Why does the good husband not forget the past of being bullied by the evil woman after marriage?

Hiroki Shimizu deliberately slowed down his movements throughout the process, for fear of scaring the sensitive woman.

But soon, he saw Erika clenching her teeth, breathing rapidly, and her brows furrowed in impatience, as if she was on the verge of reaching her limit.

There was a flash of regret in his eyes, and the words of that crazy woman Mieko penetrated into his ears.

Yuki Shimizu struggled in pain in his heart for a long time, but in the end he couldn't help but speak.

"Erika..."

"Hmm? Why... aren't you moving, Yuuki-kun?"

The woman opened her eyes with difficulty. Her whole body felt hot as if it was about to melt. She exhaled bursts of hot breath, her face full of confusion and bewilderment.

The man asked with a glimmer of hope, pulling the corners of his stiff lips.

"Can we...change positions?"

"Okay~ I'll listen to Yuuki-kun."

But this kind of thing...it doesn't matter anyway, right?

Erika didn't understand why, but she finally did as she was told.

But with her simple mind, she was soon completely shocked.

"No, no, I can't do this kind of thing!"

Shimizu Yuki patiently comforted her, "It's okay, trust me, Erika."

"Um, um... Yuuki-kun?"

Erika's tone suddenly became hurried and flustered, as if something unexpected was about to happen that she couldn't control.

"Hmm?" Shimizu Yuuki frowned in confusion.

Erika suddenly shouted.

"This is terrible!"

The woman's next words stopped abruptly before they even finished speaking.

Hiroki Shimizu was stunned on the spot. The speed at which all this happened was obviously beyond his expectations.

He slowly reached out and touched the water droplets rolling down his face, his eyes gradually becoming dim and lifeless, as if he had been drenched in a cold spring rain.

The fire in my heart that was about to ignite the frenzy in my flesh and blood was extinguished in an instant, without even a trace left.

41. Erika’s strong sense of self-blame!

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No matter how many times I cheered Erika on and boosted her morale, the result was still a crushing defeat, a complete failure.

Shimizu Hiroki also completely gave up.

His beloved wife's usual poor performance extinguished the hope he had finally ignited, but the desire in his heart was still fierce and strong.

It's a truth that should be clear if you think about it. How could such a thing... be related to posture? He should have understood that Erika's physique was born like this.

No matter how hard he tried to change, the effect would be just a drop in the bucket. This was the cruel reality he had to accept.

He was desperate and did something ridiculous.

Looking at the happy woman in his arms who was still in the afterglow of love, Shimizu Hiroki was unwilling to force Erika, who was already exhausted and in a mess, any longer.

He had no choice but to pretend that he had finished and felt refreshed, and then ended their nightlife tonight.

Hiroki Shimizu washed the dirty Erika's body, put his drowsy wife on the bed, tucked in the quilt, then went to the bathroom alone to take a cold shower, forcing himself to calm down slowly.

After blow-drying his hair in the bathroom, Yuki Shimizu carefully returned to the bedroom, afraid of waking up Erika.

But when he just pushed open the door, he met Erika's wet eyes, which were red and swollen from crying not long ago and were lost in desire.

Was she woken up by the noise of him blowing her hair?

It seems that some of his physical strength has not been fully exhausted.

It was as if a sealed gate had been opened, and Shimizu Hiroki felt increasingly unable to suppress the desires in his heart. Recently, terrible thoughts that clearly would defile Erika would flash through his mind from time to time.

He really didn't expect Erika to satisfy him 100% physically.

But what if it was only 50%? Even if he could only have the ability of a normal woman to quench his thirst, it would be good.

He was extremely depressed inside, but he forced a smile on his face.

Shimizu Hiroki walked over to the bed and took Erika's arm around her back, letting the woman snuggle in his arms.

"Why aren't you going to bed yet? It's already very late."

"I don't know why, I woke up all of a sudden." Erika shook her head and leaned on the man's shoulder greedily, "I suddenly had a lot to say to Yuki-kun."

"Well, you talk... I'm listening."

"Does Yuuki-kun like children?"

