Give the child a little shock to the world view

What this means is that Mayumi Haga's current situation is rather special.

There is fire - that is, the preference of the world consciousness - plus the [miracle] attribute of this world, and the fact that there is no dragon that can be transformed into a complete dragon...

After all, there is magic that can transform into a dragon in this world, which actually conflicts with the forbidden technique used by Mayumi Haga in terms of rules, so that the black dragon transformed by Mayumi Haga has not been able to fully develop from birth to the beginning of its demise.

In this way, things finally took a turn for the better.

With the help of the magical knowledge of this world, Rania proposed a relatively extreme and extremely dangerous method -

——That is to let everyone enter Haga Mayumi’s spiritual world and find out the [real Haga Mayumi].

When a person dies, or is about to enter the long river, everything he has experienced will appear before his eyes like a revolving lantern. His life experience will flash back before his eyes. In Rania's world, this process is the part where the long river cleanses the worldly memory.

If it is possible to awaken Mayumi Haga's will to survive in this process and piece together a more real Mayumi Haga with more flesh and blood, rather than just calling back the guardian who has become an empty shell, then with the help of the power of the fire and the [Miracle] spirit vein, it may be possible to bring her back.

However, what we see in this memory space are memories, but they are not just memories.

If you are attacked and killed by monsters inside, you will never be able to get out.

This is actually very similar to the dream that the Dream-Borne Clown had before, but the biggest difference is that all of this is what Mayumi Haga has experienced personally, and it is not a dream.

These are all true stories that happened to Mayumi Haga, her unknown past.

It could be one of the few moments of warmth, or it could be an exposed ugly scar.

But no matter what, these are precious memories that Mayumi Haga does not want to forget.

"How about it, do you want to come?" Rania asked the people present.

Because it is a remnant soul, it is very difficult for Rania to maintain this witchcraft now, and she can only bring three people at most.

This is all the power obtained by squeezing out Kagura Yu who brought her here secretly.

The remaining soul in Mayumi Haga is too few and is of no use other than detection.

The moment Rania realized that something was wrong with Mayumi Hanega's body, she wanted to rush over here, but Kagura Yu, who had not yet become a magical girl - the child she was possessed by now, could not catch up with the exaggerated speed of this group of people.

After finally arriving here, the aftermath of the battle prevented Rania from approaching casually. As soon as she entered the barrier, she discovered that Mayumi Yuga used that forbidden technique. As a descendant of the dragon slayer, her instinct made her heart tighten.

She could see the condition of the black dragon. It left Kagura Yu's body and rushed over like crazy, finally catching up at the last minute.

still have a chance.

There is hope.

Although he looked calm, there was an inaudible tremor behind the wizard's words.

It was just a little bit short of being unable to recover.

Fortunately, everyone present did not hesitate and decided on Hitomi Tono, Rika Sugiyama and Xiao Xiong, while the rest of the people stayed aside to clean up the remaining mess.

The magician was not familiar with Mayumi Yuga, so she naturally did not come forward. She stood at the back and glanced at the little bear silently.

...The Desperate Monster, her mission target.

But not anymore.

The magician didn't know from that moment on, the rules underwent a strange change, or maybe the [despair attribute] was being stripped from the little bear. She could no longer feel the aura emanating from the despair monster.

Because of this anomaly, her mission had actually become ineffective the moment the spiritual vein was destroyed by the disaster.

Could it be...

The magician looked thoughtfully into the deeper part of the spiritual vein. The half-destroyed trunk was still oozing out magic solution, but it was not difficult to see that there were traces of magic cast here.

The magician stepped back from the group and watched the three men close their eyes while the wizard chanted the spell.

Suddenly, her foot seemed to trip over something and she fell backwards with a thud: "Wow?!"

When he got up and took a look, he saw that it was actually a human head.

The magician and Megrane, who had finally crawled out of the ruins, looked at each other.

...I was just about to ask, what is this?

Chapter 150 I Will Never Be Willful Again

The little bear's vision gradually brightened.

She was confused for a moment when she found herself in a strange place, and then she remembered that she had come to Mayumi Haga's spiritual world... In other words, this should be Mayumi Haga's memories.

But she couldn't move.

