The world is broken, my Valkyrie is doubled

"dream?"

At this time, the girl Hua in front of Fu Hua and the Herrscher of Knowledge was lying in the dark space. There was only sound in the space, without any picture. The owner of the voice was Hua, and the other had a youthful and lively taste.

Without saying a word, the Herrscher of Consciousness immediately indexed the key words and completely retrieved this memory, reconstructing the scene and memory so that Fu Hua could recall it.

The originally dark space turned into a meadow, and on the grass lay the girl Hua and a girl with white hair and brown skin, chatting about something.

"Look! That's why I thought you would take over your father's job - you're the kind of person who does whatever others tell you to do. If someone says to you: 'Hua, take this path!' ... you just do it. But that path is your life."

"Well……"

The young girl Hua fell silent, and even Fu Hua who was watching fell silent. She also remembered that the person lying next to her was her first best friend.

This is a topic about dreams and memories. Young and ignorant girls are looking forward to the future, but the young girl Hua really finds that she doesn’t seem to have any dreams and has never thought about anything for herself.

"Well, it turns out you've been like this from the beginning. It seems the old saying is true: it's hard to change a person's nature. Time and experience have made you stronger and more resolute, but your nature has never changed. You were born this way - you only think about others and rarely think about yourself. You're simply a pushover."

The Herrscher of Knowledge shook her head. She didn't like being such a pushover. This was also the essential difference between herself and Fu Hua.

"My nature..." Fu Hua murmured, but her body unconsciously lit up with flames.

"Huh? What's wrong with you, old antique?" Because the Herrscher of Consciousness had been paying attention to Fu Hua, he knew the changes in Fu Hua's body at the first time. The Herrscher of Consciousness could clearly feel that Fu Hua's aura was slowly getting stronger in front of him.

"My nature... allowed my true self to successfully recover from the erosion, even if it was just a little bit." Fu Hua spoke slowly after feeling the source of that power.

"Have you found a reason?"

"Well, but it's just touching the edge, which is not enough." Fu Hua said slowly, "Human nature comes from the purest desires of human beings. Since my nature is altruistic, then my ego will naturally make a choice that is in line with my nature - that is, to listen to the doctor's advice and protect mankind and civilization. But this is not enough, and it does not mean that my ego can accept the ending of being betrayed for protecting civilization. After all, there have been people who wish that I can find my own happiness, which is contradictory to the former, so I still need stronger desires and motivations."

"That is, I need to find out, apart from my nature, why I can still walk the path of fighting against the collapse so firmly...!!" As she was explaining, Fu Hua suddenly felt something was wrong, and then suddenly looked up. The Herrscher of Consciousness also felt a sense of pressure coming from the sky. Looking up, he saw a terrifying big eye looking down at the two of them. The black energy around him completely tore the space above him apart and broke into the entire space.

"Ouch! Damn it! He actually came in!" The Herrscher of Consciousness felt that her spirit and soul were doubly suppressed. She knew clearly that the one eye in the sky was the symbol of the will of Honkai. It was obvious that the other party would not give Fu Hua any time to recover. He had already broken through the barrier of consciousness and entered the space. He did not hesitate to infiltrate the Honkai energy in, vowing to alienate everything.

"Damn it! I'll resist! Hurry up now! Keep going! Find the answer!" Now he was the only one who had the power to resist the collapse, so the Herrscher of Consciousness could only resist the will of the collapse alone and buy the last time for Fu Hua to recover.

"But……"

"There's no time! I've stuffed all my remaining memories into your head! Go and see now! Hey! Damn Honkai, let's settle the debt first! Taixu Sword God!" The Herrscher of Consciousness threw a ball of light directly to Fu Hua, and then he flew into the air, turned his body into a sword, and rushed directly towards the big eye in the sky. After Fu Hua caught the ball of light, he did not hesitate and immediately led it out, letting the girl Hua go to the next direction.

However, what neither Fu Hua nor the Herrscher of Consciousness noticed was that all the memories contained in the Herrscher of Consciousness inadvertently included a person whom Fu Hua had never been able to remember from beginning to end, and it was the memories of this person that inadvertently opened the most critical seal deep in Fu Hua's consciousness.

……

"Where is this?" After entering the next scene, Fu Hua found that the surroundings were in ruins. The entire sky was infected by purple-black energy, which was strikingly similar to the scene when the Honkai will broke through the barrier of consciousness. The young girl Hua was fleeing from the airport at this moment. However, her luck was very bad. She alarmed the Honkai beasts and the dead soldiers and was surrounded. With no way to escape, the young girl Hua could only jump from the second floor to the broken windowsill and escape with a rope.