"Hmm~ah? Why do you ask?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't see Yuki-kun when I woke up just now, so I secretly looked through your phone."

With the trust and confidence in each other, the two no longer shy away from checking each other's mobile phones as early as when they were in love.

But when Yuki Shimizu saw Erika take out the cell phone hidden under the pillow, it was as if he had caught the person red-handed, and he was suddenly speechless.

Knowing that he couldn't remain silent any longer, Shimizu Yuuki started to complain loudly with a casual look on his face.

"I was just browsing around. Once you see a short video, it will keep coming back. It's really annoying."

"Then Yuuki-kun searched for names suitable for girls on the website, and used my name and yours to match them, and secretly wrote down the suitable names. Was this also accidental?"

Erika is definitely not the type of person who would make trouble. She is quite generous and calm like a wife.

When faced with her husband's occasional minor mistakes, she often turns a blind eye and pretends nothing happened.

But once she gets serious, Erika becomes extremely stubborn and serious, staring at Shimizu Yuki with a calm and focused look, without making any noise or quarrel.

At this point, Shimizu Hiroki knew that he could no longer get away with it.

He simply admitted it. As a husband... he had always wanted a child that belonged to both him and Erika.

If it's a girl...it would be even better.

But how could Shimizu Hiroki say that? With Erika's frail body, what difference would it make if she went through ten months of pregnancy and hardship to give birth to a new life and just killed her?

So he chose to kill the thought in his mind without hesitation, and he was even more unwilling to let Erika know his thoughts.

He knew very well that as long as he wanted... Erika would definitely do what he wanted, even if it was a gamble that required her to use her life as a bargaining chip.

"I just don't want to put too much pressure on Erika. Things like this... let's just take it slow." Shimizu Yuki tried to comfort Erika.

"I'm sorry~ I'm sorry, as a wife I can't take care of my husband's feelings. Obviously... obviously Yuki-kun just wants a child, but I can't do it at all..."

Hearing her husband's gentle comfort, Erika, who had been sobbing quietly, finally couldn't hold it back any longer.

She raised her tear-stained face, tears rolled down her fair cheeks, and her already red and swollen eye sockets were completely immersed in tears.

Erika, who has a strong sense of self-esteem, has been working hard to fulfill her responsibilities as a wife since she became a housewife, and she does not want to be a burden to the family.

But now, Erika realizes that she doesn't even know what her husband really wants, and she is completely unable to satisfy him.

All she could do now was to keep apologizing, almost fainting from the intense feeling of guilt.

"It's my fault. This is all my fault. I'm so useless. I'm sorry~"

"It's true that I want a child, but it's a child made from the flesh and blood of both of us. The one I really care about... will always be Erika.

So Erika, please don't think like that, okay? Don't feel guilty or remorseful. As long as we can maintain the status quo and live happily forever, I don't care about anything else... I don't ask for anything more."

Yuki Shimizu wiped away Erika's tears with his thumb and hugged the woman tightly in his arms, as if he could empathize with the other person's pain.

He patiently comforted Erika, the cloth on her chest being soaked through, until her crying gradually became quieter. Finally, the woman, who was already exhausted, could no longer hold on and fell into a deep sleep.

After putting Erika on the bed and covering her with a blanket, Shimizu Yuuki felt heartbroken as he listened to his wife's breathing with a faint tone of crying.

It was clearly his fault that Erika couldn't live a carefree, happy life.

Feeling extremely guilty, Shimizu Hiroki also took the opportunity to get Erika's cell phone.

He unlocked the phone directly with his fingerprint, browsed through the dating apps, and opened the phone address book. He saw a name that surprised him. No wonder he hadn't been able to call Erika before.

Asami Mio.

Just as Shimizu Hiroki expected, someone was behind the scenes spreading rumors and provoking Erika's anxiety, which led to the situation today!

42. Memories of the Beginning

insomnia.

Hiroki Shimizu came to the balcony alone. The moon was buried deep in thick clouds and there were no stars in the sky.

He sat in the sticky night, his dark eyes that blended into the darkness concealing an intense sorrow that was difficult to resolve.

