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Lin Wei was actually quite looking forward to this journey, because he himself didn't know if he would still be as indifferent as he is now when he relives those forgotten or unforgettable, painful, sad or desperate pasts again?

do not know.

Precisely because he didn't know, Lin Wei felt that this trip would be more rewarding.

After all, Lin Wei firmly believed that since they had not defeated me before, they would not be defeated by it now.

If that’s the case, then what is there to be afraid of?

Lin Wei tightly grasped the spear in his hand, which he had never thrown away. He felt a little nervous, but more excited.

What's more, I was a tour guide on this trip, and I had invited a beautiful 50000-year-old girl who I had just met, with whom I had just opened up, who was shy and unwilling to show her true face.

That's even more worth looking forward to!

"I say, can't you change your image? At least let me tell your front and back."

Lin Wei said to the dark figure beside him, who was indistinguishable as male or female. To be honest, if I hadn't been paying attention to her, I would have known which direction her face was facing. Otherwise, with this modeling level, if it was someone I just met, I would have to lower my head to look at her toes before I could tell the front and back.

The Herrer glanced at him, snorted and sneered, and the black smoke was released and retracted, and he turned into Lin Wei again, looking down at him with a condescending expression.

"...Okay, as long as you are happy."

Lin Wei was speechless. Who was he showing off to? Didn’t he know that the war was already over?

Forget it, don't argue with her.

What a pity, I would have liked to see her pink hair with red highlights, it really looks pretty.

"Ling, I know you've looked through my memories before. But memories are just records of objective information, like pages of a book, photos, films, or simply lines of text in a story. I also want to see these things, so I want to use the convenience of this consciousness space and your hand to give me a chance to re-examine myself."

"I've never had the experience of watching my own memories before. Haha, of course, this is strange for a visitor from another world like me. It's my first time in the city, so don't be surprised."

The Herrscher was too lazy to pay attention to him, and didn't even want to watch his performance, so he just pretended not to hear him.

"I have no experience in this kind of thing. Ling, you are more professional, so I'd like to hear your opinion. Do you think it's better to watch it backwards or forwards? Or should you select some clips that left a deep impression on you and edit them out?"

Are you looking for film and television post production here? !

The Herrscher couldn't hold it in any longer and couldn't help but glare.

Who is this?

With a wave of his hand, the part of the information flow belonging to Lin Wei in the consciousness space was separated, forming a magnificent corridor, magnificent but abstract, with various information, sounds, colors, and images intertwined, making it difficult to distinguish. Lin Wei tried to reach out and grab a green leaf, and suddenly a complete image was pulled out of this complexity - it was the memory of his childhood when he went to the countryside for summer vacation, and the children in the same village took him to climb a tree, but he accidentally fell from the tree.

That leaf was what the young Lin Wei hurriedly grabbed when he was about to fall. Unfortunately, it failed to hold Lin Wei back and was instead torn to pieces by the frightened Lin Wei.

Then, there was a thud. It hurt so much! Xiao Lin Wei in the picture cried out in pain. Lin Wei, who grabbed the leaf again outside the picture, also recalled the sharp pain of the sudden fall and grimaced in pain.

“What a wonderful experience.”

Lin Wei was reluctant to put down the leaf in his hand. He continued to look at it. Looking at his innocent childhood self, Lin Wei couldn't help but become a little dazed.

He had even forgotten that he had such a carefree childhood.

It was just too short, like an unreal dream.

Now that he was back in this dream, Lin Wei suddenly felt that he didn't want to wake up and just wanted to keep watching.

In the picture, Xiao Lin Wei was in so much pain that he couldn't stand up. He rolled over on the grass under the tree and cried loudly.

The neighbor brother on the tree quickly jumped down to check if he was injured, and then tried to coax Xiao Lin Wei clumsily.

Grandma heard the noise in the distance and came over. When she saw what happened, she picked up Lin Wei and brushed the dirt and grass off his body, while scolding him for being disobedient and running around, saying that he deserved to fall and get hurt.

The memory was so clear that Lin Wei outside the picture could even smell the earthy smell and the fragrance of grass coming from his body. That was the smell of memory.

But the picture suddenly stopped.

Lin Wei came to his senses and found that he had crushed the leaves in his hand unconsciously. The memory scene fell back into the chaotic ocean of memory and could never be found again.

