If you can't learn, then just fall in love

Nishikino Masato, Maki's father, Hanyu never expected that the words he once used to persuade Maki would come back to him in this way.

"Just as your mother said, you have worked very hard and seriously, and you are much better than me. I once looked at you and wanted to know how far my son could go, but I didn't expect that you never stopped. Qingkong, you are very good. It is the pride of Qiannai and I to have a son like you."

Stop talking, please stop talking. Hanyu bit his lips. He was so happy that he couldn't control his tears. His efforts for so long were finally recognized. Hanyu Aozora finally had a meaning for his existence. There was nothing happier than this.

Qiannai frowned slightly, feeling that something was not quite right. She pounded her palm with her fist, "Qingkong, don't listen to your father's nonsense. In my opinion, you have never gone far. Instead, you have stayed where you are."

After being refuted, Makoto uttered an "eh", and then kept silent under the threat of Chinana's eyes.

Feeling her son's confused gaze, China gave a mysterious smile, leaving Makoto and Aozora with puzzled looks on their faces.

PS The next few chapters are in the first person, you don't have to subscribe

Chapter 182: Symbol of Love and Hope

"Why are your eyes red? Qingkong, are you feeling unwell?" I looked at Qingkong worriedly. That idiot's reaction didn't seem like motion sickness.

It couldn't be that I cried because I was too sad about leaving. I shook my head to get rid of this silly thought.

"It's nothing, Xiaohui. No need to worry." That idiot seemed to think he could hide it from me and said something full of loopholes.

I don't care. What I have to do today is to keep this idiot here. It doesn't matter whether he can keep it a secret from me or not.

I glanced at my phone. I wondered when Fumino would arrive. I was supposed to see Aozora off, but for some reason Aozora moved up the time and even arranged to meet here. The desserts and coffee were delicious, but they didn't go with the suitcase at all.

I looked at the young master helplessly and sent the changed itinerary to Fumino.

"Xiaohui, you have something to tell me, right?" He spoke suddenly, which scared me.

I know that this idiot in front of me can guess what I want to say, but I don't have the courage. After all, it is really stupid to let my good friend give up the opportunity to study abroad just because of "I can't bear to leave you".

Fumino hasn't come yet, so it looks like I have to take the first step. It feels like a flag.

After taking a sip of coffee, I stuck out my tongue. This bitter taste still doesn't suit me. "Qingkong, drink your coffee slowly, and I'll talk slowly. I won't use words like this because you'll be too shy to talk incoherently when you look at me."

"Actually, I really like the way you look shy, Xiaohui."

Really, this idiot deliberately said something like this to make me relax. I will be happy once or twice, but if it happens too many times, it will be completely ineffective. This is the so-called antibody, [Blue Sky Antibody].

But why is my face feeling a little hot? It turns out that I am still a useless little girl. My long-hidden girlish heart was awakened by the words of this idiot in front of me.

And it seems that he is the only one who can do it. It’s really necessary to keep him. That’s what I think.

"You're so smooth-talking. Anyway, don't interrupt me from now on. Just listen to me quietly." I tried my best to keep my tone the same as usual, so that I could convey my true feelings.

He nodded, looking so well behaved, not like a fool who decided to leave on his own. I rolled my eyes at him and began to express Miss Kato's inner thoughts.

"I really can't let you go, Hanyu Aozora."

When he heard me say the words "let you go", the expression on his face was quite cute, which made me suppress my inner shyness and dissatisfaction and continue my one-sided conversation.

"Although I am honored to be the only person you told about studying abroad, I don't think this is a good thing at all. On the contrary, this is your willful behavior, Qingkong."

"Because of your so-called disguise, you made me cooperate with you and pretend that nothing happened in front of everyone. I had to work hard to maintain the balance of everyone in the Classics Club. The departure of Miku and the others was sad enough, and as a result, you, who brought everyone together, are leaving too. I am very unhappy. Anyway, I am very angry."

Unconsciously, my voice began to fluctuate, and it was nothing like my usual, calm self.

"And the thing that upsets me the most is that you, as the male lead, actually abandoned the female lead and ran away to a foreign country. This is very excessive, don't you know?"