At this inopportune moment, Hiroki Shimizu suddenly received a call from Mina Sakai.

An inexplicable ominous premonition slowly surfaced.

Mieko, Asami Mio, Sakai Mina...these women jumped out one after another, as if they had returned to the original situation.

He glanced at her calmly and hung up impatiently.

But the other party called again soon, and he hung up again and again, but still called again and again impatiently.

Shimizu Yuki finally answered the call, but he didn't say anything: "..."

After a brief silence, Mina Sakai spoke first. Her voice was hoarse and her tone was light, as if she had called after drinking too much.

"I'm sorry, Yuuki, I didn't answer any of your calls these days. I was too busy on this business trip and didn't have time to spare."

"Is there any point in talking to me about this now?"

"From your tone, that old woman Mieko really did take action, right? She can't stand it... I know it."

Mina Sakai kept talking to herself, and suddenly she seemed unwilling to give up, asking repeatedly, "You gave it to her, right? Really?"

Shimizu Hiroki laughed out of anger. Even you, as a bystander, can't do anything about it. And what else can he do except obeying the orders when he is being held hostage, threatened and oppressed?

If it weren't for Mina Sakai's inaction and failure at the critical moment, how could Shimizu Hiroki be forced into humiliation and do things that were unfair to Erika?

"..."

Seeing the man silent, Mina Sakai naturally understood that the two of them had done what they should have done, and as for what they shouldn't have done... they probably did a lot of it too.

If it was the former Mina Sakai, she would have been furious and furious. No matter how noble the other party's status and position were, or how difficult it was to mess with, she would definitely use all means and do everything she could to cut the culprit who dared to defile and violate Shimizu Hiroki into pieces!!!

At that time, she really thought so and took corresponding actions, but in the end, when she regained Shimizu Yuki, who should have belonged to her alone, she found that she could only endure the cruel reality that everything had already happened, became an fait accompli, and could no longer be saved.

No matter how she comforted herself or tried to achieve spiritual victory, the pain and sorrow that grew endlessly in her heart were as deeply rooted as weeds that could not be burned out, and would always revive again without being killed.

Because no matter what, she had to face the fact that someone had really picked the delicious fruit that should have belonged to her, and from then on she could only lick the leftover flesh and bitter core of others, fantasizing over and over in her heart about the true sweet and fragrant taste of this fruit, but she would never be able to experience this taste.

That was the first time that Mina Sakai felt a deep sense of powerlessness in her pampered and free-spirited life. She was trapped in this extreme entanglement and helplessness, and was consumed by internal friction, feeling at a loss like a child who had not grown up.

This has almost become a heart disease for Mina Sakai. Seven years later, this indelible scar still hurts a little.

The memories of the past disappeared, and Mina Sakai took a big gulp of wine. The tip of her tongue felt bitter and astringent, and the alcohol seemed to want to burn an empty hole in her stomach.

"I went to inquire about the attitude of the Hoshino Shrine, and the result was not satisfactory. I am afraid that Yuuki will have to work hard for a while and use his body to satisfy and please that old woman."

"Can I say this is all to be expected?"

Bad news came one after another, and Hiroki Shimizu could only smile bitterly.

"Now I only hope that Erika won't know about these rotten things, and that she can recover as soon as possible and live a healthy and happy life. That's enough. As for me... it's just a small physical price to pay, and I'm used to it."

Fortunately, Shimizu Yuuki spent some time to satisfy and teach Mieko a lesson, which bought him a month of freedom, which he could use to make up to Erika.

But he also realized that the current situation was irreversible.

As long as Mieko still holds those videos and photos that are irrefutable and will be the end of everything if Erika sees them, he will never be able to turn over, and this body will have to become a plaything for women to enjoy and defile at will.

But at least Mieko won't do anything irreparable that will hurt Erika, so for now... let's just keep it like this.

The man sounded as if he was devastated and wanted to give up.

Mina Sakai was so jealous that she was going crazy. Why? Why did this woman make Shimizu Hiroki sacrifice himself for her and be willing to surrender and do the thing he hated the most?