"No...how could this be? Although I have forgotten my previous memories, when I look back now, I always feel that it is a little different from what I remember. What's going on?" When Fu Hua saw this scene, she felt a sense of something wrong and disharmony in her heart.

At this moment, an accident happened. The rope that the girl Hua was holding was cut by the Honkai beast, and she eventually fell downstairs. There were many Honkai beasts below, ready to devour the girl Hua.

"Skyfire—unsheath!"

However, a voice unexpectedly sounded at this moment.

Chapter 373: Girl Hua and Wang Chen

"Skyfire? How is it possible? How could it appear here at this time? Wasn't Kevin a victim of the same period as me? And this voice is not Kevin." After hearing this voice, Fu Hua was not surprised even when she was in danger as a teenager, but now she was surprised.

However, Fu Hua saw an unexpected scene. She saw a figure that she was very familiar with but should not appear in her sight. A man walked slowly towards the girl Hua, holding a little girl's hand in one hand, and holding the Holy Judge of Heavenly Fire in the other hand, and burned all the collapsed beasts below with one sword. The girl Hua, who fell from the sky, didn't know why her body got rid of the acceleration of gravity and slowly fell to the ground.

"Mr. Wang Chen (Captain)..."

After seeing each other's appearance, Girl Hua and Fu Hua both called out similar names at the same time.

"It's okay now, Hua, I'll fulfill my promise and see you again. I'm sorry that it's in such a bad environment." Wang Chen in the video also said so.

"This... how is it possible, Captain Wang Chen... actually appeared in the previous era? Since he saved me, why don't I have any memory of him at all? And he said he would see him again... Could it be that we have met before, what is going on? Wait... Could this be the reason why the Herrscher behaved so strangely when he mentioned Captain Wang Chen?" Fu Hua looked at Wang Chen's face and suddenly remembered the strange attitude of the Herrscher of Knowledge before.

"Let's go... Hua, I will take you to find your friends." At this time, Wang Chen stretched out his hand and pulled the girl Hua towards the city. At this moment, Fu Hua felt a sudden shattering sound in her mind, and a tingling sensation came from the depths of her mind. It was the feeling of a lot of memories suddenly emerging, almost making Fu Hua's consciousness trance.

At this moment, the memory scenes in front of Fu Hua began to accelerate, and her experiences with Captain Wang Chen were gradually played out one by one.

"Woo... Instructor... Commander-in-Chief... Achen... These memories." The large amount of information made Fu Hua unable to digest it in time, but it still made Fu Hua know the relationship between herself and Wang Chen. She didn't expect that her connection with the other party had been established 5 years ago.

At this time, the scene in the memory came to an occasion. Hua, who had become a Fire Moth Warrior at this moment, wore a cheongsam dress and left the venue alone and came to the balcony. Her expression was a little depressed and gloomy. Fu Hua remembered this scene. This was the first time she participated in the celebration banquet after the Herrscher was defeated. Although under the psychological counseling of the captain Himiko, she still participated in this celebration dance. But she was so depressed that she chose to go to the balcony alone to breathe.

What Fu Hua didn't expect was that at this moment, there was already someone sitting on the balcony railing, looking up at the full moon alone.

"Commander-in-Chief Wang Chen?" Hua in the memory scene asked softly.

"Well, Hua, you are here too? Also, don't call me commander-in-chief in private, just call me as you did before." Recognizing Hua's voice, Wang Chen replied.

"Well... the cheerful atmosphere in the venue... I don't like it, and I'm not used to it." Hua looked away. Although he could speak his mind without any scruples in front of Wang Chen, he still felt a little unnatural. After all, this was a very "unsociable" tone.

"I don't like it either...but what your captain said before is right. You have to allow people to forget their pain, relax themselves, and embrace happiness, even if it is just self-deception. It's just that the two of us are too realistic and can't do that, so we two ran away." Wang Chen said with a faint smile.

"You...you heard our conversation outside the room?" When Hua heard this, for some reason, a hint of nervousness appeared on his face.

"Well, I heard some things when I passed by, but I left afterwards, so I only heard these few sentences." Wang Chen nodded and said.

"Oh...that's good." After hearing this, Hua breathed a sigh of relief for some reason. But just after he finished saying this, he suddenly seemed to realize something and his eyes began to wander.

"Huh? What? Did you say something sensitive behind my back?" Wang Chen saw Hua's expression, smiled playfully, and said, "Are you saying bad things about me?"

