You're not a serious magical girl, are you?

It was in the jellyfish house, he was holding Madoka Kame's hand, and Akami Homura was right in front of him.

Chapter 144 Flame: Being Loved by Him Forever【...Sorry】

[Let's go to the jellyfish hall to have a look, although there are only three of us, maybe we will meet interesting people occasionally? ]

This is Sister Ba's suggestion.

Inviting Ueno-san to go to the jellyfish hall was unsuccessful, but she was invited by friends later... She didn't know whether to be grateful or complicated.

But, you have to go, right?

Xiao Meiyan is not sociable, because she is too introverted, she can't even refuse others.

Therefore, when Sister Ba made such a suggestion, and Miki Sayaka raised her hand in favor, she was left with the option of agreeing.

Even though Akami Homura felt confused and regretted Madoka Kame's absence at that time, she never expected... to meet her in such an environment.

Interesting person... She didn't understand the meaning of this sentence at first, but when she stood in front of the overall exhibition window with jellyfish swimming and looked at the familiar figure, she understood.

The real Ueno Kita stands behind Akami Homura, beside her are Asami and Sayaka Miki, and everything in the past is presented in his eyes.

And in front of the three of them, under the blue light that was as quiet as the sea, stood a young couple.

Leaning against the glass exhibition tank, the jellyfish in the tank swayed quietly in the light like flowers blooming in the water. In a sufficiently beautiful atmosphere, the pink-haired girl turned her head suspiciously when she heard the movement, and waited until her pink eyes froze on Surprise suddenly appeared on the cute and immature faces of the three people, followed by joy and a little shame.

She took the hand of the boy who was also a bit stunned, and waved the remaining hand high. It was a rare act of courage. She did not shrink back in front of everyone, but was bold and shy. He greeted everyone excitedly:

[Sister Ba, Sayaka, and Homura! ]

Inexplicably, there is a feeling of declaring sovereignty.

Ba Mamei glanced at the young couple's clasped hands, and immediately covered her mouth and snickered.

Miki Sayaka's eyes paused slightly on the young man's pretty face, then she moved her eyes away and showed a bright smile towards Kamu Madoka.

[Of course I’m coming here. I invited you before, Madoka, but you said you had an appointment with someone else on Sunday...and you said you were a friend, hehe, Madoka, you’re too tender, do you have any friends who are more important than me, Sayaka-sama? ]

The blue-haired girl patted her chest confidently while raising her eyebrows at Ueno Kita.

[Then, I went to ask Ah Bei, and as expected, he was not free on Sunday either. Guess why both of them were not free? ]

[Sayaka! ]

[I'm not here to disturb your date, I actually wanted to take a sneak peek... But I didn't expect that I couldn't control my mood, and I was exposed directly after a face-to-face meeting. ]

The voices of the conversation echoed in the ears.

But it gradually faded away.

Everything in the world seemed to be gradually pulling away, the girl's crimson eyes gradually widened, and his figure and face were reflected in the clear pupils.

So... is that so?

It's a date with Madoka...

The reason why she rejected her invitation was because there was a more important girl who invited him...

He wanted to go on a date with Madoka.

At this moment, that slender and fragile heart made a judgment, so cold, accompanied by some kind of labor pain, it made her heart vibrate violently.

Some kind of disgusting emotion surged in her chest, so sharp, as if a knife had pierced her heart.

In the past images, the young man holding Kamu Madoka's little hand was also looking at Akami Homura, but with gentle kindness on his face... Although it was a little embarrassing, it was nothing special to him serious matter.

Holding hands with his sweetheart and being seen by his friends, although a little embarrassed, but also a little bit of a happy feeling - that's what he thought in his heart at that time, right?

Because, at that time, he was also so happy—how could he not be happy on a date with his sweetheart?

Xiao Meiyan stared blankly, then suddenly lowered her head again, her eyes were tightly closed, and she reached out to cover her heart.

[flame? ]

The brain went blank.

But the senses haven't gone away.

So sad.

So uncomfortable, so uncomfortable...

Falling to the ground, the glasses were detached from the support of the bridge of the nose when shaking, half hanging in the air, as if they could fall to the ground at any time.

[ha……]

Her head hurt so badly, a feeling of dizziness came from her brain, and she seemed to be spinning around in an instant, making her feel sick.

I felt something in my stomach rising up, and there was an uncomfortable feeling in my throat.

A misty mist appeared in the field of vision in front of him, and people and things were gradually blurring.

The ears were the same, gradually there was a sharp and piercing buzzing sound, like a small bug flapping its wings near the ear, but it was far sharper and more uncomfortable than that sound.

is a sign of anemia.

His limbs were weak, and he curled up his body slightly like a dying bug, but his body was no longer in control, only his fingers trembled slightly.

don't want……

Tears welled up in the blurred eye sockets.

Under the watchful eyes of everyone, he tore open his scars with such an ugly appearance, tore that fragile heart out of his chest, and exposed it to the venomous sunlight.

I don't want to present such a distressed appearance in front of him.

Why, why only she has to be like this...

Faced with such an uncomfortable scene, she couldn't escape, and even fell to the ground due to physical defects, letting the curious and surprised eyes of passersby cast on her.

Those gazes were like knives and swords, piercing her heart one after another, completely dismembering the already shattered self-esteem.

If only she was a healthy, ordinary girl.

I can no longer feel inferior, can no longer be timid, and can openly express my love to Ueno.

It's not... knowing that Madoka and Ueno-san have a crush on each other and rushing in both directions, but like an ostrich burying his head in the sand, with a stubborn attitude that refuses to face it squarely, in a corner that Madoka doesn't know, with Ueno-san Chatting, as if as long as she does this, she still has a chance to touch Ueno-san...

