Longmen Memoirs

What are you so proud of?

Not happy that he could smile and pretend to be kind to greet the infected, not happy with the kindness shown by the infected to him, not happy with their pretentious reactions, which made W feel queasy and nauseated.

This made W no longer able to use a harsh tone to ridicule his current life and his desolate and dog-like experience.

She should have done this, laughed at this person in front of him for the stupid things he did, even if she knew he would not regret it, it would make W feel so happy.

She held back her energy all the way from Kazdare to Ursus, and even threatened Hedley just for this reason, so that she could laugh at this guy in person and see the panicked expression on his face when he saw Lante, Seeing his ugly appearance made him furious.

Everything here made W feel sick, even W herself started to feel sick.

After all, she was such an awkward crazy woman. Although she didn't look as crazy now as before, she never smiled again from the beginning to the end.

It's not like her.

She has countless reasons to hate Chen Mo, just like the hatred of many Sakaz for the evil deeds he committed, just like the cruel way he once treated herself and the mercenary group, because his orders killed countless people, because of his Commanding w nearly killed me more than once.

But W found that she couldn't do this, which was even more unacceptable to her than killing her.

W knows very well what kind of person Chen Mo is.

The word villain cannot describe a person like him. He is an out-and-out madman who does everything he can to be calm on the outside and cruel on the inside. Killer Star.

If W left an impression of madness and cruelty among the Sakaz mercenaries, compared to the Sakaz Butcher, he couldn't be more cute and cute.

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At least w can only harm a few people, one or two mercenary groups, but he is different. From top to bottom, from top to bottom, from nobles to mercenary civilians, there is no Sakaz who does not want to kill this guy. His reputation It is a mess, full of evil stains, and the atrocities are so unforgivable that it is difficult to write about them.

All W can do is threaten, but he has never liked this word, because no matter how loud the threat is, it is not as practical as punching someone. Most of what he usually does is kill the whole family, that is, from top to bottom, He killed the whole family without leaving any chickens or dogs behind.

He doesn't care how powerful the other party is, nor how noble his identity is, nor does he even care about the consequences. In order to destroy a force, he can kill all the powerful people in a city, big and small, from bottom to top. He really doesn't care about the consequences. Did this.

This is the real lunatic, unreasonable, leaving no room for anything, and regardless of the consequences.

Those men in black in the court, each of them had countless more Sakaz lives in their hands. They were a group of evil ghosts, real demons, executioners who killed without blinking an eye, and savages without reason. Dogs and madmen.

They have human lives on their hands.

And the guy in front of him is the owner of those wild dogs and madmen.

You can't hope to reason with a group of Sakaz who are going crazy for murder, nor can you expect to talk to a group of nobles and nobles who started a civil war just to preserve their rights about the great cause of reviving Sakaz and Kazdaele. .

They don't believe in any of this, they only believe in knives, they only believe that someone can take their lives simply and clearly regardless of the rules, and he really has the courage and strength.

It's not that no one has thought about killing Li Ting, it's not that no one has thought about erasing them in various ways, but apart from making those lunatics even crazier and taking their own lives, no one has ever done so.

Generally speaking, such a person will not end well. Everyone in Kazdaele has been offended by him. If the war ends one day, this kind of person will be the first to be liquidated. This kind of person Unless he clings to this war and holds on to his rights after the war, everyone can foresee his fate.

But this does not mean that he has no ability to resist.

But he did not resist, and there was no change until the end of the war. Everyone was prepared. Everyone held their breath and guessed that there would be another storm after the war ended.

Unexpectedly peaceful.

Because that is what ordinary people would do, and he is a madman. No one knows what a madman thinks, and no one wants to provoke a madman, especially a madman who seeks death. He can drag anyone who messes with him with him. Go to hell together.

After all, what he had done before, even the royal courts of Sakaz were unwilling to touch his bad luck. People were waiting to see his jokes and see him hanged in the square of the royal capital.

The power struggle in Kazdaele and the political situation in Kazdaele will take on a new situation at that time. Whether it is another open and covert fight, or everyone is secretly making peace, all ambitions, big and small, are waiting for the so-called stray dogs. The end of.

So he was so calm【{

Theresia betrayed him. He should be filled with anger, despair and unwillingness. His death was so satisfying, but his death suddenly made people realize that the gentle monarch was not what people seemed. So kind and kind.

