I am doing evil in the collapsed world

After dinner tonight, I happened to be dealing with some dead soldiers and Honkai beasts in Yuno's community. There were more dead soldiers around because of the rain.

From the initial struggling soul that could not be integrated with its body, to the current soul that has perfectly integrated into the body after the impurities in its soul naturally dissipated.

Xia felt that he could directly collect the souls of those newly born warriors, but if he collected those souls with impurities, it would take time to digest and eliminate them. It would be better to let their impurities dissipate naturally due to fusion, and then collect the pure ones.

"Then I'll give you the microphone. I'd be embarrassed if my good brother didn't give me a private concert."

Kevin smiled and patted Xia's shoulder and said, Eden's new song hasn't been released yet, but Xia's song is number one on the Far East New Song Chart and the Music Best-Seller Chart, and it has a lot of downloads.

The last time Xia was recording, Kevin was playing games. Although he listened to it, he didn't feel anything. This time, Xia can't be let off.

My good brother is such a good singer, how can we not sing karaoke? Besides, Xia is 18 years old and can buy alcohol.

79

Chapter 79 Don’t love me, it’s fruitless, just give up.

Because the class still had more than an hour to go, Xia did not send Su to sleep in the classroom. Instead, he let him lie on the bench and used his legs as a pillow.

"Young people are in good health and can fall asleep as soon as they lie down."

Kevin shook Su's arm, but Su remained indifferent. Kevin lifted Su's arm and said, "Is he unconscious? Is he unconscious?"

Xia held Su's forehead and said calmly: "He just fell asleep. He was too tired last night. Let him sleep for two hours."

The mind is highly concentrated and the brain is used too much.

You may not feel anything when you are using it, but you will feel tired after using your brain.

The early morning hours are always short.

For students, the time not in school is like water in a bottle, which is gone in an instant, while the time in class passes extremely slowly.

Xia took Su back to the classroom, but fortunately he woke up not long after the first class.

Unfortunately, when he woke up, he moved a lot and scared the teacher, and then Su was scolded.

But at least he is not sleepy anymore, isn't that a good thing?

After the morning, Xia wanted to go directly to Mei's place for a meal, but he saw Su being stopped by the little girl Xia met yesterday.

Out of boredom and curiosity, Xia stopped and started looking.

Watching the fun is a common problem among Chinese people, and many times they themselves are not aware of it.

Xia stood at the door like a silly roe deer, watching Su's conversation with the little girl inside.

"If you have anything for Kevin, just put it in my drawer. I'll give all the letters to Kevin this afternoon, but as for snacks, I'll eat half."

Su would never tell those girls that after she ate half of the snacks they gave her, the other half was not for Kevin, but for Xia.

The letters are indeed given to Kevin, but Kevin never reads them and just throws them away.

"Excuse me, does Su have time later?"

Su scratched his head. "It might not be a good time for me to do this. I have an appointment with Kevin. Sorry."

"I like you. Can I be your boyfriend? No, can you be my boyfriend?"

The girl's words made Su stunned for a moment, and he raised his head in confusion, "Can you say it again?"

Girl: "I want to be your girlfriend."

The girl said calmly.

"You've got the right person, right? I'm not Kevin."

"You're not wrong. I fell in love with you at first sight."

Xia was quietly eating melon behind the door. Kevin came up to find Su because Su didn't come to see him after school. Seeing Xia standing at the door, he sneaked around curiously and looked inside following Xia's line of sight.

"Has Su been confessed to by a girl?"

Kevin suddenly said in Xia's ear, intending to scare Xia. After all, Xia was usually too calm, as if nothing would cause him any inner fluctuations. Kevin always wanted to scare Xia in a weird way.

"Well, I thought Su would say something earth-shattering, but it turned out to be such a calm rejection. Boring. You and Su go have dinner. I'm going to find Mei."

Xia sighed. It was such a gentle and calm rejection. Xia thought he could see a good show, but what a pity.

Patting Kevin on the shoulder, Xia went to find Mei.

Mei had already brought the meal to the table, but she didn't start eating because Xia didn't come.

After Xia came in, Mei breathed a sigh of relief and started eating. "Why are you so late today? I thought you went out to eat with Kevin and the others."

"A girl confessed to Su, but Su didn't agree. I watched for a while and wasted some time."

Xia wanted to pick up the chopsticks, and Mei suddenly asked: "Have you washed your hands?"

Xia paused, "I've washed it once."

Why wash your hands? Why not just use Honkai to get rid of the dirt on your hands?

Mei: “Wash it again.”

"Why wash it again after washing it once?"

Even as he said this, Xia still stood up and walked towards the bathroom, but he was a little confused.

Mei: "You touched my feet this morning!"

Mei said this confidently, as if she had already found the evidence and it was a matter of course.

Xia: "...That was me stuffing your feet into your quilt."

"But if you stuff it under the quilt, you can just grab the calf, right? I felt it, and you pinched it and even put it next to your nose to smell it. How despicable, A-Xia."

Mei looked at Xia with a pretended chill on her face while eating.

Xia washed his hands and wiped them, "Don't discuss this kind of topic while eating."

"What do you mean, are my feet dirty?"

What do you mean don’t discuss it during meals? The problem is that I can’t see you during lunch.

Xia: "It's not dirty, it's not smelly, except that it's a little sour."

Mei originally wanted to tease Xia and see how Xia would explain it. Maybe she could even see that Xia was feeling guilty. However, she didn't expect Xia to be so calm and even began to appreciate and analyze it.

