I changed green tea

My attitude towards you has always been very accommodating.

You can't just enjoy your freedom because you want it. Yuncun can have his own choices, and of course I will too.

Mingxue, in fact, I have thought about it more than once, slowly turning you into my little lover, letting you smile only at me, being serious, reserved and cold in front of others, and when you are alone with me, you are a burning flame.

But I finally gave up.”

"Are you mocking me? Jiang Gou, are you going to point at my nose and scold me arrogantly, saying that I'm nothing, just a watch in your arms, and you can easily touch the parts of me that I don't let others touch?" I stared at him, a little dazed.

Jiang Yuncun was forced to leave by me, and now Jiang Gou suddenly did this to me. I felt like I was poisoned by five layers of the Shadow Demon without realizing it. This sudden explosion made my hands and feet cold and terrified. I thought I was sitting on a mountain, squandering my time at will, but when I looked closely, I realized that the mountain was just an isolated island.

It wouldn't even take a rainstorm to arrive; all it would take is a high tide for the island I own to become uninhabitable.

I know Jiang Gou can be even more ruthless, he can penetrate me thoroughly, taste my feelings as a woman, and then kick me away.

I couldn't figure out what he was thinking, nor did I understand where I was going.

I don’t want to struggle now. I don’t want to angrily push Jiang Gou away and tell him to get lost. Jiang Yuncun has left, and Jiang Fengqi is leaving too. Whose clothes can I grab?

"Of course not." Jiang Gou gently stroked my hair. "I just can't bear to leave you. One day I'll get tired of you being by my side. Even if we get married, I'm afraid of the complicated relationships around me, the girls I meet unexpectedly, my tenderness towards other women, and my fading feelings for you. These are things I have to face.

I have no confidence in myself, and I don't want to let your heart wander. I can't love someone for too long, just like a summer. No matter how much I pamper you and lick you, I will gradually get tired of it. No matter how much I do, I will slowly forget your amazingness and excellence in the trivial life.

I'm well aware that this is a trait I inherited from some bastard, it's disgusting, but there's nothing I can do about it.

That woman loved me very much, but I slept with her more out of habit and need, just to make ends meet and to give an explanation to my mother.

I don't have any expectations or hopes for her. I believe she will be very obedient in the future. I will eventually go out to have fun and have fun. She said she can accept it. Regardless of whether she can accept it or not, at least she can agree to it verbally, saying that everything will be fine as long as she is with me.

I will certainly take care of you, but I won’t be as attentive as you are.

But as far as you are concerned, Mingxue, you certainly can't stand it, you can't stand the slightest bit of grievance. You can be picky, but you won't allow me to be picky. In your eyes, I should continue to pamper you and accommodate you from beginning to end.

But I'm sorry, I really can't do that.

The future story will not be perfect, and we are not prince and princess. I am full of passion for you now, but I also know that this is more of a dopamine carnival.

Maybe you will say that it doesn’t matter if the love is passionate.

But you have already met Qin Huan. If you meet someone like me again, wasting one or two years of your time, you will have graduated by then. It is really not worth it if your most precious thing is stranded with me.

After all, I am just a Jiang dog, and you call me that. "Jiang Fengqi said this ridiculous and absurd words in a high-sounding way. Meanness is the pass for mean people, which really makes sense.

But think about it, does Jiang Gou really, really like me?

He knew that I would get bored of playing with him, so he simply gave up. I had such a guilty conscience that I couldn't find any reason to refute it. He really practiced what he preached in this regard. Otherwise, I would have too many flaws in front of Jiang Gou. Most of the time, as long as he wanted to come in, I couldn't stop him at all and I wouldn't stop him. After choosing and choosing, I was mostly half-hearted. Women talk about this and that kind of good women in their hearts, but the actual standards are still laughable and misleading sensibility.

I bit my lip. Jiang Gou smiled and peeled the hair off my forehead. "Why are you silent?"

