I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Will Xiaosui be sad?

After all, I can't take her out right away. She doesn't know what it means to go abroad, right? Well... even if she cries and makes a fuss, Su Shi won't be distressed. After all, she is just a child.

But Qiansui's level of understanding completely exceeded Su Shi's comprehension.

Chitose Nagasaki didn't cry or make a fuss, but just used her bright smile to warm Su Shi's frozen heart.

"Okay, okay! Mom is the best! Xiaosui loves Mom the most!"

He threw himself into Nagasaki Suyo's arms, disrupting Suyo's heartbeat.

Take her to France! Book your flight now! Take her, take her!

Such an impulse arose in Su Shi's mind, she really felt like she could give everything Qiansui wanted to her.

What a lovely daughter! I’ve heard others say that raising a child is the most troublesome and difficult thing.

Why is my daughter so cute!

"As for going to the beach, we've been there before for team-building activities at university. We can even stay at a beachfront hotel to enjoy the night view. The ocean is very dark at night, which is much more interesting than during the day."

When saying this, Su Shi felt a little younger, as if he had regained the vitality he had in high school.

She held her daughter's soft little hand and walked towards the garage, ready to set off.

"mom!"

Su Shi really enjoys the feeling of being chased by a little cutie and called mommy. It's very warm. Is this the taste of home she longs for?

Maybe my mother knew what I was thinking, so she raised Qiansui specially.

Nagasaki Suyo shook her head. She didn't dare to think about her mother because the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she would feel.

No matter whether it was her mother or her old friends, no matter whether what they did to Su Shi was good or bad, when they really left her, apart from the occasional small complaints, she would mostly miss them uncontrollably.

Sushi stopped and deliberately let Chitose, who was pulling at her skirt, bump into her lower back.

She turned her head to look at her own child, and a strange idea suddenly emerged in her mind.

Can the feelings that have accumulated for a long time elsewhere be transformed into [maternal love] and poured into Xiao Qiansui?

in other words…

Chitose Nagasaki, my dear daughter, can you be your mother's spiritual support?

You must be able to make your mother happy.

"Will Xiao Sui always be with her mother?"

You were ignoring me a few days ago, but now you are becoming more and more dependent on me. Nagasaki Suyo, you are so despicable.

"Of course! Mom! I want a hug!"

"Okay...Okay, let mommy hold you."

I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but Su Shi always feels that Qian Sui knows what kind of sense of accomplishment is needed to be a mother, and she often deliberately makes herself gain this sense of accomplishment from time to time.

Haha, what are you thinking about? This kind of thing is too fantastic.

She's just a child.

After getting in the car, she placed Chitose in the back seat. Worried about Chitose's condition, Nagasaki Suyo even checked to see if her seat belt was fastened securely.

"It's time to go."

"Yeah!" Chitose waved her little fist, "Let's go!"

Ch144. Gift shop and villa by the sea

"Mom! The land is gone."

"Yes, after all, we are close to the sea."

"Mom! There's an ugly, stupid bird out there."

"Hmm? Let me see, that's a seagull. How could a seagull be described as ugly? A seagull would cry if they heard that."

"Yes, yes... Mom! What are those older sisters doing naked on the sand? They're huddled together and twisting around."

"Huh? Let me take a look...Xiao Sui, don't look there! There...uh, we're recording a TV show. It would be rude to look any further."

Nagasaki Suyo blushed. She found that she was not only old, but also completely unable to keep up with the pace of the times.

Those young people on the beach are so wild. Hmm... wait, could it be that the older generation also felt the same way about their younger generation?

Su Shi suddenly resonated strongly with those predecessors whom he once thought were out of date.

"Oh--"

Qiansui pressed her face against the car window and breathed on it. When the mist spread to half of the window, she started painting again.

This is all to make Su Shi think she is cute! Damn it!

It's not like she really wants to play it like this... She's just pretending, no! Never mind! It's nothing!

"Puchi, sit down nicely. I've booked a private beach. Let's sunbathe together on the beach for the next two days."

Su Shi pushed up her sunglasses, waiting for her cub to praise her greatness.

"Wow, Mom is amazing."

Yes! That’s the kind of compliment!

Although it doesn’t make any sense, the feeling would be different if it were missing!

When the car arrived at the next gas station, Su Shi got out and took Chitose to a souvenir shop nearby while waiting for the car to be filled with gas.

This is a part of the trip that you have to experience. Looking at Chitose looking around, it seems as if everything is so new. My mother probably has never brought Chitose out before.

Let her give Qiansui a complete experience!

Shelves, countless shelves. The outermost layer is filled with various supplies for a beach vacation, and further inside are some swimsuits and canned food. If you go deeper...

