Is there anyone who really wants to be a partner of justice?

How long did you live together? Three years, only three years. After three years, you will be far apart and never see each other. Don't listen to what teachers always say about your classmates being your most valuable asset. That's bullshit.

As long as you leave the social circle, your relationship with any person or thing will lose its value and meaning as time goes by. Since you are destined to be a passer-by in life, why bother to build a good relationship with a passer-by?

Bailang, relax, it doesn't matter what others think of you, their connection with you is almost meaningless in your entire life. To put it bluntly, you really played with them for three years, but the value they brought to you is not as good as what I said.

So, Bailang, don't care about what others think of you. Socializing is never about how to get others to pay attention to you, but about choosing the people you think are suitable and pleasing to yourself. That's the most important thing."

Facing Lu Zhenyi's long and eloquent words, Yimo Bailang finally made an emoji with shining eyes and said, "I envy you for not caring about other people's opinions... Woo... I just feel like I can't do it..."

"Just adjust your mindset~ Hmm... How about I give you some advice?"

"What trick?"

"Go sign up for a training class for physical training, practice a bit, feel the atmosphere, feel the pressure and persistence on yourself during physical training. Believe me, after practicing like this, you will immediately become different."

"Woo..." Bai Lang could only reply with a distressed expression, obviously unwilling to do so...

"Let's talk about this later...why don't we continue to talk about you, Brother Lu? What happened to Teacher Zhang later?"

"Mr. Zhang..."

When Lu Zhenyi mentioned this, he was slightly stunned, and his thoughts went back to the day when he returned to school to announce the good news after the high school entrance examination...

"Shinichi... here you go, this..."

"This is……"

Lu Zhenyi took out a stack of composition papers that Zhang Jinghan handed to him. As soon as he looked at it, he immediately recalled that this was the self-criticism letter he had written to Zhang Jinghan.

"The writing is very good, and the emotions are described very delicately, especially the psychological description of the protagonist... I have read it many times, and I have to say... I like this novel very much. Shinichi, you can try to be a writer in the future~"

"Forehead……"

Shinichi was a little at a loss. He didn't expect that the letter of apology that he had almost forgotten would return to his hands at this time, and... Zhang Jinghan actually finished reading it.

Looking at Shinichi's embarrassed expression, Zhang Jinghan smiled softly and said, "After reading this, I roughly understand your thoughts, Shinichi... But Shinichi, the ending you gave at the end was that the teacher finally rejected the student...

So, you know it very well, don't you? My answer is the same, Shinichi, I reject your confession. "

"Um……"

Seeing Shinichi's somewhat lost expression, Zhang Jinghan took a deep breath, stepped forward and gave him a hug, comforting him: "But don't worry, Shinichi, you still have a long life ahead of you, and besides the teacher, you will meet many people in the future.

Among them, there will be girls who are more suitable, younger, and even more beautiful than the teacher. I also believe that Shinichi will definitely have an enviable other half in the future.

So, how about just treating it as a broken heart? Go on with your life in the future, Shinichi.

Actually... I like you too, you are my favorite student that I have ever taught..."

Chapter 148: First Meeting with Bai Youxia

In the noisy comic convention, in order to let his friends who were meeting him in person find him quickly, Lu Zhenyi sat outside a KFC and waited silently. It was not because he was hungry, but because the most recognizable landmark in the entire comic convention was probably this KFC.

Since meeting Yimo Bailang, the two have been communicating with each other online for two years. Coincidentally, when Shinichi heard that Yimo Bailang had finished his high school entrance examination, he invited him to the comic exhibition together.

Although the two have never revealed each other's appearance and have maintained a sense of mystery around each other, in Shinichi's opinion, Ichimoku Shirai should be a boy who is shorter than himself and more weak, with a bit of immaturity and childishness.

"Um...Excuse me...Are you Brother Lu?"

