My life can't be a harem game!

"Impossible, this doesn't conform to the law of the golden finger. This is obviously my only support. Why, why is this happening?"

Still not sure...?

I am really unwilling to face the truth. I am so fragile. Let me tell you the so-called truth...

"You are absolutely right. Yes, every future, every future that you think of as a 'branch', is real. I and my countless selves are all real people living in this world—"

"Every change you make, every boring action you take, will only create a sadder future!"

The Barbarian God tilted his head, looking at the soul that was beginning to become erratic above his head, and a sad smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

If Lu Fengxian ten years ago was a pathetic and selfish person, then myself ten years later is a man who has forgotten what self is and is simply pathetic.

Seventeen years old, if it were someone else, they would feel like a small kid, but if it were me...

"Sad futures are emerging one after another. I want to ask you, don't you feel anything at all?"

The Barbarian God's words became more and more fierce, like a knife cutting into Lu Fengxian's heart, making him feel that even his breathing began to become heavy.

They are not happy, just like myself now. No matter which future I live in, I will not be happy.

Although the cowherd is in the cowherd club and is pursued by thousands of women, he is not happy.

The swordsman is a warrior who has experienced many battles. The scars on his body and his temperament prove that he is a most outstanding warrior, but he has always lived a lonely life in the forest.

The killer owns thousands of acres of fertile land, but his life has lost all color and all the women he has met in his life are dead.

Things are not getting better, but worse. The so-called change in the future has not produced any improvement. My future is still unclear and I have no idea what to do next.

The so-called future will change because of your own changes, and those painful futures will disappear...

Originally, it should be like this.

After you change the future, the previous future will disappear, and your pain will disappear with it...

But the reality is not like this.

Still alive, still existing, those tragic futures are still wailing miserably!

It shouldn't be like this.

Lu Fengxian had this guess a long time ago, but it was not confirmed until today. It confirmed his own stupidity, and even more so, it confirmed how naive and ridiculous it was for him to believe that all future efforts would help him unconditionally.

In the end, I am still alone...

Dong.....

The huge ups and downs of emotions make the soul begin to agitate. This is a sign that the soul can no longer bear it and is about to disappear.

"Oh? Do you want to run away after being exposed like a weakling?"

Finding that Lu Fengxian was in an abnormal state, Man Shenxu narrowed his eyes, clenched his fists, and finally shouted loudly -

Wake up!!!

Visible air ripples appeared near the mouth of the Savage God, hitting the thick rock wall layer by layer, stirring up countless dust. A few black reptiles even crawled out from under some small stones around. Before they could take a few steps, their internal organs were shattered by the sound waves, and they fell to the ground and died without any room to struggle...

As a soul body, Lu Fengxian could not touch, smell, or sense anything, but his hearing and vision still existed. The terrifying roar of the Barbarian God directly woke him up from his state of guilt and self-blame and turned him into a state of real confusion.

I just felt a constant buzzing in my head, and the scene in front of me kept spinning. It took me a while to recover, and when I recovered, I was met with a barrage of scolding...

"Now you know, don't you? You are just a fool, a fool. Every future exists independently and it is impossible to disappear. Every time you make a stupid mistake, you are just creating a more disgusting future out of thin air!"

Such curses kept coming out of the mouth of the Barbarian God. This man who had never wavered in the face of any terrifying monster finally showed his anger at this moment.

I hate their lack of fighting spirit and I am angry at their foolish behavior. They try again and again to gain a happy future, but they fail again and again, and what they end up with is a future that falls apart, a bleak and unpredictable future...

I am one of them, I am one of them. In the future, every one of them is both the perpetrator and the victim. We rewrite our destiny together, but also bear the consequences of the rewritten destiny together.

"Give up, Lu Fengxian. You can still live an ordinary life after giving up. If you don't give up..."

The harsh abuse gradually became gentle, and then turned into regret. The lines on the Barbarian God's body kept shining, emitting an enchanting red light. Drops of red blood flowed out from those red lines and spread all over his body. Finally, a slightly curved blood-red horn pointing to the sky appeared on the Barbarian God's forehead.

It no longer looked like a human anymore. Its swollen muscles seemed to be made of fine steel. Red lines quickly replaced scars all over its body. Blood was flowing from the blood-red horn on its head. It was extremely weird. There was a thin blood-red mist all around its body...

Compared to the nickname "Barbarian God" that he gave himself, he was more like the demon god in the legends of the ancient Eastern countries. The abnormal phenomena that appeared in his body now completely violated the word science!

"Then, even human identity cannot be preserved."

