I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

When going up the stairs, Su Shi tried to walk close to the railing as much as possible and stood on tiptoe to prevent any noise from coming from her.

She knew there was a little angel sleeping soundly upstairs.

When I returned to the room, the lovely Chitose Nagasaki was still sleeping soundly.

Her sleeping face is so gentle, and her long eyelashes are the best embellishment for this pretty face.

"so cute."

I just don’t know if my mother has ever come home after a hard day’s work and come back to her room to take a look at me.

Will she stand at the door like she is now, gazing at her precious daughter from afar but not daring to get close for fear of waking her up?

Su Shi couldn't help but pursed her lips. She felt like her consciousness was about to black out.

The world was spinning, and she felt so fragile.

[I'm so tired.]

【I’m so sleepy.】

I miss you so much…

【Mother…】

【Crychic…】

【Little Years…】

[You guys say, can I be happy this time? ]

[Will my little home be safe this time? ]

While thinking, Su Shi collapsed to the ground. She was afraid that going to bed would wake up Sui, and at the same time, she did not have the extra strength to support her body and go to the guest room to sleep.

就…

[Let's just make do with it on the ground... whatever... it doesn't matter...]

The world was so quiet that the only sounds I could hear were my own heartbeat and the sound of my blood flowing.

Then everything went dark, and that was it.

……

Ichinose Suyo was sitting at the table with a dim orange light above her head.

[Is this a dream? Such a familiar scene.]

She lowered her head and seemed not to be fully awake yet.

Everything was so familiar, so familiar that it sent chills down her spine, especially the slightly tattered and shabby calendar on the left wall...ah, this date...

[Is this the day my parents divorced?! I don't want to dwell on this in my dreams...]

Wake up, wake up! Anyone can wake me up!

"Little friend Su Shi, I'm here to see you!"

The voice of a little angel came from outside the door. "Ichinose Suyo" swallowed her saliva, and she felt that the whole world in her dream became brighter.

She saw the doorknob being pressed and a thin girl's voice came from outside the door.

Is it Chitose? But why did she become so mature, it was almost like an adult version of Chitose was speaking.

The door was quickly pushed open, and a dignified and elegant older sister appeared... Ah, she also had white hair and red eyes, just like Xiaosui.

The mature version of Chitose tilted his head and his lips trembled slightly, but Su Shi couldn't hear clearly what the other party said.

"call!"

When he saw that woman, Su Shi felt like he was completely seen through. He was shocked and trembled all over.

The scene in front of my eyes became increasingly chaotic and blurry, and soon everything around me became unclear.

But the red pupils of that beautiful older sister never faded, and the interwoven red and gold colors seemed eternal.

In reality, Su Shi opened his eyes trembling.

The darkness outside the house was replaced by light, and the brilliant light cleared away all the haze in the room. She found herself being moved to the bed... Was it Xiaosui who did it?

"Hmm? How old are you?"

He could still see the red eyes with golden circles in front of him, and that pattern suddenly penetrated into Su Shi's mind.

"Your eyes...are like that too."

Her limbs were sore, and Su Shi didn't know what time it was. Her cell phone was downstairs, so she stretched and walked out of the room, hoping that the child would be waiting for her outside.

But, I still didn't see that little figure.

"Year-old! Where have you been? Come out quickly and don't scare your mother."

There was no response for a long time, but suddenly, a faint call came from downstairs.

"mom!"

It’s the sound of age!

This was followed by the sound of brisk footsteps.

Su Shi walked towards the stairs. She really needed a big hug from her girl right now.

The emptiness in her heart needs the warmth of a child to heal...

The fragile wealthy mature woman Nagasaki Suyo folded her arms at the stairs waiting for her angel to come.

The cute child, the delicate neck, when you appeared at the corner of the stairs, all the anxieties in dreams and reality were truly wiped out.

"mom!"

Chitose threw herself into Su Shi's arms holding her Space Marine toy, which was even covered in fresh mud, sand and sea water.

"Xiao Sui! Were you the one who moved mommy to the bed?" Feeling the hot temperature of the lovely person in his arms, Su Shi only now realized how terrible this was.

How did this kid manage to get himself, a grown man, into bed? Um... and even covered himself with the quilt.

She is so thoughtful, it made me cry.

"Yes! Look, Mom! I found it! I found it in the sand!"

"Huh? So you were playing on the beach just now? And you even went into the water? That's so dangerous! What if you get swept away by the sea? You're so small..."