[flame! ]

In the girl's blurred vision, she saw a figure running towards her.

It's still him...

He was so kind to everyone, and she, bathed in that warm glow, wanted more.

[Woo...]

Like the wailing of a beast when it was dying, the stinging pain in her heart made her breathless. The pain caused by heart disease and anemia combined together, tearing her consciousness to pieces.

But before she lost consciousness, she felt it.

Someone picked her up, wrapped her hands around her legs, and with the nostalgic wheat-like sweet breath, surrounded by friends, she was protected from the jellyfish pavilion with dim natural light, and the warm sunshine in early spring The laziness shone on her face, which made her vague consciousness clear for a moment, so she could curl up in his arms even more despicably.

Obviously she hates the physical pain so much, but because of this pain, she can rely on him so naturally, just like a kite cannot do without the wind.

Only at this moment, she can use such a despicable reason to steal his sight in front of Kamo Madoka.

[Use magic first, Sayaka, Sayaka, use your magic...]

[There are too many people here, besides, Xiaomei is not injured... Is she sick? ]

The sound of arguments in my ears gradually faded away.

She sank into the bottom of the sea, the sea water flooded her mouth and nose, the blue color gradually turned to a dull and thick dark color, and she completely lost consciousness.

*

[......]

When she woke up again, Xiao Meiyan found that she was already lying in her bedroom.

She was covered with a thin quilt, and she was the only one in the room.

Xiao Meiyan was silent, and her consciousness naturally continued to the memory before fainting. This kind of experience was unprecedented, but as if she had suffered some kind of baptism, her thoughts suddenly became much clearer, even if she just woke up Come on, the face is no longer the self-deceiving confusion of the past.

She was just sad, sitting up with her arms propped up, sad for her inferiority complex, sad for her illness, sad for her jealousy towards Madoka, for her sprouting at this moment... the idea of ​​wishing she could die, she felt sincerely Hopeless sadness.

There is a cup of warm water on the bedside table. She knows who put it here, and only he can be so careful and thoughtful.

Sitting on the head of the bed and looking towards the door, the door of the bedroom was only ajar. Even sitting on the bed, she could see a corner of the living room outside the bedroom and hear the faint discussion.

Everyone is... right?

Because of her fainting in the middle, everyone had no choice but to terminate their plan to go out. Even the two who were already dating gave up their original itinerary because of her affairs, and came to this small apartment instead. Discuss with others how to arrange her.

She was still silent, but her legs curled up from the end of the bed, her hands hugged her knees, and the painful emotions clearly appeared on her face.

Ah, her illness has troubled others again.

It also made everyone unhappy, dragged everyone's attention, and made everyone exhausted because they were worried about her.

Loathing, self-loathing, and even self-destructive tendencies... The strong negative emotions came out from the bottom of my heart, and I couldn't tell how complicated the ingredients were, because for her at this moment, the inferiority complex had gone deep into the bone marrow One step, as if a rope was tied tightly around her neck, slowly tightening it so that she couldn't breathe.

[So, should I become a magical girl? ]

And at this time, the incubator who jumped to the end of the bed at some point tilted his head slightly and said so.

[People outside are also discussing this issue. It was Sayaka who brought it up. As long as Homura becomes a magical girl, you won’t have to suffer from illnesses anymore. Your body will heal due to magic power, and you can even get a chance to make a wish. It really kills two birds with one stone. ]

[Kuppy...]

Xiao Meiyan raised her head, her purple eyes focused on the white mysterious creature.

[Become... a magical girl...]

Thinking of the terrifying familiar and witch in the witch's enchantment, the timid girl couldn't help shaking her shoulders. The memory of being chased by the familiar came back to her heart again, making her feel a fear that originated from the bottom of her heart.

But compared to her timid attitude in the past, at this time she did not show any signs of retreating.

She was silent for a while, and tentatively asked:

[Then, everyone's opinions... how about it? ]

[Anyone's opinion? ]

The incubator tilted his head, and slowly informed Xiao Meiyan of the discussion outside the room.

[Mami thinks this is a feasible solution, but Homura should be the one to make the decision. Madoka thinks this is inappropriate, and probably disagrees...]

When it came to the opinion of the person she cared about most, she pricked up her ears and listened quietly.

[As for Bei, he disagrees. He said that you should not be forced to fight, Homura. If you want to become a magical girl, you should have a wish that you want to realize from the bottom of your heart, instead of rushing to make a wish, but There is no reason to move on. ]

Sure enough...it was him.

Listening to Ueno Kita's reply, there was a touch of joy on the girl's face, as if a white and hopeful color suddenly emerged from the desperate sea of ​​flowers, but soon, the white flowers faded, and Xiao Meiyan's face was full of joy. The joy gradually faded away.

[So, Homura, what do you think? ]

How does she see it?

[Do you want to make a wish? ]

make a wish...

Xiao Meiyan paused for a moment, the sad emotion roamed in her heart, but it suddenly perched, and gradually transformed into another emotion that made her feel scared.

It was a longing, an opportunity within reach, that made her feel dreadful...

She has a wish...

As Miki-san said, as long as she becomes a magical girl, she can get rid of her physical pain.

Afterwards, she could get a... capricious wish.

How to describe this feeling.

She was so afraid, but yearning so much, knowing that there was a scorching fire in front of her, but she was willing to rush towards the flame regardless of herself.

Xiao Meiyan stared blankly at the desk in the bedroom, and there was a can of candy on the corner of the table. She struggled to get up, but the incubator saw through her mind and delivered the can to her hand.

She picked out the color she liked, peeled off the lavender wrapper, and put the sweet candy into her mouth.

Very sweet, but the corners of the eyes overflowed with tears unconsciously.

So sweet, really sweet...