The little bear found that he was still in the form of a teddy bear, unable to move, lying in a pile of weeds somewhere. Everything around him was obscured by weeds that were almost half a person tall, and he could not see anything clearly.

What about the rest?

She was a little uneasy.

Being separated from two other users of magical abilities under such circumstances was terrible.

And unlike humans, who can still function normally after losing their magic powers, now that she has lost all her magic powers, she is just a toy that can think and can't do anything.

I don't know where the others went...

The little bear was thinking when he suddenly heard footsteps.

Huh? Someone's coming?

The footsteps sounded a bit soft, as if they were weak and without any strength. Because they were so light, the little bear only felt someone when they were very close.

The next second after she reacted, Little Bear heard a very familiar "Hmm?" coming from above her head, and then a hand reached out and picked her up.

The moment he heard the voice, the little bear realized the identity of the visitor.

Although it was much more immature than the Mayumi Haga that he met later, it was indeed her voice.

The little bear was picked up by Mayumi Hanega, and she could finally see its appearance clearly.

In this part of the memory, Mayumi Haga looked to be in her early eights, much thinner than when they first met, with dry and yellow hair, looking a bit sick. He was wearing a short-sleeved shirt and shorts, and looked at her curiously.

Young Mayumi Haga carefully examined the stuffed toy she had picked up on the ground and was shocked by the smooth and soft texture she had never felt before: "This, this is..."

She had never seen such exquisite toys. Even the traveling merchants who came to the Far East every month did not have such good things.

This material is so good, who would have the heart to make it into a toy?

And it seems to be filled with cotton...

Young Mayumi Yuga pinched the bear's paws and belly, and looked at it curiously: "Who dropped this..."

The little bear was a little shy when being touched, but luckily she couldn't move at all now and could only endure it all with pain and joy.

...Uwaaa, you can’t touch there.

To be honest, Little Bear had never been touched like this by anyone else. After all, she was not an ordinary doll. However, Mayumi's technique of pinching her left and right was really itchy for Little Bear, but she couldn't laugh, so she felt very uncomfortable.

Fortunately, at this moment, a gentle and mature voice interrupted Mayumi Yuga's next action: "It's time to go home, little Feather."

The little bear saw a happy and pure smile on Mayumi Hane's face that he had never seen before.

When the young Mayumi Haga was with her mother, she was like a little animal that was always wagging its tail, with eyes that were always bright. She just didn't seem overly excited because of her illness, but her happiness could be seen at a glance, and her eyes were full of admiration for her mother.

As soon as he heard his mother's voice, his eyes lit up like stars.

She held the little bear in one hand, squatted down, and used her other hand to gently pick a small white flower that had just grown next to the little bear.

This seems to be a species unique to this world. It has five petals, and you can vaguely see the colorful colors inside in the sunlight.

Mayumi Haga held the little bear in one hand and walked back to her mother as quickly as possible. Under the gentle and confused gaze of the black-haired beauty, she smiled and tiptoed to put the flower in her hair.

"Huh? What is this?" After praising Xiao Yumao for his thoughtfulness, Junko Yuga turned her attention to the thing he had just picked up.

Mayumi Haga said, "Mom, it looks like someone left this here."

"I think its owner will be very anxious." Yuga Junko could tell at a glance that the bear was exquisitely made and probably worth a lot of money. At least she had never bought such a doll for her little Feather. "We should put it back to where it came from."

Mayumi Yuga was very obedient: "Okay."

This place is not far from the village. It is better to say that according to Junko Haga's increasingly weak body and Mayumi Haga's small body, they can't walk too far. The two just took advantage of the good weather to take a walk and picked up such a thing on the side of the road.

Mayumi Haga thought it was fine to take it home, but it was not hers after all, so it was better to return it to its original owner. So she found a more conspicuous place to put it down, making sure that if someone came looking for it, they would be able to find it, and then she would feel at ease.

Little Bear: ...qwq just take me home.

At this moment, the sky had unknowingly become gloomy, and Mayumi Haga heard her mother calling her name not far away: "Mayumi? If you don't go back quickly, you'll get wet in the rain."

Mayumi Hanega responded, but then became a little worried that the little bear would get wet here, so she found a large leaf nearby, folded it twice and put it on the little bear's head, placing it where it would not be easily wet by the rain.

