About becoming a magical girl

Yukina stared blankly at the ground, then raised her head again, casting her gaze at Evenier.

Evenier was talking with a doctor, and the faint smile on the side face didn't waste the softness of that face at all. It was obviously a black-haired girl who was far from the silver-haired girl, but the doctor didn't show any surprise or surprise.

Xue Nai pursed her lips and looked away.

Perhaps for the workers here, the things that Evenier concealed from him are not a secret...Only I don't know, only I have been abandoned all the time, and I want to complain, but I can't say anything.

Because Evenier just wanted to protect herself, and she was only asking for it unilaterally. Obviously Avenier had put in unimaginable efforts, but as a result, he had always misunderstood her, and it would be too much to demand anything shamelessly even now.

But the more this is the case, the more uncomfortable it is in my heart.

What Xue Nai expects is not this one-sided relationship, but needing and being needed, relying on and being relied on, yes.

"elder brother……"

Whispering softly, Xue Nai bent down and buried her face in her arms.

In fact, when Evenier confessed all that to her, she was at a loss and panicked, and almost ran away like that.

Because she couldn't face that annoying self.

But she was even more unwilling to leave Evenier alone, so she didn't take the step in the end.

Or... Subconsciously, she might have accepted all of this. If she put aside other things and only talked about the matter of "brother becoming a beautiful girl idol", she didn't feel terrible, and even felt a strange excitement in her heart.

Thinking about it this way, I really have no backbone.

Xue Nai lamented like this for no reason, and buried her face even deeper.

The air is still quiet and uncomfortable, with a slight coolness, and the smell of the potion is not pleasant.

So hungry and tired.

I have been tense since the morning, busy with the support team, and finally met Evnir, and then the erosion disaster came, because of various things, I only ate a piece of toast, until now His body had already reached its limit, and he kept screaming.

I really want to go home, have a big meal, have a good sleep, and then wake up to find that I had a dream.

Xue Nai sighed softly, nestled in the crook of her arms obliquely, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

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Xue Nai had a dream.

In the dream, there were only her and Evenier.

"Miss Aveniel...that...Actually, I, I treat you..."

What did I say...

But Xue Nai knew that she had carefully expressed her important intentions, and by accident, she confessed to Avenier like this.

The breeze was surging, raising Evenier's silver hair, turning his face sideways, and looking at Xue Nai with bottomless eyes.Xue Nai nervously waited for the answer, but saw Evenier lowered the corners of her eyes, showing a sad and disappointed look...

No, don't do this...

The disgusting premonition suddenly spread, and the bottom of my heart was tightly tightened.

"Sorry……"

Evenier said softly.

"I always thought...we are brothers and sisters..."

The moment the voice fell, the silver-haired girl overlapped with her elder brother.

……

"babble!?"

Xue Nai was so frightened that she woke up suddenly, she opened her eyes, the dazzling light dazzled her eyes, the rushing impulse to cry made it difficult for her to breathe, she subconsciously wanted to sit up, curled up, but suddenly found the side face of Evenier, who was very close at hand.

"Did you have a nightmare...?"

Efnir looked at Xue Nai worriedly, pursed her lips, stretched out her hand hesitantly, and gently wiped away the tears in front of Xue Nai with the corner of her sleeve.

Xue Nai opened her eyes wide, staring blankly at Avenier's movements, feeling the warm and soft touch from Avenier's smooth thighs, her head buzzed—it got stuck.

The current Evenier has black hair, deep eyes, and a melancholy and deep temperament. It is far from the silver-haired girl active on the stage in the impression, but it still attracts Xue Nai's attention as always.

——And now Xue Nai is curling up, lying obliquely on the bench, with her head resting on Evenier's lap.

Her cheeks gradually became hot, Xue Nai blinked steadily.

The eyes of Efnir in front of him... slowly overlapped with the girl in the dream.

Hate……

irritating.

Why do I have such a dream...

For a long time, her two feelings towards her brother and towards Evenier, which should have been completely different, were suddenly forcibly twisted together, like a ball of thread tangled together indiscriminately, making it difficult to distinguish. She didn't know what she should do, how she should face these two people who were exactly the same.

The oppressed air blocked his breathing, and the corners of his eyes did not know when tears overflowed again.

"Xue Nai, are you okay?"

"I'm fine..."

Xue Nai pushed away Evenier's arm and sat up in a panic.

He glanced at Evenier's thigh, wearing a short skirt and knee socks, a small part of her beautiful thigh was exposed, and she was flushed red from the pillow.

Obviously so.

"If you feel unwell, just tell me."

Evenier's tone was very gentle, and his eyes concealed deep worry and concern for Xue Nai.

Xue Nai raised her gaze slightly, and looked at the girl in front of her——Evenir and Naoto Yanase. This girl rudely combined two very important and irrelevant people in Xue Nai's life. Squeeze Xue Nai's heart into a shape.

