I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

But Su Shi really doesn't know how to care for someone.

There was clearly only a thin wardrobe door, but Su Shi knew clearly that there was actually an invisible door standing there.

Since childhood, every time Su Shi lost a home, the door of his heart would be locked.

Facing these locks, there was once a man named Toyokawa Shoko who tried to unlock them.

But in the end, the guy turned around and added a new lock to Su Shi.

The more experiences you have, the more locks you have. In fact, Su Shi also wants to treat this child more gently, but she really doesn't know how to love someone.

The door was gently opened by Su Shi, and as the light jumped into the closet, Su Shi saw Qian Sui hiding in the closet crying for the second time in the same scene.

“Do you like wardrobe?”

"Uh… yeah."

Trembling and in tears, Qiansui nodded in response to Su Shi.

She cried so hard...but only Chitose knew that she was acting.

The acting was a bit too realistic, which led to Su Shi actually believing it. It's such a pity.

Su Shi didn't know what the little girl in front of her was thinking, and she didn't even dare to look her in the eye.

It took me a long time to come up with a sentence that could serve as a conversation starter.

She said in a deep voice:

"Hmm...are you full? If not, I'll make you more. Is there anything else you want to eat?"

"I don't know... I can do anything..."

"Hey...how about I make you some porridge? Besides porridge, the only vegetables left at home are vegetarians, but you don't seem to like eating vegetarian food."

"meat!"

When they talked about something a little warmer, Qiansui's tears stopped flowing, which made Su Shi feel much more relaxed.

It seems that this child is still quite cute.

She didn't dare look at Qiansui any longer, because Su Shi knew that he was actually super cute.

"Forget about the meat. I don't like it. Let's go. I'll make you some porridge... Sigh."

It seems I won’t be able to finish any work tonight. I hope I can finish it all at once tomorrow.

Su Shi found the ingredients she needed. She was very familiar with the kitchen.

So many years of staying at home have helped Su Shi develop a good skill, although before this only she could enjoy it.

The process of cooking porridge was very long, so long that the little girl disappeared again.

Su Shi didn't take it seriously at first, thinking that the other party had gone out to play. But when she stood in the middle of the living room with a bowl of freshly baked porridge and called the other party but got no response, she realized something was wrong.

"Chitose? Chitose? Where are you? It's time to eat."

There was no response, not even a sporadic cry this time.

Su Shi frowned and walked towards the closet. This time the closet door was not closed. As long as he walked into the room, he could see Qiansui hiding in the closet.

"Let's go and eat. Hmm? Did you fall asleep?"

This kid... he clearly prepared the meal but still fell asleep?

Tsk tsk.

Su Shi didn't think much about it and easily picked up the child.

It seems that the other party will not wake up tonight. He is sleeping so deeply like a pig.

Never mind... I can eat the porridge tomorrow, so I don't have to worry about what to feed Qiansui tomorrow.

After sending Chitose back to her bedroom on the third floor, Nagasaki Suyo went to deal with her work. She was very efficient and finished everything before ten o'clock.

"Phew... the workload will be greatly reduced from now on, and everything will be... back on track."

Su Shi has the habit of going to bed early and not staying up late. She is a firm believer in not staying up late.

Standing in front of the sink on the third floor, I took off my mask and beautifully completed all my pre-sleep care.

It's time to rest. There is a little child waiting for me in bed.

I lifted the quilt and found that the cold and wide bed had been warmed up.

Su Shi held Qiansui in his arms, and the other party was as warm as a little sun.

"It's troublesome, but it's really cute."

[I'm sorry today, I'm not used to taking care of people. ]

Before falling asleep, Su Shi silently apologized to Qiansui in his heart.

As for why not just say it out loud?

That's because she was embarrassed.

Ch136. Can you please not call me Chitose?

Su Shi had a very strange dream.

She dreamed that she was walking barefoot in the lava, wrapped in a thick cotton jacket.

It's hot. Very hot.

The cotton-padded jacket had no zippers or buttons to undo, it was as if it was sewn to my body. It must have been summer in the dream, otherwise the sun wouldn't be so scorching.

As he walked, Su Shi fell into the lava.

She struggled and thrashed, but it was all in vain—

"Well…"

Finally, Nagasaki Suyo saw the light in the darkness.

She woke up.

But why is it still so hot when I wake up?