His voice was so low and hoarse, a little different from what he had been a few minutes ago. The calmness brought by his strength coupled with his weird appearance made him a man who was extremely lethal to women.

"Human identity..."

Looking at his strange appearance, Lu Fengxian gritted his teeth, but he could roughly understand his feelings at this moment. However, even so, he still...

"I don't want to give up."

You can say that he is being stubborn or overly picky, but he absolutely does not want to and will not give up on this one thing!

"What a disgusting guy! Have you never thought about how painful it would be for me and the millions of futures to suffer because of the so-called changes that happened ten years ago?"

"Can't you think more about yourself? Are you a severe masochist?"

Hearing this, a bunch of black lines slid down Lu Fengxian's head even though he had no entity.

"You know best whether I am a masochist or not. The reason why I am unwilling to give up is not only because of my own will, but more importantly..."

The light reappeared in his eyes. Lu Fengxian looked at the barbarian god and said slowly, "You have never regretted resisting, why do you want me to give up?"

This is the absolute key point!

Maybe I was hurt and shocked by his sharp and merciless words at first, but after careful consideration, it was not the case at all. What the Barbarian God told me was true that he would not help me wholeheartedly in the future. I have personally experienced the tragic future caused by those meaningless actions, but...

“Sad, painful, struggling, trying their best to survive, some are above everyone else, some are as lowly as grass, but, they…”

Lu Fengxian clenched his fists. His illusory body became unstable due to his excitement, but it did not seem to be disappearing like before.

Disappearing and leaving symbolizes escaping and hiding, unwillingness to admit and accept the facts. This time, I will definitely not escape!

"I have never regretted anything. I believe that my choice is correct. I will bear all the consequences of failure. I don't know what my future will be like, and I don't know if it will be more miserable. At least at this moment, I am not afraid of the future. What I seek is the path of absolute happiness!"

"I won't regret it. I have tried my best to pursue it. I won't regret it. Even if you ask me to give up, you have never regretted changing the future!"

They all have or had this ability ten years later. Maybe it has disappeared now, but as the existence of an abnormal future, whether it is the Barbarian God or the killer, the cowherd, the swordsman... absolutely, they have definitely made actions to change the future.

In a true photo, even those futures without any self-awareness, even those futures where one is alone, there is no fear or regret.

Sizzle....

A strong airflow suddenly emerged from the body of the Savage God, washing over everything around it like a mighty river.

His red eyes were so red that they seemed to bleed, his fists were clenched tightly, and a faint sound like an explosion of dynamite could be heard from them. In the thin blood mist on his body, blood-red lightning could be seen flashing, bringing with it an incomparable sense of oppression.

Perhaps he was hit on the sore spot and became angry and embarrassed, so his words, each word clearly pronounced, were like thunder.

"I'll ask you one last time, will you give up or not?!"

There was no means that could attack himself in his current soul state. Lu Fengxian was sure of this.

However, facing the demon-like savage god, he still wavered...

If this state is eliminated, can I still survive and go back to ten years ago?

Is it worth it for me to take such a big risk just to argue a sentence?

Will I die...

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45. This is advice for the future

It was like a huge rock weighing down my heart. Even though I didn't need to breathe air in my current state, the feeling of breath blockage and suffocation was still extremely clear.

Relying solely on his aura, the Barbarian God made the air in this area completely stagnant. His power beyond imagination seemed to be confirmed by the eyes alone...

"Why, why do you have to change the future?" The Barbarian God looked at the floating illusory shadow, his voice becoming more and more hoarse, "There are obviously many incomplete but beautiful futures waiting for you, why don't you choose those?"

The sound was not as loud as before, but it caused some ripples in the air, passing over Lu Fengxian's body, causing him to tremble involuntarily for no reason.

He was really angry...

Do I really want to continue resisting?

If he really had no means to deal with me, and was just threatening me, it would be fine, but Manshen was myself ten years later, and it was not surprising that he had learned some means to deal with himself during the long journey of ten years...

Just give in for now and go back and then - what am I thinking!

Before he could think halfway, Lu Fengxian's face changed drastically.

Are all the efforts I have made so far in vain? Should I agree to his giving up and go back? Can I deceive myself in the next world if I can deceive the barbarian god in this world?

How will my future self view myself? A scum who deceives himself with lies! ?

No, I absolutely—

"I will never give up!" Every word he uttered carried great power. After saying these simple six words, Lu Fengxian's already illusory body suddenly became even more illusory.

Just as he finished saying this and closed his eyes, ready to brace for stronger winds and rain, the atmosphere of impending storm in the air suddenly dissipated, like a gust of wind, leaving no trace whether it came or went.