Su Shi subconsciously said a lot of caring words, which made her understand her changes more clearly.

[She's completely changed... She hasn't returned to her junior high and high school self, but has become more like a qualified...]

【Mother.】

Mother? Me...

Could I really do it? Could I become a mother who is not qualified but not a failure either?

"Hey, Mom, it's okay! He's very healthy."

She didn’t know if it was an illusion, but Su Shi felt that Qiansui spoke with a nasal tone.

"How about we go to the beach this afternoon and bask in the sun for a while before heading home? Grandma...is almost waking up."

...... ...... ......

Ch149. Finally, Su Shi took that step

"Is grandma going to wake up?"

Nagasaki... Although Chitose Noshiro had already learned about it from the system, she still put on a perfect expression of astonishment at this moment.

"It will be soon, Xiao Sui, don't worry anymore... From now on, our family will be fine."

Although she said this, Nagasaki Suyo was still unsure.

She didn't know how to face her mother. It was really terrible. Why was she so twisted and awkward at this moment?

After a moment of thought, Su Shi knew that he couldn't think about these things anymore.

She tried to calm herself down and show her strongest and most positive side.

"Xiao Sui, can you tell me some interesting stories about you and grandma? Mommy really wants to hear them."

The relationship between me and my mother has become as cold as water in recent years.

If she hadn't picked up Chitose, if she hadn't existed, she and her mother might not have had any more contact after she graduated from college.

There is an eight-year gap between the ages of twenty-two and thirty.

This vacancy seemed insignificant before... but when the door of the heart was opened, the sensitive soul could not help but regret his actions.

Eight years... No, if you count from the time when Su Shi was eighteen and moved out of home after being admitted to university, her story with her mother has been stagnant for twelve years.

How many more twelve years would have remained in my mother's life? If she hadn't fallen ill... if Xiao Sui hadn't existed... if she hadn't...

"Mom, why are you unhappy again? Xiao Sui invites you to play with toys. Will that make Mom happy?"

"Mommy doesn't want to play with it...it's all mud and sand."

"Then Xiao Sui cleans it. Will Mommy want to play with it?"

puff.

Su Shi was amused by Qian Sui and his mood improved a little.

Even if you wipe the toys clean, it won’t work... Mom is a mature and stable mother, she won’t do such a childish thing.

"Let's go eat...ah, what time is it now?"

Su Shi picked up Qiansui and at this moment she felt that she had infinite strength.

My daughter is so light, even cotton is heavier than her. She is so light that she seems like she will float away from this world at any time.

Is this little soft cutie her daughter?

I feel like I can fully support her and her life.

The kind that lasts a lifetime.

Su Shi carried Qiansui downstairs, but she forgot one thing.

Chitose Nagasaki had just recovered from an illness. No one had ever told Su Shi whether it was suitable for a child who had just recovered to go to the beach to enjoy the sea breeze. She also didn't know whether the sea water would make Chitose catch a cold.

Chitose Noshiro stuck out her tongue and lowered her eyes where Nagasaki Suyo couldn't see.

[You silly Sushi, you have such a big heart. You really haven't realized how to be a mother yet. But mom won't blame you.]

"I wasn't this considerate of you back then! When I took you on trips to Osaka and Hokkaido, I spent a lot of time checking the weather forecast. So, you're still a little girl who wasn't very attentive."

[Since you don't want to help me find my toys worth thousands of yen. ]

I decided to have another minor illness, which would cost several hundred thousand yen.

[Hmm…]

……

Siheyu Private Hospital, where births and deaths happen every day.

It's actually difficult to fully calculate how many lives a hospital has experienced, right? After all, such things can happen at any moment.

Life is full of interpretations of life from different perspectives...birth, old age, sickness and death, it's amazing, right?

The corridor is very high-end.

The ceiling was very bright, and Chitose just raised his head and saw the reflection of the launch on the ground.

She saw the anxious Sushi and Chitose hiding behind her. It looked familiar, didn't it? It was the most common composition in the last simulation.

The only difference is that last time it was Xiao Su Shi who was hiding behind Da Qiansui, but now it is Da Su Shi who is protecting Xiao Qiansui. Qiansui can’t describe this wonderful feeling.

"Mom? Is grandma okay?"

After finishing a brief meeting with the attending physician and various experts, Su Shi sighed and tried hard not to look embarrassed.

"Your grandma is very nice."

"Mom is doing fine, but I'm not... Doctor Haizuka said I'm safe now, but..."

I'm still very worried.