You're not a serious magical girl, are you?

Can she be happy?

Just for once, let her be willful once...

[I... I want to make a wish, I want to be... a magical girl. ]

She didn't communicate with anyone, even if the friends she could trust were only separated from her by a wall, she didn't intend to call them out.

Because her wish does not want to be heard, nor can it be heard.

The despicable emotion in my heart was shouting, as if it was about to materialize into reality.

[I want his love. ]

She said it, the wish that must never be granted... It was said simply by her.

[like? ]

The girl curled up, but it was like a kite actively chasing the wind.

[I want to be loved, to be loved by him, to be favored by him, to be loved by him. ]

[he? ]

The incubator tilted his head slightly, but his lovely voice was indescribably weird.

[If you wish, please say it clearly?Only in this way can the deviation of language transmission be reduced as much as possible. ]

The girl took a deep breath, and the words that had been said once became no longer difficult to speak.

[I want to be loved by Ueno Kita...to be loved forever by him. ]

Chapter 145 Flame: The Man Who Drinks Doves to Quench Thirst 【…】

How selfish, Akatsuki Homura.

But after saying this wish, such a thought flashed in the girl's mind.

How can we say that we are not selfish?

Obviously already knew about the relationship between others, and also knew that the two were childhood sweethearts, but they did such a thing only driven by their inner desires.

Impossible to be forgiven.

Once others find out...that she has made such a despicable wish, everyone will spurn her, and her friendship with them will be broken in an instant.

Miki-san, who has always been protecting Madoka, will come and scold her directly, right?

but……

She can't go back.

As long as the future of becoming ordinary friends with him emerges in my mind, my heart can't stop throbbing, and my already weak spirit seems to be covered with a shadow, becoming weaker and weaker.

She understood... Just like fish depend on water, trees depend on the earth, and birds depend on the sky, she can no longer leave Ueno North.

[Such a wish...]

The hatchling's tail flicked slightly.

[Are you sure you want to make such a wish? ]

Xiao Meiyan looked at him, and for the first time, those purple eyes showed a hint of stubbornness.

She caressed her chest, listening to her own heartbeat.

[Student Ueno said that the earth is round...]

He had inspired her so much, and made her fight for all kinds of things.

[So, some places that seem to be the end point are actually the starting point. ]

Is there no road ahead?

Not necessarily, on this earth that will eventually return to the starting point after a circle, who can say where is the end point?

Just let her have a mean dream.

In the dream, she held hands with Hui and Ueno classmates... Hui and Bei, walked out of the narrow end point, and stepped on a brand new starting point.

[I see……]

The incubator seemed to understand, and it nodded, but as it did most often, it didn't tell Homura all the truth, and it was impossible to tell her about Ueno Kita's feelings for her.

It just took a blindfolded girl and led her into the abyss step by step.

[It's a bit like drinking doves to quench thirst as humans say. ]

[No, no... I've figured it out. This is the path I want to choose. It's not a momentary impulse, but a sincere one. I want to be with her... I want to be loved by him. ]

To be that special person, to be the one person among his many friends that he can never let go of or forget.

[Then don't regret it. ]

[I won't regret it... please make my wish come true, Chubby! ]

[as you wish. ]

When the breath of magic surged in the girl's room, Ueno Kita and the other girls in the living room naturally also noticed it.

Chubby lay on Ueno Kita's shoulders, and the moment he noticed the fluctuation of magic power in Xiaomeiyan's bedroom, he was stunned for a second.

[Wait, magical girl's magic breath? ]

[Isn't that Homura's room?Only Homura is inside... Could it be that Homura has also become a magical girl?But isn't Cupid still with us? ]

When the girls stood up with puzzled faces, Ueno Kita hurried towards the girls' bedroom.

The worry in his heart can't be faked, he took pity on that girl, but now that there has been a change in the room, no one is more anxious than him.

[I'm a little worried, go and have a look first. ]

[Yes, go and have a look first, we will go in too. ]

Ueno Kita pushed open the half-hidden door first, and his worried eyes swept across the bedroom, and instantly fixed on a beautiful figure.

The slim girl stood in the room, wearing a white coat like a school uniform, a lavender skirt, under the skirt were glossy black silk pantyhose, and high-heeled shoes that were integrated with the pantyhose.

The girl's long ink-like black hair spread out over her shoulders, and her silhouette was so beautiful that he was a little suffocated. This was extremely inconsistent with the image in his impression. If Xiao Meiyan was not wearing the pair of red thick-rimmed glasses on her face, he would Almost had the idea of ​​admitting the wrong person.

