If you can't learn, then just fall in love

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June 5 Sunny

He seems to have a problem, not only about that Miyamizu-senpai, but also about himself...

They said that the female character was unclear, but it was actually a relationship issue. They also said that Kasumigaoka-senpai incorporated her personal emotions into her writing, and they said that they were the same...

If I want to help him, I can only ask her, but I don't really want to go.

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June 5 Sunny

I wrote these words on the way back to Tokyo. Whenever I come across anything about him, I become very strange.

But no regrets.

Because I like him.

Chapter 110: Tsundere Diary

June 3 Sunny

Today is my seventh birthday. My mother gave me a lot of galgames, and I can’t even recognize all the words in them.

I will be starting school in a few days, and I hope to make some friends.

By the way, what does bamboo horse mean? Today, my mother smiled and said to me that I will have a bamboo horse. Will it be something delicious?

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December 4 Rain

I hate rain and thunder.

I took a leave of absence today because of a cold and fever. The Golden Week holiday is here, so I can have a good rest. I hope I can get better soon. I still want to play games.

A boy lent me his umbrella yesterday, but I didn’t have time to ask his name. I hope I can return it to him in person after school starts.

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June 5 Sunny

My cold is finally gone, and I played Little Romance all day.

I fell in love with Zhuma-kun at first sight. It took me a long time to finally collect all the CGs. Although the strategy is a bit difficult, it's easy for me~

Now I know what a childhood sweetheart is, so who could that person my mom was talking about?

It's impossible to have a childhood sweetheart as perfect as the one in the game in real life, right?

Oh, it’s so late. Mom said that guests will come tomorrow, so let’s go to bed early today.

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June 5 Sunny

The boy who lent me the umbrella was actually the guest my mother mentioned? !

Mom said that she didn't know Hanyu-kun would go to public school until she saw the class list. She was in contact with Aunt China often, but she didn't even know this. What a fool is mom.

So, today I have my own childhood sweetheart. Although he doesn't seem to be qualified, he's still okay. Let's observe him for a while.

At least you need to be as gentle as in the game. Just lending an umbrella is not enough.

However, the moment he handed me the umbrella, his eyes were like the clear sky after the rain, and felt clearer than mine.

And he looks so cute, just like a girl. No wonder he is always approached by girls in class.

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June 5 Sunny

There is no chance to talk to Hanyu-kun. He is either reading a book or chatting with girls. I don't want to go up to him specifically. Wouldn't that make me the same as those boring girls?

Unless he comes to me on his own initiative, I will never go to find him.

Having said that, he likes to laugh and always has a smile on his face, but why are his eyes always narrowed?

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December 5 Rain

Super unhappy!

Hanyu-kun ignored me for another day. Didn’t Aunt China ask him to take care of me? Why was he just talking to a girl with short hair?

I'm too lazy to pay attention to him, I might as well promote my childhood sweetheart a few more times.

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December 5 Rain

I had a fever and took a leave of absence to stay at home. The doctor said I was too weak to play games and needed to rest well, so I stayed in bed all day.

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June 5 Sunny

Several boys laughed at me and called me a "sunny doll that absorbs water". As long as I caught a cold, the weather would immediately get better.

Boys are really annoying creatures. After all, I don’t want to get sick. It’s because I’m too weak...

I hate going to school. Tomorrow is Saturday, so I’ll recommend gal.

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June 5 Sunny

This morning, I found a sunny doll on the table. It must have been some jerk who came to laugh at me. I was so angry that I threw it directly into the trash can.

Maybe because they saw that I was about to cry, those boys came over to apologize and I reluctantly forgave them.

Hanyu-kun just watched from the side, his usual smile was gone, he looked quite indifferent, humph, he didn't even bother to help me, it turns out he is totally unreliable, such a person is not worthy of being my childhood sweetheart~

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September 5th, cloudy

It turns out that the sunny doll was given to me by Hanyu-kun, who said it could make the weather better so that I wouldn’t have to take leave because of illness due to the rain.

Why didn't you just give it to me? I wouldn't know it was given to me if I put it on the table...

I don’t care. It’s not my fault anyway. And if it weren’t for me throwing away the sunny doll, those boys wouldn’t have apologized. I did nothing wrong.

But who would have written the note explaining this to me?

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September 5th, cloudy

Hanyu was criticized by the teacher for bullying a boy in the same class.

I didn't expect that he, who looks so weak, would actually bully others. My impression of him suddenly became much worse.

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June 5 Sunny

I was wrong about him...

He threatened those boys to help me vent my anger, otherwise they would not have apologized.

When they gave me the Sunny Day doll, they also put a note in it, but I threw it away without even reading it.

No wonder he had such a cold look. If it were me, I would definitely be so angry that I would never talk to that unruly girl again...

But I can't say I'm sorry.

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June 6th Thunderstorm

Because my parents went out for a trip, I stayed at Aunt China's house today. I felt a little awkward when I saw Hanyu, after all, we hardly even talked to each other.

It seems like there’s going to be thunder soon. I hope I won’t be scared and cry. I don’t want to embarrass myself in front of him.

Anyway, this place seems to be...

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Ah, there was thunder when I was writing just now. I was so scared that I shouted out accidentally, which scared Mr. Hanyu who was standing next to me.

He said this was the first time he had seen a girl who was afraid of thunder, and said that this kind of stupid attribute could only be found in a Mary Sue heroine.

But he still let me grab his sleeves and put earphones in my ears, saying that this way I wouldn't be able to hear the thunder.

Thanks to him, I'm not that scared anymore.

I hope the sunny day will come soon, this is when we need the sunny doll.

However, I can never find the sunny doll he gave me again, after all, I threw it away with my own hands...

I don’t really want to admit my mistake, because if a girl apologizes to a boy, it’s easy for her to be controlled. This is what I learned from my childhood sweetheart.

At most I can just say thank you.

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June 6 Sunny

He explained to me why he didn't go to Shimada Junior High School, carried me home and apologized to me.

I have always thought that whoever apologizes first loses, but he always gently admits mistakes that are not his.

I hate him like this, but I like him so much.

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June 6 Sunny

I accepted his confession, and from today on, Xiao Qingkong is my boyfriend~

Although it is still in the probation period, I hope I can last a long, long time because he once again admitted defeat in front of me.

Actually, I was the one who planned to confess, because I was afraid that he would be taken away by someone else... He can do so many things for me, and I can have my little Qingkong all to myself just by doing this once. It's a huge win, isn't it?

It’s just that after I saw him, I basically lost the courage to confess. He must have seen this, and once again chose to lose to me and confessed first.

It’s awesome that even a tsundere like me can have a boyfriend!

But he is the best person who made me change. I can do anything for him.

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December 9 Rain

He bought the game for me, but he looked impatient. I complained a few words and he left without saying a word...

Are you getting bored? Are you falling in love with someone else?

We will be in the same high school in a while, so why is he becoming so cold to me now?

Could it be that he wanted to cut off ties and find a new girlfriend in high school?

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June 10 Sunny

He asked me out, saying he had something to talk about. I was very sad about the cold violence he had endured for so long. I like him, so this time it's my turn to give in. Even if I have to beg him, I still want to continue dating him.

But why was he talking to a girl so happily? Could she be the one Xiao Qingkong likes?

I ran away from there.

I didn't give up, but I lost to my own feelings.

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June 5 Sunny

Early this morning, I met Xiaohui who had returned from Hokkaido.

It turns out there is another person like me who writes a diary every day, and all of them are about Xiao Qingkong.

Subtle dissatisfaction.

She really likes Xiao Qingkong, but I don’t mind either.