Everything in the dream came to mind, making Xue Nai upset.

Xue Nai lowered her gaze, not daring to look at Evenier anymore, she was worried that she would really spit out the thoughts that had been pent up in her heart like in her dream.

She moved a step to the side, out of the reach of Avenir.

"Why...you are so nice to me all of a sudden...?"

"Xue Nai..."

"Why...you have always been lukewarm to me, why did you suddenly show that expression...you have always been so far away from me, why did you suddenly treat me with a gentle look..."

Xue Nai's voice was low, like a hovering and falling feather, gently melting in the bottom of her heart.

The footsteps of the passing medical staff lingered in the air, and Evenier and Xue Nai looked at each other in silence.

"Sorry...it's always been my fault."

Evenier opened his mouth softly, lowering his gaze.

Because Xue Nai is not her biological younger sister, for some reason, Avenier has been unable to face up to the relationship between herself and her younger sister.

Evenier is not qualified to be harsh or demanding of her sister's life from the perspective of a brother, and has been deliberately keeping a distance.

After that time, their relationship has completely gone to a long way from which they cannot turn back.

Unknowingly, the relationship between Evenier and Xue Nai became unclear.

Now that I have caused this situation by myself, I can't complain, because all this is caused by myself...

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The hospital was very quiet, to the point of being deserted. The air that penetrated the nostrils was filled with the faint smell of disinfectant, and there was a faint vibration under the feet.

In the descending elevator, there were only Evenier and Xue Nai.

They stood one after the other, standing very far away, Evenier looked down at the screen of the mobile phone, and Xue Nai shrank in the corner, the deliberately set distance was more like a stranger than siblings. The pattern of getting along between acquaintances and strangers.

Efnir silently stared at the screen on the mirror, from where the gloomy face of his sister Xue Nai was reflected, and the light poured down from the top of his head, reflecting Xue Nai's face with the color of her hair.

Actually, it could be a little closer.

But they have always kept a distance between them. Now that they want to go back to the time a long time ago again, how close can they be just right and not annoying?

I don't know when it started, and the distance between my family and my heart has become immeasurable.

This is probably all my fault, because I can't read my mind, so I can't take a step when I stand at the intersection of left and right, or choose a road with no results, and finally hurt the people who are waiting for me.

……

Xue Nai reflected the shadow of Evenier in her eyes from the corner of her sight.

She clenched her palms, the air was dull, and when she calmed down, she suddenly felt a little confused.

Just now……

She accidentally said something like that...

But why didn't I control my emotions? Is it because I was affected by the emotions in the dream, or because I "confessed" in one breath with the courage to confess in the dream?

Xue Nai herself couldn't tell the reason.

It wasn't until she calmed down that Xue Nai realized how exaggerated she had said.

Evenier, or—her brother, Naoto Yanase, has been guarding herself in a place she can't see, fighting for Xue Nai and this city in her own way, facing each other every day. Facing the danger of death, but even so, she will always move forward bravely and never give up, whether as the strongest agent "Evenir" or as the spiritual pillar of the city "Magical Girl · Eveniel," she kept trying.

In the end, he said such chilling words to her.

The one who is unforgivable is yourself.

Xue Nai bit her lip.

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39. Salutation

"that……"

If this continues until the end, there will be no progress, so Xue Nai broke the silence first.

With all her strength, she raised her head, and the shadow of Evenier's back was intertwined with the shadow of her feet. She whispered:

"What happened just now... I'm sorry..."

"Ok?"

Evenier put away the phone, turned around, and couldn't see any fluctuations in his dark eyes.

Xue Nai's throat moved, but the words got stuck when she reached her mouth.

Seeing the black-haired girl with her brother's face in front of her, Xue Nai felt dazed for a while, her heart was in a mess, and she couldn't calm down at all.

"Xue Nai?"

"what?"

Xue Nai recovered from her daze, and met Avenier's direct gaze.

She lowered her head hastily.

"Xue Nai didn't do anything wrong, why should I apologize..."

"Suddenly, I said such exaggerated things to you...I'm sorry..."

Xue Nai pursed her lips and considered her tone.

"Brother, brother, you have been silently guarding me and this city, but in the end I only cared about my own feelings, accusing you and getting angry at you based on a little bit of confusion caused by being at a loss. Really sorry……"

Evenier smiled again, but Xue Nai didn't dare to look up at her.

The sound of footsteps approached, and Xue Nai saw Evenier's feet appear in her field of vision through the spilled bangs, and the corner of Xue Nai's clothes came in front of her.

I was too nervous to breathe.

"It's okay, I didn't care... And it's me who should apologize. I have been letting myself be willful and hiding too many things from you."

His head sank slightly, and one hand covered his head, rubbing it lightly.

"For 'brother', a person like me is unqualified, I hope you can give me a chance to do it again—as 'sister'."