Xiao Meiyan seemed to have noticed him too, the girl turned around unhurriedly, when the eyes of the two met in the air, Ueno Kita subconsciously avoided, the girl noticed his reaction, and was also slightly taken aback.

Then, she seemed to understand something, showing a half-crying and smiling expression.

Candles that are too close to the fire cannot escape the fate of being melted, but they feel nostalgic for the warmth they embrace in an instant.

[Ueno-san...]

Xiao Meiyan rubbed the corners of her eyes and wiped away the hidden tears. The moment the glasses were taken off, she seemed to be no longer needed. The magic power swept across the eyes, and the world became extraordinarily clear.

At this moment, those crimson eyes were shining brightly, as if reflecting the brilliance of colored glaze.

[All along... thank you for your care. ]

Such an endless sentence, but her heart was jumping for joy, she broke free from some kind of moral shackles, and took a deep breath of the free air that she had never enjoyed before.

She can feel the healthy body, she has never felt so relaxed.

Her body was light and no longer heavy, her heart was beating steadily and powerfully, and the pain had been removed from her body.

Obviously she was still so sad before, obviously she was still so timid before.

But at this moment, facing the boy's complicated eyes, she never flinched.

Has her inferiority complex disappeared?

No, if other people come into contact with her, they can still see the fragile and unstable side of the girl.

Maybe after a while, she will be able to regain her confidence from being a magical girl, but before that, she needs more time to adapt and grow.

At this moment, only standing in front of him...is different.

She could look at him so tenderly and lovingly.

Because... she already knew.

He loved her as much as she loved him.

[Hey, who is this magical girl?Where's Xiaomei? ]

[Eh... wait, wait!This hair, this eye color... Homura, is that you? ]

[Student Xiaomei...it's really classmate Xiaomei! ]

The surprised conversation of the girls gradually faded away, farther and farther away, as if unimportant noises were filtered through the filter until they could no longer be heard.

The girl's memory is turning back and forth and flipping over and over again.Each piece reflects a different brilliance, whether it is melancholy or full of joy, and every piece of memory since then is full of his figure.

[Ueno-san...well, can I, can I...call you 'North'? ]

[...Well, yes. ]

*

late at night.

Hiiragi sound dream does not wake up naturally.

Just look at this point in time.

When the girl opened her eyes in a daze, the light in the room was extremely dim, and the sky outside the window was still black. The rich and lingering color seemed too heavy, and the stars at night could hardly wash away the color itself. imagery.

"Um..."

The girl nodded slightly, her misty eyes moved down slowly, and the purple pupils focused on the boy's arms embracing her body.

He tried hard.

That's why she woke up.

Even in sleep, Hiiragi sound dream is still sensitive, when Ueno Kita's arm slowly tightened, she woke up.

Huanyou and Satomi Toka's breathing was still steady, but Ueno Kita who was beside him seemed to be breathing a little faster.

Although the palm on her body made her a little concerned, after all, a girl's chest is still a relatively important place, but the current matter is obviously more worthy of her thinking.

Did you have a bad dream?

Just thinking about it briefly in his mind, Hiiragi Yinmeng had a guess.

She also saw it. When Uenobei was attached to Huanyou's body, she had a nightmare experience... She and Denghua saw it together at that time. All are seen by them.

"flame……"

Dream talk?

Hearing Ueno Kita's murmur in sleep, the girl was slightly taken aback.

……flame?

It sounds like a personal name.

Hiiragi Yinmeng hesitated for a moment, and then carefully removed Ueno Kita's palm on her waist and chest, the movement was gentle and slow, unwilling to wake Ueno Kita from his sleep.

Finally, in the silence of the night, she turned over quietly without waking Ueno Kita and the other two friends who were sleeping soundly.

Should it be said that he slept soundly?

Or was the focus all on that horrible dream?

Hiiragi Yinmeng looked up, and the boy's sleeping expression was reflected in her eyes.

Indeed...it was the expression of someone who was having a nightmare.

She seemed to have vaguely felt... No, maybe she had understood it before.

From the moment he came into contact with them, to the time he was touched by Huanyou, he took the initiative to help them with various things, pampering them three weak patients in every possible way.

His personality...she had already profiled a part of it.

It's like dissecting the character's "personality" from the story.

He must have lost someone very important, right?

Maybe it's a family member, maybe a lover, maybe a close friend...or maybe it's all lost.

He was already in another strange world. She and Deng Hua had also discussed this topic secretly, and they came to the conclusion that there was probably no way for Ueno Kita to return to his world.