She opened her eyes with difficulty. Years of sleeping habits had made Su Shi accustomed to sleeping with an eye mask, so she couldn't see anything clearly now.

"It's hot, huh? No..."

Why is my arms so unusually hot? I don't have any heating pads or anything like that.

Su Shi lifted the quilt in a daze, and pulled the blindfold aside.

In his arms was a cute little white-haired ball. She was clinging to his body, and her sleeping posture was cute, but she didn't seem to be sleeping very soundly.

In the morning light, Qiansui's eyebrows were twisted into a ball, and his slightly parted lips seemed to be begging for air with all his might.

"Thousand years old? Thousand years old!"

The little girl was incredibly hot, and Su Shi felt that her body temperature was at least several degrees higher than hers.

When he placed his hand on Chitose's forehead, his hand was instantly heated to a scalding hot.

Su Shi even felt that Chitose Nagasaki was melting.

"Hiss, is she having a fever?"

It was not until now that Su Shi finally woke up completely. The illness of the little girl in her arms was like a basin of cold water that directly poured over Su Shi's heart.

Could it be that she had already caught a fever when I thought she was very hot yesterday?

[Take Chitose to the hospital——]

It's six in the morning, and the time wasted on the phone with the personal doctor will definitely be longer than going directly to the hospital.

Dizziness and fatigue.

After a week of worrying about her mother's illness, Su Shi became busy again, but this time she was busy with the affairs of her daughter whom she had just brought home the day before.

Nagasaki Suyo casually wrapped her down jacket around Chitose, picked her up and hurried downstairs.

【Rise and Fall: Fall down! 】

That's the way it is.

……

Siheyu Private Hospital, outside the ICU ward.

"The patient's temperature has dropped to 39 degrees Celsius and is currently maintaining a downward trend. If nothing unexpected happens, he will wake up soon."

"Ah good."

Nagasaki Suyo was sitting outside the emergency room, with the doctor standing beside her reporting on Chitose's condition.

But Su Shi didn't listen much.

She kept listening to the doctor until he left.

After a long time, Su Shi finally let out a long sigh.

"Am I a little too bad..."

Let’s not talk about this for now.

He had picked up the child, but since he didn't want to raise the child anymore, he irresponsibly threw it to his mother. When his mother was unable to take care of him, his first thought was that this child was too troublesome and he should just give him to someone else.

After taking the child home, he didn't care whether the child had adapted to the new environment and just went about his own business. It was obvious that such a young child didn't like to eat vegetarian food, but he still didn't care about it.

This seems a bit too bad... Why is this happening?

It seems like I was very gentle when I was in junior high school.

After more than ten years, have I become a disgusting adult?

When did things start to go wrong with me?

Su Shi didn't know how long it had been. She only remembered that the sun slowly climbed from the corner to a place where she could not see it. When the medical staff told her that Qiansui had woken up and they could go to visit her, she was still in a daze.

Qiansui is behind that ivory-white door, and you can go in and visit with just a step.

Su Shi wanted to move forward, but his feet seemed to be nailed down and he couldn't move at all.

"I don't think I'd be too embarrassed to meet him. I'm afraid the kids will blame me."

I have really changed a lot.

Becoming irresponsible, just like my mother sometimes is...

Although I feel very conflicted, I have to do it. After all, I can't just stand at the door forever, right?

Su Shi sighed and pushed the door open.

The first thing she saw was the fluttering white curtains, the whistling wind lifted her hair, and then Su Shi saw... the pair of red eyes staring at her.

"Oh! Mom!" said the child on the hospital bed.

She was weak, she was petite, she was like the most fragile treasure in the world, she...

【You don't blame me at all?】

Obviously... I have been so negligent.

"Mom is here, Chitose. Are you feeling better?"

Su Shi suddenly felt so fake, like a fake person.

How could she not know whether her daughter was okay? But why did she ask "whether she was okay"?

Is he still testing whether the other party blames him? How disgusting, as an adult.

"Much better! Mom looks so pale, maybe she didn't get enough rest."

In this situation, you actually care about yourself first. Chitose, you bastard.

"Mom is fine...ah."

When Su Shi thought of himself yesterday, he wanted to slap himself a few times.

She sat down beside Qiansui's bed and wiped the sweat off his face with a hot, wet towel.

After all, she is still a child, and she can be so cute thanks to her mother's cultivation.