To express my anger, I knocked the table lightly with my fist, wanting to let him know how upset I was.

"My world is very simple. There are only dad, mom, and sister. It was like this before I met you." I looked at his clear eyes and calmed down inexplicably. It was because I had already told him the most important sentence, and it was enough to tell him the rest quietly. "Until later, a sick and weird boy appeared in front of me. He couldn't even take care of himself, but he was still clumsily caring about the people around him. He didn't even know where his real self was, but he was self-righteous to understand others."

"He blamed his own actions on his own disguise, so that he could face others with an innocent look, trying to gain their concern, trying to give others the right to make his own decisions." I sighed, and couldn't help but look at him angrily, "He gave the choice of whether to stay to me, to me who has been with him until now."

In order to prevent him from looking away, I held his face with my hands. This way he couldn't look away and there was only me in his eyes. At this moment, I didn't want to care about Eriri, Fumino or anyone else. If even I, the heroine, couldn't get him to look at me, this story would be terrible.

"In that case, I want to tell that very willful him, no, that willful you. No matter which Hanyu Aozora you are, I like you, your awkwardness, your seriousness, your unwillingness to admit defeat, your gentleness, your shyness, and your fear of trouble. I, Kato Megumi, am willing to accept and like everything about Hanyu Aozora, so before that, please stay. This is my request, please."

I felt the warmth of his face on my hands, and my cheeks were also red. I don't know how many days and nights I have practiced these words. From the first time he started dating Eriri to now, I have considered every word over and over again.

But why are my words still so pale and powerless? Is this the extent of my feelings? Why is there no love in his eyes at all? Am I no match for Eriri no matter what?

I remembered the cherry blossoms I watched with him a few days ago. Although the scenery was breathtakingly beautiful, he still didn't like it very much. It seems that compared to the tranquil cherry blossoms, he prefers the pure lilies.

Suddenly I felt like crying. I didn’t seem to be his heroine. He protected his heroine very well. He was always the first to apologize when there was a misunderstanding, and he would always keep things to himself and take the responsibility.

And I was just an insignificant supporting role. All I could do was listen to him talk about his worries and complain about all kinds of things. Apart from that, I couldn't go any further.

"Can I interrupt now?" he asked weakly, and his look made me want to hit him. Can't you see that I'm sad? This idiot deserves to break up with Eriri.

"I have thought of many ways for you, Xiaohui, to keep me, but I have not thought of this one."

I curled my lips. Sure enough, I was still a little impulsive today, but there was nothing I could do. Apart from my family, he was the only person I loved. What else could I do?

Should I watch him get on the plane or let Eriri come and kidnap him?

"Because this development is too joyful for me, I don't know how to deal with it at all."

"Happy?" I was a little puzzled. What just happened was just an insignificant confession from a little-known girl. He must have heard similar words countless times.

"Because Xiaohui accepted me as I was, the willful and awkward me." He pushed the dessert in front of me, "So I thought about teasing you."

I tilted my head slightly, not quite understanding what he said, and then I saw a different color in his eyes, a color I had seen before, the same look he had when I kissed his cheek on the tram.

"You're bullying me again. You're really going too far. Please just ignore me for now." Although I said that, I was cheering in my heart. "Anyway, it's my bad luck to meet you."

"I can't help it. This is who I am. I am just as evil as you."

"I didn't." I snorted, "Then you're not leaving."

He looked at me with a complicated expression, and his words were full of helplessness. "I didn't want to leave at first, but after hearing what you said, I panicked. I was afraid of being chopped by a hatchet." He glanced at the door, "There will be other people coming to kill us later."

"Huh? Did you know Fumino was coming?" I was curious how he knew.

I was also stunned by his confused look. It seemed that he was not talking about Fumino, so was he talking about Eriri? I made irresponsible guesses about the upcoming Shura field.

Then I saw the fluttering black ribbon.

PS Kato Megumi is the best in the world

It is a bit difficult to write in the first person. The next three chapters will be the same.

I don't know how well it's written, but I still don't recommend subscribing because the first-person perspective seems pretty tiring.

The flower language of cherry blossoms is: warm, pure, noble, and a symbol of love and hope.