"What else can I say? You have such a strong reason, such a good idea, and you are so kind, haha. For my sake, you are willing to ruin another girl's happiness and be a scumbag..."

"You're a scumbag if you advance, and you're a scumbag if you retreat. Just follow your heart. What do you think, Mingxue?"

"I don't know, I don't know anything, I don't want to hear it, if you want to leave, then go ahead, Jiang Yuncun has left anyway, I'm alone anyway, it doesn't matter, I deserve it anyway, I did it myself."

"It's not a question of whether you deserve to die or not. I just think it through. It's better to suffer a short pain than a long one. Imagine if you were pregnant with my child and I said I didn't love you anymore, and then went to bed with another woman..."

"I will kill you and make you into a snack." I can't stand the mere thought of this scenario. If I am betrayed by Jiang Gou again while pregnant, it would be like the end of the world. I would really go completely crazy.

"You see, this is the problem. You have zero tolerance for me." Jiang Gou pinched my face and sighed.

"Well, it's almost time for me to go. I've said everything I need to say. I don't think you'll come back to Yuncun. As for Qin Huan, I don't think you'll pick up garbage to eat.

It's much better to take care of you as a friend than as a lover.

I also feel a lot more relaxed, without any burden. I don't need to lick people all the time, and I don't need to torture myself or put any pressure on myself.

After all, I also want to have a family. No matter how good the food is, I still want to have a bowl of noodles for two people to eat together, with a braised egg and some chopped green onions..."

"Enough, Jiang Fengqi, stop talking, stop talking. You really, really can leave now. I don't want to listen. I really don't want to listen to your so-called sincerity. Go find her? Okay? Go find your woman. I said I'm fine. Why do you keep tearing my wounds? Do you want me to cry for you? Do you want me to be in agony? Scumbag?" I clenched my teeth, not letting the grievances go upstream and accumulate into a heavy rain.

I pushed Jiang Fengqi hard and he nodded.

"…Yeah, I'm sorry, Mingxue. It's also my fault for talking too much. It's quite ridiculous. Well, I'll leave first. I'll help you with your work in the future. I'll also be there when you identify scumbags. I'll also pay attention to you and watch you."

"Don't say these words to disgust me. If you want to leave, just leave. Be nice to your woman. I don't want others to come to my door later."

"She won't."

"I will." I glared at Jiang Fengqi.

He burst into laughter.

"Okay, okay, you can do it, you can do it." Seeing his satisfied look, I felt extremely uncomfortable all over. How could someone like Jiang Gou get happiness inexplicably?

I watched Jiang Gou walking away, looking back every few steps.

It was the same as Yuncun's previous departure, even if there were some external differences, but at its core, no matter whether it was voluntary or forced, it was still giving up.

I curled up on the sofa, with a fire still burning in my chest.

Jiang Gou waved at me at the door. I ignored him and he didn't care either. He just closed the door gently.

These I was greeted with complete silence, no sound.

I hugged myself motionlessly as before, but I didn't reach the point of giving up on myself. When Yuncun left, I was still somewhat free and easy, but now... Jiang Gou is free and easy.

Everyone is helping others and also being helped by others.

He was right. Why could I be the only one who selfishly controlled other people's hearts? It didn't make any sense. But I didn't want to talk about reason. I always felt that some good things were taken for granted. On this point, I said that I was in agreement with Qin Huan.

At this time, you should drink a lot of chicken soup for yourself, such as toasting to the past with a glass of wine, looking forward, and life is more than just the present, etc.

These pretentious words are no match for a glass of wine when one is disheartened, but how can two or three glasses of light wine resist the strong wind at night? Melancholy is sprouting.

I want to give love to others, but their bags are already filled with treasures and it’s not my turn.

I played a few games of Dota in a hurry. At this time, I was no longer affected by the wins or losses of a few games. My mentality had long been separated from these games. The more we think, even if it is a form of entertainment called art, it can only be a form of entertainment.

