Why does the good husband not forget the past of being bullied by the evil woman after marriage?

The girl put her hands behind her back and walked towards Shimizu Hiroki step by step. Her peach blossom eyes, which were considered promiscuous by the world, were now filled with unspeakable affection and heartache.

"I don't know why, but whenever I see Shimizu-san sad, I feel like I'm feeling the same way. My mood becomes irritable and depressed. It seems like my joys, sorrows, anger and happiness are all related to you."

"I've never felt this way before, but it seems that after meeting Shimizu-san, everything has become different. This is really strange."

"Qi Shui, can you understand this feeling? If you don't want to believe me, it's right here... I feel so uncomfortable here, I feel like I can't even breathe..."

Shimizu Yuki watched helplessly as his wrist was tightly grasped by Sakai Mina. His hot, sweaty palm rested on the girl's hot body, and then there were bursts of lively beating sounds...

101. Unbearable to look back & Girl's confession and kiss under the cherry tree

Hiroki Shimizu has a good-looking appearance. He can be described as stunning and handsome. Not only in the eyes of others, he is also self-aware.

Ever since he was old enough to understand, he has been particularly sensitive to the gazes of the opposite sex, and his body seems to have an allergic reaction to it.

Those secret gazes that came from every corner at any time and place spread out like a spider web centered on him, trapping his hands and feet and his movements, and at one point had a very serious impact on his life.

Hiroki Shimizu even developed a sense of inferiority because of this. Could it be that he looked different from other people?

Otherwise, why would those of the opposite sex always stare at him, and the accompanying discussions were as noisy as the humming of mosquitoes? They were obviously grinning, but the looks they gave him were as fierce and violent as those of wild animals coveting their prey.

Until Shimizu Hiroki grew up a little, perhaps because he had lost the delicate mind of his childhood, or perhaps because he had long been accustomed to it and was no longer surprised, he could already get along with any woman and talk calmly.

After entering the collective campus life, I faced love letters stuffed in the desks and countless times in a secluded corridor after class, young girls mustered up their courage and made sincere confessions without hesitation...

Hiroki Shimizu therefore realized his extraordinaryness, which may be related to the personal charm he has acquired since childhood under the strict and rigid elite education, and is also more or less due to his contemporary attributes of being proficient in music, chess, calligraphy and painting.

But what he couldn't escape was his handsome appearance, which was hard to tell whether it was a blessing or a curse.

"Sakai-san, what are you doing..."

This feeling of déjà vu made Yuuki Shimizu pull his hand away from the girl's warm and soft breasts. The touch and scent of his throbbing heart still lingered on his palm. He looked at her in surprise.

"Are you confessing to me?"

"Confession?" Mina Sakai widened her eyes pretending to be ignorant, and the next second she shook her head vigorously to deny it.

"No, no, no, I'm just telling Qingshui-san how I feel. I don't have any other thoughts. Please don't think too much about it."

"Shimizu-san, do you think this because you have received confessions from many people? What do they usually say to you?"

"To be honest, I have never had feelings of liking someone. It is better to say that I don't know how it feels to like someone. Because my family is very strict, I rarely get along with the opposite sex."

Mina Sakai noticed Shimizu Hiroki quietly retreating out of the corner of her eye, and a gleam of brilliance flashed in her eyes. She chased after him in three or two steps, raised her flawless face, and stared at him straight in the eyes, with a particularly strong desire for knowledge.

"What they said was no different from what Sakai-san just said, so I misunderstood... Sorry, I overthought."

"How could this be such a coincidence? Is Shimizu-san hiding something from me?"

Mina Sakai didn't believe it. She looked distressed, just like an innocent girl who was just beginning to bloom and was ignorant of love.

"Could it be that... I have fallen in love with Shimizu-san?" The girl suddenly became excited. She clenched her fists on her chest and asked anxiously.

"Hey, Shimizu-san, can you give me an answer?"

"I don't know why you have such an idea, Sakai-san, but even so, I think this is different from the feeling of liking someone, so it's better not to dwell on it."

Mina Sakai took a few steps closer to Hiroki Shimizu.

