If you can't learn, then just fall in love

"So what do you think now, Qingkong-kun?" I held back my emotions and looked at him across from me, "By the way, should I explain how I knew you were going to study abroad?"

However, he shook his head in disappointment and did not give the great Detective Guqiao any chance to speak. It would be better for such a low EQ idiot to study abroad.

"My father asked Uncle Guqiao for help. In that case, it is not impossible that you, Wenno, would know it." He glanced at Xiaohui. He probably cared more about why Xiaohui told me the boarding date than why I knew this.

I thought, this brother really doesn't like his sister at all.

"Dad..." I caught on to this. I had never heard him say this before. It seemed like their relationship had improved. "That's great."

He understood what I meant and smiled softly, "Now I wonder if I can avoid Shura Field if I go abroad to study."

I was confused. He was still as realistic as ever. I beg you to not use your emotional intelligence in this kind of situation. "I will never allow Qingkong to leave, because we agreed that you will be responsible for me."

"Huh? You really are a pervert."

"Would you like to explain, Qingkong?"

Because of what I said, Nino and Xiaohui, who were looking at their phones, looked up with a fierce look in their eyes. I had no choice but to pretend that I didn't say anything and turned my head away, telling him to fend for himself in my heart.

"What are you thinking? Fumino and I agreed to teach her. You also have the same agreement, right?" He looked at me helplessly. "If Rizu said this, I would believe it. Fumino, you must have done it on purpose."

I blinked and said innocently, "I clearly remember Qingkong-kun saying something similar, that afternoon."

He thought about it silently and covered his face. "Don't try to fool me. My memory is pretty good. You said 'person in charge', but I said 'ambiguous'."

Because my little trick worked, the corners of my mouth curled up slightly, "It seems that you do remember it very clearly. Then you must still remember how you evaluated me at that time, Qingkong-kun."

Yes, my purpose was to remind him of those words, the words he once said.

Senior Tojo told me that he said this after reading "Love Letter".

[Every word everyone has said is from the heart, everything they have done is the most reasonable at that time, and all memories are meaningful, either joyful or sad]

I believe so much that everything he has done so far is meaningful. There is no one who can leave alone, leaving behind memories. Even if there is, it is definitely not Hanyu Aozora.

Because he was very lonely. I remember his expression when he looked at the stars, and I remember everything he said. A person who values ​​friends like this would never have the heart to abandon me. I believe this.

"Qingkong-kun is just like me, a very scheming person. He takes all the blame on himself, so that people around him can feel that you are pitiful, and retreat in order to advance, and dilute it a little."

"The point is, you did something wrong in the first place, and you deserve the corresponding punishment." I looked at him seriously and told him the reasons I had come up with over the past few days. My words were not very fancy, and my logic was a bit confusing, but they were what I really thought. But it doesn't matter, even Marcel Proust would not deny my idea, because people are subjective.

"All memories have their meaning. In that late summer and early autumn, we met you, and all kinds of happy or sad things happened." I took a sip of coffee. "I don't know what kind of mentality you have to ignore what we have witnessed together, but unfortunately, I will never allow you to do such a thing."

Nino and Xiaohui should have come here with the same idea as me. Even though our statements are different, our original intentions are the same: we want to keep this irresponsible idiot.

I sighed. I could also guess some differences between me and the two of them, that is, our positions are different.

No matter what my real thoughts are, I am here as Qingkong's friend, not as a girl who likes Qingkong.

"Also, I still need Qingkong-kun to help me resolve the conflict between my father and me. I think if it were you, I would have the confidence to resolve the knot that has been in my heart for so many years." At most, I can add the identity of a younger sister. Apart from that, I have no more identities. There is no shortage of girls who admire him around him. I am already very satisfied to be his friend and sister.

I have never told him that I like him. I stroked my chin and thought carefully, but couldn't find any relevant information from my memory.