Just when Shinichi was secretly speculating about Bailang's appearance, a young and muffled female voice sounded beside Shinichi's ears. He was stunned and turned his head to see a little girl with a flesh-colored sweater, who was about 1.5 meters tall and only reached his chest, standing in front of him. The girl was wearing a mask and looked up at him timidly...

"..." Shinichi had to admit that he had been writing novels for so long, but he never thought that such a novel-like development would happen to him! The fan he had been chatting with for two years turned out to be a girl!

"A... a white wave?"

"Yeah!" The masked girl nodded quickly, grabbing her small shoulder bag.

After receiving this response, Lu Zhenyi didn't know how to respond for a moment. He was ready to take his "fan brother" to the comic exhibition after meeting him, buy some Gundam models that every man loves, or a whole knight belt, or go to the card store to open some Yu-Gi-Oh card packs...

However, these plans completely collapsed the moment I discovered that Yi Mo Bailang was a girl. Hiss... Is there anything I should pay attention to when visiting a comic convention with a girl?

Just when Shinichi was worried about how to continue, the sudden rumbling sound of the girl's stomach gave Shinichi a solution to his problem...

He pointed to the KFC next to him and asked, "How about... eating something?"

"Ouch... OK..." If it weren't for the mask, Shinichi felt that the girl's face would be red with embarrassment, right? After all... her ears were red.

Food is always something that can comfort people's hearts. With food as an aid, the two of them can finally open up their conversation more calmly, and Shinichi is also able to catch a glimpse of the girl's surprising appearance while she is eating the egg tarts.

He originally thought that Yimai Bailang's inferiority and autism might be due to his appearance that made him get bullied, but now... it doesn't seem like that. He's so good-looking, and has such a good figure... these breasts... are these what a junior high school graduate can have?

"I never thought you were a girl. Why didn't you tell me? I didn't even know there was such a pretty girl among my fans~"

Bai Lang felt a little embarrassed by Zhenyi's compliment and said, "Um... I'm sorry, Brother Lu, I was afraid that if I said I was a girl, you would have a gap with me... I also talked to other group members before, but as soon as they found out that I was a girl, they immediately kept their distance from me..."

Shinichi spread his hands and complained, "Ah... that's true. People nowadays are always like this, they love to divide and differentiate, and feel that a difference of one gender is like a difference of N species, but in the final analysis it is simply due to personality and education.

Anyway, I have been around hundreds of female classmates since I was a child. There is no difference between male and female students when they are crazy. They all like to use "laozi" and "wknmd" when they swear. When they are quiet, they all love to study and rank among the top students. Is there a big difference? In the end, they are just following the crowd.

What’s prominent on the Internet is that the crying baby gets the milk. The louder and more abstract the crying is, the more attention it will get. I still say that the things on the Internet have nothing to do with your life. You just need to manage the quiet space around you. ”

Shinichi's somewhat rude and even impolite words made the girl sitting opposite him burst out laughing. Bai Lang had already experienced Shinichi's mouth full of black humor and aggressiveness when they were netizens, but she didn't hate it.

On the contrary, for her who dares not speak out or fight, Shinichi's straightforward and sarcastic style is completely her own internet mouthpiece. She envies Shinichi very much, envies him for being able to say what he wants to say without scruples, and also envies him for being able to criticize and ridicule things that he doesn't like so aggressively.

What made her even happier was that Zhenyi did not hesitate to pretend just because he found out that he was a girl, but continued to be the outspoken, aggressive and sarcastic Lu Zhenyi, which made her feel extremely comfortable and relaxed.

"Bai Youxia... My name is Bai Youxia..."

"Oh, your brother Lu, my name is Lu Zhenyi, nice to meet you. Shall we go to the comic convention later? I don't know what you like, but I can recommend you some of my favorites. Do you want to watch special effects? How about we go buy some knight belts? I just saw a booth selling homemade Dragon Knight card boxes, which are very well made and super cheap!"

"I'll listen to you, Brother Shinichi."

From this moment on, this casual and decisive man completely settled in Bai Youxia's heart.

