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But this is more hurtful than 100% saying that it is her fault, because it is just an angry remark without considering the actual objective conditions.

His family members have always taken care of his feelings, so he wants to stab him. Isn't this stupid?

Because I didn’t want to treat my friend as a burden or a nuisance, even though I knew he was an idiot, I didn’t treat him like a real idiot. So I became an even bigger idiot than he was.

Because I didn't want to vent my emotions and yell at people around me like this loser, I later said that she was a loser, but I was the real loser because I was always soft-hearted towards him.

I didn't treat him the way she treated him. He did it on the first day of the month, and I didn't do it on the fifteenth day, but on the fifteenth day after a few months.

He gained friendship by bragging, but didn't cherish it. He tied others to his side, which made me angry again and again.

Those who treat others as a burden are actually the burden themselves.

If someone does not treat others as friends or family, he is the one who is letting down the relationship.

If you feel lonely, you are actually making yourself lonely.

He thinks that others are harassing him, without ever thinking about who is harassing whom in the first place.

I feel like he is avoiding me, but I have never thought about who is avoiding him. If I am not avoiding him, I will not return to the group, I will not keep QQ logged in, I will leave a message in the early morning instead of looking for him in the morning?

Just because you feel it is my honor to treat me as a family member and are pitying me, I am the one who is truly pitied.

He thinks I am moving myself, so he is also moving himself.

Later, his words were deleted.

If you are so afraid of a friend, why did you make friends in the first place? If you don't trust your family, what kind of family are you?

What you do will eventually come back to you. Sooner or later, you will pay for what you have done.

Most of the disgust of people comes from self-disgust. Most of it comes from disgust at one's own incompetence. For example, if you win a game, will you push the responsibility onto others?

A lot of what both sides said to each other had an effect on themselves.

For example, he accused me of not treating him as a friend, but in fact he has been doing things that are not worthy of this friendship.

For example, he said he would remember me, but actually I was the one who was always remembering him.

After I came out of the mental hospital, I was more sober than anyone else. Otherwise, I might not have survived. In the end, it was the emotions of some people that killed them.

From the beginning to the end, I was killed by him. Analyze the matter for others to see.

At first, he wanted to add me. Later, when I left the group, he also added me. I deleted him, but he still used the excuse of friends and memories to hold me hostage. In the end, after he kept doing this until I was exhausted, he still wanted to provoke me. It would be fine if he didn't do it on purpose, but he deliberately provoked me a second time in the end.

You never think that you're going too far, right?

I repeat. Ordinary conflicts are like quarrels. There is nothing wrong with quarrels. If you need to quarrel, quarrel. If you need to break up, break up. Don't poke the other person's soft spot. Besides, I never thought about quarreling. I always thought about solving the problem. Give in to him.

I know that even if we really have a quarrel and break up, I will still treat him as a friend and will not turn my back on him like he does.

I won't pester him just for the sake of simply deleting him. Have you ever thought about the fact that I deleted him three times, and that I haven't thought about actively looking for him since I left the group?

If you don't accept the care, that's fine. If you don't like this person, feel that you have no feelings for him, and feel troubled. That's fine. Just pick a taboo that the other person doesn't want to recall and deliberately kill him. Isn't that stupid? Just think about it yourself, what haven't I told him?

In any case, you should not go to the other party's minefield to party, especially when you are aware of the serious consequences.

If you meet someone on the street and you don't like them, you should push them into the river, right?

No matter what, no matter how you quarrel, forcing someone to death is unforgivable.

Just do things without thinking.

Just like setting the house on fire after an argument with parents, or stabbing each other in the heart after a breakup.

What is this? It's murder.

This idiot.

I don't know who between him and me should go and look at things like disability assessment.

The first time, I didn't know, it was negligence, but I didn't say negligence means I don't have to take responsibility. But I still won't say that. The second time, it was intentional. He almost killed me before he almost killed me. And then he did it. What else could it be but murder?

The first time I just wanted to log off and solve it myself, but after some time, no one knew what was going on. So I had to detonate the bomb in advance. Do you think you are very smart?