"Is this what it feels like to like someone? How did Shimizu-san know this? Or do you already have someone you like? And you know this feeling so well that you can tell me the answer so confidently now."

"Of course I don't have anyone I like yet, and I'm very grateful to Sakai-san for caring about me to this extent. As for causing you this trouble, I'm really sorry..."

Mina Sakai caught the key words, and the rest of the words fell on deaf ears.

No one you like? How dare you say such things in front of her?

Impossible, how could it be possible? She has done so much for him, is it possible that she is not even a little bit moved?

Does he really despise her? He did so in the past and he still does now.

The huge gap between the two made Mina Sakai inevitably psychologically unbalanced, and her tone became somewhat aggressive.

"Isn't that enough? After all, Shimizu-san doesn't know what love is? Doesn't that mean that maybe we both like each other but don't know it? That should be possible, right? Is there a way?"

If it were someone else who dared to express such unreasonable bandit thinking, Shimizu Hiroki would have simply obeyed the other person and would not have argued any further.

But Mina Sakai is still different after all, and Hiroki Shimizu has always been grateful to her.

Although all this started with a commission from his mother, Shimizu Iori, everything Mina Sakai did for him has far exceeded that limit.

Of course, maybe there is more than that, there is indeed some subtle and unspeakable emotions mixed in it, but Shimizu Hiroki is skeptical about this. He always feels that there is something missing behind this lively and excited heartbeat, and it is absolutely wrong, which makes him completely calm down.

"Sakai-san, you should calm down. You're acting like this... it's weird."

Hiroki Shimizu silently defended Mina Sakai, believing that the girl had probably received an overly closed and traditional clan education, which is why she developed a twisted and paranoid mindset about such stimulating and mysterious things as love.

"Then Shimizu-san is so calm and indifferent. Does that mean you really have no feelings for me? Or do you think I am an unattractive woman?"

Mina Sakai then walked forward, and they walked step by step to the edge of the flower bed, and before they knew it, the way behind them was blocked.

"It's time for class, Sakai-san. If you keep wasting time..."

"If it was any other girl, Qingshui-san would have lost her temper a long time ago, right? But now she only said so much to me, as if I was the special one in Qingshui-san's heart..."

The slightly opened rosy lips exuded a fiery fragrance. Mina Sakai felt that her sanity was about to reach its limit. Her eyes groped across Shimizu Hiroki's face, and finally stopped at his thin lips that were tightly pursed into a line.

"Ah~ I suddenly came up with a good idea that can immediately prove... whether Shimizu and I have pure love for each other."

When she said these words, her smile was still gentle and beautiful, without showing her teeth. However, her pink tongue licked her sharp fangs quietly, like a hunter sharpening his blade before hunting.

Shimizu Yuki was also fooled by this good face, so he had no choice but to agree.

"Then please hurry up, Sakai-san, and don't waste any more time."

"Okay, don't worry, it will be quick."

As soon as she finished speaking, Mina Sakai suddenly jumped up. She stretched out her hands, held Shimizu Yuki's face, stood on tiptoe with her tall figure, and kissed him.

The violent movements between the two caused the cherry tree behind them to tremble, and the pink cherry petals fell down, one or two petals landing on the girl's forehead. That moment was so beautiful that it was beyond words.

101. Unbearable to look back &

The brain seemed to crash for a few seconds, and then the sweet, soft and glutinous taste instantly softened the nerves, and waves of warm and comfortable taste rushed into the heart, making people salivate and their mouths full of oil.

Hiroki Shimizu, who had never experienced such a feeling before, was intoxicated at that moment and even forgot the girl's sudden offense. To a certain extent, this behavior that went against his personal wishes was no different from sexual harassment and threatening assault.

The two people danced with their lips and tongues, as if using the entanglement of their bodies as a carrier, and their souls, who were strangers to each other, gained a deeper level of communication and entanglement at this moment.

But before this euphoric feeling could subside, an even more terrifying and horrifying thought popped up from the corner.

I broke out in a cold sweat on my back. He...he actually didn't mind kissing an independent individual?