"No... I was just chatting casually about you, Mr. Wang Chen, and it also involves me." Hua said somewhat guiltily.

"Oh? Just chatting? Tell me about it." Wang Chen was stunned, then he narrowed his eyes and looked at Hua with a smile.

"The captain said later that she was actually very worried about me."

"worry about you?"

"I'm worried that you and I, Mr. Wang Chen, will learn bad things." Hua nodded and said.

"Hehe, this girl Himiko is really plotting against me. Let me see how I will make things difficult for her later. What did you say then?" Wang Chen sneered and then asked.

"I said... I won't be a philanderer like Mr. Wang Chen..." Hua lowered his head, somewhat afraid to look at Wang Chen.

"Ahem! Damn it, Hua, why do you look at me like that?" Wang Chen almost fell off the fence because of Hua's words. Hua said apologetically, "Sorry."

"Okay, it's okay. I'll go back to bed first." Wang Chen seemed to be wearing a mask of pain. The apology from the honest man Hua was more hurtful than being accused in person.

"There's more to that... The captain told me that she's not worried about someone learning bad things." Hua pondered for a while, his expression becoming a little depressed, and said, "She said that she doesn't want to be the same as you in dealing with and fighting Honkai."

"Huh? What does this mean?" Wang Chen was stunned and asked.

"The captain said that now, like most of the new recruits, I still regard you as my idol. I want to fight against Honkai to the end like you, and I want to devote everything I have to destroying Honkai. This is certainly a good thing when a new recruit joins the army, but now, for a soldier like me who has experienced actual war, such an idea seems empty, like a castle in the air. In the future, my beliefs will inevitably suffer a blow, and it is very likely that I will even lose my life because of it." Hua said in a low voice.

"Is that all?" Wang Chen came down from the balcony and asked patiently.

"No, the captain also said that if I was just like this, it would be fine. As long as I find what I really want to do in the future, I can change. However, the captain said that she found that I have never considered my own interests and hobbies, and I am still going further and further on the path of imitating you. That's why she is very worried about me, worried that I will be like you. The only thing left in life is to fight against the collapse."

"The captain also said that although such a life is great and glorious, it is also an extremely heavy life. It is so heavy that if you are not careful and make a mistake, you will become a sinner of the entire civilization. She said that such a life is not something that ordinary people can bear. What she hopes is that while I am fighting against the collapse, I can also have my own happiness and ideal pursuits. And it is precisely to protect this happiness and ideal pursuits that I push myself to fight against the collapse. Instead of seeing the fight against the collapse as the only reason and motivation to live in this world like you do." Hua said slowly.

Chapter 374: The Thousand-Year-Old Feather, Floating in the World (Part 2)

"Does she really think so? She sees me like this." Wang Chen scratched his head with an incredible attitude.

"Isn't that the case with Mr. Wang Chen?" Hua asked.

"Yes and no. It's true that I behave like that in this world, and one of my ideals is to destroy Honkai. She's not completely wrong. However, in addition to fighting Honkai for this ideal, I have other reasons that push me to destroy Honkai." Wang Chen said, crossing his hands.

"I see... As expected, what the captain said was right. She also said that even you might have other reasons and ideals, and that fighting the Honkai is not the only reason and motivation for living in this world. It's just that no one understands this and has created this illusion. And my current behavior is just like an imitation. I don't understand its core at all. It can even be said that such an ideal is not my own ideal at all, but a borrowed ideal." Hua said.

"Borrowed ideals..." At this time, Fu Hua, who had been watching all this from the sidelines, also murmured this word. At the same time, at this moment, the flame in Fu Hua's self flickered again, as if it was touched.

"What about Hua? What do you think? Do you do as Himiko says?"

“…I don’t know. The captain hopes that I can gain more knowledge, find out what I really want to do, and then think about how to deal with Honkai, but I…”

"But, fighting against Honkai and destroying Honkai is what you want to do, right?" Wang Chen asked softly. After hearing what Wang Chen said, Hua was stunned at first, and then nodded.

"Hua, do you know why I regard the elimination of Honkai as one of my ideals?"

"why?"

Wang Chen leaned against the balcony railing, looked up at the starry sky, pointed and said, "Look, the stars are so dazzling and bright, just like the dreams in people's hearts, shining and lighting up the world around them. But... Changkong City and the East Asian area can no longer see this starry sky."

Hua fell silent. She heard the hidden meaning in Wang Chen's words, and Wang Chen continued, "Honkai has clear malice, destroying civilization and destroying humanity. Those Herrschers were born from people's original sin and malice. As long as He exists, countless 'starlights' will be obscured, swallowed up, and fallen by Him. As long as He is still there, humans will never be able to obtain true happiness. And this is why I want to destroy Honkai."