He had misjudged Theresia, and the Sarkazis had misjudged Theresia. Even if everyone had this guess, it still made them unbelievable.

Perhaps when people came back to their senses, they suddenly realized that it was not that they had misjudged Theresia, but that they had misjudged themselves. Theresia has never changed. She has always been the war hero of Sakaz. She has always been a ruthless, decisive and unpredictable devil, and everyone is under her scheme. Or maybe the so-called war is just a tool for her to consolidate power.

No one dares to think so, they would rather believe that their king is kind and kind.

"Please come in, the place is small, don't mind, please sit down."

A small room, a simple wooden table, barely bright lights, a rusty steel frame bed, and old quilts on the bed, these things make up the room that w can see now.

Along the way, he introduced the size of the camp, as if explaining their current situation to the sponsors, and secretly cried out about poverty, hoping that Kazdale could provide more supplies next time.

This is what the Sakaz Butcher does now.

A heinous crime?Famous?

Ridiculous, ridiculous, sad and pathetic.

W never thought that one day he would be treated like this. He looked at the guy wiping the chair with his sleeves to signal him to sit down. He was a lunatic who made everyone in Cazdale afraid of him. He was a man who could stand up to the kings. The butcher who made the Grand Duke give in due to the envoy of the Court was the murderer who held up the Grand Duke's head and forced most of Kazdaele to burn the parliament...

Memories fell to the ground like glass and shattered into fragments that could never be put back together again.

W even wondered if she had recognized the wrong person. The man with a kind face and grey-haired face had changed into a completely different person after not seeing him for more than a year.

She suddenly understood something. She understood that Ines said that after the war was over, they would all live in a different way, but W still couldn't convince herself to accept it easily.

She didn't gloat at all, she felt angry, and the anger almost broke through her reason. The anger of the Sakaz girl was written in her eyes.

But she was only angry about one thing.

Wrath himself was regarded as a messenger sent by Kazdel.

W once thought that they were the same kind of people, and once thought that no matter how calm he looked, he was still an out-and-out lunatic like himself.

She's such a stupid girl.

Chapter 121 She is not necessarily very smart.

April 12

Kazdale North

xintaba town

The black-haired woman sat with her legs crossed in front of the bar of the tavern. The amber wine in the glass on the bar vibrated gently with the sound of her fingers tapping the heavy elm tabletop.

The red-haired man sat opposite, showing some helplessness in the face of the woman's scrutinizing gaze.

"Do you know what you did?"

"Refers?"

"Letting W go without permission is an abuse of power. Don't tell me that you don't know the consequences of leaking this matter. You still can't bear the crime."

"She had a dagger at my neck. I have no doubt that if I refused, she would cut off my head on the spot."

"So, tell me how she sneaked behind you silently, and you didn't notice your useless head until she put the knife on it?" Ines asked with a sneer: "The famous former Sakaz mercenary Hedley was actually coerced by his former subordinate into the camp. Are you stupid or am I stupid?"

"Then you came here all night?" Hedley asked calmly, looking at Ines's gloomy face. "Your Highness already knows?"

"The Night Watchman moves much faster than you think."

"So you're here now to arrest me and go back to confess?"

Ines' eyes lowered slightly, falling on Hedley's right hand wrapped in a glove.

She exhaled softly.

"The Royal Court has not issued any orders yet, and His Highness is silent on this matter, but don't expect this matter to be brushed aside so easily."

"W is not that stupid."

Ines looked at Hedley with disdain.

"She's not necessarily very smart."

"As for you, you rushed over immediately after knowing this. What are you worried about? Ines."

"I'm worried that if I hadn't been the one here, your head would have fallen to the ground."

Ines replied angrily.

"She is not as crazy as before." Hedley replied: "You should know that she is actually smarter than anyone else among us."

"Ha, it's not too late to put in a good word for her after you escape this trouble."

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There was no concealment of the anger in W's eyes.

In fact, it is not difficult to understand where her anger comes from.

There was such a mercenary on the chaotic battlefield of Kazdaele. She was young and could even be called immature, and her origins were a mystery. Just like the young corps raised by many lords and nobles, mercenaries of her age were mixed around. On the battlefield, Kazdare has long been familiar with it.

Mercenaries and lords attacked each other, and their armies were dispersed, reorganized, and joined other forces as one big or small force was destroyed one after another.