Along with this, there were also the lightning veins and blood-red clouds on the Savage God's body that quickly dissipated, and his eyes turned from sharp to decadent.

The stagnant air on his body became gentle. Lu Fengxian was puzzled. He looked up at the Barbarian God and asked, "This, this is..."

Sitting on the ground, the Barbarian God yawned and rolled his eyes as he said, "I surrender, and it's completely different from what you guessed. I don't know about the rest of the future, but a pure physical fighter like me can't hurt you. At most, I can give you a little psychological deterrence."

Should I say he is worthy of being me? Even though there was no communication when he was intimidating the other party just now, the Barbarian God could still know his guess from Lu Fengxian's eyes, and it was accurate without any deviation.

Realizing that he had been tricked by the Savage God, Lu Fengxian did not feel angry at all. On the contrary, he felt relieved. Compared to being attacked by the other party with thunder and lightning when he expressed his true thoughts, the current situation was a blessing in disguise.

"Then, why are you doing this..." Lu Fengxian thought for a long time before finally squeezing out two words, "Playing?" To say it is playing is the best interpretation of the situation. If you think about it carefully, judging from the fact that the other party has been showing his strength without reservation invisibly in the past few days, it is very likely that the other party is putting psychological pressure on himself by asking these questions today.

Three parts anger, seven parts curiosity.

Lu Fengxian still has a general grasp of his own character.

Although I am not a big shot who is good at everything, it is impossible for me to make meaningless punctuation. Would I show off my strength for several days just to amuse myself in the end?

impossible......

"Why is it like this?"

Hearing this, the Barbarian God didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He finally tilted his head and chose to answer Lu Fengxian, "Because, I want you to stand at the same level as me."

"The same...height?" Lu Fengxian was stunned. If he was talking about the same type of people, then it would be relatively easier for him to understand. What does the same height mean?

"It's just like what I told you before. Even though I am one of your future selves, I have the right to help my past self, but rights are rights and obligations are obligations." Man Shenxu narrowed his eyes and continued, "If I am unwilling and want to keep it to myself, no one in this world can force me to help my past self. So, this is a test. If you really choose to give up..."

"It's a stopgap measure and the most sensible judgment at the moment." Lu Fengxian interjected.

"That's right. According to normal logic, this is a stopgap measure. It's okay to deceive people~~~"

Deliberately prolonging the tone, the Barbarian God raised his eyebrows, but a mocking smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "But, that is a normal situation. It is a normal choice when you are confronting others."

"Who am I? You should know that yourself, right? I asked you repeatedly just now just to confirm one thing. If you answered 'give up', then the seed of giving up will be planted in your heart. Every time you encounter a difficult situation, the seed will grow a little bit. It only takes a few times before you really choose to give up."

"This, this is unscientific..."

"believe it or not."

In response to Lu Fengxian's questioning, the Barbarian God simply sneered and did not make any unnecessary excuses. Some things you will know naturally when you should know them, and when you shouldn't know them, he will not understand even if you tell him.

Simple lying and deceiving will naturally not produce such a strong effect. In fact, if he is deceiving someone other than himself, then I can tell you for sure that he will be fine. But if he even needs to deceive himself... needless to say, failure is inevitable.

As a strong person, you can be mean, shameless, obscene, and you can deceive others. These can only be regarded as trivial matters. But if you still need to deceive yourself, then no matter how glorious and great you pretend to be, you will definitely have the filthy heart of a weak person in your body.

"As expected of my past self, you are so weak, but you still managed to resist my aura. Not bad, quite good."

Satisfied with his resistance, the Barbarian God praised him while pressing his sharp nails against the skin of his little finger. With a light press, he cut it. Bright red blood flowed out and fell on the gravel ground, but it did not disperse. Instead, it stood on the ground, shaking like jelly...

"Well, as an existence of the same level, let me first tell you about what you currently have, the same thing as me?"

Just like that, an explanation that completely confused Lu Fengxian began.

At the beginning, I felt a little confused, but the more I listened to Lu Fengxian, the more serious he became, and I couldn't stop the faint trembling of my soul body.

What are the raw materials of the genetic medicine, what changes will occur after drinking the genetic medicine, what are the advantages and disadvantages, and why does the Barbarian God say that he is no longer a human being at all.

The strong psychological fluctuations made Lu Fengxian tremble. It took him a while to calm down. He gritted his teeth and said, "Damn Lu Jun, you actually concealed so many things..."

If the Barbarian God hadn't told me, I would probably still be in the dark and know nothing about anything.