"Protect everyone's happiness?" Hua murmured unconsciously.

"No, I'm not that great. I'm content to protect the happiness of a small number of people. But, these few people are only within the scope of human beings." Wang Chen smiled calmly, and then asked, "So now, how about it? Do you still want to do this?"

"I..." Hua thought for a long time, and finally nodded and said, "I think... I still want to be like Mr. Wang Chen and regard the elimination of Honkai as my goal. I am really... too stupid to find any other reason."

"That's enough." Wang Chen rubbed Hua's head and said with a smile.

"Eh? But..."

"You have already determined that this is what you want to do, right? That is enough. Even if it is a borrowed ideal, it is still an ideal, isn't it? It is definitely not a wrong ideal for you!" Wang Chen chuckled and said, "Besides, I don't like the term borrowed or not. Isn't there a better word to describe this in our hometown of Shenzhou? That is - inheritance."

"Inheritance... inheritance..." Hua's eyes began to brighten, and Wang Chen also said: "No one knows what they should do and what dreams they should pursue when they are born. Everyone learns from the experience of their predecessors, first finds a dream that suits their inheritance, and then finds the motivation to drive the realization of this dream. Hua, you are the same. You inherited this ideal for various reasons, and you will inevitably find the motivation to pursue your ideal in the future."

"In fact, you have already found it, haven't you?"

"Huh? I have found it?" Hua was stunned and didn't understand what Wang Chen said.

"When you just listened to my explanation of why you regard the elimination of Honkai as an ideal, the first thought that came out of your mouth was exactly what you wanted to do deep in your heart, wasn't it?" Wang Chen said with a smile.

"Protect everyone's happiness? That's what I want to do? That's my real motivation..." Hua murmured.

"Hua, you may be much stronger than you think. Never forget this moment today, and don't forget that you have found your own nature." After Wang Chen finished speaking, he patted Hua on the shoulder and showed a relieved expression, but underneath this expression, there was a hint of reluctance in his eyes.

But soon, the picture froze at this moment, and then turned into smoke and dissipated. The whole space was left with only Fu Hua with flames on her body and closed eyes. From the moment the girl Hua just said her true motivation, Fu Hua felt that the corrosive force that bound her self was completely disintegrated. Fu Hua found the reason, the reason that she had forgotten for too long - protecting everyone's happiness, this is Fu Hua's nature, and it is what Fu Hua has always done.

As a result, the self completely returned and merged with Fu Hua. Not only that, the superego that was once distorted by Shen Yin was also corrected at this moment because Fu Hua recalled her true ideal. Even though the remaining Shen Yin was still playing a role, Fu Hua was able to break free from the shackles of Shen Yin. Shen Yin, which had been broken 500 years ago, will completely come to an end in Fu Hua's hands this time.

"It's such a long detour..." Fu Hua looked at the long corridor of memory that continued to extend forward. From her original teenage self, she kept walking forward... and transformed into a warrior with haze and determination. She kept walking forward, and became a red kite that ignited the original fire of civilization and protected the development of civilization. Then she continued to walk forward, with swords and shadows, and demonic energy everywhere, but more of it was endless suffering and loneliness, silently guarding this piece of Shenzhou continent, and becoming the immortal praised by everyone. Later... After experiencing sudden changes, confusion and hesitation, the "Fu Hua" finally came to the end and walked in front of the current Fu Hua.

"Fu Hua" - the superego, has experienced this journey of thousands of years and witnessed Fu Hua's life in the world. The divine sound and corrosive power on her body all faded away, leaving only the purest red feather, which landed in Fu Hua's palm. In the end, the superego returned to itself, and the consciousness space began to peel off automatically.

"It's time to end. But it's not enough... I can feel that the other consciousnesses that were previously dispersed, come back." Feeling the return of power, Fu Hua closed his eyes, sensed the familiar auras in the outside world, and then began to draw those auras back to himself.

In the outside world, that is, in the erosion field, Wang Chen held the Ruoshui Sword in his hand, constantly resisting the erosion force from all directions. However, even with the assistance of the Ruoshui Sword, it can only block it for a while. The light of the Ruoshui Sword has become dimmer and dimmer, as if it will dissipate at any time.

Just as Wang Chen began to think about the next countermeasures, he suddenly felt something warm around his waist. He took it out and saw that it was the feathers he had collected after clearing the illusion. Not only Wang Chen, but others also found that the feathers in their hands began to glow and heat up, and seemed to be flying in a certain direction.

