Give the child a little shock to the world view

She wanted to go back and tell her mother the news so that she could take better care of her.

As long as I can do more, my mother's body will have more chances of recovery.

Tono Hitomi saw that after a short rest, a smile suddenly appeared on Mayumi Haga's face.

The smile became brighter and brighter, and the eyes became brighter and brighter, as if he saw a better and better future.

It was the sudden burst of hope from a person on the verge of despair, so ecstatic that it was almost impossible to control oneself.

At this moment, the moonlight was shining on her body and the breeze was blowing. Tono Hitomi saw Mayumi Hanega getting up from the ground, and she ran home immediately without wasting a second.

Although she was basically incomparable to Mayumi Haga who came later in life in terms of physical fitness, she had just become a guardian and when she ran at her best she was only about the same as an ordinary person, and she even stumbled.

But she maintained top speed and still blew through the forest like the wind.

When she ran to the door of her house, Mayumi Yuga felt that if it weren't for her self-healing ability, her lungs would explode. But now, although she didn't have unlimited physical strength,

There were beads of sweat on the tip of her nose, her whole face was red, and she opened the door in an instant: "Mom! Listen to me, I seem to..."

The child, who was delighted to bring the good news, suddenly felt his throat blocked when he saw his mother sleeping quietly on the sickbed.

...Yes, yes, Mom has fallen asleep.

Mayumi Haga realized that her voice was too loud and might wake up her sleeping mother, so she shut her mouth.

Her breathing became heavy and disordered due to running tiredly. The sweat mixed with the mud at the bottom of the lake and began to emit a subtle smell as her body temperature rose.

Mayumi Hanega squatted beside her mother's bed, thinking about taking a shower in a while. If her mother woke up now, she could tell her the good news as soon as possible.

……what?

Just after her breathing calmed down a little, Mayumi Hanega felt that something was not right.

It seemed that the only sound in the room was her own breathing.

Realizing this problem, Mayumi Hanega suddenly became panicked.

My mother had already had health problems this morning, and she had to find a witch doctor in the village to save her life... How could this...

At this moment, the content of the contract with the world consciousness suddenly emerged in her mind.

[Give them the right to decide independently when to enter the long river of life].

But on the other hand, after Junko Haga returns to Changhe, Mayumi Haga will start working for the world consciousness as a guardian.

As if realizing something, Mayumi Haga hurried over and grabbed her mother's cold hand.

The pain of the contract taking effect was like a needle prick, but after a short pain, the mother slowly opened her eyes.

This may be a happy ending, because as long as Junko Haga does not give up on living, the mother and daughter can live together for a long time.

But Junko Haga's health is still very bad. Prolonging her life will not bring vitality back to this increasingly deteriorating body. Sooner or later, she will leave.

And that day is not far away.

All she could do was to hurry up and finish what she needed to do, find a suitable person to entrust her daughter to after she became the guardian, and then leave the world peacefully.

Mayumi Haga was also very sensible. She accepted everything in silence, knowing that her contract only gave her the opportunity to arrange her mother's funeral herself, and she did not force the other party to stay with her.

She was just a little sad.

"...Don't worry, Mom." The guardian, whose hair had not yet turned white, was very immature in his ability to conceal his emotions. He just stared at the floor, not wanting his mother to see his tears. "I will take good care of myself."

Junko Yuga waved at her helplessly and asked her to lie in her arms: "What about the truth?"

She felt her clothes slowly getting soaked.

Mayumi Yuga sobbed uncontrollably: "I, I know you want to leave..."

She raised her head, her eyes wet with tears and her voice tinged with a heavy nasal tone.

"But could you... could you please not leave?"

Junko Haga patted her back, stroking it gently.

"You go too. Go take a look outside, Little Feather.

Keep going forward along the only road...

As long as you keep moving forward, you won’t be swallowed by sadness.”

Chapter 152: Mayumi Haga's Graveyard

Keep going forward.