DOTA can't help me get rid of the resentment in my heart, and the same goes for Fallout. Instead, it intensifies the conflict and makes me use my rotary machine gun to randomly shoot innocent robots in the plantation into a hornet's nest.

The longer this bad mood lasts, the worse it becomes.

This time I couldn't think at all, I didn't know what excuses I could come up with.

I didn't want to write a novel, and I didn't want to move anything. I forced myself to fall asleep, but I still couldn't sleep and picked up my phone to watch movies until dawn.

The next day, she packed up and went to the company. There was a smile on Baizhi's face that had never been seen before. Her skirt also changed from pure white to colorful. She wore a red short skirt and the heels were several centimeters higher than before.

Yuncun also chatted and laughed with her, "Okay, Mingxue is here too, you should work hard. But I can't favor you just because we are on a blind date. I will be stricter with you." Jiang Yuncun said this in front of me, with other staff members present.

Bai Zhi also nodded seriously, "Of course, I will listen to Sister Xue, I'll be a good boy." She patted her chest to assure him, with a cute face pretending to be young, like, she is still a young girl.

"Well, Mr. Jiang, have you read the script? Is there anything wrong?"

"It's all good, follow your idea..."

I forced a smile and said okay, and the filming went as smoothly as usual. However, I no longer had any ideas for the next script in my mind. It wasn't like I was going around in circles, but I simply couldn't remember anything.

Jiang Yuncun seemed to be using Angelica dahurica to heal his wounds. They had been together for such a long time, if there was really any secret or hookup, they would have been inseparable long ago, why would they have waited until now...

It’s because Jiang Yuncun has completely given up on his ridiculous but not ambiguous relationship with me, so he has to find an embrace. Bai Zhi may be the most suitable and most readily available substitute.

Of course, I couldn’t say such things out loud, and they were just my dark thoughts.

After the filming was completed, Bai Zhi took out her mobile phone and showed Yuncun the movies that had just been released in the past two days.

"Are you done with work? Let's go to the movies together?"

"Sure, Zhao Zhao said she wanted to see you tonight. Don't you want to come to my house and eat the meal she cooked? I'll show off my cooking skills, and then we can go to a movie together."

Bai Zhi leaned lazily on the table, kicking her high heels.

Yuncun's gaze was gentle, falling somewhere deep in the forest above Baizhi.

I happened to pass by and happened to hear these words. Now I know who the outsider is?

I mocked myself and looked into Baizhi's eyes. She didn't look at me with gloating, but just nodded slightly at me with some apology.

Things are indeed changing too fast. Three days ago, Jiang Yuncun was still disappointed with me...

Now it seems that it’s not that they have no choices, but it is precisely because there are too many choices that their help to me is so precious.

I always feel like I have to deal with people from the Jiang family all the time. Is there no one else like them in Hangzhou?

But in this life, there are only these few people that we can accommodate in our hearts.

I took a step back, smiled and said I was leaving after get off work.

Then I plan to go home and think carefully about the next script.

Although my mind is still blank right now, I don't think this will last long and I will be able to come up with interesting topics soon.

But after I finished my meal, I sat in front of the computer for three hours, and I couldn't think of anything at all. My mind was full of Jiang Yuncun and Bai Zhi watching a movie together, and Jiang Gou sleeping with another woman.

It was at this time that I realized that the flow of time had changed, and the days no longer revolved around me. My qualification to be willful was merely a product of the life and death decisions of others.

Now that Jiang Gou has stopped licking me, my so-called pride has been lost. Yuncun treats me as an ordinary girl, so I am nothing more than that.

After all, marriage is not a fight to the death. Bai Zhi is indeed not as capable as me, but as a wife, she is more gentle than me. On the surface, Aunt Su likes her and she comes from a wealthy family. Chu Zhaozhao also doesn't seem to object to Bai Zhi and even helps her with advice.