Chapter 183 I Only Love You

Even though I paid close attention to the time, I was still a few minutes late when I left the house.

"Tsk, just jog a few steps." I put on a skirt just to meet him. It would look silly if I ran like that, not like a young lady at all.

That’s not right. After all, from yesterday, the moment the five of us decided to move out temporarily, I’m no longer a young lady.

At best, he's just a tsundere idiot who's ready to start over.

Well, it doesn't matter if an idiot runs around the street in a skirt. No matter how dumb he is, he can't be as dumb as Yotsuba, that idiot.

Just like that, with my skirt fluttering and my hairband dancing like a butterfly, I arrived at the agreed coffee shop on time. "Sorry, I was in a hurry on the way. Let me catch my breath for a while."

Did a girl go to the bathroom just now? I rubbed my eyes, but I didn't see anything.

"Don't rub your eyes. You wear contact lenses, right? Be careful." He asked the waiter to order me a cup of coffee, with a familiar expression on his face, "Can I order the same as Xiaohui's?"

Eh?! The girl who went to the bathroom just now was Xiaohui. Her invisibility performance is really good. I envy her for that feature.

Wait, if that’s the case, then I’m not the only one who saw him. I feel a little unwilling to accept this.

But I didn't come here just to tell him my feelings. I put the mask on the table and quietly sorted out what I wanted to say.

"By the way, you actually had a conflict with your uncle, and it was Ichika's decision."

Damn it, he doesn't play by the rules at all. It was clearly what I wanted to say, so why did he say it first?

"We want to stay in Fengzhizaki, and dad wants us to transfer schools. It's natural that we have disagreements. How did you know about this? You should be preparing to study abroad."

He raised his eyebrows and moved his face forward. What's wrong with this person? He seems different from usual.

"You know I'm studying abroad, no wonder you asked me out." He was stunned for a moment when he saw my disgusted expression, and then turned back into the gentle [Hanyu Aozora]. Hey, hey, that's not what I meant. I'm just a little surprised.

"Although I don't care much about your affairs, I heard a lot about you from Mr. Kirisu by chance." I looked into his eyes and still liked him more from before. "It was definitely not intentional. Mr. Kirisu didn't do it on purpose either. She ate chocolate with liquor filling."

He smiled helplessly, and it seemed that he had deduced the reason for all this from the limited information. Tsk, how could someone with such a good brain be such a fool? I don't understand.

I crossed my arms and looked at him seriously. "It just so happened that I learned all this from the teacher. I am also glad that I heard it because there are some things that only I can tell you, and I am the only one who has ever seen the real you."

Yes, I once complained about why I had to know about this kind of thing, because I couldn’t do anything about it. But after listening to what Yihua said yesterday, I understood that there are some things only I can do, and only I can give him the [correct answer].

"Next, let me tell you a story about a crybaby and a bad boy."

He muttered "Why are you getting more powerful than the other" and then became quiet. Xiaohui, who went to the bathroom, also sat back in her seat. This did not make me back off. I just wanted to tell him my feelings. There is nothing wrong with this idea. We are all the same.

Just like that, I quietly told the story of the encounter between the crybaby Nakano Nino and the bad boy Hanyu Aozora. The story has a cliché plot, but it does not have a cliché ending. The real Hanyu Aozora seemed to have disappeared after meeting Nakano Nino, and was replaced by a very gentle him, but he was not the one I first met.

"I thought that cliché story would never have an ending, but I didn't expect that I would meet that bad guy again in high school." I looked at the mask on the table and brushed my fingers over the place where I had kissed. I couldn't figure out who the boy I kissed was. "He became so gentle, so handsome, and..."

"So strange." I looked straight into his eyes, trying to find the look he had just now, the first time, but I found that it was only a flash in the pan.

He seemed a little uneasy, stirring the already cold coffee, which made me wonder if he liked cold things. Xiaohui handed me a macaron, and the sweetness gave me the motivation to continue talking.

Speaking of which, I ignored Xiaohui again just now. I couldn't help but stick out my tongue and gave her an apologetic smile.