The cats that were invisible just now appeared one by one, and one of them jumped onto his legs, which reminded me of the scene when everyone was chatting here. He was like this at that time, looking at the world calmly and taking care of the people around him.

"Have you decided, Aozora?" Nino crossed her arms and asked the question I wanted to know. As expected, girls like this are so cool. They can be so direct. I can only hide my love aside.

Oh no, I'm definitely not envious. My feelings for Qingkong-kun are just those between friends, nothing else mixed in.

He sighed, as if helpless, "I remember you said that day that you would go to the summer yukata meeting together and watch the fireworks together, right?"

"I didn't agree at the time," he paused, with a smile on his face, "Let's go together, let's watch the fireworks together, everyone from the Classics Department will come together."

"Does this mean that you're not leaving, Qingkong?" I was somewhat delighted. Although this kind of plot of leaving behind people who are about to go abroad gave me a strong sense of déjà vu, it didn't matter as long as there was a good ending. Long live the clichéd and ordinary daily life.

He lifted the cat up, his eyes sparkling, "Well, I want to stay here and study abroad. I'll think about applying to foreign universities after I graduate from high school."

Just like that, thanks to the efforts of Ninochinka and Koharu, Hanyu Aozora stayed, and I was really happy.

"I will visit my uncle when I have time. It's a waste of his kindness." He did not go home with Xiaohui, but walked with me on the road. I was a little confused at first, but now I understood why.

"Well, I will tell Qingkong-kun about you when dad is home." I tied my ponytail. It felt so good to chat with him like this, I thought so from the bottom of my heart.

He seemed to have something to say, so I poked his face gently, "Just say whatever you want to say, Qingkong-kun."

"I'm sorry about what happened last time. Let's go stargazing together later."

"Yes! Together." I nodded, "It doesn't matter how many times we watch it. After all, we have only watched it twice."

"Three times, no, twice."

I blinked in confusion, searching my mind for the time I had forgotten.

Then my face turned red uncontrollably as I remembered the time I treated him as my mother and the time I said I liked him.

Also remembered are the baby's breath full of stars that day.

PS Baby's breath flower language: missing, purity, dream, true love, supporting role, but indispensable, watching over love, willing to be a supporting role; loving someone silently in the heart, always silently giving, but the loved one does not know, just hope that the loved one is happy

I didn't find any relevant information about Fumino Furuhashi's representative flower. I remembered that Fumino Furuhashi liked stars the most, so I searched for baby's breath and found that the flower language fits Fumino Furuhashi very well, so I took it as her representative flower without authorization.

But the supporting role does not fit in hhh

Chapter 185 Pure and Perfect Love

"Eri, the guests will be arriving soon, so hurry up and change your clothes."

"I know, I know." I responded to my mother, "I've already changed and will be out later."

In fact, I am still only in my underwear.

"I always feel a little uneasy. Is it an illusion?" I took out my mobile phone. The birthday wishes sent to me by my ex-boyfriend were the only thing that could make me feel at ease.

"Come to think of it, mom hasn't mentioned anything about him to me recently..." I fell into deep thought, sitting on the dressing table, wearing only my underwear and shaking my white and tender little feet.

By the way, my ex-boyfriend is a leg maniac, and my legs are probably the part of my body that I am most satisfied with.

"Mom, did Xiao Qingkong say anything to you?"

I don't know why I have this feeling, but I thought it would be a good idea to ask.

Mom was silent for a moment, "Mom?"

"When your aunt Qiannai was chatting with Ruifei and me not long ago, she said that Xiao Qingkong was going to study abroad. She sent me the boarding time early this morning."

Because I was so surprised, my heel hit the dressing table. I ignored the pain and asked my mother, "I haven't heard of such a thing from him. He can't possibly..."

I remembered what he said a few days ago that he had something to do on my birthday.

"This bastard, it turned out to be such a thing, no wonder he had that expression, did he take me for a fool?" I threw the dress beside me aside and picked out the most convenient clothes from the closet, "Mom, I'll ask you to help me deal with the guests later, I'm going to chase him back."

