and sob softly, but still refused to let go of her mother's hand.

"Tear,"

She cried and wailed, and after pulling her mother out of the bloody scene, she suddenly heard the sound of flesh being torn. At the same time, the pain in her lower abdomen intensified after a pause, making her senses on the verge of collapse and her body cramped.

Shoko Toyokawa subconsciously lowered her head, and then she was dazed to see a white hand covered in blood stretched out from the crack in her abdomen. She subconsciously grasped it, and then an arm slowly stretched out, grabbing Shoko Toyokawa's body, and pulling out half of her body that was completely impossible to fit in her lower abdomen.

When Xiangzi saw the face slowly being pulled out from the abdominal rupture, covered in blood but still extremely familiar, although the pain was madly tormenting her nerves, she couldn't help but be stunned.

"……Mother?"

Chapter 138 Revenge

After Shiina Maki opened her eyes, she found that half of her body had merged with the white ground. Li Xi was subconsciously protected under her body and was temporarily safe, but the power of the ancient gods in the dream fragments was still eroding her body... Nodens has always despised these servants of the Old Ones. His power locked her here and continued to consume her vitality.

"cough,"

Maki coughed and tried to break free, but the other half of her body also showed signs of merging with the ground. She could only give up helplessly and looked at Hachiman Kailing who was still unconscious on the other side.

"Lixi's friend, are you still awake?"

"..."

Hailing was still in a coma. Helplessly, Maki could only try her best to extend her flowing limbs to touch her. The next moment, the strange nature of the dream world allowed her to instantly establish a connection with Hachiman Hailing, and she also recalled something.

...A long time ago, when she was trying to wear the ring given by Lixi, her body changed. A hunter found her and returned home carefully, so she followed him and killed him and his wife.

At that time, he knew that he had no way to survive and began to ridicule her ridiculous disguise... and this ridicule just hurt her guilt and pain deeply. She wanted to make him shut up, but she only got more contemptuous ridicule. In a rage, she used all means to kill him.

I suddenly established a connection with her, which means she is the hunter's daughter... What a coincidence.

Maki was stunned for a moment and couldn't help but smile bitterly. At the same time, Hailing's consciousness was awakened by the bloody scene. She suddenly opened her eyes, staggered to her feet, and found Maki's miserable appearance. She couldn't help but pursed her lips.

"Is Lixi okay?"

"She's fine. I protected her when she entered the Dreamland."

Maki nodded slightly, and what she said next made Hailing stunned for a moment.

"Your name is Hachiman Kairei... right? Now I need to ask you for a favor. Kill me."

"...Even if Li Xi begged you like that, you still don't want to continue living?"

"That's the reason, but more importantly, I've been captured by Nodens' power."

Maki tilted her head slightly to indicate the white space around her.

"This fragment of the Dreamland still carries His power, and I am just an invisible child. Now I am being worn down bit by bit. After all, I am just a monster. My will will be destroyed even faster than my body... By then, I will become an ordinary monster, and Lixi will be nothing more than food in my eyes."

Maki looked at Riki, who was still unconscious and was firmly protected by her own melting body, but therefore could not easily leave. There was a soft reluctance in her eyes.

"So, you need to kill me before that. Don't worry, I'm very fragile right now. A few bullets are enough to wipe out my life."

"...I need to ask you something before I can make a decision. Have you ever..."

"Yes, I was the one who killed your father,"

Maki interrupted her softly and nodded calmly.

"He discovered my identity, and I was extremely afraid that Lixi would know about it... I'm sorry."

"Then why did you torture and kill him?!"

Hailing gritted her teeth and raised her voice, while at the same time she drew the pistol from her waist.

"When I got home, his body tissue was practically all over the house. I fell asleep smelling his blood for the next week... Why did you do that?"

"…Your father was very perceptive. He saw through my thoughts and then he laughed at me, saying that I would never understand what love is."

Maki smiled bitterly after a moment of silence.

"I wanted to retort, but anger took over my mind. When I came to my senses, things had already turned out like that... I'm sorry."

"But at least you can get your revenge now. I can also see that you care about Li Xi very much, right? In this way, I can rest assured to leave her to you... Shoot, with your marksmanship, you won't miss."

"..."

Looking at her calm expression, Hachiman Kailing didn't know what to say for a moment. After recalling the bloody scene, hatred began to spread in her mind again. And just as Maki said, killing her now can not only avenge her but also rescue Riki, which is killing two birds with one stone.

...But Li Xi is still unconscious. Will she believe me when she wakes up? After all, she hasn't confessed her sins to Li Xi yet. If she kills Maki now, will Li Xi still consider her a friend even if she understands her after knowing everything?

Thinking of this, Hailing couldn't help but hesitate. She pursed her lips, raised the pistol, pointed it at Maki, but couldn't make up her mind for a moment.

"boom,"

The next moment, a gunshot rang out, and Hailing's pistol was shot out. As she was stunned for a moment, Ushigome Yuri suddenly appeared and punched Hailing's head with all her strength.

"It's you?!"

Hailing subconsciously turned her head to avoid the attack

She tried to hit him, but then she saw the hand in front of her slightly shake, and a heavy mental shock took away her consciousness. Then Ushigome Yuri hit her hard with an elbow, knocking her to the ground.

