About becoming a magical girl

"Actually... looking at Shion like this, I sometimes think, 'What are we agents fighting for?'... Such things. At the beginning, my original intention of becoming an agent was just 'I want to live' This simple wish, I later realized that such a thought was actually a selfish and arrogant crime, so I never mentioned it to anyone."

The voice fell, and the air became quiet again.

Xue Nai was silent.

"By the way, in fact, you probably noticed it, what happened at that time."

Evenier got up suddenly and came to Xue Nai.

In her hand lay a hairpin.

"It's called a 'beacon', we rely on it to be an 'agent', and it only responds to 'qualified persons' who can use it, but... 'qualified persons' One in a million. Do you know what that means?"

Xue Nai raised her gaze, and met Avenir's scarlet pupils.

"It means...'Agents' are unique, they are 'chosen' by fate, becoming agents is their 'destiny', and they are the only ones who have power, so no matter what the reason is, they must Fighting for the future of human beings, between 'die in obscurity and face the end of this world as an ordinary person' and 'die as a proxy, gain the power to resist everything, and burn as the last lamp', this world seems to give them There are two options, but for this cruel reality, they actually have no choice at all... Xue Nai, if you are faced with such a choice, and now you have the right to choose, how would you answer?"

Xue Nai was silent.

After a while, she spoke softly.

"Miss Evenier... You have said so much, and sure enough, I was also..."

Xue Nai didn't have the courage to continue, Avenier looked at her and took the words.

"Yes, you have the potential to become an 'agent'. At that time...in fact, you are already a 'Fifina (Fifina)'."

In this way, everything can be explained.

Everything that happened at that time... and why Evenier suddenly acted like that.

For Evenier, it must have been very hateful for him to take away "Fifina" at that time.

Xue Nai lowered her head silently.

For some reason, she was not too surprised, but fell into a daze.

"But... something like 'qualification'... isn't it something that was decided at birth... why am I just now..."

Until last year, the screening of "qualification" has been completed, and everyone will get a test report. Xue Nai clearly remembers that she did not have the "qualification" to be an "agent" at that time.

Is something missing...

"Want to know the answer?"

Avenir looked at Xue Nai, his eyes flickered, and the sense of presence that could not be ignored made Xue Nai unable to look away.

Under Xue Nai's gaze, she slowly raised her hand.

The silver light flickered, and the silver-haired girl disappeared, replaced by a black-haired girl.

Xue Nai looked at the girl in front of her and unconsciously held her breath.

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37. Evenier and Naoto Yanase

Xue Nai carefully looked at the girl's face.

The girl's facial features are soft and dignified, serene and quiet, her bright pupils reflect a faint light, her eyelashes are long and slightly curled, gently catching the thin sunlight.

So striking, so dauntingly beautiful.

This is probably the original appearance of Evenier. Although she is only a little taller than herself, it gives people a reliable intuition. As Bai Yan said, the girl must undoubtedly be older than herself if she can bring such a sense of oppression.

Xue Nai looked at the girl in front of her, and besides being amazed at the beauty of Evenier herself, she also felt a strange illusion for no reason.

"Do you think I look familiar?"

Xue Nai nodded subconsciously.

Looking into the girl's eyes, Xue Nai wondered for no reason, had she seen it somewhere.

After all, it is only natural that a beautiful girl like a girl will leave an impression once she has seen her. Maybe she has met such an Evenier before, so of course she will feel familiar.

But Evenier obviously didn't mean that.

"Then I will..."

The girl took off the earrings, curled up her hair skillfully, and then covered the corners of her hair with her hands, leaving her facial features and bangs on purpose.

His dark eyes stared directly at Xue Nai.

"Xue Nai, how about this, can you recognize me?"

The girl called out like this, and her voice suddenly changed from clear to deep.

With an extremely familiar face and a voice that will never be forgotten, the girl in front of her has just turned into a boy.

"Brother...brother?"

Xue Nai froze for a moment, and immediately came back to her senses.

"No, it's not... I'm very sorry! I'm sorry! Just now, Miss Avenil and her brother look alike, and for some reason I accidentally misidentified... That, that... Actually, I didn't mean that... It's just..."

The momentary tension made her unable to speak clearly.

The girl in front of me is Evenier, which is obviously true, but why did she suddenly have such an illusion.

Just for a moment, it was as if he really saw his brother.

"Well...Actually, you are not mistaken."

There it was again, that voice.

Xue Nai stared blankly, while Efnir spoke seriously.

"I'm Naoto Yanase, your 'brother'."

Xue Nai was stunned for a while, then took a big step back, looking at the girl in front of her in a panic.

"Eh—?? Brother, brother? That kind of thing..."

is that a lie?

The person in front of her was delicate and charming with a charming face, but this was the appearance of the brother she was thinking of.

This person, with such a voice, she would never admit it wrong.

But her brother... and Eveniel...