At this moment, I felt that I was full of energy and not at all like the social-hating stay-at-home girl just now. Damn it, this is all my mentally retarded ex-boyfriend's fault for leaving me here alone.

"Eri, I don't recommend you go over there." Mom leaned against the door, her face smiling but cold, "Since Qingkong didn't tell you, he must have his reasons."

"Or to put it another way, maybe he doesn't care about you, his childhood friend, at all."

I stopped changing my clothes and stared at my mother blankly.

"I have been blaming Xiao Qingkong. He ignored you for a whole year and made you cry countless times." Mom recalled my useless appearance with heartache in her eyes. "Now he didn't even tell you about studying abroad. I don't think you can be of any use in the past."

"Your father's friend is coming over later, and there's no extra person at home to take you to the airport. You won't be able to arrive on time. Give up, Eriri." Mom glanced at me and said, "Change into your dress and come out. You should be more mature at the age of 16."

I was thinking about what my mother said in my mind. Did he really not tell me about this because he didn't care about me at all?

Suddenly I felt a little sad, as if I was back to the night when I broke up with him. I became alone again, without Hanyu Aozora by my side.

I saw the lavender bear I had placed next to the bed. The cute doll looked a bit of an eyesore at the moment, so I took it and wanted to smash it on the ground.

"I can't do it." I smelled the faint fragrance of the doll and ran my hand over the place where we once kissed indirectly. These are the memories he left me, and I can't forget them.

Just like I haven't gotten over that asshole ex-boyfriend in a whole year.

"The flower language of lavender is waiting for love." I looked at the doll and thought of the conversation I had with him that day. "Although he has difficulty making choices, he is still very serious when choosing gifts and will not buy blindly."

He has always been that kind of person. Although he says that it is very troublesome, he always does the most thoughtful things and always considers a lot of things subconsciously.

"Maybe he subconsciously considered my mood when choosing a gift." This is all I can guess, but to be honest, my premonitions are usually quite accurate.

Although my guesses always backfired whenever there was a misunderstanding with him, they were absolutely accurate this time.

I grabbed the clothes I had just picked out and put them on quickly, then walked to the windowsill where there was a tree, from where I could climb down without being discovered by my mother.

"I always feel like a fool." I lifted my newly tied single ponytail and estimated the distance. "I hope my physical strength has not declined."

I actually had no confidence when I said this. I didn't learn anything in one year of high school. I only learned to stay at home and play the guitar and paint. I used to be able to go out and play with him, but now I have become a complete stay-at-home girl.

"No matter what, I'm going to get him back." I gritted my teeth and leaped, but I fell just a little short.

I opened my eyes, but didn't feel the expected pain. "Huh? I didn't know I'm that powerful."

"You big-headed ghost, get off me." A weak voice came from under me.

I screamed and looked at him with a red face as he got up from the ground.

"Are you an idiot? Fortunately, I acted as a cushion for you. If anything happened, I would blame myself." He ignored me and flicked my forehead. He looked very angry. "If you dare to do this again, I will never talk to you again."

It's like this again. He was the one who did something wrong, but he blamed me. If he hadn't left on his own will, I wouldn't have jumped out like a fool.

But I couldn't be angry, all I could do was hug him, hug this idiot who was worth me doing anything for, and my ex-boyfriend who I would never regret no matter what the outcome.

"I thought you were leaving, so I had to do this. It's your fault for not telling me." He took a breath when I hugged him. It must be really painful. I don't care about the wounds on my body, but I feel uncomfortable because of his slight pain. "I really don't want you to leave, but mom won't let me go to find you."

I looked into his eyes and expressed my birthday wish seriously, "Will you stay?" After a pause, I continued to speak my mind, "I know I am very willful, and studying abroad is not something that can be changed casually, but I just want you to be by my side, so that when I am willful, there will be someone to comfort me, and when I make a foolish misunderstanding, there will be someone to patiently explain to me."