……

"Wow... Shinichi-nii, I see you haven't updated much recently, is there something wrong?"

Bai Youxia looked at the novel that had not been updated for three consecutive days, and asked Zhenyi privately about it with some concern.

"Ah... Grandma passed away, and I've been busy with the funeral these days."

"Ah!? Your grandmother also... Doesn't that mean... that now, Shinichi-nii, you have no one to take care of you..."

Bai Youxia asked with concern. Knowing Shinichi's past, she knew very well that Shinichi's entire life had been spent losing various relatives. His mother passed away when he was a child, and his father also passed away when he was in junior high school. After his father passed away, the grandmother who was in charge of raising him also passed away within two years.

After that, she lived with him all the time, and only her grandparents were left, and now her grandmother was gone... It can be said that Shinichi had almost no relatives around her. For Bai Youxia, living alone like this was unimaginable and unbearable. Once she thought about it, she felt as if her chest was being strangled by a stone, choking and painful, and she couldn't breathe at all...

"Don't worry about that. I usually live in a university dormitory now. I seldom go home. Besides, I'm used to being alone."

"QAQ...Brother Shinichi, if you feel too lonely...can I go and keep you company?"

"Khan~ You girl, just focus on your college entrance exam~ I'm a college student now, I wake up every day and sleep until I wake up naturally, which is much more comfortable than you, a miserable high school student. Instead of worrying about me... why not worry about this...

Youxia, how was your mock exam result this time? Especially in Chinese, did you score over 120? Did you memorize all the formulas for answering the reading questions that I summarized for you last time? What are the rhetorical devices?"

"Ahhh! Eeyah! I don't want to hear that! QAQ!"

"Hahaha~"

"Wow... Shinichi-nii, you control my words more than my parents..."

"Was I strict at that time? It's because you always like to listen to what I say. I think you need to reflect on why you would rather listen to me than your parents."

"I listened! But... I think what you said is more effective..."

"Then I'll give you one more word of advice. Listen more to your parents."

"Woo..."

"Well, you don't have to worry. My grandma passed away peacefully. She was already over 120 years old, which was a long life. There's nothing to be sad about. I'll continue the update tomorrow after I finish everything. You should prepare well for your college entrance examination, especially Chinese. I don't want my apprentice to not get above in Chinese in the college entrance examination."

"Brother Shinichi, you are asking too much!"

After being teased by Zhenyi, Bai Youxia felt a little relieved from his inner fatigue and depression. However, it was only for a short while... The oppression that destroyed his emotions and mind always lingered in his heart. Only by taking medicine or chatting with Zhenyi and joking with him without any sense of distance could he feel a little relieved.

The more this happened, the more troubled Bai Youxia became. How would she face Zhenyi in the future? An irresistible impulse always surrounded her heart. She had typed the words "I like you" in the chat channel countless times and deleted them.

However, Bai Youxia was extremely worried about being rejected... What if Shinichi refused?

This distress always lingered in her heart, making her already tormented heart even more overwhelmed...

Then, an idea came into her mind...

"Brother Shinichi, can I ask you a question?"

"sure."

"Can you give me a character in the novel?"

"Sure, but you have to figure out the character setting yourself. I'm a lazy person~"

"Of course! But I have a small request..."

"any request?"

"Can my character be the main character's wife?"

"Ha~ No problem at all! I guarantee you'll be the No. 1 treatment!"

Bai Youxia was delighted when he got this reply. Shinichi agreed! Although it was just a role... But, he agreed so decisively, which meant that Shinichi still liked him, didn't he?

So, with this in mind, Bai Youxia made the final choice with great anticipation, typed out the three words, and sent them to Zhenyi...

However, what he waited for was a rejection from Shinichi, and the reason for the rejection was very simple... not suitable... too big an age difference, a gap in status, and family conflicts...

Shinichi unabashedly laid out all the realities between them. However, Tomoka didn't really pay attention to what Shinichi said to her. She only paid attention to Shinichi's rejection...