"Under the sky full of fireworks, I saw a different him. Although I didn't want to admit it, his gentleness made my heart beat for a moment." But it was only a moment. The feeling at that time was more of gratitude rather than love. I was grateful that he brought my sisters to me and allowed the agreement between me and my mother to continue.

Later, in order not to drag down Miku, I chose to join the Classical Club, but unexpectedly discovered that the villain and the idiot were the same person, just wearing different masks.

"I once said that if anyone would like someone as sick and weird as you, it must be a brain..." I suddenly remembered that Xiaohui was still beside me, and I choked on my own words. I had to take a sip of coffee and rolled my eyes at him unhappily, "That person must also be an idiot, or a particularly stupid one."

"That idiot is me, what a pity." What am I saying? It's my first time to confess, but I blurt it out like this, without any preparation, without any time accumulation, and I only have a few memories of him, is it okay to confess like this?

Do my feelings for him have such strong feelings? We only met once when we were kids. He's just a bad guy and a fool. Is it worth me doing this for him?

And what I like is really...

"Tell him to do what you think is right. This is the correct answer he wants." What Ichika said last night suddenly came to my mind. I calmed down and looked into his eyes.

"I like you. I like you who talks about troubles but still lends a helping hand to a crying girl. Even though you are so excessive and have such a bad attitude, I just like you. I have liked you for seven years, from the age of eight to fifteen."

It turns out that such a long time has passed, and my idea of ​​choosing a partner has not changed. I am really stupid. I like fools who are gentle but awkward.

“Whether you are awkward or gentle, you are [you], and Hanyu Aozora is [Hanyu Aozora]. Although it makes no sense, there is only one person that I, Nakano Nino, like, so the two Hanyu Aozora are one person.”

What am I saying? Only a fool would say something like this. Can he listen to me?

"No matter how many times you ask me to say this, it's still the same because I'm an idiot and can only act and speak in a way that's befitting of an idiot." I paused and lowered my arms because that was a sign of being on guard. I wanted to open my heart to him. "Nakano Nino loves Hanyu Aozora. No matter how many times we meet, this is my answer, and it will never change [correct answer]."

I handed him the mask and he took it somewhat bewilderedly.

"I've said my part, and I don't intend for you to accept it."

Yes, I didn't come here just for this. What I really want to do is to keep him here. It's true that I like him, but my sisters are equally important. If I don't let him stay because of my willfulness, all the efforts Ichika has made will be in vain.

"Stay, there are a lot of idiots who need you, including five homeless idiots."

Finally I finished saying everything and I sat down. Xiaohui next to me gently placed her hand on mine.

"I am [me]..." He thought, "Thank you, Nino."

"There's no need to say thank you for something like this." I snorted.

Suddenly I saw some flowers placed not far away, and I remembered the names of the flowers my mother once told me.

Louis XIV Rose.

PS Louis XIV Rose: I only love you, don’t hold hands casually, and don’t let go casually. In this life, our acquaintance is the most beautiful

In the latest chapters, Nino's direct confession without regard for her sisters made me panic. This is easy to fail, and the way to do it is to do it secretly. So in this book, I strengthened Nino's emphasis on family affection.

By the way, I persecuted a flower again hhh

Some of the information is extracted from the post of [Planting Flower Thief] on Tieba. If it infringes, please delete it.

Chapter 184: The Indispensable Love Watcher

After ringing the wind chime at the door, I walked into the cafe that Xiaohui told me about. I remembered that this was the cat cafe that everyone in the Classics Department had visited together, but I didn't see many cats. Where did they go?

"Are you stupid, here."

I looked in the direction where the voice came from. He was sitting there with a smile on his face. It seemed like he was laughing at me for being an idiot.

"Fumino, good morning." Xiaohui is much better than my cheaper brother. She greeted me with a peaceful smile and delicious macarons.

"Is Nino-chan here too?" I looked at Nino who was playing with her hair beside me, feeling a little confused.

Nino snorted softly and ordered a cup of coffee for me first. It seems that she already knew my taste and preferences when learning to make desserts with her. "I came here to teach this bad guy a lesson. It seems that you are the same, Fumino."

I smiled and nodded, but I don't know why I felt a little bitter in my heart. I haven't had my coffee yet, right?