When she first found Hedley's team, W didn't like to smile very much. She has been with Hedley's team for a long time. Even among the youth employment group of Sakaz, her level is enough to be considered outstanding.

She said that her goal was Hedley's head. It was hard to imagine that a young mercenary would dare to say such words in front of the target person. At that time, Hedley could easily kill her.

But Hedley took her in, and W joined Hedley's team, and became famous among the mercenaries in a short period of time. She was very talented in blasting, and Hedley was also very interested in the original It was worthwhile to take in this mercenary.

But there is little trust between Kazdaeles, even among mercenaries, and examples like w who join a mercenary group without knowing the details are too rare.

Mutual betrayal is common, the mercenary team is never static, and destruction is simply easy in Kazdare.

Being cautious and powerful is not enough. You also have to be smart and cold-blooded. It is common to use your teammates as bait when necessary.

She was not called W originally, she just picked up the original W's weapon, and picking up Sakaz's weapon in Kazdare meant inheriting everything left by the original Sakaz.

The Sarkazi value death, but the Sarkazi who value death take death for granted.

Later, she became fond of laughing. After hearing about the original W's character from Hedley, her character gradually became like the original W, with some mental problems and a bad smile.

But what does W actually look like? She is good at pretending to be someone else to disguise herself. She is good at studying, learning everything around her and making rapid progress.

People like her are born to be good mercenaries. If she is lucky enough not to die on the battlefield, it will only be a matter of time before she surpasses Hedley.

But W's psychological problem is extremely serious. If a person wears a mask for too long, he will have to tear his skin and flesh if he wants to take it off again. This is undoubtedly the case for W. She lives an extremely confused life. It is better to say that she has no accurate understanding of herself. concept.

She had no idea, whether it was killing someone or dying on the battlefield, it was the same thing to her.

Her teammates have no intention of enlightening her. After all, no one cares about whose life or death on the battlefield. The so-called trust and bond between teammates are just a burden to them.

It can be said that she is begging for death, or that she has no great feelings about death because she has no pursuit, no purpose, and no ideal.

This kind of person is the most difficult to deal with, because this kind of person always does whatever he wants and is unscrupulous. In the eyes of others, he becomes synonymous with madness.

W is undoubtedly an outstanding madman, she is not even called W, she is a completely meaningless person.

Living, killing, being born, experiencing, dying, none of these things mattered to her.

Therefore, not many people are willing to contact her. Even Ines is not willing to meet W. Her shadow is blurry and even she can't distinguish it. There is a blank in her heart, and there is no one or anyone she cares about in the blank. thing.

Therefore, she could do anything at any time, and therefore no one dared to trust her.

It doesn't mean Hedley won't be treated the same way by her.

Look, that's it.

The Sakaz mercenaries are all like this. They regard the death of their companions as a bargaining chip, betrayal, deceit, and have no position.

But w is different.

She is as pale as a piece of white paper, unconsciously absorbing everything she can come into contact with, and due to the environment, she has a bad and mean personality.

She was extremely pure, at least at that time, W was just such a simple person.

But simplicity and purity do not mean stupidity. On the contrary, she is very vigilant and never easily trusts anyone or anything. Among mercenaries, her mind is complicated and cunning.

This is not a contradiction, not at all.

That's why w became like that after meeting Rhode Island and Theresia.

The strange Theresia, who was completely different from all the Sakaz she knew, entered W's life and vision in an ordinary and unimaginable way.

Of course she fell in love with Theresia, that pure white color, that gentle person. Her love was more like longing, like yearning, like she had found a meaning for her life. .

Theresia is the meaning of w, the salvation and harbor she found for herself in this desolate Kazdare and hell-like battlefield.

But W is an awkward person. Although Theresia is gentle, W feels that she is not worthy of these things. She is not worthy of her Highness, that disgusting mercenary, and that face with blood on her hands. She is not worthy of these things.

As long as she stays by Theresia's side, as long as she can see that figure from time to time, W can feel at ease. She has also imagined standing next to Theresia, just like the doctor and the doctor, but she just wanted to I thought, even if she really had this opportunity, she wouldn't be able to do that.

This secret love was hidden deep in W's heart.

Until the Butcher of Sakaz appeared.

It was a very strange feeling, as if it was a reflection, a substitution.