Yuncun has never been so disgusted with Baizhi. After all, Baizhi is still a literary girl at heart. Her shortcomings are precisely because she has just come out of the ivory tower and has little social experience. This shallowness makes me laugh, but it cannot be a symbol of denying her.

So, in just a few days, their days were in full swing with two or three love songs, the days were long and the catkins were flying light, am I the only one who was lost?

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Ps: I recommend a book by a big guy in the group, "The Moon World Must Not Be Revived by the Age of Gods"

An ordinary person travels to modern Japan with the Moon World mobile game system.

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Being a chaotic good, when acting in a chaotic manner, tax evasion comes first.

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Chapter 172 Three Roads (4000 words)

The summer vacation finally disappeared.

In a blink of an eye, it’s already October. There were a lot of things to do in September when school just started. In order to adapt to the rhythm of school again, I asked Yuncun for leave. After posting a video this month, I went to rest.

By the time I was in my senior year, teachers no longer focused on making sure we didn't cheat on the final exams, nor did they ask us to participate in various activities. In October, we welcomed the first fall job fair, and the atmosphere of graduation began to become stronger. In September, we were assigned a mentor to prepare a thesis that was not rigorous. The school issued a tripartite contract, and employment guidance and career planning began to become popular in the school.

The teacher who said he had never looked for a job analyzed the prospects of the major to us in a serious manner.

There are seven or eight fewer students attending class.

Almost everyone is doing internship this summer.

Whether to stay in Hangzhou or not depends on this period of time.

There wasn't much laughter and joking in the senior year. Various clubs started to re-appoint members. The dormitory manager kept saying that this was our last year. It was like the leaves on the treetops turning yellow. I seemed to have not really experienced the days of college, and had the truly wonderful and relaxed time of the junior year. Many things passed away quietly.

Xu Yan did not return to the dormitory, she moved out completely. No matter how miserable her life was, Xu Yan still made a name for herself.

Many classmates talked about Xu Yan. On the one hand, they were sarcastic and said that she almost always relied on me. On the other hand, they still envied Xu Yan. Even if she didn't shoot any videos during this period, at least others were Internet celebrities, and at least she had entered the circle. In their eyes, the city of the circle was the Hangzhou of their dreams, where gold was everywhere.

No one is living a life of morbid drunkenness and dreaming. Everyone feels that they are working hard and no one wants to sit and wait for death. People in the group are constantly communicating about some media companies, people are constantly proposing auditions, and teachers are constantly reminding people not to look for opportunities blindly.

There is always someone being deceived, just as there is always someone laughing.

This September, when I just entered my senior year, is like a sunset in college. You have already noticed that the sunset is approaching. For many people, there is a cruel and distant place with wind and snow. They have to prepare food for the winter and start praying and forwarding koi while finding a way for themselves.

As Mu Mingxue's university life, it was full of colorful bubbles. I visited the university several times. Even now, I know that I can't write anything creative. My novels are updated almost day by day without any achievements.

The school still selected me as an outstanding graduate in advance, asked me to shoot a vlog for my juniors, and also asked me to give speeches at the department and school level to share with everyone how I succeeded...

Yes, in the eyes of most people, Mu Mingxue has already succeeded. The coverage and recognition of my videos, at least in school, are already incredibly high. Everyone regards me as a role model for success.

The few commercial cosmetics advertisements I took were all of a more refined and so-called light luxury style.

They seem to live an exquisite life with the lip color I apply.

I'm just a more magnified Xu Yan, but there are still many people who look down on me and can't stand me. On the one hand, they think that I'm just a socialite who relies on men to get ahead, a notorious green tea, but on the other hand, they also want to live my life.

I drove my SLC back to school, having hardly touched it. It was just an entry-level coupe, but they hyped it up to be worth several million dollars. They said I was so powerful now and had so many shares. The rumors were always spread in a serious manner.