"Could it be?" Wang Chen just thought of a possibility, and a hint of joy appeared on his face. Then he saw the feather break away from his hand and fly to the forehead of Fu Hua lying on the ground, and then merge directly into Fu Hua's body like water. The feathers of other people also turned into streams of light and entered Fu Hua's body.

Chapter 375: Fu Hua Awakens

"Captain, what is this?" Theresa also vaguely guessed the possibility, but was still not sure, so she looked at the captain.

"You guessed right, Fu Hua... should be waking up. Xiao Shi succeeded." Wang Chen nodded, and then looked at the anxious Corrosion Ruler outside the field. It was obvious that the other party also realized something was wrong and began to launch a frenzy-like attack, even at the cost of igniting artillery fire and slapping the water curtain of Ruoshui Sword with one claw.

Unfortunately, the Herrscher's actions were doomed to fail. After learning that Fu Hua was about to wake up, everyone present was shocked and regained their morale, trying their best to deal with her. Even the Ruoshui Sword seemed to sense that Fu Hua's consciousness was awakening, and its originally dim light became brighter again, trying its best to block anything that wanted to hurt Fu Hua.

……

The Depths of Fu Hua's Consciousness

"Puff! Damn it, I can't hold on any longer! Is that old antique not okay yet?" The Herrscher of Consciousness gritted his teeth. He had already separated himself from the sword, and the sword body shattered into pieces again. Before, it took the combined efforts of himself and Wang Chen to drive the opponent out, but now he was really struggling alone.

Death or Obey

"I won't! Beat me to death if you can!" Even though the Herrscher of Consciousness felt that he was about to run out of strength, he did not give in at all.

[It is just an illusion, so it will be annihilated]

A strange black light flashed across the single eye, and the surrounding space seemed to be alienated by the energy poured in by the will of collapse. For a moment, countless disgusting tentacles grew in the void, covered with various strange limbs and parts of various kinds of collapse beasts, which made people feel terrified. Even the Herrscher of Consciousness couldn't help swallowing his saliva when he saw such a strange scene. And those alienated creatures also aimed at the Herrscher of Consciousness who could not move, and attacked him one after another.

"Damn it! Even if I die, I'd rather die at the hands of these disgusting creatures!"

"No need, leave the rest to me."

Just as Herrscher of Consciousness was gritting his teeth and shouting, ready to fight to the death, Fu Hua's voice sounded from behind Herrscher of Consciousness, which made Herrscher of Consciousness stunned at first, and then he was delighted and laughed loudly, "Hahahaha, old antique, I've been waiting for you for a long time! Are you finally recovered?"

"Well, thank you. Without your help, I would not have been able to recover so quickly. Even, you couldn't have gotten rid of the confusion in my heart. So, leave the rest to me." Fu Hua had come to the side of the Herrscher of Consciousness, a flaming light surged from his body, and he changed back into the form of the Red Kite again.

Then, Fu Hua waved her hand and endless flames flew out, burning all the invading foreign objects. At this time, Fu Hua also looked up at the sky and said lightly: "God of Honkai, we have fought so many times. This time, you are defeated again. Get out of my mind."

[…Warrior of the previous era, even if your consciousness is reunited, you are no longer as brave as you once were.]

[What price will you pay for that sword that cuts through the sky? ]

"Naturally, I can't wield a sword with such power again, but you don't need me to use that sword now." Power began to gather in Fu Hua's body, and sword intent and collapse energy began to converge. First, a red Jingwei appeared behind Fu Hua, making a high-pitched cry, and then an illusory sword tip appeared on Jingwei's head. Although there was no sword body, it was still the genuine Taixu Sword God.

"Taixu Sword God!"

Fu Hua lightly uttered the name of her famous skill, and the Sword God soared into the sky, directly approaching the will of collapse. The Jingwei bird sang loudly, and if it didn't sing, it would be amazing; if it didn't fly, it would soar into the sky! And the products in the sky that were alienated by the will of collapse were unable to stop the Taixu Sword God's soaring momentum, and were chopped and broken by the Sword God! They shattered into collapse particles and dissipated!

This is not the most important thing. Just look at the tip of the Jingwei bird's sword carrying a huge flame, which directly hits the giant eye of the incarnation of the will of collapse. The aftermath of the collision of the two powers shattered the surrounding space. Although this impacted Fu Hua's consciousness, Fu Hua did not waver at all. Her fist and flames only focused on one goal! That is to shatter the enemy that has been fighting for tens of thousands of years - the will of collapse.