I accidentally set the house on fire, and when I saw others trying to put it out, I added fuel to the fire. When others asked me about it, I ran away. I thought I could avoid responsibility by running away. But more people knew about it.

fool.

I don't know if he is this kind of person in real life. Is he just timid in real life, so he can only dare to hurt others and criticize this and that online? Is he also like this online, always disgusting those who are close to him? But the Internet is not a lawless place, and there is a real person sitting behind the screen.

I thought he was a liar.

But think about it, that's too stupid. After all, I confessed that I'm mentally ill and depressed. I also said that the book failed.

If a liar approaches someone, he will not say that he is a man. He will only say that he tries his best to take care of other people's feelings. He will not say that he disgusts people every time and thinks that he is very smart.

Even a decent liar would say something nice. Even a waiter in a restaurant would ask people about their dietary taboos. They are even dumber than liars.

Don't learn to be a scumbag if you don't want to be one. Others are just trying to cheat you out of money, not your life.

I wondered if I would feel better if he was a liar. It turns out that I didn't.

It's not because of my IQ. Scammers also have families, social relationships, and emotions. They didn't come out of nowhere. Even if they are scammers, we are still friends. Besides, scammers are not really that stupid.

The last time I met such a stupid person was the one who sold resources. But even that person cheated me out of a hundred dollars.

Saying that others are your family members, can your family members keep stabbing the other person in the heart?

I don't know what I did to offend him, what deep hatred do I have with him that he wants to do this to me and kill me.

In the end, we forget that we are just friends, and then we forget that we are still friends.

Even now, if all the facts were laid out, he would still subjectively speculate and not believe the information that was unfavorable to him, ignoring the actual hurtful things he had done. He would not even really investigate and collect evidence, or ask the people in the book.

He might say I didn't say these things, but if I didn't say them, how would he know to use those things to provoke me? Doesn't he know whether I said them or not? I have said every single thing in detail. But he just turned a deaf ear to it.

He might say I was mentally ill and crazy, but I was emotionally stable before I met him, much better than the other two people in the rental house. Before he drove me crazy, I didn't say I would write to him.

He might say that I was the one who kept pestering him after we met. But he didn't see that I left the group, deleted the friend list, and stopped looking for him. Didn't he see that I joined the group less frequently after we met? I didn't see that I was the last to know about his friend verification message. If he hadn't come to me in the morning to say hello, how could he have found out that I deleted him.

He would think that I am so bad at hanging around online, but he didn't consider that I criticize others and run away in shame after they say a few words. He would say that he is disgusting even when playing games, how bad his mentality is. Moreover, that is my roommate's group, and he came here later. I have already left the group, and he contacted me himself. Seeing that I have such a bad mentality, haven't you seen me say those thoughtless words again and again, and do things that make people feel cold.

He might ask why I hate him so much, why I still care about his feelings. Didn't he say it himself? Because he is a friend. If I really play according to his way, he won't feel uncomfortable, right? Isn't it because we are friends that I am willing to take care of him?

I feel sad and uncomfortable. Wouldn't others be sad and uncomfortable?

He might say he doesn't, he's not feeling well. But he forgot that he added friends so often that he filtered the notifications, so he lay down for two days and was afraid to show me the photos.

He might say that his relationship is very troubled. But he never thought that it was him who troubled him. I have been trying to persuade him. He was the one who gave up his chastity for this relationship. He never thought that it was him who troubled me.

He might say, I am so angry that I am sick, why don't you delete him, but he didn't consider using the excuse of friends and memories to blackmail me morally. But he didn't do what he promised.

He would think that I was irresponsible when I said that I was sick because of him, and I was so angry that I needed oxygen and wanted to die, and I didn't take medicine to accompany her. But he didn't think that it was he who always spoke and acted without thinking, and always got carried away. So the medicine I took didn't work, and the disease kept recurring.

He would think it was just a coincidence, but he could just not reply to the message like he did before, right?

He would think that this is her interest and his freedom. But if it is just interest, didn't I forgive him before? Why must he take out the same one?

