The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

But as far as the current situation is concerned, the relationship between the siblings seems to be deteriorating. Lionel has tried his best to provide Rovko with some conveniences in the experiment, but Rovko refuses to accept it. According to Mostima, who often has tea parties with Rovko in the coffee shop inside the Fire Moth Base, Lilith seems to be involved...

Things that Lilith interferes with are usually not good, and on Lionel's side, it seems that Beffinger, the super Fire King, is giving advice... By the way, Lionel, you really need to change your speaking style. Why do you always speak in a tone like "I'm your brother, everything I do is for your own good, you should listen to me" in front of your sister? Rovko himself has a stubborn temper, there's no way she is willing to listen.

As for Beffinger, although this B likes to stir up trouble and feels uncomfortable if he doesn't have fun for a day, he still has a clear view of some major issues, so he is unlikely to let the relationship between Lionel and Rolfko continue to deteriorate... Wait, Beffinger and Lionel have known each other for a long time, right? What was Beffinger doing in his previous life?

I remember that in his previous life, Beffinger also joined the Fallen Angel Team some time after the Eighth Herrscher incident. At that time, he said that he came here with a mission from Mu Continent, but he never said what the mission was... Could it be that Lionel asked him to come and look after Roverko at that time?

It seems that the relationship between Lofko and Beffinger in the previous life was not very good, and there seems to be some progress.

No matter what, speculation is just speculation after all. As to where the relationship between this awkward brother and sister will go in this life, Zhu Yufeng can only promise that he will keep an eye on Lilith and not let her do anything too extreme. But if Lofko really hates Lionel from the bottom of his heart, then Zhu Yufeng can only say that he can do nothing to help.

Mostima still lives with Jaina. When Jaina goes to school, she will go and chat with Rovko when she has nothing to do. She has a pretty good relationship with Rovko. However, Lionel doesn't think much of Mostima. After all, Mostima is a hacker and his resume is not very glorious. In addition, there may be the factor of Lilith fanning the flames. In short, according to Mostima, Rovko once had a quarrel with Lionel because of her.

I feel like Lionel is just like an awkward old father who was so worried about his daughter (Loveko) and then went in the wrong direction...

Mobius had hinted to him before, intentionally or unintentionally, that Rovko might have some feelings for him. Moreover, there was indeed a CP stock between him and Rovko in the Fire Moth. Zhu Yufeng was numb. If this was true, Lionel would really come and fight him to the death...

If it were Astaroth, hey, there was a boy who had ambiguous relationships with many girls and she had a CP with him? If it were him, he would have to go to the door and beat that guy up first.

Although maybe I am that kind of scumbag and my behavior is not convincing...but it doesn’t matter, I am just a double standard.

While thinking about these things, Zhu Yufeng, Alicia and Lilith came to Astaroth's ward. Her face was pale, but in order to prepare the corresponding equipment and super-mutation factors for fusion, and wait for the best time for surgery, and because Mebius was now busy searching for the core of the Eighth Herrscher, it had been delayed until now.

However, the people responsible for performing the operation on Astaroth were Mebius and Roffko, and even Admiral was transferred from Europe. This way, I can feel a little more at ease.

But even so, one thing is one thing, Admiller, who accidentally caused the Eighth Herrscher incident, must be severely punished!

It’s not a good idea to have a fight before surgery, so have one after.

"Good morning, Brother Yufeng, Sister Alicia, and... Sister Lilith." Astaroth greeted them. Although Astaroth's attitude towards Lilith was not bad, it was never very good. Lilith didn't care about it at all. To put it in her own words: It's just that the sister is upset about the sister-in-law who wants to take away her brother.

Alicia: ...

I'm used to it. Among the fallen angels, except Xila who is single-mindedly in love with Feng, the others seem to be all Fengli supporters... Maybe even Xila is a Fengli supporter, acknowledging that he can't beat Lilith, and Lilith can bring greater help to Feng, so he didn't say anything.

Now, Xila seemed to be competing with Ying, and Lilith and I were watching and waving flags...

At least... at least Ying is better than Xila in cooking. Xila can't cook at all...

"Good morning, Astaroth, how do you feel today?" Zhu Yufeng sat down beside Astaroth's bed, glanced at the bottle of nutrient solution hanging next to it, and sighed softly in his heart.

"Yeah, I'm fine." Astaroth smiled gently.

Zhu Yufeng touched Astaroth's head and said, "Today is the day of the surgery. Are you afraid?"

"Will Brother Yufeng accompany me?" asked Astralotte.