At this moment, the string that had been resisting the oppression in her heart broke... Overwhelming despair and loss poured into her mind...

On the other side, Shinichi looked at his response and scratched his hair in annoyance... He hoped that this was just a joke played by Youxia... He also hoped that this girl could get rid of her dependence on him... After all, the only person he could rely on in this world was himself...

Shinichi hoped so. He was not ready to accept the love of an underage girl. At this moment, he also somewhat understood Mr. Zhang's attitude towards him... Let time wear off these messy feelings...

However, Zhenyi was wrong about one thing, that is Bai Youxia, not Lu Zhenyi...

"Hello? Excuse me...are you Lu Zhenyi?"

A few days later, Lu Zhenyi received a strange phone call. On the other end of the phone was a woman with a choked voice, and the woman gave him a message...

"My daughter passed away a few days ago. I know from her suicide note that you have been helping that child since junior high school. That child also valued you very much and said that she hoped you could attend the funeral...Excuse me, do you have time recently?"

Hearing this sudden inquiry, Shinichi felt a sense of fear for no reason at this moment. He was extremely afraid that the woman on the other end of the phone would tell him the name of the deceased, but he still chose to ask: "Excuse me, what is your daughter's name..."

"Her name is Bai Youxia..."

Chapter 149: Waking Up from a Dream

"what!"

Shinichi suddenly woke up from his dream, gasping for breath. When the shock brought by the nightmare faded, he came to his senses a little. He didn't expect that he would dream about these things in the past...

Especially at the last moment of the dream, when he went to attend Bai Youxia's funeral, he saw the dead Bai Youxia suddenly jump out of the coffin and strangle him. Shinichi admitted that he was frightened by that moment...

"Hmm~ What's wrong, Shinichi~"

Just when Shinichi was still in shock, a soft and slender hand touched his lower back and massaged it gently, as if to comfort him.

Shinichi turned his head and saw Youxia, who was covered in a half-wet and stained sheet, looking at him with a dazed look in her eyes. Seeing the living Youxia lying in front of him, the shock brought by the nightmare dissipated a little.

He lay down and told the truth: "I had a nightmare...I dreamed that I was attending your funeral..."

After hearing this, Youxia was inexplicably happy and said with a smile: "Ah~ I thought you were as hard-hearted as a rock and would not be affected by anyone's death~ I didn't expect that my death at that time would become your nightmare~"

"...It is indeed a nightmare...After all, it was me who killed you, wasn't it..."

Shinichi had a bitter look in his eyes. The impact of Youxia's death on him was huge. It directly affected his attitude towards people in the future, making him less aggressive than before and making him generally tolerant towards girls he was close to.

Because he doesn't want his mouth to break down some people's defenses and cause another Bai Youxia to appear.

Bai Youxia lay directly on Zhenyi's chest, and her uncovered plump breasts pressed directly against Zhenyi. The subtle touch made Zhenyi feel very comfortable.

"Although, Shinichi, the words you said to me at that time were cruel, I have never blamed you... But Shinichi, you have always been so tolerant of me, a person with negative energy who always annoys you, and I am actually very grateful to you.

Besides, it’s all over now, and now we’re together again, right? We’re together in this dreamy way, and I’m actually very satisfied~”

As he spoke, Bai Youxia greedily kissed Zhenyi's lips, entwining them hungrily, sucking, and demanding them madly, as if he wanted to completely release the emotions that had accumulated over the years.

After a wet kiss, Shinichi licked his numb lips and said with a wry smile: "I don't think you look satisfied in this state. You are full of unsatisfied desires..."

Bai Youxia's eyes curved, he lowered his head and leaned against Shinichi's ear and smiled: "Sure enough~ Shinichi, you are really my worm~ It's just right, Shinichi, you are awake too, let's continue~ Ha~"

After saying that, Youxia blew gently into Shinichi's ear, and her jade feet had already begun to move up and down on Shinichi's big sword.