He felt lost, but couldn't help but smile bitterly, and then suddenly laughed softly, and then it turned into a crazy low laugh, which made people shudder.

The Herr looked at him and said nothing.

Because she clearly saw that the moment the grandma appeared in her memory, a long-suppressed madness and murderous intent suddenly appeared in Lin Wei's body.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that Lin Wei was somewhat pleasing to the eye.

Because that madness did not belong to the naive child in memory, but to the real Lin Wei beside him.

The demon that had always been inside him.

Lin Wei's laughter became more and more crazy and ostentatious. He laughed until he was almost short of breath. He leaned on the spear, bent over and continued to laugh wantonly.

As he laughed, his voice gradually became lower. The Herrscher vaguely saw that the devil in Lin Wei's heart had quieted down again, and felt a little disappointed.

Lin Wei stood up, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then burst out laughing again.

"It turned out to be such a wonderful experience! I have forgotten what I was like before. It turns out that I could be so stupid. It's true. Ling, you can laugh at me as you like in the future."

Ling didn't say anything. She always felt that she would see many good scenes similar to the one just now.

When I was simply browsing my memories before, I would never have thought that I would be able to see such an interesting show.

Lin Wei sighed, calmed down his complicated emotions, and looked around at all the memories around him. In addition to those mixed memories,

There were more of a sky and an ocean made up of faded black and white fragments, which occupied more than 90% of the space in the entire memory palace. Lin Wei tried to reach out and touch them, but they were still black and white fragments, like a few short frames of a silent movie with no beginning or end.

Come to think of it, the memories of 90% of our life don’t have much meaning in themselves.

“What an interesting place.”

After what just happened, Lin Wei was suddenly full of anticipation for his journey down memory lane.

He gave a dangerous smile, an expression that would definitely scare a child.

The Herrscher's face, which was exactly the same as Lin Wei's, also showed a more dangerous smile, and she was also looking forward to the good show that was to come.

Well, her smile can directly scare children to tears.

Chapter 30: Happiness

Lin Wei had recalled his life and faced his past many times before, but never once was it as direct, as specific, and as overwhelming as it is now.

He once thought he had let it go, but when those memories he had experienced, forgotten, unforgettable, pretended to forget, or couldn't forget reappeared before his eyes like holographic images,

Those memories and feelings buried deep in your soul and engraved in your cell's DNA, along with those images, sounds and smells, make you feel the pain, joy, happiness or sadness again.

The leaf that connected the complete memory had been crushed by Lin Wei. Without the key, the information that constituted the complete memory disintegrated into indistinguishable colors, images, and sounds, and merged into the vast ocean. It was impossible to find it again without having time to trace it.

The demon that had always existed in Lin Wei's heart and was awakened by the memory did not calm down with the ebb of the memory. Instead, it kept roaring, requiring Lin Wei to use more energy to soothe it until it became quiet again.

"I'm sorry to have embarrassed you. But you know I'm not a good person, so just think of it as accompanying me to watch a few good shows."

Lin Wei walked in front with great interest, strolling casually in this bizarre world, looking for something with a clear goal, and picking up one or two pieces from the colorless black and white ocean. He would either marvel at it and say that such a thing had ever happened, or he would rack his brains and ponder, but could not remember which puzzle piece this piece belonged to.

The Herr followed behind, watching Lin Wei as excited as a child playing with his favorite toy, sometimes talking to himself, shouting, sometimes excitedly holding up a puzzle piece and running to him, then laughing as he talked about his dark history in the past.

Looking at his excited and nonchalant expression, it was as if he was telling other people's stories instead of his own dark history.

The Herrscher was somewhat confused about what he was trying to do.

She had indeed looked through Lin Wei's memories, but that was a purposeful search for information. She would just glance at the content she didn't care about, or simply put it aside. So what she experienced today, the memory scenes she saw, as well as the Lin Wei who was as excited as a child now, and the Lin Wei who was as crazy as a demon just now, were all things she had seen for the first time.

Lin Wei was right. I really didn't understand him. This time I got into trouble...

No, it’s still unfair!

The lawyers are still indignant.

"Ling, come and look at this, I found something fun!"

Lin Wei, who was running far away, was waving something excitedly in his hand and shouting at her from a distance.

The Herrscher rolled his eyes and pretended not to hear.

Are you here to play a treasure hunt?