He may say that he did not mean it, but if he does it again after I have explained the seriousness of the matter, then it is intentional.

He might have said that he wanted me to give up because I was mentally unstable. But he never thought that it was because of my mental instability that I couldn't stand the stimulation. It would be better to say that he wanted me to die than to want me to give up.

He would think I wanted to use guilt to make her do something. But in fact, I didn't give him contact information in the first letter. I didn't want him to come to me.

In the following letters he would think that I was trying to win your love by one plan after another, but he would not say that it was he who brought up the thing that had caused me to lie prone for more than ten days and further shortened my life.

I always try to downplay the main issue and then talk about my responsibility, taking away my own responsibility. As if that would change the facts and make me feel less guilty. But after completely uncovering the matter, I know what I was thinking and what I did at the time. No matter how I deceive myself and evade responsibility, I cannot escape the fact that I am fully responsible for killing a friend.

He would think that I was destroying his reputation. He never considered that I had been trying to preserve his reputation. It was because he ran away that I had to explain to others what happened. Before that, his name was not mentioned. It is not clear whose reputation I am protecting, is it? Only these are the truth. Don't you have any idea of ​​who you are?

He would think that I was deliberately making things serious, but in fact I had been making things light so that he wouldn't feel burdened. It was because of his problems that I had to tell him the truth.

He would think that I sexually harassed him, but have you ever thought about who is the one who sexually harassed him if that is the case? That was originally a condition he agreed to. Using such a thing to kidnap others.

He would say that I always treated him like an idiot. He thought he was an idiot, so he acted like that. I forgot to say that I was unwilling to do the hurtful things he did. I just had the habit of considering all the situations and preparing contingency plans. I also made plans that if we reconciled, I would continue to go to the hospital to buy medicine, and then we would make plans for what to do together.

He felt that he was being forced to do something or kidnapped by using the excuse of being friends. But as a friend or family member, isn't it wrong to take the initiative to care for others and do something? Even if it's not his responsibility, it's fine, but he did it from the beginning. In fact, he was the one who had been forcing me and kidnapping me since we met.

He might think, I always wanted to delete him, didn't I? Finally, I got what I wanted. But I wanted to make both of them so sad, right? But, by breaking up in the end, was he trying to stab me in the heart and kill me?

Even if I drive them away, I won't do things that are taboos for them when I know they are taboos.

He would say that I was testing his feelings, but first of all, that was just an excuse to take the blame on myself. But even if I was really testing his feelings, it would be stupid to deliberately give a needle to someone with acrophobia.

He would think that he only stabbed me in the chest once, but I stabbed him for his whole life. But I never thought about why I kept stabbing people I knew in the beginning, and why I stabbed the heart, a vital part. I wanted to kill people. Have you ever thought about really doing something to mend the hearts of two people, to make things better, to make the two of us no longer so sad, to create some new memories?

He would think that I have been immersed in the shadow of the past. It is irresponsible to regard him as the shadow of the past. But he has never thought that he is more stupid than the people I knew before. He has been irritating me from beginning to end. There is nothing wrong with being immersed in the past. After all, I have reconciled with Suzhou. Only when I see him, I am really annoyed from the bottom of my heart. When I went to Beihai, I kept ordering beer roast duck. I ordered from several restaurants. Benzi was quite surprised at the time, because I remember that the roast duck in my hometown was delicious when I was a child. It doesn’t taste the same after growing up. When I was in a bad mood, I would play games with the people I knew before, and I would not criticize this or that. I would not put pressure on others after I stopped playing games. To be honest, the psychological shadow he left on me is greater than that of several people I knew before. Because those people didn’t do it on purpose, it was a misunderstanding. We had happy days together and helped me. But he was intentional.

He still thinks I am hypocritical and pretending to be a good person. But he never thought that although I am hypocritical, have I ever done anything to let him down? On the contrary, I have always taken care of his reputation and minimized the impact of the incident. I have always taken care of everyone's feelings. At least I have always been a good person to her. Who is actually lighting the fire, who is putting out the fire, and who is adding fuel to the fire. And who ran away and who is still dealing with the rest.