Mayumi Haga actually didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence.

After her mother actually passed away, she was not as sad as before.

She watched her mother close her eyes peacefully, and watched her emaciated mother being put into the coffin. She just stood quietly by and filled the coffin with the last handful of soil.

It's really strange. She cried so much when her mother was still alive, but when the moment of separation came, her tear glands couldn't produce a single tear.

Perhaps from the day when she was given the blessing of "moving forward", Mayumi Haga was also cursed by it.

So she just stayed in front of her mother's grave for a while, and when Senior Urzana came to pick her up, she decided to leave.

Not forever, but I definitely won't look back for it.

...

The cold, damp, old train traveled through a long, dark tunnel. The red-haired woman came to her senses and found herself sitting on the old seat with her hands on her knees.

She stood up, and the train happened to turn on dim lights at this moment. In the light, she saw two familiar figures beside her.

A stuffed bear that was placed neatly on the car seat was finally able to move its arms and legs and stand up. She looked up and saw a pink-haired head on the seat in front of her.

Rika Sugiyama, Xiao Xiong and Hitomi Tono looked at each other.

This is the deeper level of Haga Mayumi’s spiritual world.

After becoming a guardian, Mayumi Haga's spiritual world is completely different from that of an ordinary person. Although she is very young, even childish, compared to other guardians, the memories she carries cannot be browsed through in the usual way.

So what follows is all of Mayumi Haga's memories after she embarked on the journey, which will appear in front of everyone in a completely different way from just now.

The three of them just saw Mayumi Haga's memories before she became a guardian and embarked on a journey. In fact, they all appeared in that part of the memory, but they couldn't see each other, and there was no way to interact with Mayumi Haga. Now that they are on this train, they can finally see each other's faces.

Shanshan Lihua frowned for a rare moment, thinking about something anxiously. Although she was carefree, she was also keenly aware of something in Haga Mayumi's character.

However, this conjecture needed more evidence to prove it, so she just kept it in her heart and tried hard to sort out her messy mind.

What has been overlooked...

But Tono Hitomi was much more intuitive. She almost sobbed and appeared on the car seat, wiping her tears fiercely: "Mayumi..."

She didn't want to use the word "pitiful" to describe Mayumi, but she was indeed hit by something the moment she saw Mayumi Haga crying.

It was hard for her to imagine how Mayumi Haga could assert herself in such a growing environment, transforming from fragile glass into the toughest diamond... Just thinking about the hardships involved, Tono Hitomi was about to shed tears for Mayumi Haga.

She is a person with strong empathy, which is both her advantage and also causes her trouble.

For example, now, she is trapped in Mayumi Hanega's pain and can't let it go.

Next to the sobbing Touno Hitomi was the little bear.

Although it was somewhat difficult, perhaps because she was so sincere, the other two people present could see the sadness in her little eyes.

Little Bear didn't cry as exaggeratedly as Tono Hitomi. Instead, he just sat there in a daze, not knowing what to say.

The words came to my lips but I felt they were meaningless, so I swallowed them back.

The brain is forced to empty.

The little bear, who is the most emotionally sensitive, has been completely drawn into Mayumi Haga's feelings and finds it difficult to break free.

The three of them saw each other, and without saying a word, they stood up silently and walked towards the carriage in front.

The train was still traveling in the endless tunnel. The broken windows allowed strong winds to rush in, and the ears were filled with countless sounds. The wind almost blew everyone down.

Next is the next stop in Mayumi Haga’s life.

At this moment, it seemed as if a huge screen appeared in front of me, showing a long road with no end in sight.

The wind stopped.

Everyone got off the train and started walking. There were countless red stone tablets on the roadside. If you looked closely, you could see the date and time, and even...

[Alamo calendar year 229, May 5, fell from a height. 】

[On June 229, 6 of the Alamo calendar, his throat was bitten by a wolf.]

[Alamo calendar year 229, July 7, self-explosion.]