I lost to such a thing?

The Herrscher felt more and more aggrieved and felt that his loss was even more unfair!

Seeing that the Herrscher ignored him, Lin Wei was not angry. He smiled and moved closer to the Herrscher with a shameless face. He held a small object in his hand in front of the Herrscher and said mysteriously again,

"Ling, let me show you something fun."

Now she couldn't pretend not to see it. Ling looked down in confusion and was immediately furious. It turned out to be a small orange skirt!

tease me?

"Where did you steal it from? You stole a little girl's skirt? Lin Wei, do you have any manners at all? Do you have any morals at all? You are disgusting! Vulgar! Despicable!"

The Herrscher's defenses were completely broken, and he could no longer pretend to be cold and cruel. He simply combined all his new and old grudges and started cursing.

Of course, the Herrschers 50,000 years ago were of high quality, and their vocabulary of insults was extremely clean.

Now Lin Wei was unhappy. You can say that I am not a good person, but you can’t say that I am a gangster. This is slander!

"Don't be excited, don't be excited..."

Lin Wei quickly explained and tried hard to maintain the little reputation he had left.

"This is my own stuff, a rather absurd experience, but quite interesting, so I showed it to you to have fun. Who knew you wouldn't appreciate it and even slander me? It really makes me sad..."

shut up!

The Herrscher glared at me and said, “I shouldn’t have taken up this conversation!”

"Forget it, I won't explain it. Just let you see it for yourself..."

Lin Wei unfolded the orange skirt in her hand, which was a child's dress for little girls of four or five years old. She used it as a key to unlock a memory, and angrily wanted to prove her innocence to the Lawgiver and wash away her grievances.

The Herrscher glanced at it from the side, and it was just that...

How strange! Let me take another look.

The scene in my memory is in a bedroom. A little boy stood on tiptoe to open the door of the closet, and struggled to find clothes to wear the next morning. Then he pulled out a pile of colorful clothes from the corner. They were obviously for girls, red and yellow brightly colored clothes, and skirts with cute patterns.

The little boy was very confused, wondering if he had a sister or a younger sister. So he picked up an orange skirt and ran to his mother's bedroom.

"Tsk, no one knew what happened at the time. Who knows if the nurse said something wrong when she left the delivery room, or if my grandparents who were waiting outside the delivery room misheard what the nurse said. In short, for quite a long time, a large group of relatives in my family thought that my parents had given birth to a daughter..."

Lin Wei had a strange look on his face. It was unclear whether he was angry or thought it was fun. Anyway, he explained the whole story in a strange tone. Then he stretched out his hand and switched to another picture.

A little boy of three or four years old was running up and down in the large yard where neighbors gathered in a sky blue skirt. He even showed off to the neighbor's sister that his blue skirt looked prettier than hers.

Lin Wei, who was outside the screen, looked up at the sky in shame, and covered his eyes with one hand with a "snap".

This is so embarrassing. What happened? This is all...

So weird, please give me more...

The Herrscher suddenly became interested.

"That's what happened. A bunch of relatives gave our family a bunch of little girls' clothes, toys, and even hair bands... Hey, half of the closet over there is filled with them."

Lin Wei brought the scene back to the bedroom and pointed to the open wardrobe.

Then he felt that he had explained everything clearly, Le Zi had been shown to Ling, and most of the people had been thrown away. He grinned at the little skirt in his hand and threw it towards the memory picture in an unlucky manner.

As soon as the skirt slipped out of her hands, it disappeared along with the memory image, turning into a chaotic stream of information that merged into the sea.

"It seems that you were loved by everyone when you were a child."

The Herrscher said this half sarcastically and half sincerely.

Having just watched such a lively comedy, the Herrscher felt that it would be a shame for the cheerful atmosphere if he did not speak up.

This is so weird, it seems like I’ve been cheated again?

The Herr was unsure, but she didn't want to think too much about it. Because she was more concerned about another thing.

She had roughly read Lin Wei's memories, and his life was clearly not like this.

That kind of deep madness and malice is obviously more like a Herrscher than myself!

It was clearly revealed just now, wasn't it?

He should be the same as me...

But why does it look different?

The Herr was a little confused. Could it be that he was deceived again?

But Lin Wei had clearly said before that he empathized with him. And the sudden burst of crazy killing intent that seemed to be real was obviously not fake, so what could he say?