"Brother or something... is absolutely impossible, right? Of course the body and figure are different..."

"That's right... For that kind of thing, you only need to change your clothes and wrap it with a chest wrap. Only the height will not change."

"But, but..."

"If you want to confirm, I can provide you with any evidence."

At this point, Xue Nai has no way to continue to refute.She was unprepared for the scene in front of her, her head suddenly short-circuited, her thoughts became numb, and she was stunned.

"What I said before... is actually the case."

It seemed that Xue Nai's reaction had been expected, and Evenier didn't have any special expression on his face, as if he was talking about something unrelated.

She lowered the corners of her eyes, looked away, let go of the hands holding her hair, and her black hair like a crow's feathers hung down and draped over her shoulders. If she hadn't seen the girl on such an occasion, Xue Nai would probably have praised her in her heart, " Missy".

But now, she was completely overwhelmed with astonishment, unable to speak.

"Surprised, isn't it...but that's what I have to confess to you. It's the same reason why your 'qualification' inspection report doesn't match the actual situation."

"I came here... Could it be because of this..."

"Ah."

Eveniel rolled her eyes.

"I have to apologize to you. It's my fault for keeping you in the dark for so long..."

This is an admission.

Xue Nai's eyes widened, she looked at the girl in front of her in disbelief, and almost forgot to breathe.

There is a faint smell of potion and unknown flowers in the air, as well as the lingering mango fragrance and strange coolness.In front of this "Missy" girl, Xue Nai couldn't make her overlap with her brother no matter what.

"I have been ignoring your feelings for a long time, and doing things that are too much for myself. Until now, I have no intention of asking for your forgiveness, and I have no intention of gaining your sympathy... In short... I'm sorry... But today I saw you as a 'Fifina'. Your struggle and tears made me pick up what I lost a long time ago... Xue Nai, I still can't help but look at all this directly. I still hope to get your understanding. Although I am still a sister for the first time, I still hope to continue to get along with you as a 'sister and sister' relationship. go down."

not like this.

Xue Nai lowered her head and bit her lip.

Suddenly, it seems that many, many things are all connected together.

Why did my brother appear at the venue, why was my brother's mobile phone in that room, why did Evenier show such an expression at that time, why was he able to confirm "your brother is fine" without hesitation.

What Evenier said to her at that time sounded incomprehensible, but it suddenly became clear when I recalled it now.

It turned out that Evenier was saying that to herself.

My brother has always disappeared without a trace without saying hello.

From time to time, I would go home with an injury. Although I hid it well, I couldn't hide the faint smell of medicine, just like the smell in the ward at this time.

Her brother would never accompany her to Evenier's performance.

When she was terribly frightened, her brother was not by her side, and Aveniel was in her place.

Before she knew it, Xue Nai thought that her brother's position had been taken away by Avenier.

But that's not the case.

Her brother and Evenier have been watching her from places she couldn't notice.

"Xue Nai..."

It was clearly my brother's face, but a strange girl's voice came out.

Heart in a mess, Xue Nai lowered her head, subconsciously looked away and looked at the hospital bed.

By now, it was completely—— unable to meet the girl's eyes.

Although I really want to laugh it off as a bad joke, but sure enough, I can't do it.

"Maybe this matter is not so easy for you to accept... In fact, I didn't intend to talk to you about these things so seriously at the beginning. I wanted to tell you in a normal way, but when I saw you, my heart was confused. . . . in the end, all the psychological construction has turned into a bubble."

Evenier whispered, and suddenly smiled.

"But after saying it, it's like letting go of something. It's easier than I imagined..."

Xue Nai stared blankly.

This is the first time that Xue Nai saw Evenier's smile after coming here. That kind of smile is full of bitterness and joy, as well as the sadness that seems to be there.

perhaps……

For Evenier, there is no way to face all this completely calmly.

The bottom of my heart is shaking, they are probably all the same.

It was me who had been wrong all along.

Xue Nai looked at the white floor, raised her hand, pushed the girl away, and took a step back.

"That... can... give me a little time..."

Evenier froze slightly, then smiled bitterly.

"It's okay, if you need time... In short, I was too sudden. And, regarding this issue of the card, please give me an answer after thinking about it. No matter what you choose, please don't force yourself anyway. Until then, I'll be waiting for you..."

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38. Knee pillow

In front of the nurse's station, Xue Nai was sitting blankly on the rest seat, with her eyes downcast, holding her mobile phone in her palm.

The screen of the mobile phone has been shattered, and the cracks spread from the bottom up like a spider web. As the fingertips rubbed across the screen, a sharp touch could be vaguely felt.Although the screen can still light up normally, the area covered by the crack has completely failed to recognize the touch pressure.

This is a 13th birthday gift from her brother. It has been used for two years and has not been replaced. Now it seems that it is almost a model that is about to be eliminated.

With such damage, if you don't take it for repairs, you will probably have to retire completely.