Finally, she tapped the hat on the little bear's head with her finger, smiled, and politely said goodbye to the little guy she met on the roadside: "Goodbye."

Little Bear…Little Bear was almost sunk by this smile.

What, what's going on? Did Mayumi like this really exist? She doesn't look like the real person...?

Because the contrast was so great, the little bear's brain even stopped working for a while.

So cute...Mayumi at this period.

However, when I think of Mayumi later, I feel that there is a hidden crisis in the scene before me.

Even though life was hard, he was still happy because he was with his family. How did such a contented child become the heavy, depressed and taciturn person later on?

Little Bear didn't know, and she couldn't move.

Before the scene ended, she heard the rumble of thunder in the dark clouds. First, a flash of lightning struck, illuminating the sky and earth, and then bean-sized raindrops fell with a crackling sound, blurring everything in front of her.

She saw that the mother and daughter hurriedly quickened their pace because of the coming rainstorm, and their figures slowly shrank from her sight.

Then, young Mayumi Hanega cried out, almost drowned out by the sound of the rain: "Mom!"

The little bear saw that Mayumi Haga's mother seemed to be blown down by the wind and fell to the ground, and the little girl tried to help her mother up in panic, and the umbrella fell into the rain.

The small white flower was blown away by the wind and fell on the little bear's face, blocking her vision and taking her to the next memory.

"…It's all my fault. I knew you weren't feeling well but I still went out on my own..." The little bear heard the young Mayumi Yuga sobbing and apologizing to her mother, "Please don't leave me…I won't do it again next time..."

Chapter 151: Just Keep Moving Forward

After entering Mayumi Haga's spiritual world, the scene in front of Hitomi Tono began to change.

She saw Mayumi Haga.

To be precise, it was Mayumi Haga who was about sixteen or seventeen years old.

Although she was about the same age as the current Mayumi Haga that she knew, she could recognize her at a glance that this was probably the Mayumi from a long time ago.

Because it was so embarrassing.

Like a wet ghost, he first struggled to reach out of the water with one hand and barely grabbed the plants by the lake. The wrist was incredibly thin, thinner than Mayumi's who had been eating fast food for more than 50 days, and his strength was also weak. He struggled for a long time before he barely climbed up.

She was almost covered in mud and seaweed that had grown from who knows where. She tried hard to keep her eyes open, but she didn't even have the strength to cough out the debris stuck in her trachea. She lay on the ground with her mouth open like a dying fish, her face flushed red from holding it in.

Finally, Mayumi Hanega vomited out all the water in her stomach with a "wow", and the corners of her eyes were stained with physiological red.

For some reason, Tono Hitomi was unable to touch Mayumi Hanega, so she could only circle around her anxiously. She only breathed a sigh of relief after seeing that she finally got rid of the suffocation.

…It’s so painful to watch.

Tono Hitomi was very worried about Mayumi Haga's condition, but any hand she stretched out would go straight through the other person's body.

Because it was part of her memories, Mayumi Yuga didn't know that her every move was being watched by others. She finally crawled back from the brink of death, but now she had no strength to get up, so she had to turn herself over and lie on her back on the ground.

The rise and fall of the chest was a little weak, but the golden eyes were terrifyingly bright.

"...Guardian..." Mayumi Haga muttered to herself. She couldn't help but pronounce the word that appeared in her mind, "Why choose... me?"

She was completely confused and had completely forgotten the communication with the world consciousness before the prophecy of fate. She also had no idea that her fate had been changed by this night.

She lay on the ground, her blurry vision quickly cleared up, and now she could finally see the full moon hanging in the sky.

My eyesight seems to have improved a lot.

It was the first time she saw the moon so clearly. The enhanced five senses allowed her to capture the sound of insects flapping their wings, the flow of air, the shadows of animals passing through the depths of the woods, and even smell the scent of candles lit at night by people in distant villages.

Mayumi Haga had never experienced such a healthy body before... or rather, an overly healthy body.

She was actually delighted.

Although she is overly mature and calm due to family reasons, after realizing that her desires would cause harm to those around her, Mayumi Haga subconsciously restrained her self-expression and would clumsily conceal her emotions.

But she was still a child after all.

After realizing that she might be able to get rid of the physical problems that had plagued her for nearly seventeen years, Mayumi Haga felt that the air was especially sweet.