Yuuki Shimizu was at the age of adolescence, and of course he had fantasized about what it would feel like to kiss a member of the opposite sex. Using the endless dirty talk of the male classmates in his class as evidence, he tossed and turned on his bed, and in the end he could only conclude that this was probably something that would make him feel sick.

He can't be said to have mysophobia, but he is basically a person who loves cleanliness. In addition, his mother, Shimizu Iori, died before he entered puberty. When it comes to sex, it can be said that he has basically never received any enlightenment. He is like a pure blank sheet of paper that can be smeared by anyone.

It is therefore difficult for Hiroki Shimizu to imagine that he could gain so-called pleasure from just close contact with a certain physical organ with another person who has a different lifestyle, tastes and senses from him.

No matter how you think about it, this is a very disgusting thing.

It was not until later that Hiroki Shimizu learned from the boys in his class that he was not the only one who felt disgusted when kissing the opposite sex, and it was not even a rare thing.

But not long after, the boy changed his words and even made a brutal statement, saying that the reason he felt disgusted when having an intimate relationship with a girl was simply because the other party was not the girl he liked.

As long as you have a good impression of a girl and truly like her, no matter what her personal appearance is like, the food she eats will definitely taste fragrant and soft!

Hiroki Shimizu was shocked at the moment, but fortunately he did not intend to establish what they called a romantic relationship with another woman at this age, but he also secretly prayed in his heart that everything the other party said was true.

This is a journey he will go through in his life. One day, he will meet a woman he likes at the most appropriate time. It would be best if both of them fall in love at first sight and it is the first time for both of them.

The two people quickly went through the process of getting to know each other, knowing each other, and falling in love, becoming the indispensable one in each other's lives, and then firmly entered the palace of marriage.

They may be conservative in giving away their first time on their wedding night, or they may lose control of themselves on a passionate night...

But no matter what, Hiroki Shimizu sincerely hopes that this will bring an unforgettable and wonderful experience to both of them, rather than forcing himself to please and satisfy the other person while suppressing his nausea.

However, when Mina Sakai suddenly forcefully kissed him, the expected feeling of disgust and aversion did not appear.

The girl's powerful lips and tongue seemed to stir deep into his brain, and his consciousness became hazy in the madness of oxygen depletion. Shimizu Hiroki felt like he was sucking a piece of smooth and chewy pudding jelly, and his mouth was full of the sweet and delicious body odor left by the other person.

Shimizu Hiroki substituted his current feelings into the formula, and they were almost all consistent, all pointing to his true feelings.

Could it be that he really had developed all kinds of feelings for Mina Sakai, to the point that they paralyzed his instinctive reactions, or even made him immersed in it and unable to extricate himself?

Shocked and self-doubting, Shimizu Yuuki subconsciously rejected this addictive blissful experience.

Shimizu Yuki opened his eyes first, and saw clearly from close range the lingering desire entangled in the girl's eyes and eyebrows. The girl's two slender legs were pressed together in an extremely indecent manner, and the plump and soft center of her legs unabashedly relieved the unbearable sour pain.

Then there was a strange sensation coming from his arms that hung down at the edge of his trousers.

Mina Sakai had grasped his wrist with her hot palm at some point, as if out of anticipation and excitement that her desire was about to be satisfied. Her moans became shrill and moist, and the momentum of her stirring in his mouth became even more overwhelming.

An unfamiliar desire surged up, and the little bit of reason that Shimizu Hiroki had left began to waver, and he was about to sink into it again.

What is this going to do?

Shimizu Hiroki struggled for a few seconds and his eyes followed the itch on his arm.

He didn't understand it at all, but was deeply shocked.

Mina Sakai grabbed one of his hands and rubbed it up and down his palm and the back of his hand countless times as if she was worshiping a holy object. No finger was spared, from the neatly trimmed fingertips to the bent and protruding knuckles, and even the throbbing blue blood vessels on the white and cold skin were not spared.

Her movements were sometimes gentle and soothing, and then suddenly she became violent and violent because of her uncontrolled desire. Finally, she took his hand and walked towards the source of her desire little by little.