He would wonder why I had to say it out loud when I was ready to keep it all in my heart. I also have people I know and family. I don't need to really keep everything in my heart. Why do you feel that I have to bear all the anger after knowing me? But I won't deliberately say anything slanderous. Instead, I will lay out the reality completely. If I really don't say anything, he will also run away, which is irresponsible to everyone, and it may waste public resources.

So tell everything exactly as it happened.

Everyone says that Liu Huangshu is pretending to be a good person, but he has been pretending to be a good person all his life. It mainly depends on how he does it.

I have always been in control of the development of things.

He didn't think about how many people would be disturbed if I really hung up without saying anything. If I hung up without saying anything, wouldn't he who contacted me last be investigated?

But just for this relationship, good people don't live long.

When I was an idiot before, I was surrounded by a group of people. Now that I have to consider other people’s feelings, they all think it’s my fault.

He thought that I was such a person in the past, and it was retribution. But he didn't consider that I was only in junior high school at the time, and he had already graduated and was working. And even if it was retribution, and it was someone from the past who came to take revenge, the person who executed it should not be him, but someone I had always known.

He would think that it was rude of me to call the police and look for his personal information, and that I didn't consider him a friend. I didn't think that I did this because he was a fool. I did this because he wanted to kill me. I had been thinking about solving it before that. Even if it was illegal, he was the first to do it, okay?

I kept reminding him of the seriousness of the matter and to minimize the impact. But he was just like that other depressed patient, never listening and just doing what he wanted.

He only thinks that this is troublesome, but he never thinks that the trouble is caused by himself and he should take full responsibility.

Who is the person who always tolerates the other person in things, who truly treats the other person as a friend, who always takes care of the other person's feelings, and who is the person who saves face?

He didn't care at all about how I treated him or how he treated me.

Even if I bring out everything, I might still continue to cry and talk about my responsibility.

I feel like I am relying on him. Have you ever really thought about what you have done?

He might regret it, but he regretted making me his friend, not regretting doing one excessive thing after another to me. He didn't regret not listening to my repeated advice.

People are like this. They only see things that are good for themselves. I felt that I was the one who let her down, but I never thought that he was the one who had been letting me down since we met.

Just because I'm apologizing, I think it's my mistake.

What can I solve by escaping? I don't know when I can return to reality.

Even if I explain everything to him in detail, I may not be able to make him give up his assumption that he is very smart and crawl out of the tortoise shell he has built for himself.

Can you escape from a life that you are not responsible for? You are only escaping from your own life.

Even if you really try to shirk your responsibility at that time, don’t you know who you are, what your personality is, what you were thinking, and what you did at that time?

Every time he keeps trying to persuade and talk, he just keeps hitting the wall, and after hitting the wall, he blames the person who keeps telling him the same thing over and over again.

I gave my family a contact number, hoping to ask my uncle to mediate, instead of asking my family to go. I think my family would not listen. The best people to mediate are each other's parents.

The ID is Bing Yuxin. He cancelled his QQ account and ran away. But it doesn't mean that there is no information about him just by cancelling it. I have his phone number.

In the end, I really didn't want to make that call. Because no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't listen. I also didn't have the heart to really take revenge on him. I was indeed that idiot and waste, and I was wronged.

I told others that he had always wanted to kill me, and even if I died I would splatter his blood all over. Later I thought about it and let it go. I just told him the whole story.

In the end, I was just tired. The life that I worked so hard to piece together can still be easily crushed.

I don't want to retaliate, not because he didn't do anything wrong, but because of the friendship we had in the past. It's just because I treat him as a friend.

Finally I gave up on this person. I told others that it was the first time I regretted making this friend and caring about her feelings, instead of telling her, "You idiot, get out of here as far as you can." My dad was right, I made friends with bad people.

But the die is cast. There is no going back and not doing this.

I am not saying that he is hopeless, I also believe that he will become an excellent person in a few years. It is just that I may not be able to wait until then.

I may die, but I won't forget.

I want to ask him, are you happy? Are you happy that you killed a friend you used to have a good relationship with?