"Of course, I will wait until you come out after the operation." Zhu Yufeng said.

"Then there's nothing to be afraid of." Astaroth stretched out her hand from under the quilt, "Let's make a promise. I will definitely come out to see Brother Yufeng, and Brother Yufeng, you must also wait for me outside."

"Okay, let's make a pinky promise." Zhu Yufeng gently hooked Astarota's little finger.

Lilith looked at Alicia with empty eyes and complained in a low voice: "In my last life, when I was doing the fusion warrior surgery, if I hadn't asked for an excuse in your name, he wouldn't have thought of going out on a date with me. This is the advantage of being a sister. However, although he didn't accompany me throughout the whole process, he still came to pick me up when the surgery was over."

Alicia's eyes twitched. You had a date in your previous life! Or are you using the excuse of helping Feng train his emotional intelligence to capture me? I didn't see anything in the end! I didn't have a date in my previous life! Feng came to pick you up after your surgery. When I finished my surgery in my previous life... he was on a mission outside... he just came to take a look before the surgery...

After all, Kevin, the leader of the Fire Moths, was in a severe emo state at the time, so Zhu Yufeng had to take over what Kevin was supposed to do, such as suppressing the Honkai beasts everywhere and bringing confidence to humans.

Plus, at that time she really was... But this didn't affect her being seriously irritated by Lilith's remarks!

Calm down, Alysia, calm down. Don't let Lilith's daily anger affect you. You have dates in this life, too. There's nothing to worry about...

And speaking of my sister... Little Grace hasn't come to see Feng much recently... Is she angry?

"Excuse me, we are going to start testing the patient's vital signs now. If the test is qualified, we can proceed with the surgery."

A familiar voice sounded at the door, and Zhu Yufeng froze. This voice was...

He turned his head mechanically, and saw a white-haired girl in a nurse's uniform following other nurses and pushing an instrument into the ward, looking at him with a half-smile.

Michael...isn't she a nun? When did she become a nurse? And...

Not only was he afraid of Michael's nagging, but there was also... the tragedy of restraint... which led to his very complicated feelings towards Michael.

Alicia looked at Michael, then at Zhu Yufeng who looked a little unnatural, and wondered if the dream she had last night was because she would meet Michael, the Herrscher of Constraints today?

Lilith just took a glance and then looked away. Anyway, Zhu Yufeng had met Michael around this time, so it didn't matter whether he came earlier or later.

Michael glanced at Lilith and Alicia, thoughtfully, and then looked at Zhu Yufeng with an expression that was even more worthy of reflection. She just came here to help, and was not responsible for operating these precision instruments. She was not an adult yet.

The reason he was able to enter the Fire Moth was because he deliberately became involved with Honkai and was then brought in by Aponia.

"Can we talk?" Michael looked at Zhu Yufeng and said while the other nurses were testing Astaroth.

Zhu Yufeng wanted to refuse, because he knew that he would be scolded by her again, but... cough, he really couldn't do anything to Michael... And who did you learn this half-smile expression from? You were not like this before!

Has the life of being the Key of God and bickering with Seele every day changed you?

Chapter 236 A New Yandere Has Appeared

Zhu Yufeng followed Michael to a secluded corner outside the ward. Before he could speak, Michael spoke first: "Long time no see, Feng, or should I say, Mr. Lucifer?"

"Yes... Long time no see, Michael." Zhu Yufeng felt uneasy when he saw Michael's gaze. Michael's gaze used to be similar to Abonnia's, gentle as water, but now Michael's gaze seemed to have a little bit of danger in it.

As for the name of myself, Lucifer, it was indeed originally a joke I made to Michael on the spur of the moment when I first met Michael. It was a cooler name I just found from my memory. Later... Michael joined the Fire Moth, and for some other reasons, Lucifer became his other code name, although not many people knew it.

"It's been a long time indeed." Michael said quietly, "Since the collapse of Changkong City, that is, from the third Herrscher to the eighth Herrscher now, we haven't seen each other for more than five years."

"Uh...how did you get the Fire Chaser Moth this time?"

"Originally, I was wondering if we would meet again along the original trajectory. After all, I'm not sure if I'm the only one with memories, and there's no way to find the Fire Moth hiding in the dark." Michael said, "Even though I didn't experience the Seventh Herrscher incident in person and it had long passed when I joined the Fire Moth, I still know about it as a key event that promoted the birth of fusion warriors. When I learned that two-thirds of Australia was burned down and one-third was left, I knew that there were people like me who had begun to challenge fate."