"If we go deeper, it's just some daily necessities and souvenirs, Xiao Sui? Hmm? Why aren't you talking?"

Nagasaki Suyo was explaining to herself, but when she turned around, she found that the little guy was gone.

"Xiao Sui? Where have you been?"

As she looked at the rows of shelves, all kinds of strange thoughts came to her mind.

This child...don't let him be kidnapped!

I heard that there are more and more strange adults kidnapping cute little girls recently...

After walking all the way to the last shelf, Su Shi, who was slightly out of breath, finally found Qiansui.

"Don't run around, or Mom will be very upset if she can't find you."

Instead of getting angry, he hugged the other person and stroked the other person's head. Su Shi was trying hard to be a good parent... Well, but the feeling of his daughter slipping away and disappearing just now seemed really unpleasant.

"Mom! That!"

"Hmm? Which one?"

Looking in the direction of Chitose's finger, there seemed to be something on a very high shelf...was it a toy?

Nagasaki Suyo hesitated for a moment, then chose to lift Chitose up and let her ride on her neck.

This is an action that Su Shi wanted to do as a child but never succeeded... A six-year-old child actually has some weight, but it still feels good.

Chitose stretched out her hand and grabbed the toy box by herself.

"Mom! Year-old wants this!"

"Let me see... What is this? Astartes? Space Marine? What a strange name."

Is this right? This isn't right... Is this what little girls are supposed to be playing with?

A dark green armored figure with a bird's beak, an eye-shaped armband on its arm, and what looked like a fan stuck in its head? Such a… majestic toy, totally incompatible with Xiao Sui.

"Buy it if you like it."

Su Shi didn't care. She could just buy whatever the child liked. She had plenty of money...it wouldn't even be difficult for her to take down the entire store.

But then again, isn't it a bit perfunctory to choose this kind of toy as my "first gift" for Chitose? I must give more toys that little girls like when I have the chance.

"Long live mom!"

The joy of a child is so pure. Can he be so happy just because of a toy?

Payment was made, checkout was settled, the car was gassed, and their short trip continued.

In the back seat of the car, Idiot Chitose was playing her Idiot game alone, holding her Idiot toy. Su Shi could see her playing clearly through the rearview mirror.

"Pfft."

"Hmm? Mommy, do you want to play too?"

"No, I'm driving. I'm almost there."

Su Shi's heart sank. Just now, when the car passed a small harbor that had been abandoned for several years, she suddenly felt sad for no reason.

It was a strange kind of sadness, as if someone might have had a tragic story happen somewhere.

It's really strange, why is this happening?

She even recalled her mother who was in the hospital...

No, no, I have to think of something good, um... She slowed down the car and looked back at Chitose at a time when there would be no danger.

Innocent smile, bright eyes, toys held high, the little cutie found himself looking at her, what should she do? Ah, she was grinning and replying to herself with the brightest smile.

"Mom, I love you! Mua."

A flying kiss from a distance comforted Su Shi's sudden sadness. It turned out that the family still needed a cute child.

If her mother hadn't been fighting with her for the right to raise Chitose's childhood, Chitose should have been raised under her care.

A trace of regret appeared, but Nagasaki Suyo didn't care.

She felt that she could make up for all the years of debt.

She! She can do it!

She is Nagasaki Suyo!

When they were one kilometer away from their destination, the Nagasaki mother and daughter could see the bright waves on the sea outside the window; as the vehicle continued to move forward, orange began to spread in the sky; when Chitose and Suyo told the story of the toy man she had just made, the night was even beginning to cover the surroundings.

Finally, there is the villa by the sea.

Originally, she wanted to experience a seaside hotel, but after much deliberation, she decided to return to a villa that Ms. Nagasaki had previously purchased.

She had the house cleaned before she came, and Nagasaki Suyo believed that... this vacation would improve their relationship as mother and daughter.

Qiansui followed her, raising his head and blinking at Su Shi from time to time.

Su Shi would also respond with a wink.

That's the way it is.

Ch145. The doll is lost at the beach

Everything is quieter than I imagined.

I thought Chitose would scream with joy as I imagined when I took her out to play, but she stayed close to me, as if she had already prepared herself to be a pendant.

So clingy, so cute.

"Is dinner delicious?"

"good to eat."

"If you were to rate the food your mother cooked, how would you rate it, Xiao Sui?"

"Fifty points."

"Huh? Is the full score calculated as 100?"

"Yes!"

"Then why only fifty points?"

"Because there are so many vegetables, it's disgusting. It's terrible to be a vegetarian for a long time."