Mei felt her brain was filled with blood and turned red and warm.

"What, what sour? Don't talk nonsense. I washed my feet last night."

Xia: "Maybe I smelled it wrong."

The little girl still wants to tease me? Xia can make her blush with just two words.

It's boring, it's too simple.

During the meal, Xia and Mei told Yuno that she had invited them to dinner.

Mei touched her chin, "Do you want to go? But I wanted to assemble the railgun tonight."

If I go, wouldn't it be a waste of a lot of time?

"Don't stay up late at night, you will get dark circles under your eyes, Mei, you don't want to have panda eyes, do you?"

Xia drank tea and took a deep breath. The spareribs she made at noon were a bit salty.

"Night is the time for us scientists, okay? Xia, don't you also like to go out and look for assassins at night?"

Xia shook his head, not commenting on Mei's words, and had no reason to refute.

He does have more inspiration at night than usual, and he is better at thinking about formations at night than during the day.

"Since she invited me, I should go. After all, if I don't go, it will be quite embarrassing for her to be surrounded by three men and one woman. By the way, Axia, maybe Yuno originally only wanted to invite you."

Mei pointed out Yuno's thoughts, and she thought Xia didn't know.

Not only did Natsu know, he knew it even when Yuno first showed interest in him, he just didn't care.

"I know, that's why I asked you to come along."

"Don't you like Yuno?"

"good."

She is pretty and has a decent personality. She is smart and knows what she can and cannot do. Her parents are both dead and she has no burden. If Xia was an ordinary person, he would definitely have no resistance to such a girl.

He doesn't ask for a dowry, and he has 10 million JPY plus a house. He is definitely the best partner for marriage.

But unfortunately, Xia is not an ordinary person.

Mei tilted her head, "What do you mean ok?"

Between men and women, isn't it just about likes and dislikes? What does "okay" mean? Does it mean that you can like it or not like it?

This kind of answer is too unfair. Isn't it a complete lie?

"It's okay. She's pretty. It's okay to be with her, but it's okay not to be with her."

If it’s okay, then it’s okay. There’s no need to ask so many questions. I can make do with it. I just haven’t made a firm choice.

I heard that the eldest brother was a bootlicker before he came to the Demon Realm, and only after arriving there did he become indifferent to love.

Xia remembered something the eldest brother had said to her. "Men, be more open-minded. What's the point of not being in love or not? I love whoever loves me. Just make do with what I feel. Those words about a firm choice and a love stronger than gold are all fake. As long as you dare to get into her bed with the lights on and don't feel too annoyed when you're next to her, she's already 99% of what makes a man a marriage partner."

Xia was very confused about where the remaining one percent was.

Senior Brother: "As for the remaining one percent, time will tell."

At first, Xia felt that what the senior brother said was wrong. Although he had never been in love, love must be sacred, just like he liked the senior sister.

Later, as he grew older, Xia felt more and more powerless. Maybe the senior brother was right.

Mei: "Love that is not firmly chosen will not last. You will never find a girlfriend if you think like that."

Mei secretly nodded at Xia.

Xia drank tea, as calm as an old man. "It's nothing to say. People who often talk about love are bound to have the hardest time finding love. On the contrary, those who seem to live a simple and ordinary life can live longer."

Those who often talk about love have too big a filter for love. No one in the world can be the object of his or her imagined love.

Even if there is someone who meets the requirements, the love will slowly fade away in the dull life, and they will doubt whether they love the other person and whether the other person loves them.

“There is no hurt if there is no expectation. If you don’t hold out any hope for love from the beginning, then every detail of the other person’s love for you will be a surprise.”

Xia responded to Mei's subtle criticism of him, but Mei seemed very frustrated.

Mei pieced together the railgun on the console. "So humans are really strange creatures."

"You're talking as if you're not human. What's going on? You've studied physics so deeply that you think humans are too fragile and you're planning to stop being human?"

Xia didn't help Mei because he didn't know how to do it. He just chatted with Mei nearby. It was unclear whether he was helping Mei relax or disturbing her, but Mei didn't hesitate at all.

"Are you going to kill the warriors tonight?"

Mei, who was assembling a certain railgun, suddenly asked, interrupting Xia's chatter.

"That's about right. A heavy rain has brought back a few more assassins than I had already cleared out."

There are a few more every day. Although it is just a drop in the ocean compared to the tens of millions of people in this coastal city, it is still quite troublesome.

Xia took out his cell phone and Hua's message came again.

"I found two more assassins this afternoon. I killed them and saved a couple. I was thanked for that."

Hua also brought a selfie, which was a selfie with her hair tied up, wearing a hat and mask, and a windbreaker.

Because her long hair is not visible and half of her face is covered, Hua looks more like a heroic and elegant internet idol rather than a high school girl.

Especially when he tilted the phone to take a photo from the side, his heroic eyes looked extremely calm, and had a sword-like artistic conception.

Xia gave a thumbs up.

Xia: "Well done."

Hua: "I let them go without revealing my identity. They called me Young Master Long. I felt like I had become a superhero hidden in the city."

Because he was using the Dragon Riding Technique, Hua would occasionally hear a dragon's roar when fighting with the wooden sword.

It felt good to be praised, and it made Hua more motivated to hunt the assassins.

Xia: "Would you like to come to Changkong City tomorrow, Saturday? I'll give you some soul techniques. You can learn a little bit. After all, it's a waste to kill the dead and let their souls drift away. It's better to use them to strengthen your own soul and body."

Hua: "Saturday? Can I bring Carol along?"