When her relatives were just sick, the worry and care in her heart reached the peak, especially when she was just hospitalized, the meticulous care from her parents was the time she missed the most.
But people change over time.
No one can always put all their energy on a patient who has been ill for a long time. It is impossible for her parents to take care of her all the time. They have jobs and need to earn money to support the family. The younger brother in the family is also growing up. He cannot lack the care of his parents.
It is undoubtedly wrong to put all your thoughts on her seriously ill daughter.
The whole family cannot be torn apart for one patient.
So, whether it's going out for dinner, camping, even if there are only three people... These activities that enhance family bonds should continue without her.
She understands, she can understand all these things.
There is no filial son in front of the long-term sick bed. If the identities of the patient and the relatives are exchanged in this sentence, the conclusion is the same.
"I can't keep up with them."
"To my family, I'm just a fragment of the past. They seem to think of me everywhere, but in fact they only think of me occasionally."
"It's like my mother, she and I actually don't have much to talk about... Their lives are moving forward, and only I stay where I am."
"So, like today, she will suddenly think of me at a certain moment, send me clothes and books regularly, and then tell me some trivial things about her, and then leave in a hurry."
"In fact, she has no interest in my life here. Over the past year, her enthusiasm has also faded away."
Not everyone loves their family as passionately and utterly as Iroha Tamaki.
Not everyone is like Toka Satomi, who showed her talent before she became seriously ill and was expected by others.
Hiiragi sound dream, before this child was admitted to the hospital, he was just a lonely child who liked to read books and immerse himself in the world of stories.
Before meeting Toka Satomi, her story was not shown to others, and even her parents didn't know her hobbies and talents, they just regarded her as an ordinary child.
In this matter, she may have to thank Satomi Toka - Satomi Toka helped her put her novel on the Internet, and it was from that moment that her story came into people's field of vision and was loved by people .
"There is only a thin line between me and my family. It's not good to leave me behind, and it takes a lot of time to care for me. My mother wants to keep the relationship between me and my family, but she doesn't want to spend more time on me... It's like she came in a hurry and then left in a hurry, maybe in her opinion, she has shown her love for me, and then she can leave as a matter of course without wasting time."
When her mother sees her as a "waste of time," the family has become infinitely estranged.
Therefore, she never expressed excessive joy about this matter.
When she heard that Huan Iroha was coming, she would even happily celebrate with Huanyou, but when her family came, she continued her daily life calmly and methodically.
Just a reminder to Huanyou and Satomi Toka, that's all.
Stripping away all appearances, this is Hiiragi Yinmeng and her family.
Hiiragi Yinmeng knew that this child was sometimes too smart and knew too much.
Ueno Kita scratched his hair, which was why it was difficult for him to intervene.
He is just a bystander, and it is difficult to judge the situation.
You know, this is no better than campus bullying... the family rift caused by Hiiragi Yinmeng's illness...
"Sound Dream..."
Huanyou seemed to have sensed the seriousness of the atmosphere, and cautiously called Hiiragi Yinmeng's name.
Hiiragi Yinmeng's expression was a little dazed, but under Huanyou's shout, she slowly came back to her senses.
"...I'm fine. I've figured out these things before, and the most uncomfortable time has passed. Now...just saying what I figured out, I feel a sense of relief."
Is it really?
With hesitation on Huanyou's face, she naturally didn't quite believe it.
These words... are too cruel for Hiiragi Yinmeng, but they are said from her own mouth.
It was as if, she wanted to tell them in this way - she really could see through.
However, this is definitely not the case. If you listen to the girl's words and regard her as "already able to ignore this sadness", then you are definitely wrong.
"Then take a good rest first."
Ueno Kitara was on the girl's bed, and he had no intention of leaving at this moment.
"Huh? What does this mean?"
Satomi Toka glanced at Ueno Kita who was lying on Hiiragi sound's bed, watching "myself" lying on the bed...it was quite novel.
However, one thing must be made clear!
"Brother, if you want to rest, you have to be with me. You agreed that today belongs to me!"
In Hiiragi Yinmeng's dumbfounding expression, Satomi Touka picked him up regardless of Ueno Kita's struggle, and then went straight to her hospital bed.
"Let's study magic together! Brother!"
"I want to rest with my head covered!"
On the contrary, it would make it easier for her.
Hiiragi Yinmeng breathed a sigh of relief, lowered her eyes, and suddenly felt a moment of relaxation.
That's great.
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Seriously speaking, Satomi Toka also created a very good opportunity for him.
After dinner, Satomi Toka shouted to "do research related to magic", and then ran towards her private room excitedly.
With the magic of memory manipulation, she can come and go freely in this hospital.
Huanyou also seemed to be aroused by curiosity, and found his "body swap plan" in the drawer, holding a notebook and a pen, and followed in the footsteps of Satomi Toka.
At this time, only he and that lovely girl were left in the ward.
Hiiragi sound dream closed the book, and in her spare time after dinner, she also started to read the Faust sent by Ueno Kita.
I have to say that Ueno Kita delivered the book at a very good time. Her last book happened to be at the end. After reading it for a short time, she finished it, and then started reading this book. This is the "literature of another world" that she has been interested in for a long time.
In fact, it’s not much different from the human literature in this universe, and it’s all within the comprehensible range.
That's right, after all, Ueno Kita's three views are a very normal modern person. It is not difficult to imagine that the background of Ueno Kita's previous life should not be much different from the background of the current era.
"Although my elder brother helped me braid my hair once with great care, I didn't get the praise I deserved...I'm sorry for that."
Some words, on the contrary, are easy to say after everyone has left and only the two of them are left in the whole world.