Michael paused, then continued, "In order to find and join the Fire Moths, I went to various hospitals that admitted patients with sleeping sickness and prayed as nuns to comfort their families, and tried to find opportunities to contact Honkai. So, as you can see, you don't need to come to me, I came here by myself."

The last few sentences are full of resentment!

Zhu Yufeng curled the corners of his mouth and complained in his heart.

Could it be... that Michael has changed so much because I haven't looked for her for such a long time and she had to come to me on her own, so she's angry?

No way?

"Forget it. Anyway, after I came to the Fire Moth and understood the situation, I realized that there could be many reasons why you didn't come to see me." Michael counted on his fingers and began to name names, "Lilith, Alicia, Mobius, Padufilis, Ying, Velvet, oh, and Seele who can be considered my colleague... Haha, the discussion about who is around you in the Fire Moth is even more colorful than before..."

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a while before he said, "I heard from Seele that you, like Seele, existed as the consciousness inside the Key of God after that. I also have a question for you, Michael. At the last moment, that person was you, right?"

"It's better to say that it has always been me, always." Michael replied.

Always? In other words, after Michael became the Ruler of Constraint, her own human consciousness has always been dominant?

Zhu Yufeng frowned slightly and spoke frankly about his doubts: "But, although you are different from Alicia, you also love humans so much. After the Tenth Herrscher incident, when trust between humans collapsed, you, as a nun and logistics staff, worked tirelessly, day and night, shuttling among the people, just to be able to restore and fill the rift between humans."

Why did Michael choose to become a Herrscher in the end? Why did she raise her knife to the humans she had tried so hard to protect?

"Do you know why Apolonia and I have a disagreement?" Michael said, "She is used to the fate of the world, so she has a negative attitude towards fate in the end, but even so, she still chooses to stick to it. But I am different. I have been thinking all the time. I see people becoming numb in their vigilance against each other, and I see the remaining humans spending every day in a muddle. That is very sad. In my eyes, human beings are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain. They are like the wind and the rain.

Zhu Yufeng listened quietly, and he seemed to know why Michael made his choice.

"You are a fusion warrior born with the power of Honkai beasts. Just as Kevin said, you used the power of gods to pull gods off their thrones... In my eyes at that time, fusion warriors themselves were the embodiment of the sins in the hearts of human beings, and you and other fallen angels, as the executors of the Chimera Project, the sins you bear are particularly serious." Michael looked in the direction of the ward and continued, "Of course I love humans, so I don't want them to wait for the final despair in numbness, so..."

"Have you decided to make the judgment yourself and wash away the sins of all the fusion warriors?" Zhu Yufeng asked.

For ordinary people, they would die within a second once they entered the Divine Grace Barrier, without even having time to feel the pain. But for the fusion warriors who could withstand the Divine Grace Barrier with their own strength, staying inside for one more second would feel like being torn apart. Of course, he was an exception. He always felt that someone was helping him to remove the burden from his shoulders, but it was also true that his own strength was constantly draining away.

"Yeah, don't you think that what you are carrying is too heavy?" Michael retracted his gaze, "But later I figured it out, maybe I was the one who made the mistake... I found you the moment you entered the Divine Grace Boundary."

But in fact, except for the final outbreak of the battle, Michael basically did not move a step or take any measures. Instead, he chose to stay in the church, quietly waiting for the arrival of the challenger.

"Speaking of the Divine Grace Barrier, I've always been very confused. Others say that it's very painful to be inside it, but I..."

"Because you are the one I take special care of." Michael said with his arms crossed and his eyes half closed. "I told you that I noticed you the moment you came in. I also know that you have been suffering from the side effects of the fusion warrior surgery. So, in the Divine Grace Barrier, I have been trying to use the power of the barrier to forcibly remove the super-mutation factor fused into you... But you are so persistent. You could obviously let go of the burdens that don't belong to you, but in the end you chose to hold on to them and shoulder everything."

Michael's choice is actually similar to Remiel's purpose, right? It's just that Remiel was just mechanically fulfilling the mission she was born for. Once the meaning of her existence was denied, she chose to commit suicide. Does she love humans? Obviously, she doesn't even understand humans, but just blindly fulfills their wishes. Michael undoubtedly loves humans, but she chooses to help humans end their suffering.

If human beings are bound to perish eventually, then instead of letting them perish in despair in the most ugly and miserable way, it would be better to freeze time at this moment when they still have hope for the future, without feeling any pain, and just fall asleep.