"Please stay, this is my 16th birthday wish."

He smiled softly and pulled my face, "I can't promise you."

That's right, I'm just his ex-girlfriend, it's enough for him to see me before he leaves, I can't expect him to give up the opportunity to study abroad and stay with me...

"Because I have decided not to leave and I can't waste my ex-girlfriend's precious birthday wish." He looked at my expression and laughed happily. How could there be such a bad person? I couldn't help but think.

"Make one more wish, as compensation for not telling you this." He looked into my eyes.

I thought about it and gently held his hand, "Can we get back together for one day? I want to see if I can give you a perfect love."

There was some confusion in his eyes. I held his hand tightly and explained slowly, "You haven't forgotten the meaning of lavender, right? I have always wanted to give you a perfect love and make up for all the regrets in our relationship."

He wiped the tip of his nose, as if a little shy, "This is not your wish, and I mixed some of my own feelings when I chose that gift."

I stood on tiptoe and wanted to kiss his forehead, but found that I was not tall enough. "Stupid, lower your head."

Smelling the scent of his shampoo, I smiled happily, "It doesn't matter, we both have the same wish. Although I can't always be your perfect girlfriend, I should be able to do it for one day."

I held his silly hand and slipped out from a place where there were no guests. Neither of us was wearing a formal suit and didn't look like the protagonists of a party.

More like a couple hanging out.

"Why did you change your mind?"

"..." He had a complicated expression, "He was left behind by a few people."

The veins on my forehead twitched, but I had to hold it in, I had to hold it in, today I was the perfect girlfriend.

I'll kill him tomorrow, this damn ex-boyfriend!

I saw the lilies swaying beside the path, and my mood improved a little.

PS Lily's words: purity, elegance, loyalty, holiness

Hanyu's representative flower is lavender: waiting for love

Anyway, it's hard to write in the first person. I'll try it when I write original works. When I write fan fiction, I'll use the first person. I'm hape.

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Chapter 186: Living together?

"I won't blame you. Why did you turn your head away?" Hanyu took Rengar and rubbed it lovingly. "It was all an accident. The chocolate with liqueur was given to Nino by me."

Kirisu Madoka looked at Hanyu a little uneasily and pursed her lips, as if she still couldn't get rid of the grudge. "But I'm really sorry for causing trouble to Qingzora-san."

"What are you thinking about? It would be abnormal if Miss Mafuyu didn't cause me trouble." Hanyu didn't look at Teacher Kirisu because he knew that would make him even more uneasy. "I guess we will still be neighbors for the next two years. I hope you can give me more advice."

Although family relationships have eased a lot, after discussion, Hanyu still plans to live alone, because that way he will be much freer and can also take on certain responsibilities.

"By the way, it would be better if you could give me less trouble. After all, you know what kind of person I am, and I am too lazy to pretend in front of you." Hanyu looked at Mr. Kirisu seriously, "And I think you should be embarrassed to come to my house again for some time in the future."

Because her own student directly called her a source of trouble, Miss Mafuyu was sulking like a child, but after hearing what Hanyu said, she couldn't help but be curious, "Um, Aozora-san, what do you mean? Do you hate me already?"

"Yeah, that's right..." Kirisu Madoka convinced herself and admitted this statement, lowering her head unhappily, "I will try my best to change, so as not to cause trouble to Aozora-san."

Hanyu Aozora couldn't help but laugh when he saw Kirisu Mafuyu like this, "I didn't expect Miss Mafuyu to be the type who easily overthinks. It's not like that. I'm too lazy to explain the details. Just wait and see how the situation develops."

After waving goodbye to Kirisu-sensei, Hanyu returned to his apartment, threw Rengar up, caught him, and muttered to himself under the idiotic gaze of his master, "By the way, Eriri said she was coming over to kill me today, is that true?"

Hanyu fiddled with the cat's paws and pads, feeling a little uneasy, but he still smiled, because it was really happy to think of the gentle Eriri yesterday.