"cough……"

Hailing came to her senses and tried to resist, but the next moment the dagger pierced her arm and pinned her to the ground. In the intense pain, Ushigome Yuri grabbed her hair and lifted her head up, staring at her calmly.

"A friendly reminder, the shape of my dagger is specially designed. If you force it out now, you'll definitely tear the artery in your arm. Do you think there's any bleeding-stopping equipment in the Dreamland?"

"...Ushigome Yuri, don't you have a grudge against Shiina Maki? Then why are you trying to stop me?"

Hailing gritted her teeth to endure the pain, and slowly squeezed out a sound from between her teeth, while Ushigome Yuri sneered and turned to look at Shiina Maki, who had a serious expression.

"It's simple. I'm disgusted. How can a monster like her even talk about love or family? It's because of her that my family was eaten by that Takamatsu Deng... There's not even a corpse left."

"Ever since I learned these horrors, I've been risking my life on missions at the University of Michigan, desperately trying to exchange my skills for spells. All this was to protect my sister... But just as I was about to return, the news of her death arrived. My ignorant parents thought it was just an accident. They had no idea that Satomi was killed by you!"

Ushigome Yuri gritted her teeth, then pulled out a dagger and stabbed Hailing's limbs thoroughly. The pain almost made the latter faint.

"You're a hunter from the committee. I won't kill you, but I also can't let you end her so easily. Such an easy death is not the ending she deserves. Didn't she claim to love her sister? Then let's wait, wait for her true face to be revealed, wait for her ugly appearance to be exposed, and eat the sister she loves."

Ushigome Yuri looked at the extremely powerless Shiina Maki, her smile twisted with hatred and pleasure.

"Then, I'll kill this thing. That way, Takamatsu Deng from the Mygo band will be in agony, right? She'll also feel my pain, which is perfect."

Chapter 139 Give Sleep

"Chuhua! Chuhua!"

Sanjiao Zhouci anxiously called out to his daughter, but there was no response from anyone around him, which made him even more anxious.

Please, any of the Old Guardians can help, don't let her remember that incident...

Looking at the white environment around him, Zhou Ci knew that Chuhua might be reminded of his memories because of the special environment here. He couldn't help but pray inwardly, and at the same time he subconsciously recalled a long time ago.

He met Rika a long time ago. At that time, he was just an ordinary team leader. He looked majestic every day but it was actually meaningless. Until he accidentally made eye contact with a young lady who looked depressed, and greeted her out of curiosity.

It was on that day that his life changed. He gradually became familiar with Rika and gradually learned about the horrible habits of the Shirasagi family. He knew that he must be involved in trouble, and the rational choice was to stay as far away from Rika as possible... But he chose to follow his inner impulse and eloped with Rika to a small island. Not long after, their daughter was born.

That period was the happiest time in Zhou Ci's life... However, the good times did not last long. Rika's desire for cannibalism became increasingly difficult to suppress, and she eloped with him because she deeply hated this behavior... Zhou Ci could not help her, he could only try his best to suppress his worries and comfort her.

...When Rika ate Chuhua's friend, he could only try his best to help her deal with the evidence. He felt guilty at first, but soon convinced himself that it was all for his family. The continuous disappearance cases on the island attracted the attention of the police, forcing him to spend time covering up the traces... and therefore he could not accompany Chuhua.

And one day, when he returned home, he saw that Chuhua had killed Lixiang... He was desperate at first, but he soon realized that he could not let this be discovered. Chuhua must have a normal future, instead of being wary and feared by others... So he endured the pain and dealt with Lixiang as well, throwing her into the sea.

Fortunately, Chuhua Zhihou had memory confusion and could not remember what he had done. Of course, he did not tell her the truth. After Chuhua left the island, he also came to Tokyo to join the committee and pay attention to Chuhua's safety... But she finally discovered these hidden horrors.

Thinking of this, Zhou Ci couldn't help but sigh deeply. He rubbed his temples tiredly, looked at the white space where there was still no one, and shook his head silently.

Now he just hoped Chu Hua wouldn't remember it. He would rather she hated and killed him, so that she wouldn't have to bear the pain of killing her mother...

"Dad? Why are you here?"

The next moment, Zhou Ci suddenly saw Chu Hua emerge from the curtain in front of him. He was startled for a moment, then showed a look of surprise. He subconsciously wanted to go over and confirm her safety.

"Chuhua, I'm so glad you're okay..."

Halfway through his words, he suddenly remembered that he should play the role of a scumbag, and he coughed lightly.

"I mean, you don't look injured... I was just passing by and got swept in. I don't know how I ended up here."

"……Yeah?"

Chu Hua's expression became strange for a moment, and then, as if he had made up his mind, he lowered his head and tried his best to look repressed and angry.

"Dad, I'm so glad you're okay, but I want to ask you a question... Mom isn't actually in a mental hospital, right?"

"Well, I didn't expect you to find that."

Sanjiao Zhouci sneered, and slowly and deliberately put his hand on the holster, while quickly approaching Chuhua.

"Then you should know who killed her, right? Hmm?"

"Well, of course I do."

Chu Hua sighed, and Zhou Ci couldn't help but feel a little distressed at this time. He sighed silently and told himself that this was all for her not to resent him, and continued to make his tone sound like a boring scumbag.