It is precisely because Michael loves humans so much that she does not want humans to perish in an endless and desperate struggle...

Again, she and Alicia both love humans, but their ways of loving are different. Alicia likes all kinds of creatures in the world, the courage of humans to rise up and fight against fate in despair, and the beautiful will of humans that shines like stars. Therefore, she chooses to walk side by side with humans. Michael, on the other hand, is more like doting on humans. She does not want humans to continue to suffer, so she asks "Him" for power, just to give humans relief from suffering.

Zhu Yufeng sighed softly, Michael and he were considered friends, so it was even more difficult for him to accept that Michael had been acting according to his own will throughout the tragedy of Constraint. The scars brought to him by the tragedy of Constraint were too deep, and it was the biggest gap between him and Alicia, and it was his most painful nightmare that he least wanted to recall.

And the instigator of all this, the Ruler of the Eleventh Law, the Ruler of Binding, is Michael, his friend.

"Humans are born with original sin. Only by washing away original sin can the soul go to heaven." Michael's eyes became vague. "I grew up in the church. Both priests and nuns warned me so, and I have always believed so. Perhaps, it is because I am not a combatant. I have only seen the sacrifices and sufferings made by human beings, but not their shining will and courage. So, in the end, I chose to return my fate to you."

Zhu Yufeng was silent. He now had very complicated emotions towards Michael. He could not forgive Michael for what he had done, and there was no way to forgive him. However, from God's perspective, even if Michael had not been there, the tragedy of restraint would still have happened in another way, right? Just like the Eighth Herrscher incident this time...

"But, in the end, I was finally able to hug you for real." Michael lowered his eyes, "I've always wanted to hug you, because I think you're too tired... In that battle, I was actually waiting for humanity's own choice. I know I may fail in the end, but if humanity's will is to continue to fight, then I will choose to respect your choice. Of course, the premise is that you must surpass me."

"Then the choice you gave is really bad." Zhu Yufeng took a deep breath, calmed down, and said, "Whether it is to fill the upper limit of the barrier with the lives of civilians, or to fill it with the lives of fusion warriors... the final result is equivalent to the destruction of human civilization."

Fusion fighters are the last weapon, and civilians are the last foundation of humanity.

Can a civilization without people still be called a civilization? Can a civilization without defenses continue to survive in the face of natural disasters?

"If you can't even defeat me, how are you going to defeat the Final Judge?" Michael asked back, "When I was chosen by that power, I saw... the destruction of countless old eras and the budding of new eras. I saw the invincible glory of Him - the Herrscher of the End, and His power to restart the world. You also understand that the Herrscher of Constraint is an anti-Herscher. She not only has special attacks against Fusion Warriors, but can also be effective against Herrschers. However, when facing the phantom of the end, even I felt powerless..."

If you can't overcome constraints, how can you overcome the end?

That's what Michael thought.

She is willing to be the test question and give humanity a trial before the end.

If humans have no way to transcend the constraints, then it would be better for them to "wash away their sins" in the divine grace barrier, re-enter the cycle of reincarnation, and wait for the beginning of the next civilization.

"So, you still..."

"No, I won't do that again." Michael looked into Zhu Yufeng's eyes and said, "When the Black Abyss White Flower pierced my body, and after you absorbed all the fallen angels and took on greater pain, I no longer believed in the so-called judgment of God. Fighting with you as the Key of God, I truly understood that perhaps humans are indeed born in pain, but the courage to rise up in despair is the most precious thing for humans. It is also because of this that humans can create a brilliant civilization. Even if civilization will eventually come to an end, in the end, your final battle is the final roar of civilization, and it is the everlasting will that cannot be erased even at the end."

That's why I said that the nuns I know are more outrageous than the others. Esmodesma is a crazy nun, Aponia is not that normal, and Michael is simply stubborn and even possessed...

"People, you hope to bind the gods..." Michael smiled, "Very good lines, I like them very much, no, let's just say, I really... like you very much, I hope you can stop standing in the darkness, I want you to bathe in the light, but as long as Lilith and the others are by your side, you will tolerate their darkness, and you will no longer stand in the sunlight that should belong to you. You are the fallen angel of dawn, but because you are a fallen angel, you brought the dawn, but you cannot stand under the dawn. So, that battle, I also had a little selfishness in it."

Zhu Yufeng's pupils shrank. Wow, this smile, this kind of speech, this rhythm, can't it be...