[Alamo calendar year 229, July 7, self-explosion.]

[Alamo calendar year 229, July 7, self-explosion.]

[Alamo calendar year 229, July 7, self-explosion.]

……

There were some horrifying words engraved on these countless stone tablets. They seemed to record the cause of someone's death, but the soil under the stone tablets was fresh, and there was a faint warm liquid overflowing. At the beginning, the stone tablets were more or less separated by a certain period of time, and sometimes the stone tablets with the same reason would be connected together, which was very irregular.

These stone tablets stretched for thousands of miles, leading straight to the end of the road. On this road woven with death, only the three of them were walking.

The soil underfoot is a deep red color.

The nasal cavity was filled with a strong smell of blood, and the feeling under the feet was even more subtle.

Shanshan Lihua subconsciously moved closer to the stone tablet closest to him, and the scene in front of him changed.

[Alamo calendar year 230, June 6, pushed into the magma by a monster. ]

The eighteen-year-old Mayumi Haga appeared in front of him.

Her skin was wrapped in a thick, fireproof suit that looked like a can, revealing only a pair of golden eyes. She held an ice crystal that could lower the temperature in her mouth and climbed up the rock wall carefully. The heat wave distorted the air, and the strong smell of sulfur made it difficult to breathe.

This is the interior of a volcano. If you are not careful, you will fall into the lava and be cremated. However, Mayumi Yuga was asked to collect the flame fruit here and send it to the snowy mountain area.

Because this was a small task, Urzana was not there to guide him. Mayumi Yuga groped her way here alone, and as soon as she found the flame fruit plant in the cracks of the stone, she reached out to take it.

The moment she stretched out her hand, the footing beneath her began to collapse. She heard a sharp howl and her body was blown into the air.

Mayumi Hanega: “!”

The golden eyes showed astonishment at this moment. The guardian, who had not yet shown no emotion like he did later, had no time to open the paraglider before he fell to the ground.

In the end, he only had time to use self-detonation to rescue the core, as well as a few small pieces of bone fragments that flew out.

And now, this part of the wreckage lies quietly under the stone tablet in front of Shanshan Lihua, and a hole was dug randomly to put it in.

Shanshan Lihua hastily looked away, and for some reason her stomach was churning.

She raised her head and felt that the scene was more depressing than ever before. She finally understood where she was.

...This is Mayumi Haga's grave.

Chapter 153 Resistance

As we continued along the road, we saw more and more bodies piled up on the roadside.

I don't know when the sky turned gloomy, the dark clouds were very depressing, and the wind was thin and sharp. When it blew on my face, I felt cold at first, then wet, and then painful.

The shadow of a crow was circling over the three people's heads, but when they looked up, there was nothing there.

There was only dead silence here.

Hitomi Tono stepped on something soft. She was stunned and lowered her head. What she saw was a bloody face.

At this moment, her brain froze and she moved her feet away as if she had been electrocuted.

Dead body.

Although the facial skin had completely disappeared, revealing the muscles and teeth underneath, the eye sockets were also dark. It was unknown how long it had been buried here. It was only with the arrival of visitors that the soil loosened and the body saw the light of day again.

But she looked as if she had just been buried; both her muscles and the blood soaked in the soil still had a hint of warmth.

It was as if he could open his mouth and speak in the next second, or move suddenly, with only his last breath left.

Tono Hitomi felt that it was difficult to breathe. This was not a physiological phenomenon that occurred in the place where corpses were piled up, but a mental one.

Her throat felt squeezed and extremely dry. Any reaction at this moment seemed extremely rude. She felt a strong sense of suffocation and the surroundings seemed to be spinning. However, she could not take her eyes away from the familiar corpse in front of her.

She felt a buzzing in her head and all sounds faded away. Tono Hitomi belatedly felt a strong physiological reaction. She felt a little nauseous in her throat. After looking away in embarrassment, she found that there were even more miserable corpses everywhere around her.