She felt that she owed Uenobei such an apology, and after saying it, she felt much more at ease.
"However... Although Mom and the others didn't notice, I like it very much. Seeing myself become cute makes me feel a lot happier."
Ueno Kita turned over and sat up from the bed, his gaze also looked at the girl who was expressing apology and gratitude.
"It's enough for you to like Yinmeng."
But in my heart, there should still be some sad places. I obviously wanted to show others a different side of myself very seriously, but the other party didn't even pay attention.
Those familiar but unfamiliar eyes swept across her face, after all, he didn't notice her change.
However, because I was mentally prepared to be ignored before the meeting, I wouldn't feel so sad after it actually happened... Well, is that so?
Hiiragi Yinmeng is clear in her heart, but sometimes she is not so clear, it all depends on whether she wants to see everything so clearly.
Even a genius who has read people's hearts at a young age is willing to pretend to be confused.
Just like the self-consolation before being pierced by Satomi Toka, and just like the quiet smile she still shows in front of Ueno Kita at this moment.
Until, Ueno Kita rubbed his cheeks, walked towards Hiiragi Yinmeng, put his hands around her neck, and hugged her into his arms.
When it's time for an A, you have to get an A.
Ueno Kita has always felt that he may not be so good at comforting others.
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It is a little arrogant to think of pulling others out of the predicament with just words.
Hiiragi Yinmeng didn't seem to expect to be hugged like this, the girl was stunned for a moment at first, her beautiful purple eyes blinked slightly, and it took a while before she came back to her senses.
It's amazing.
Hiiragi Yinmeng thought so.
The person embracing her in front of her was just her elder brother whom she had known for more than a week. The time they had known each other was so short, so short that it shouldn't have accumulated many fiery sparks.
But when exactly did it start?
Perhaps it was from the moment he held Deng Hua's palm that she suddenly realized that this unbecoming gentle boy was approaching them little by little?
It's amazing.
Subconscious resistance and anxiety towards strangers at first, adaptation and curiosity after realizing that body swapping cannot be changed for the time being... Her view of Ueno Kita has been changing all the time, and he led the three of them out of the hospital That day was the dividing line, and she may have accepted this unruly "accomplice" in her heart.
An accomplice is probably one of the closest relationships in the world, right?
Because they share a common secret, everyone cheers and celebrates when they make a profit, and when they may be punished in the future, it is also when everyone cuddles together to welcome the trial... With such a relationship, maybe she can gradually accept Ueno Kita reason?
But the previous reason was not that important. When a certain crucial reason appeared, everything that happened before seemed to be just a foreshadowing.
Yes, it was like a layer of stairs, everything in the past was built into a cornerstone, and she stood on the cloud, stretched her hand forward slowly, and touched the crying but still beating heart.
"Big brother, do you think I'm pitiful?"
Although it was Satomi Toka's body, it was rare that there was no "rejection" reaction.
It's hard to imagine, if Deng Hua is really holding her like this... Maybe it's time to try whether Deng Hua has a high fever and burned her brain?
And right now, maybe it's because... the empty hole in my heart is dripping something, so just hugging the person in front of me is enough, the brain will no longer think about his appearance at the moment, but willfully only pay attention to his appearance inner.
Hiiragi Yinmeng closed her eyes, her cheek lightly rubbed Ueno Kita's shoulder, her lips were slightly pursed, but she showed a half-smile expression.
"Yes, I can hear it, big brother's heartfelt words... Besides, big brother's actions now seem to be trying to protect something... So, big brother must be pitying me ,Right?"
So clear, yet so irresistible.
The pity of a stranger is quite different from the pity of a "family".
Hiiragi Yinmeng also has her share of arrogance, if someone who doesn't know Dudu jumped out to pity her, it would be too disrespectful of her self-esteem.
"In the past, I felt that I was secretly feeling sorry for my big brother behind my back, as if I was disrespecting my big brother's consciousness... But now my big brother is pitying me too? Then it should be regarded as an apology, big brother Brother doesn't pursue my contempt for big brother, so I won't pursue big brother for his contempt for me..."
In other words.
As for her, she accepted his pity.
But as a price, Ueno Kita, he has to accept her pity.
"I feel pity for you too, big brother."
She gradually got to know Ueno Kita.
And gradually understand why she smells similar to Ueno Kita.
They... all lost a very important treasure. She gradually separated from the family she yearned for, but there was no way to keep her, and Ueno Kita came to this universe with a heavy past on her back, and the missing emotions were more than just Family love?
They all have a gap in them, an inability to embrace someone they held dear in the past.
Feeling such a similar aura from him, she bestowed pity on this big brother who was familiar with her. Even though he seemed to be working hard to get out of the past, she still sympathized with him so arrogantly.
It's really bad.
"In my case, there's nothing to worry about."
"When did it start... Ah, probably when Mommy first showed her hasty attitude?"
"At that moment, I knew that I couldn't keep up with my mother and the others."
"If it's the big brother, it should be easy to understand... Each of us has our own treasures. Now, the treasures of my parents are no longer me. I am just a shadow abandoned by time in the past. That family It doesn't matter if there is me or not."
As long as you understand this point, the emotions in your heart will gradually calm down.
But there is no doubt that the peaceful heart is crying in a low voice.
"Do you really not care?"
Kita Ueno caressed the child's head, and her gentle movements made her narrow her eyes comfortably.
"Want to hear the truth?"
"Of course, otherwise, why would you ask me that?"
"I shouldn't have said it, and things like this should be kept quietly in my heart, but I don't know why, at this moment...it's really lonely."
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