"After giving up the identity of the so-called apostle of God, those thoughts that have always been considered heretical can't help but pop up..." Michael's smile became a little secretive, "But it doesn't matter. I will still watch you this time, and I must bring you back to the world of light. It's just that, as of now, it seems that Alicia has done what I wanted to do - no wonder you never thought of coming to find me... Alicia... why didn't I notice that she would have this idea before..."

"Michael, have you ever thought that you have not yet achieved..."

"It's just a matter of waiting a few years." Michael shrugged nonchalantly. "I don't agree with Lilith's approach, but I have to admit that it is indeed very effective. So it's no big deal for me to learn from her, right?"

Zhu Yufeng: “…”

Why do I have the feeling that "I don't want to be a quiet nun anymore. Even if I am a nun, I will go crazy"?

So why did Michael suddenly become yandere?

Chapter 237: When did I learn tsundere from Mebius?

It took him a long time to come back to his senses from the fact that Michael was actually an invisible yandere. He sorted out his thoughts. According to Michael, although she had always dominated consciousness after becoming the Ruler of Constraint, according to Seele, Honkai consciousness could easily magnify some of a person's inner emotions. For example, she just wanted to destroy everything, and Michael wanted to find a way to redeem mankind. In the end, perhaps he became paranoid under the catalysis of Honkai...

He still couldn't quite believe that Michael was someone who could make such a cruel decision, and this made his feelings towards Michael even more complicated.

"I don't deny what I have done. The blood that has been shed cannot be taken back. What has happened has already happened. Even if everything starts over again, the scars engraved in my memory will not disappear with the resetting of time. After becoming the Ruler of Constraint, some thoughts that have been lingering in my mind have become even stronger..." Michael said lightly, "And in the end, I have actually let go of some unnecessary obsessions..."

Zhu Yufeng looked at the time and said, "Let's stop here for now. Astaroth's examination is almost over. I promised her that I would accompany her throughout the whole process."

"After all, you are such a gentle person." Michael's tone returned to the way Zhu Yufeng remembered it. Compared with her performance just now, the contrast was really big enough, but not as big as Lilith's, who changed her attitude faster than turning the pages of a book.

"I am only gentle to the people I care about." Zhu Yufeng said and prepared to walk into the ward.

"If at that time, you knew that I was almost the mastermind behind the tragedy of Constraint, Divine Grace Judgment...how would you deal with it?" Michael's voice sounded behind him.

How to deal with it?

Zhu Yufeng lowered his eyes. If he knew that this was a tragedy caused by Michael's subjective influence, what would he do? Angry? Angry that Michael gave humans a dilemma that shouldn't exist? Angry that she caused the biggest gap between him and Alicia so that the two of them never met in the end? Angry that she caused the death of all the teammates he had been with day and night, leaving him alone to face his fate?

However, the Ruler of Constraint is already a part of destiny. When Michael becomes the Ruler of Constraint, does he have any factors that modify his fate after interfering with it?

Regardless of the reason, just as he was unable to face Alicia and finally chose not to meet her again, he would not destroy the Judgment of Divine Grace. As the Key of God, the power of the Ruler of Constraint in the Judgment of Divine Grace makes it enough to surpass most of the Keys of God. It is one of the important forces to fight against the end, and it is a rare force for the next civilization. In addition, the emotional part of his humanity at that time was almost gone, and in most cases he looked at everything indifferently with rational thinking. Therefore, the final result was that he would not destroy the Judgment of Divine Grace, but he would never use it.

This is based on the situation where Michael is someone who has nothing to do with him. In fact, he has long admitted that Michael is his friend. Although he always likes to nag him, if he really doesn't want to listen and really doesn't care, he won't pay any attention to him at all.

So……

Michael quietly looked at his back, then whispered to himself: "You have stayed in the darkness for too long, so that outside the light, only the armor wrapped in darkness remains. But the steps leading to hell are often paved with kindness. If you want to save mankind, you have to give up some things. But no matter what happens, I will still try to leave you something that belongs to 'human' as before."

Speaking objectively, if ten thousand people analyze the situation, the final result will all be that Michael's will was distorted by the Honkai during the tragedy of restraint, because in this civilization, the humanity of the Herrscher will be quickly worn away by the Honkai, and only after Alicia sacrificed herself and made a wish, and fought for the power of the Herrscher of the next civilization to retain his own will in the face of Honkai, will other situations arise.

What is magnified about Seele is her desire to destroy everything, what is magnified about Uriel is her prejudice and dissatisfaction with humans, and what is magnified about Michael is his inner obsession and repressed selfishness.

Remiel is not a human-turned-herrscher, so he doesn't count.