Guang Guang just witnessed everything that happened in that moment. Shimizu Hiroki, who was somewhat confused about the situation, was still hesitating and struggling between reason and desire.

But he vaguely felt a slight damp feeling from his fingertips, and the next second his stomach was filled with a surging feeling of nausea and vomiting. Even the sweet and fragrant breath in his mouth became difficult to swallow and turned into a pool of yellow sewage. His desire collapsed in an instant.

Yuki Shimizu shook off his arm as if he had touched something unclean, pushed away the girl who was about to stick to him, and ran away quickly.

"Shimizu-san, why are you..."

Mina Sakai was startled. She stared blankly at Shimizu Hiroki who was avoiding her like a plague god. Her thoughts turned in a thousand circles and she soon realized what had happened.

"I just couldn't help myself just now. Qingshui, don't think too much. I don't have any special fetishes or anything..."

The most embarrassing secret was exposed in front of the innocent and beautiful boy. The strong inferiority complex and panic caught Mina Sakai off guard, and she suddenly spoke without thinking.

"I don't know what Sakai-san was doing just now, but don't do it next time. I...I can't seem to accept it."

"Shimizu-san, please listen to my explanation, eh? There will be a next time?"

Mina Sakai widened her eyes, thinking she had heard it wrong. She looked at the beautiful boy with slightly flushed cheeks and turned her eyes away, blurting out words one by one.

"We just did those things, and I don't seem to dislike Sakai-san very much, so..."

102. I can’t bear to look back & I will be responsible for Sakai-san

"Qi Shui-san, I'm sorry. I was just impulsive because I really wanted to know how I really felt about you, but I don't regret my actions just now..."

Mina Sakai was surprised for a moment but quickly recovered. She suppressed her body that was about to tremble with excitement, and just lowered her head slightly, with her eyes fixed on the tip of her toes with some frustration.

"I have always been like this, thinking that kissing and hugging with another person of the opposite sex who is not close to me is really disgusting. Maybe I will never meet a man who can change my view in my life?

I have always thought so, but Qingshui-san seems to be different. Not only do I not feel uncomfortable, but I am completely immersed in it. Could it be that I... I have already..."

She covered her mouth and opened her eyes wide in disbelief. The red blush from the corners of her eyes revealed her awkward and ignorant girlish love. The beauty of this moment far surpassed the cherry blossom tree in full bloom above Lele and their heads.

"No, no, if my family knew about this, it would be terrible. Besides, you haven't told me yet, Shimizu-san..."

Mina Sakai suddenly shook her head again, as if she was caught in an extreme dilemma. She slowly raised her head and looked at Shimizu Hiroki anxiously, like a child who had done something wrong.

"Hey, when we were kissing just now...how did Shimizu-san feel? If you felt disgusted, you would have pushed me away."

"Shimizu-san also said that he doesn't mind having an intimate relationship with me. It seems that we both have the same feeling."

"I'm really troubled by this. Can you please tell me what Shimizu-san's feelings are?"

In just a moment, the emotions on the girl's face changed rapidly, from the initial joy and excitement to the fear and uneasiness after gradually realizing the truth and being whipped and destroyed by the cruel reality. Every moment of expression change was just right, constantly confusing and moving Shimizu Hiroki's wavering heart.

He pursed his lips, which still retained the sweetness and softness of the girl, but the nausea and discomfort in the last moment kept reminding him of his true feelings.

"This is my first kiss, Shimizu-san." The girl, who was full of love, said suddenly.

Hiroki Shimizu felt as if he was struck by lightning. Faced with Mina Sakai's almost accusatory reminder, he was caught in a dilemma.

He had just taken away the second most important and only precious treasure in the girl's life. How could he immediately say something like "I'm sorry, Sakai-san, it's really disgusting to kiss you, so why don't we just forget it" to evade rejection?

The most important thing is that he did not show any disgust or resistance at the beginning. He was even immersed in it, responding to the other party with his lips and tongue in a clumsy manner.

The family education that Hiroki Shimizu received since childhood and the sense of propriety and integrity that was ingrained in his bones would never allow him to do such an irresponsible thing. His mother Iori Shimizu must also be extremely disappointed about this, right?